Random Sadness.I feel like im suffocating,Random Sadness.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like the airs escaping my lungs,
I feel like im levitating,
and people are speaking in evil toungues.
Memories echo off the walls of my heart,
and burn me down to the core,
I feel myself falling apart,
its not worth fighting for anymore.
People surround me with evil smirks,
They try to tair me down,
In the brightest places pain still lerks,
and turns my world upside-down.
I dont know what brought this on,
Or even whats causing it,
My will to change is gone,
this piece of life just dosent fit.
Sorrow.This sorrow seeps into my veins,Sorrow.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like rain running down the windsheild,
I cant seem to face this pain,
my happyness has begun to yeild.
The razor slits the skin,
and the tears stain my face,
My strenth running thin,
I feel overly out of place.
Things wont change for the better,
Sliding deeper into this sadness,
Writing you my goodbye letter,
I find that ignorance is bliss.
I miss you, friend.thinking of your memory brings happyness to my mind,I miss you, friend.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Emptyness to my heart,
and pain to my soul.
We werent close but as it may be,
you were infact a brother to me.
You could always make her smile,
When she couldnt escape the dark,
You always held her together,
when she was ready to fall apart.
You were always the one to fill the void,
Until the very day.. her best friend died.
Your struggles were hers,
Just like hers were yours,
Youd always be there waiting with an open door.
You were her protector,
You made her feel safe,
Her escape Her everything,
That god needed to take.
Shes doing well for someone in so much pain,
But you taught her lifes more then just a game,
You made her a stronger person and i see that now,
For you have lit up my life just as well.
I will love you until i see you again,
Until then Rest in Peace my dear friend.
Leave Me.Leave me the way you said you never would,Leave Me.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Give up on everything weve built,
Id tell you how much you mean to me if i could,
Im surrounded by this burning guilt.
Im standing at your door,
My hand naked without yours,
My lips left cold from not feeling your soft kiss,
The rain pounds my body like the wooden floor.
All I wanted was your heart,
I openly gave you mine,
I was yours from the start,
Now its all hatred and hurt combined.
Leave me like you said you never would,
Give up on all the love I gave you,
Id still tell you I love you if I could,
Even after all you put me through.
Love you So.Love you So.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The words roll off your lips,
like posion from another world,
the touch of your finger tips,
give me shivers untold.
Your smile gives light to the darkest room seen,
and your eyes see the things I hide,
in your arms im the happiest ive ever been,
I feel the happiness exploding my inside.
This is more then a sick love story newly written,
More love then people know,
My heart has been bitten,
I could eat you up I love you so.
The right thing.Im reaching for my dreams,The right thing.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Listening to my heart,
Thats bursting at the seams,
waiting for a new start.
Your memory echos through my mind,
The smiles, laughs, and pain,
Our friendship was the perfect bind,
the most perfect homelike terrain.
I dont know which path to choose,
That lets me keep you,
Your friendship I cant lose,
The right thing is what I hope to do.
Now Just a Memory.Now Just a Memory.4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
ive known her my whole life and ive seen her change from good to better, and now better to worse.
I always know what to say usually but now its as if everything i say to her causes anger and tension in our
friendship. I feel guilty alot of the times were together now due to the fact i feel like almost all of her
actions are based off of her being around me... yet i cant break the tie we have even if it is to protect her.
Lately ive been trying not to give her ciggarettes or bring her around things i know will fuck up her life.
Shes seen me in the hospital bed with tubes in my nose so i could breath better and shes seen me in plenty of
bad places. I dont want her to end up with the life im living. Everytime i see the smoke of the drugs
exit her lungs i feel like the weight on my shoulders gets heavier. Seeing her drunk kills me the most
knowing her familys past and her mothers feelings on the matter, along with having an alchoholic mom.
Shes a better person then me and i wish she could