New Year of Recovery and Changewell, this new year has gone by starting single because i've lost my love, but i gained a new friend; and i finally got out of my chocking hellhole prison of a home. i hope none of you ever have to feel like you are never wanted anywhere; home school, the streets, even in your own minds you feel out of place...well, that's how i feel...New Year of Recovery and Change1 year ago in Personal More Like This
it's so lonely without the one who calls me when i'm lonely, or without the boy who wakes my up in the middle of the night to say he loves me. it killed my loneliness, and my soul thrived on it. i am so sad to have to see them both go...i hope it's not forever, but i fear my hope isn't going to help me now.
i feel as though the loneliness is digging inside me, tearing at my flesh and bones and it moves; destroying me from the inside out. it's becoming more and more uncontrollable now that i am actually unbearably alone. even sitting here on my friend's bed near their sleeping bodies doesn't comfort me...
so, i sit here and pray. i pray that my friends w
Hey guys! Pony Podcast Featuring Me!Yep, I sound young but I don't care XD Anyways Pony-Pod-Live is about to begin some come check it out! http://www.twitch.tv/ponypodlive#Hey guys! Pony Podcast Featuring Me!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
RANDOMhttp://youtu.be/2FKuU0S83mgRANDOM3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Il potere di Charmix!
(Stella, fata del sole splendente!)
E ti trasformerai
Luce diventar
Alla forza che
C'è cresce dentro te!
Il potere di Charmix!
È il cuore di Winx
(Flora, fata de la natura!)
Magia oltre i limiti
Credici e vedrai
Non fermarti mai
Apri le ali e vai!
(Charmix!)
Magica energia
Splendente più che mai
(Musa, fata de la musica!)
Oggi più che mai
Siamo noi le Winx!
Invincibile Charmix!
(Tecna, fata de la tecnologia!)
E ti trasformerai
Non c'è limite
Alla forza che
Che cresce dentro te!
Invincibile Charmix!
*dances for no reason!*
[Theme] Piercings, Tattoo and Colorful HairAs you know I think a lot and I want to listen to many opinions as possible. So I thought I'd give you a hint what I will talk in my blog/portfolio/website as soon as it's finished.[Theme] Piercings, Tattoo and Colorful Hair3 months ago in Personal More Like This
You see it everywhere: Piercings, Tattoos or/and colorful hair.
I follow some hairblogs on tumblr (lovelydyedlocks.tumblr.com, fyhaircolors.tumblr.com) and I see beautiful girls, scene hair, piercings and tattoos. It seems like a stereotype to me but those blogs make me adore those girls.
I love colorful hair. My faves are pastel colors, pink, purple and white/silver hair. Those blogs have a ask feature too and so I read many questions on dying and problems with a job.
There it is: Problems with getting a job.
Do you think those things are the reason why you don't get a job? Well to me -as a customer- it make a person who help me at a shop or something even more sympathic. I maybe can talk about her/his tattoos...that they look beautiful or great. The same to piercings or colair (my shortcut for color
Let me explain something to you...A message to trolls everywhere. Not naming names or calling anyone out but some of you don't know what the word critique means. Blazing into someone's work saying things like "I hate it" "You ruined it by" "It's ugly" "I don't like this" is NOT critiquing someone's work. Critiquing is when you judge somebody's artwork with a mix of giving suggestions, things you particularly didn't like, things you did like, some things you personally would have done differently, and some things that look good in somebody's art. Okay, this I am perfectly fine with. Some of my best DA friends critique my work all the time with pointers etc. and I respect that and love them for it because it is HELPFUL. But I DO NOT RESPECT NOR DO I HAVE PATIENCE for immature, rude, hateful, and blatantly disrespectful comments, and I will either ignore you or go off on you. A person can ignore for so long... So take your hatred and shove it right up your "INSERT WORD FOR DONKEY HERE" and sit down somewhere because I donLet me explain something to you...4 months ago in Personal More Like This
fairy signsPegesus (the 3rd of January to the 22nd) Your sign is marked by strength and honesty: you can often gather support with you persuasive skills and ultimatly achieve personal success.fairy signs4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Centaur (the 23rd of January to the 15th of February) Your sign is characterized by the great energy you use in searching: you love knowledge and are very curious, and you like people who you know to be imaginitve and fun.
Dryad (the 16th of February to the 10th of March) Your sign is usually loyal, trustworthy, and affectionate towards others: your attitude is carefree and enjoyable because it gives you the ability to overcome everyday problems.
Phoenix (the 11th of March to the 2nd of April) Your sign's personality is both strong and serene, you show great passion in what you do with your willpower and even if you should fail, you will always show that you're tough.
Girffon (the 3rd of April to the 24th) Your sign has a competitive nature and an aim to achieve your goals; you have a tendency to delv
The Unsung HeroCrucified and martyred by his people...The Unsung Hero2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Bricknow that i have found someoneBrick2 months ago in Personal More Like This
i'm feeling more alone
than i ever have before
she's a brick and i'm drowning slowly
off the coast and i'm headed nowhere
she's a brick and i'm drowning slowly
can't you see
it's not me you're dying for
now she's feeling more alone
than she ever has before
she's a brick and i'm drowning slowly
off the coast and i'm heading nowhere
she's a brick and i'm drowning slowly
--'brick,' ben folds five
currently relevant for reasons i don't really want to talk about, but this gorgeous song has been running through my mind for the last few days. take a moment to go look it up and listen.
just listen.
You and IFairytales are the theme of my life,You and I2 months ago in Personal More Like This
I caught myself doing things,
That is impossible to reach,
And I still can dream right? Like You and I.
You and I are like Ariel and Eric
I'm Your Ariel, who lives in the world that you never knew,
And you're my Eric, who lives on the other side of the world,
And I wanna live with you and in your world.
You and I are like Belle and Beast,
I'm the ordinary girl, who lives in a small world,
And you're the famous guy, who lives in a royal kingdom,
But I wanna run away with you.
You and I are like Jasmine and Aladdin,
I'm Jasmine, who thinks that my life is perfect,
Until I met you, my Aladdin, who make me see things that I never see,
And I'm ready to leave everything that I have for you.
Those are just examples of the story that I made,
A fairytale that lived from generations to generations,
And this story of me and you, will also live to the next generations,
But until then, it's on the making.
No One Cares About Your StoryGOOD NEWS: This is perfectly normal!No One Cares About Your Story4 months ago in Literature More Like This
I can't remember the source, but a few years ago I read this famous author's account of how it felt to have his first book come out, and he mentioned buying a copy himself because he was afraid no one would take an interest. Now this is a guy who managed to get not only an agency but a publisher (which is a whole pile of people who were like yesplz), and he's still afraid readers won't care. I was like, 'whoa mind blown.'
But anyway, the fact is that we are all strangers on the Internet and, by default, there is no reason for you to read my stuff or vice-versa. If you went and stood in Times Square with copies of your latest story, how many people would give you more than a passing glance? And how many of those people would get to the end of your work, and how many of those would offer critical feedback?
And, if you were one of the passersby, whom would you stop for?
Okay, I'm done scaring the shi
honestthere comes a point in your life from falling so damn much that you just become exhaustedhonest2 months ago in Personal More Like This
so damn exhausted from getting back up and falling and getting back up just
to fall down again
life is shit. it is. i know everyone want's a happier journal, but i am sick of being quiet, and really, everything is shit. it makes me happy to see everyone is having a life worth living at a point in my own life where i can't find a reason.
i don't care about my looks
i don't care about my grades
i don't care about writing, it just gets me off
i don't care about the earth
i don't care about issues
i don't care about my lack of kindness
i don't care about my detachment, my resentment, my unforgiving nature
i don't care that you want me to be happy and you are disappointed that i am not; sorry but shit doesn't always go the way you want and guess what i'm not happy and you trying to make me isn't going to work you know why? nothing about a temporary body, friendship, warmth help fixes a problem like thi