When will the cloud in my head clear?
Stuck in the middle of a messy riddle.
Tongue twisters told me not to toy with my mind.
I have already wasted a thousand years and said sorry a million times.
Chasing you became a constant dream,
Waking up to find myself alone again.
Teary mattress covers over me.
Feels like Water board, feels like youre torturing me.
Waiting foolishly in the wind because this is meant to be.
Waiting childishly in the rain because you are what I need.
What day is today? Ive lost count in my misery.
Tick tock, the clock replaces the rhythm my heart once beat.
Now its a hollow space inviting dark thoughts and sinister dreams.
While I sleep I feel you kiss, but see your blood soaked teeth.
The night must have begun the loop has somehow started again.
Every day it gets worse I lose a parts of me.
I open my eye to find out that I cant even see.
God as muted the world, for me its such a bliss.
Never feel so good to feel no more.
Escape in Dream (Poem version)Escape in DreamEscape in Dream (Poem version)1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
In this big city life, big city lights.
You are a hundred miles from home.
The heart is not for clubs and parties.
But yet you march on like the armies.
The colours, the white, the strobe light.
Nothing compared to the country night.
Sky so clear you can see every star.
Lovers can rest their aching hearts.
Wish you were here not there life is tough.
Away from your love this road is rough.
Sometimes you can’t help but wonder.
Is this what your hope and dream is worth?
Heart feels empty and weaker every year.
Wake up to a dark room with no one near.
How can this be, noise is everywhere.
Is this the sound of a passing train?
Or a shout of warning:
“Go back home mister, you are truly lost”
The walls to the mazes never break.
That is why you need to fly away.
Wings started forming from my shoulder blades.
The wish came true, hope is not too late.
I see the house and the rose covered gates.
The windows wide open just for my sake.
Feels like mem
They don't understandThey don't understand2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They don't understand
They don't understand the fear we live in all year.
They don't get the fact life isn't all good, there are tears.
I don't blame them, even I find it hard to be fair.
But seeing my girl every day, going through the same shit.
Makes me feel pain she feels, but only a fraction of it.
Ten times worst for her, because she's in the centre of it.
Hopeless soul she doesn't know where to go,
Stumble across me, walking down this lonely road.
At first I was like them, I didn't understand.
How does hurting helps you like no-one can?
When love fails just get out that razor sharp knife.
Forget all else, pain brings blissful peace to our minds.
They don't understand, we are scarred far deeper than skin.
They don't know how many years it takes for us to repair within.
You should forgive them dear, they are not worth the tears.
As long as we are together as a pair,
we can get through another day another year.
The one who loved you the most (Goodbye)I suppose that i played all my cardsThe one who loved you the most (Goodbye)1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And still it has ended like this
but somehow im able to smile
even though you chose to be his
Do you remember not to long ago
We hung out all day at the park
you told me to "never stop writing"
and one day id be loved for my art
Well this is my last one to you
Anymore would fail to reach your ears
And it hurts to have to say goodbye
After all of our prosperous years
But I suppose that love really changes us
Hell, you changed me more everyday
You shown me what it's like to have a purpose
and to not be the one cast astray
But through all this I still find a smile
Because i know now that this is your choice
And there is nothing i can do to change that
Nothing 'cept the power of God's voice...
But Now as i take my leave
And the tears start to reach the floor
Don't cry, just remember me always
As the one who loved you the most...
Can You Heal My HeartPlease don't leave me aloneCan You Heal My Heart1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
But don't stand by too close
I'm scared of the silence
I'm being haunted by ghosts
The past lives in my head
Displaying where my problems arose
Walking down the same road as my father
Is what I'm scared of the most
Never had someone to guide me
Someone who'd show me the path
The only lessons I've had
Showed me to be controlled by my wrath
Little by little
Its been eating at my heart
But who needs to feel
When I'm only embraced by the dark
I need to rub alcohol on all my wounds
So I'll press this bottle to my lips
Every shot is medication
That helps my thoughts become eclipsed
I'll use my pills
To turn my brain a dark abyss
Maybe all I need as medication
Is for Death to come and drop a kiss
Can you fight off these demons
Can you heal my heart
Prove my life is still worth living
Before I fall apart
I don't have much time
Please save me from the dark
To anyone who hears me
Please come and heal my Heart
I'm scared of this life
I'm scared of the pain
White flagThese lies are killing me.White flag1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
This wretched pain drowns me.
This heart may be bleeding
but inside my mind im truly dying.
Maybe you cant see it.
But these tears should surly make you see.
That this heart is withering.
Just dying to be free.
Wont you please let me breath?
Cant you please just set me free?
This war keeps waging on.
These scars keep opening up.
I keep losing my heart and soul.
Set me free and let me go.
This cage keeps getting smaller.
This heart keeps breaking more.
This white flag keeps burning.
But inside im still fighting on.
But these wounds you make are getting sharper …
how much could one bleed on?
40810If only you were soulless.408101 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
If you were mindless, blind,
you and I could make a beautiful disaster.
The press would write of our brief affair;
they'd paint me (the woman in red) as pathetic.
They will not consider how I need your love
or how it pains me so deeply to throw myself at you.
I will not be remembered as a poet warrior.
I'll be the eternal survivor no more.
All who think of me will shake their bowed heads
and tearfully remark;
If only you were soulless.
If you were mindless, blind,
You wouldn't have been such a bloody disaster.
Happy Valentine's Day...:iconspreadmoreloveplz: Thank you my friends for all the wonderful greetings to the Valentine's day :iconspreadmoreloveplz:Happy Valentine's Day...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
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...Happy Valentine's Day to all of you...
BACKACHE by Beholdentolove
Hold Me Tight by shiny-shadows-ArtBe my Valentine! by MariaBeloArt
Love Potion by LevanaTempest:thumb354063054:
Elizabeth Bennet by SharonLeggDigitalArt:thumb354064409:
Night Dreams by Jassy2012.And He Disappeared. by Amanda-Graham
Valentine's Day Card by EveLiveseyHappy Valentine's Day by SilverCurlyART
Mermaid's Kiss by JennLaaTHEY GATHER AT NIGHT.. by chryssalis
Lucid Dream_08 by caddmanHappy Valentine's Day by SeventhFairy
Happy Valentine - Squall x Rinoa by zummerfish:thumb354247060:
Thank you for featu
GLORIOUS Game Shows... an ABC adventure! A is for American Gladiators, a battle between strong and weak,GLORIOUS Game Shows... an ABC adventure!1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Ordinary athletes competed against superhuman freaks.
Hosted by Hulk Hogan and Muhammad Ali’s prize-fighting daughter,
It was a place to either succeed, or get slaughtered.
B is for Blockbusters, where letters formed the questions,
Like “Which S refers to a feeling of glum expression?”
Make a connection from top to bottom or left to right,
And I’ll tell you now, winning wasn’t far out of sight.
C is for Chamber, a game show quickly canned,
Such depraved torture, human rights be damned.
The pain inflicted would make you scream and cry,
For 100 grand, would you really bother to try?
D is for Deal or No Deal, a game of pure luck,
Pick your cases carefully, or you’ll never win a buck.
The banker is ruthless and will do anything he can,
To stop you walking away a very rich (wo)man.
E is for Exit List, presented by Matt Allwright,
Where it is crucial you get the questions right.
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Traditional Discoveries #2Welcome to another installment of Traditional Discoveries. This feature is People created with all types of traditional mediums. Enjoy the show and show some love to these artists.Traditional Discoveries #23 months ago in Art Features More Like This
Copy of Georges de La Tour's Joseph the Carpenter by Jagroar Untitled by 1Creep The Encounter by elftantra Two Doves by Protoguy Punk Rocker. by SteMerrigan Donwton Abbey - Violet Grantham by Stanbos Jeru The Damaja by pErs Narkotikum by yantotzkie Ellie by RhynWilliams Hero's by candysamuels EXCLUSIVE -KELLY EDEN- by marilisaargentieri Floating dream_LAKA Project by khanglex Death and Rebirth by KlarEm Place for me by sannchen broken by sannchen Overreaction by MisterDoyle Falling In Love by annakoutsidou I need protection by KlarEm Keeper of Secrets by plantiebee No code by danilomartinis Only a little bird by STelari Padma by Lasarasu Cia You, Papa by FrankGo Mad Queen Alice by EnysGuerrero Rowan (Painting) by MichaelShapcott Magical steam girl. ACEO by EnysGuerrero Medea by Rezurekted Burn to the very bone by STelari Pearl Rehabilitative Colony by alexandramanukyan Rebeca (How to disappear completely) by Marie-Esther stained-glass window by queerartist 'Harvest' by Christopher Lovell Art by Lovell-Art Angel by Razor-Sensei newspaper girl by glenox66 les fantomes des patients by glenox66 Cabarita Cove..90cmx70cm.jpg2.jpg2222222222222 by glenox66 The Bard's Tale and Her Empty Grass Land by somuchkittypity :thumb44242
I Have WalkedI have walked through hell.I Have Walked1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I have pushed through its fires.
I have walked over needles and daggers with flaming arrows being fired.
I have walked through blizzards.
I have walked through freezing rain.
I have walked across thin ice and seen the cracks as it gives way.
I have walked over mountains.
I have felt their sharp edges.
I have stumbled over loose rocks and clung to the ledges.
I have walked the smooth paved roads,
And slipped on the smaller gravel paths too.
And felt the thorns tug at me as I pressed through the world to make a new.
But I have danced through meadows.
I have felt the soft grass underfoot.
The tingling of the summer sun and frolicked through brooks.
I have walked in light flurries.
Watched my footprints imprint in the gentle snow.
And I knew I’d left my mark behind, that my presence might affect someone not even known.
And I have marched into the deep oceans
I have walked through the swirling seas.
Only to emerge once again, complete and having faced a cha
Feedback for FavoritesRecently I came across this contest, "Feedback for Favorites" http://fav.me/d5qgxyk and I thought to myself--what a great way to motivate deviants to leave feedback on deviations. As a rule I always TRY to leave comments on works I've added to my collection of favorites. Although views and faves are always appreciated by most, it is the comments, feedback, and critiques, that truly help the artist grow in their artistic abilities and pursuits as well as inspiring their desires!Feedback for Favorites2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Now here is a contest to reward one for doing exactly that! Once again the official contest can be found here: http://fav.me/d5qgxyk
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Below I have included some that I've recently commented or critiqued. I wanted to include some works that had very little comments or feedback,
A Look Back: March and FebruaryI am SOOOOOO sorry that I haven't been keeping up with things lately guys. I have been busy with school and work. All this math homework and 15 page research paper are definitely kicking my ass right now. Anyway, here is an extra long, fully loaded feature for everyone to make up for it. And I hope everyone had a good Easter.A Look Back: March and February3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Myself by elinkalo Inside a shipwreck by veracauwenberghs Jungle Feeling by Ileina Woodland maiden by Notvitruvian Life Is a Magic Thing by NovaHeroi V0ltZz by Lanzie Twin Hippocampus 2 by Reptangle Sagrada Familia by takmaj Uplift by IvanAndreevich golden Skull by syinthetic A Different Lover is not a Sin by Wesley-Souza Angel by Razor-Sensei The Delphic Expanse by Velvet--Glove Mighty Neptune by Miss-TaDa Starlight by Trichardsen Birds over the river by AnnaArmona SmileYouveWon by Kay-Noire Samurai Vs Oni Full by GrantWilson Flower crown by AuroraWienhold .:Divination:. by Kay-Noire Essence of the Hunter by JEURO85 Amethyste by AlexandraVBach Mermaid Annie by sirenabonita Salsa Invertebraxa - Egg Retrieval by m0zch0ps Hello Kitty's 16th Cake by ginas-cakes This amazing starry heaven by KPEKEP Don't come close to me by brijome Blot on the Landscape by GrahamSym This is my city by Mo0nX :thumb
I'm AlrightI'm AlrightI'm Alright1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It took a long time
So much confusion
Not knowing who I was
What I had done
Where I was going
Wondering whether I had been a hero
Or a villain
Pondering what it all meant
Trying to puzzle out
My own feelings
Why did I hurt?
I could handle the most complex arithmetic
But I couldn't understand myself
Why was I thinking and feeling what I was?
Where did they come from?
Logic told me that they made no sense
So I thought about it some more
I thought and thought and thought
I thought for minutes and hours and days and weeks
I thought my problems away
I broke down the walls of my old philosophies
Moved my line forwards
To encompass my new understanding
Slowly slowly slowly
I got better
Things made more sense
I stopped thinking those thoughts
Stopped feeling that terrible
That isn't to say it's all gone
Or that I'm all done
That I've forgotten my past
And never think of it
It's not gone
I'm still growing
I'm far from done
And I think of it all the time
But it no longer rules my lif
Friends Feature 27:iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz:Friends Feature 271 year ago in Personal More Like This
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:iconmattsma: Sophie's Chickie Bag by Mattsma Peter Pumpkin Finish by Mattsma
:iconmoon-feather: Nurture by Moon-feather A traveler's family. by Moon-feather 62. Magic by Moon-feather
:iconsamxnaruto: furry dragon thing.. by SamXNaruto original dragon necklace drawing by SamXNaruto Orochimaru by SamXNaruto Noodle by SamXNaruto
:iconMechanical2127: Sumire by Mechanical2127 Nyan Cat by Mechanical2127 Commission: Christmas by Mechanical2127 Ping by Mechanical2127
:iconkilljoyx: Wanting. by KilljoyX 89724 by KilljoyX 014310 by KilljoyX :thumb300
Artists and groups you really should visit...because their galleries are great!Artists and groups you really should visit4 months ago in Art Features More Like This
The order is random, as always.
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:iconileanahunter: :iconilojleen: :iconmichelle-winer: :iconjoniwagnerart: :iconlopezlorenzana: :iconseed-of-beauty: :iconsami5: :iconpastelizator: :iconerwinpineda: :iconvianaarts: :iconhyperiondreams: :iconp3ncilportraits:
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:iconmarkstewart: :iconderek-castro: :icona-d-i--n-u-g-r-o-h-o: :iconimaginee: :iconjonodry: :iconvianaarts: :iconzephyrxavier: :icongrafnarq:
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7300 Points RewardsHello7300 Points Rewards1 year ago in Personal More Like This
A journal with more than 730 Winners .
A journal with more than 7300 Rewards .
A journal Just for our members .
I want introduce you all the winners of our Rewards .
Know it we see all the works and choose the best works and move them to another folder and Give them Rewards .
Also in future days we start giving our members Randomly Reward .
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because this journal is very long see it in this link :http://spra1993.deviantart.com/journal/7300-Points-Rewards-353886462 , but just comment here .
We Will give your Rewards on This Friday .
We gave all the Rewards ,......
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Favorite Submissions of the Week (III)It's the third week yo!Favorite Submissions of the Week (III)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
As we mentioned in our previous journal of declined submissions matter, we have our own solid reasons to make such hard decision too.
But nevertheless, we're very happy to know you sharing wonderful art here with us. We couldn't be happier!
Here are some wonderful of our favorites of the week, hoping to give more exposure to our wonderful contributors.
So remember, don't be hasty to submit 2 deviations on the same week. Make good use of the 2 submissions a month limit, there's a difference! -wink-
Group Feature (18th March 2013)
There are lots of digital paintings of Lara Croft coming in, and it's a delight to see so many rendition of her here. There are some wonderful artworks with interesting concept too! Please keep them coming in digital artists!
Please also keep in mind that Digital Painting has its own meaning pretty self-explanatory. You can try to submit paintings with interesting concept if you l
Feature - From Mar.17 - Mar.24 Abstract Huntress by StreamyDigital Jump by MathiasZamecki Enji Videl by agnidevi Rhynchophis Boulengeri I by OrangeRoom :thumb361179674: The Last Butterfly by jerry8448 The Angel by EnchantedWhispersArt DreaminG by SeventhFairy Derpy's and Carrot Top's journey - Part 8/I by Ziom05 Everflowing Now by Oer-Wout reconstruction by igreeny Ophelia's Death by Aeternum-Art :thumb360842533: Blossom by Aegis-Strife Paris at blue hour by sican Aquarium for Dragon by LonGrand Diana by SaraForlenza Alice in Wonderland by FP-Digital-Art Only In Your Arms ! by annakoutsidou The Fantastic Music Machine by JoshDykgraaf Ballpoint hand study part 2: Creativity by gretzkyfan99 Where do I go now? by Morgan-Lou Jessica Hamby by Wanted75 melting away by Lhianne Passage to Eden by neverdying Sirin and Alkonost by LiliaOsipova Shadow Warrior by Nikulina-Helena The Purple Spring by Le-Regard-des-Elfes :thumb360186584: Clint Eastwood portrait (pencil drawing) by giacomoburattini My Easter Bunny by CindysArt MIND MAP by grohsARTig Mary Was Terribly Nice by nina-Y Scarlet Goddess by SangrdeFeature - From Mar.17 - Mar.241 year ago in Personal More Like This
Let Them In.With my back to the doorLet Them In.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can’t help but fall to the floor
Out of breath, out of time
Out of sight, out of my mind
They’re tempting me; they lead astray
They mark my words; I am their prey
I can’t fight them anymore
So let them in and end this war
Leave me to my demons
Let them have at me
And strip me of my reasons
To ever be happy
I am broken enough
So that they fit in the cracks
I never wanted to be this
But now there’s no turning back
Let them take control
Because without you in my life
This is how a person like myself
Can ever become whole.
CreamyMagique is our Dreamer of the Week!Hello everyone!CreamyMagique is our Dreamer of the Week!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
This week our Dreamer of the Week is :iconCreamyMagique:
Angelique is from France and it's representative of art in photomanipulation.
For everyone who like gothic, dark and mystique subject should find something interesting.
Here is some of her art:
Of course I encourage you to look all her gallery
..and like always I want to present you the best of art which we get from you on this week
enjoy it !
Our Memories by annakoutsidou :thumb359636281:
The Guardian of Dreams by Le-Regard-des-Elfes Immortality by Eternal-Dream-Art :thumb359956384:
La Notte Veneziana by elfdust Fille d Hermes by Le-Meridian Lonely Soul by Leafbreeze7
The Color Phoenix by amorphisss Red Riding Hood by thornevald La Foret aux Lucioles by senyphine
Tangled by monika-es Lost Dream by UltraShiva
Have a nice week!
Anna cristii keepers-of-dreams
Little Feature for New Watcher 04:iconspreadmoreloveplz: A warm welcome to all my new friends and watchers :iconspreadmoreloveplz:Little Feature for New Watcher 041 year ago in Personal More Like This
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:iconPsithyrus: Survival of the Cuddliest, Smilodon fatalis family by Psithyrus :iconGreyHues: Paparazzi by GreyHues
:iconSeanSoong: Chi-Hoo Shrine by SeanSoong :iconkleanthis: melody by kleanthis
:iconCLAUDIAROVITO: :thumb350650270: :iconcarmenharada: Lotus 3 by carmenharada
:iconLORETANA: Pink Lady by LORETANA :iconIMPSHA: a cloudmaster by IMPSHA
:iconNorbertKocsis: Hiding the Sunset by NorbertKocsis :iconESQFineArts: Fluffy Tail... by ESQFineArts
:iconIotaSorez: Dark Desire by tracy-Me :iconThe-Mor
Losing my BreathIt's 2amLosing my Breath1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
and the calling birds
are hatching in my heart,
I feel it crack and they emerge.
Feel them drilling on my ribs,
the steady anxious thrum
of a flight risk
waiting to happen.
and I can't breathe,
memories of you
are nesting in my throat
I can't work around them.
It's cutting off the circulation,
and my frantic heart
tries to keep on.
and tears scratch their directions
into my cheeks,
they flounder and meander
and they erode.
My skin and soul is scraped down
layer by layer
and another day is heralded
by the angry flutterings in my chest.
I try to swallow my pride,
dam the tears
and crawl through the dark again.
Coughing up blood
and inhaling iron filings
(The remainder of
what used to be my life).