I am back~I am still alive.
It has been a long time since the last time I got on DA.
Last year I graduated from my Arts College and got a job in a small game company. That's my first full-time job and I worked hard. 0-0
My work was easy at the beginning but it was getting busier and busier as time went on.
There was few time for me to draw my own things. Well I still made some little pictures to relax myself once I got some spare time. But most of time I felt too tired to draw my own stuff or to play games or watch animes/mangas or to go for a work after a whole day's work.
I am so sorry for those unread messages and unread notes you guys sent to me I am trying to read them all but I'm afraid I am unable to reply them all. Sorry about that..
And I am really sorry for having kept my commissioners waiting for such a long time...OTL||||
I wanted more free time to drawing my own things...so I quit that job after a year's working, I really don't like it.
Gonna practice my self or do some further s
In the span of less than 24 hoursSome freaking jackass centipede decided that somewhere in the house would be a MUCHOS GRANDE place to have a nest and the only reason i know this is becauseIn the span of less than 24 hours1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So we bug bombed the shit out of the bedrooms and after the chemical warfare was waged the humans were declared victorious. But then the next morning...
I stabbed the shit out of that one using scissors and the bedrooms have been bombed again BUT SERIOUSLY WHY. WHHHHHYYY. I DO NOT ENJOY LIVING IN FEAR OF TINY ASS CENTIPEDES.
People people people peopleToo many people misuse terms like anxiety disorder, panic attacks, OCD, and phobias, it's starting to tick me off. Everybody feels an amount of fear and discomfort doing certain tasks, everybody performs odd rituals or behaviors at some point, yet these people use it so casually, such that I nor others cannot take these seriously anymore; I cannot distinguish which one's are serious and which one's are from whining.People people people people2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I pretty much call bullsh** on "phobias" people claim to have on random things these days. Most of them are not even clinical phobias, and as far I understand things like "phobias of telephones" is seriously a symptom to a much bigger problem, like social anxiety. I am incredibly afraid of making/taking phone calls, it causes me to lose half my day and endless coldsweat, but I highly doubt I have a phobia of it. Labeling it just feels like an excuse to not deal with and further investigate your issue, and i
New Face Book PageHey Guys, finally got around to creating a Page Book Like Page, I'll be updating from there from now on instead of from my Profile FaceBook Account !New Face Book Page2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'll most likely post doodles, Experimental and finished pieces there : ) ( I will be posting More male character there then on My DA )
Thank you for the support guys !
FaceBook Like Page
Life for the past 6 Years (Long Journal :/)Hi everyone! So...I haven't said too much or been very active for the past 6 years or so...I was active for my first full year on DA but then life kinda happened and I wasn't on very much. So I thought I would say everything that has happened and what is currently going on in my life because I would love feedback and opinions. Needless to say, I have missed you guys, I have missed you all a lot. *gets teary-eyed*Life for the past 6 Years (Long Journal :/)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The last time I was very active on here I was studying Computer Science at Texas Women's University. I started studying weightloss as I was very unhappy with my life and I had been obese most of my life. I was severely OCD as well...if I didn't have classes I would never have left my home. I was scared of germs and contamination. My mom had to start accompanying me to places to open doors because I was too afraid to touch door knobs (yeah it was THAT bad :/). But as I began losing weight I started having more people approach and talk to me...then I decided to change s
My Don't Starve Comic dubbed?Ok so basicly I got a note that this guy on youtube was actuallyMy Don't Starve Comic dubbed?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
reading the first part of my Don’t Starve comic in one of his Let’s plays!
Check it out it’s actually pretty cool to hear someone read it out loud!
GoodbyeIronic when a friend speaks of being heartbroken from being left behind and ignored, yet they bring the "end" in the same manner.Goodbye2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I guess that happens when they don't want to hear the truth and the only form of emotional satisfactory comes from being the one to leave the last laugh, to leave a trail of oneself behind and leave things open but no room to tie any knots. An alternative form of desperation to be remembered and reverse the effect of feeling insignificant.
I felt upset and offended for a bit, then I realized that's probably the whole point; for me to acknowledge and fall for their tactics. Yet upon this realization it only proved to me that the person wasn't meant to be a friend. It only deemed my purpose of moving on from it all much more meaningful. After all, as a human being, I enjoy the sweet taste of spite. Yes, there were some bitter complications in between that made me crave for this, that I also restricted myself from proactively carrying it to
10 years on deviantart- memoriesOMG! I just realized that I'm on Deviantart for 10 years now! Time to celebrate! * cleans the corners of her gallery from the dust and spiderwebs*.10 years on deviantart- memories1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I joined the community in 2004, depressed because of my poor skills and also overwhelmed with the amazing artworks and famous artists from all over the world. I saw how much I had to improve to become at least half as good as people I admired at that time. It never happened though. Those amazing artists kept on getting better each time I made a step forward with my own skills, therefore, I could never reached them. I don't complain, they became my inspiration and the reason I never gave up. Many of them created amazing tutorials which helped me to learn new things.
Thanks to the constant support from my followers, their lovely comments, critique, and faves I started to believe in myself more. I could share my problems, my happy times, get hyper with other fans and talk freely about favourite characters, series, films, etc. I think that is w
we're not quite done fightingcongratulations to all of us who helped stop SOPA once again! the petition reached its goal thanks to every single one of you who succeeded in signing!we're not quite done fighting1 year ago in Personal More Like This
however, apparently, once again, this fight isn't over. just like last time, they're putting policies through that have the same exact intention hidden inside them. um, we're smarter than that, and we need to remind the US government of it. so here's another petition to help stop SOPA-like policies from passing. the petition ends on april 13th, and I know we can all make an impact.
we've built our lives on the intetrnet. it's no longer "get the fock off your computer and get a REAL life." it's more than that. sure, there are some people living in their mom's basement, eating chips and harassing "n00bs" in MMORPGs like they're the shit, but many of us have increased our talents online, built friendships, found sources of comfort and motivation. we've educated ourselves with knowledge found on the internet. hell, do you think I'd know wha
Why I am so lazy? (a small rant)Hello my deerlings. Sorry about this but I got a comment asking why I am sooooo lazy about updating the dear departed. I was going to answer this privately but my message got out of hands and... And I just need to get this off my chest...Why I am so lazy? (a small rant)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Why I am so lazy? Weelll... Maybe because I am an adult who has a daily job as a graphic artists which means that every single work day I spend over 7 hours in front of a computer doing graphics. And when I finally get home and I have done some food, took care of my pets, had some exercise, maybe take a shover and or clean up my house, I have maybe about 4-5 hours for myself. MAYBE, just maybe I am tired after a full day of drawing and I don't feel like spending those few hours doing the same exact thing I do at work. (and making RD comics takes about 7-10 hours).
And oh yes! What about weekends?! I could easily spent all THAT time to draw comics! Well guess what. I am a human being. I have friends. I have a family. Sometimes I have plans with them. A
Today's Jane the Killer FactIn Jane Richardson's old high school picture, she is seen wearing an electric guitar necklace. More than just a sweet-ass fashion accessory, did you know that among one of Jane's favorite classes, she enjoyed music? It's true, she also is licensed guitar instructor! But when it comes to lessons, she prefers that her pupils use electric guitars, not acoustics. XD ROCK ON!Today's Jane the Killer Fact1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Thanks and something sillyHello. I really want to thank you all for your great comments and support on the last journal. It's hard to stay mad when I have such a great friends and fans. You guys are awesome. :icondancingfrogplz:Thanks and something silly1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Let's move that journal away and put up something more positive... Hmm... Well, i got into that Super Mario group with my Birdo character and the timing couldn't be better because look what just came from the mail!
I had no idea there were so cute and beautiful official plushies of Birdo!
Now my yoshi plushie has a friend!
Ooh... Maybe more than just a friend...
HEY! Where did all these little yoshies come from?!
I SWEAR I AM 24 YEARS OLD ADULT!!!
Loved onesSo yeahLoved ones1 year ago in Personal More Like This
This whole weekend was one bomb to the face.Amazing.
I actually got SICK today because the whole pressure around and the terrible hot changing weather in here (i’ve lost my voice) but it doesn’t change the fact of WHATA JOY~<3
THANK YOU ALL for ALL the kind and wonderful wishes hnnghhhhh!!
It really feel so weird… i grew up with so many people in here, some because new bff, some lost touch… but still, i feel like one day i will look back at everything online and see how it all went from middle school… and how everyone were part of it..
BUT ALAS, gotta keep moving, nothing has changed TOO MUCH around yet and gotta finish some commissions doink :’D
LOVE YOU ALL and i will tell the story of how it happened during this week since it’s a long story..
-grin like an idiot-
Q: How did Jane meet Mary?Jane Richardson attended Los Angeles High School as a teenager, majoring in music. Her other favorite classes were carpentry (which would explain why she worked at Lowes Hardware), science, and chemistry. Mary Vaughn's favorite class was history because even when she was a teen, she was a history buff. Mary also majored in Home Economics. Despite being a very nerdy girl and harassed by certain people, Mary was also very sweet and warmhearted. One day, in chemistry class, Jane was paired up with Mary, and didn't waste anytime welcoming her company. Out of kindness, Jane helped Mary whenever she had problems or had trouble doing something, and every teacher adored Jane because she was so selfless to not only Mary, but other students who needed help. Before recess, Mary was out in the hallway with an armload of books, putting her stuff up and getting ready to head to gym, which prompted a group of mean rich girls to give her a hard time, and to dispatch an infuriated Jane who didn't hesitQ: How did Jane meet Mary?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
AWJTK comic issues - ''Satan looks like Jeff'!!!'*Cough*...AWJTK comic issues - ''Satan looks like Jeff'!!!'1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So... I wanted to mention something that quite bothers and slightly annoys me.
I received TONS of comments telling that "Satan/Lucifer/Devil looks JUST LIKE Jeff!", "OMG, is it Jeff?!" and stuff.
It's kinda... weird... because I was working on his apperance A LOT to make him unique in many ways.
Guys, does the fact the character has long black hair makes him Jeff? If I, for example, give Laughing Jack or Masky long, black hair, will you start calling him a second Jeff?
I mean, them two are TOTALLY different in multiple ways. What exactly makes you think they look JUST LIKE eachother?
Just take a closer look:
-Height (Satan's taller)
-Skin tone (Jeff's white while Satan's orange-ish tan)
-Hair lenght + structure (Satan's hair IS longer + less fluffy - more silky like)
-Body shape (Satan is more muscular/mature looking)
-Face (Satan's cheekbones, teeth, eyes, nose, ears, everything else)
-Hands (Satan has longer, mo
Help, please readIt's been a while since I last updated here, hehe.Help, please read1 year ago in Personal More Like This
People, I need your help. This is kinda sad haha *dies*
This year I've to save tons to pay uni, materials, my meds, and almost all my stuff. Financially speaking, is going to be a difficult year (my mum got fired from her lifetime work... and she's the one in charge of the household: me + 2 brothers, both currently in college too, yey)
I really hate being a crybaby, but at the very least, I need 400US per month to pay mostly uni, maybe transport and some materials...
So yeah, I'm scared.
Due my diysautonomia disease (basically I faint if I stand up for more than 15 minutes = A= ) I'm not capable of working in many jobs I could be "easily" hired, so my most realistic and reachable choice to work now is this, drawing T_T);;;
So I decided to put on sale my Pokémon fanart works. Soon I'll write a new-updated journal for commissions.
Anything helps right now, if you can buy/ask for a commish or just sharing this info can be enoug
~Rawr 86I'm very very sorry for not being active here lately. I'm just really busy with the final year of art school. In the next to weeks I should study hard, mostly history of art, then math and theeen I'll be probably a bit more free to do what I want.. and answer your comments. I honestly apologize. Lila is being dead tired most of the time and she just can't manage even with simple things.~Rawr 861 year ago in Personal More Like This
Btw: New sketchdump is coming soon~
I hope my textures are useful for you C: I can make more for you If you need. I just bought a brown ink and I'm going to experiment a bit more.
Ant by thiago-almeidaThe Orphan Beast by GorremLOTRO - Gwiber by Gorrem
Character auction - SOLD by HioshiruHug gif by Kam-FoxThe Washing Pt.1 by TomasProchazka
LeavingI need a break.Leaving1 year ago in Personal More Like This
From DeviantArt, Tumblr, WoW, TOR, all of it.
I don't like sharing aspects of my personal life anymore, but some things have happened and I need time alone. I apologize to anyone who's sent me a note in the past few weeks, whether on here or any of my other accounts; I won't be getting back to you. My Deviations are not deleted, merely hidden, but I have no intention of returning any time soon.
You've all been great.
Let's not feed that.I need to find something to motivate myself to come back here. I haven't even fully read all the comments on my last journal, whenever that was posted.Let's not feed that.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Considering that I have a few DA matters to finish off, it's a bit more crucial that I return, yet that instead makes me not want to return at the same time.
We all like to run away and stay away from our responsibilities sometimes, don't we? Only when when our mind is in leisure or things are almost broken beyond repair we begin to address them.
In reality addressing it as soon as possible will only make peace come sooner, but we are too obsessed with immediate satisfaction. So we instead waste more time.
I don't understand where the satisfaction is. I spend the rest of my day thinking about things I have to do and how I didn't do them, how much I time I wasted, and this apparently seems more comfortable than getting something done quickly, making free time and boosting my feeling of accomplishment. Maybe I have
10 Years of DA...10 Years of DA...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
gotta paste my journal background fast before my 1 day premium runs out. haha
Well, time flies fast...
but not yet until 20th of april.
Finally it's today!
Happy 10th year to meh!
Happy 10th year to meh!
Time to Party.... but it's emptyyyy....
;___; happy 10th year... to... meh...
sorry to bug anyone here, just updating.
Thanks for these good friends who gifted me a DA subby:
I feel like olddddd....
I guess more drawings ahead from me...
SO I GUESS YOU'VE ALL NOTICEDI FUCKIN LOVE DON'T STARVESO I GUESS YOU'VE ALL NOTICED2 years ago in Personal More Like This
THIS GAME :iconsweet-jesus-faceplz:
....also I'm more on tumblr for those who are interested :V
Inactivity + WeasylHi there everyone! I'm sorry for the lack of activity! This past month has been a complete mess IRL with a lot of stuff that piled up, but I will be updating regularly soon!Inactivity + Weasyl3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Also, I got a Weasyl account, so now the site is open come and follow me! I will be posting stuff there that cannot be posted at DA
Commission info Price list:Commission info3 years ago in Personal Journal More Like This
Samples AND prices are just an estimate! They vary a lot depending on the character or the details about the commission! Also, prices are per character.
Fullbody (or 3/4), Traditional Color (pencils and/or markers) - $60~$75
Half-body/Waist-up, Traditional Color - ~$50
Fullbody (or 3/4), Digital Color - ~$40~50
SRU - Sisterhood by Parororo
Half-body/Waist-up, Digital Color - ~$35
Mika by Parororo
Close up / Bust shot, Digital - $25~30
Mika color by Parororo Miharuruu Portrait exp by Parororo
Murder at the Castle! Let the investigation begin!Last night, Cinderella was to host the greatest ball in all the land in honour of her Husband, Prince Charming. It had been months of hard work; every servant and helper furiously putting together the finest of touches to ensure everything was perfect. Invitations had been sent out to exclusive friends and acquaintances alike, reaching the farthest parts of fairyland. It was to be the event of the century.Murder at the Castle! Let the investigation begin!2 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
There was no denying, Cinderella had become highly stressed of late. Organising such a fabulous ball had taken its toll, especially when perfection was her objective. Her inner control freak had taken over and she no longer cared who she upset or angered as long as the ball was exact. Friends were no longer happy with her, she wouldn't keep promises- let alone attend unnecessary events such as Alice's weekly tea party. In fact, even her own husband, who all this was for, had not been in her mind.
The Ball was lavish; champagne fountains, golden swans, shimmery streamers, a stylish d&
Now On Etsy!Hello lovelies!Now On Etsy!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I now have an Etsy shop where I will sell specialized, signed and unsigned prints. The reason why I chose Etsy is that through it, I can specialize, customize and control the quality of the prints. I can also send a little written note on the side to the buyer too. Make it more special and personal.
If you guys want to support me, this is the best way right now! I'm giving this a try. If it goes well, I will have more prints and more options available. For now I'm only trying it with the photos I did with photographer Ben Samson. In the future if it goes well, you may see all of my photos there available for purchase.
I send you all warm regards in this cold season, and will see you around!
Etsy Shop: https://www.etsy.com/ca/listing/172193674/mahafsoun-12x8-signed-specialized-print?ref=af_shop_favitem
And a video of me talking about this plan...