When will the cloud in my head clear?
Stuck in the middle of a messy riddle.
Tongue twisters told me not to toy with my mind.
I have already wasted a thousand years and said sorry a million times.
Chasing you became a constant dream,
Waking up to find myself alone again.
Teary mattress covers over me.
Feels like Water board, feels like youre torturing me.
Waiting foolishly in the wind because this is meant to be.
Waiting childishly in the rain because you are what I need.
What day is today? Ive lost count in my misery.
Tick tock, the clock replaces the rhythm my heart once beat.
Now its a hollow space inviting dark thoughts and sinister dreams.
While I sleep I feel you kiss, but see your blood soaked teeth.
The night must have begun the loop has somehow started again.
Every day it gets worse I lose a parts of me.
I open my eye to find out that I cant even see.
God as muted the world, for me its such a bliss.
Never feel so good to feel no more.
Escape in Dream (Poem version)Escape in DreamEscape in Dream (Poem version)3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In this big city life, big city lights.
You are a hundred miles from home.
The heart is not for clubs and parties.
But yet you march on like the armies.
The colours, the white, the strobe light.
Nothing compared to the country night.
Sky so clear you can see every star.
Lovers can rest their aching hearts.
Wish you were here not there life is tough.
Away from your love this road is rough.
Sometimes you can’t help but wonder.
Is this what your hope and dream is worth?
Heart feels empty and weaker every year.
Wake up to a dark room with no one near.
How can this be, noise is everywhere.
Is this the sound of a passing train?
Or a shout of warning:
“Go back home mister, you are truly lost”
The walls to the mazes never break.
That is why you need to fly away.
Wings started forming from my shoulder blades.
The wish came true, hope is not too late.
I see the house and the rose covered gates.
The windows wide open just for my sake.
Feels like mem
They don't understandThey don't understand3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They don't understand
They don't understand the fear we live in all year.
They don't get the fact life isn't all good, there are tears.
I don't blame them, even I find it hard to be fair.
But seeing my girl every day, going through the same shit.
Makes me feel pain she feels, but only a fraction of it.
Ten times worst for her, because she's in the centre of it.
Hopeless soul she doesn't know where to go,
Stumble across me, walking down this lonely road.
At first I was like them, I didn't understand.
How does hurting helps you like no-one can?
When love fails just get out that razor sharp knife.
Forget all else, pain brings blissful peace to our minds.
They don't understand, we are scarred far deeper than skin.
They don't know how many years it takes for us to repair within.
You should forgive them dear, they are not worth the tears.
As long as we are together as a pair,
we can get through another day another year.
The one who loved you the most (Goodbye)I suppose that i played all my cardsThe one who loved you the most (Goodbye)3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And still it has ended like this
but somehow im able to smile
even though you chose to be his
Do you remember not to long ago
We hung out all day at the park
you told me to "never stop writing"
and one day id be loved for my art
Well this is my last one to you
Anymore would fail to reach your ears
And it hurts to have to say goodbye
After all of our prosperous years
But I suppose that love really changes us
Hell, you changed me more everyday
You shown me what it's like to have a purpose
and to not be the one cast astray
But through all this I still find a smile
Because i know now that this is your choice
And there is nothing i can do to change that
Nothing 'cept the power of God's voice...
But Now as i take my leave
And the tears start to reach the floor
Don't cry, just remember me always
As the one who loved you the most...
White flagThese lies are killing me.White flag3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This wretched pain drowns me.
This heart may be bleeding
but inside my mind im truly dying.
Maybe you cant see it.
But these tears should surly make you see.
That this heart is withering.
Just dying to be free.
Wont you please let me breath?
Cant you please just set me free?
This war keeps waging on.
These scars keep opening up.
I keep losing my heart and soul.
Set me free and let me go.
This cage keeps getting smaller.
This heart keeps breaking more.
This white flag keeps burning.
But inside im still fighting on.
But these wounds you make are getting sharper …
how much could one bleed on?
I'm AlrightI'm AlrightI'm Alright3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It took a long time
So much confusion
Not knowing who I was
What I had done
Where I was going
Wondering whether I had been a hero
Or a villain
Pondering what it all meant
Trying to puzzle out
My own feelings
Why did I hurt?
I could handle the most complex arithmetic
But I couldn't understand myself
Why was I thinking and feeling what I was?
Where did they come from?
Logic told me that they made no sense
So I thought about it some more
I thought and thought and thought
I thought for minutes and hours and days and weeks
I thought my problems away
I broke down the walls of my old philosophies
Moved my line forwards
To encompass my new understanding
Slowly slowly slowly
I got better
Things made more sense
I stopped thinking those thoughts
Stopped feeling that terrible
That isn't to say it's all gone
Or that I'm all done
That I've forgotten my past
And never think of it
It's not gone
I'm still growing
I'm far from done
And I think of it all the time
But it no longer rules my lif
Describe What We Have, He SaidWhat we have isDescribe What We Have, He Said4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a little bit of a fairytale,
a part of a story
and a taste of a slightly star crossed romance;
mixed in a half written sad song
written on pages of blue ink,
carried away in the wind.
it's a little broken,
but it's strong enough
to stand on it's own.
Just like us.
A Look Back: March and FebruaryI am SOOOOOO sorry that I haven't been keeping up with things lately guys. I have been busy with school and work. All this math homework and 15 page research paper are definitely kicking my ass right now. Anyway, here is an extra long, fully loaded feature for everyone to make up for it. And I hope everyone had a good Easter.A Look Back: March and February1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Myself by elinkalo Inside a shipwreck by veracauwenberghs Jungle Feeling by Ileina :thumb442503748: Life Is a Magic Thing by NovaHeroi V0ltZz by Lanzie Twin Hippocampus 2 by Reptangle Sagrada Familia by takmaj Uplift by IvanAndreevich golden Skull by syinthetic A Different Lover is not a Sin by Wesley-Souza Angel by Razor-Sensei The Delphic Expanse by Velvet--Glove Mighty Neptune by Miss-TaDa :thumb442239000: Birds over the river by AnnaArmona SmileYouveWon by Kay-Noire Samurai Vs Oni Full by GrantWilson Flower crown by AuroraWienhold .:Divination:. by Kay-Noire Essence of the Hunter by JEURO85 Amethyste by AlexandraVBach Mermaid Annie by sirenabonita Salsa Invertebraxa - Egg Retrieval by m0zch0ps Hello Kitty's 16th Cake by ginas-cakes This amazing starry heaven by KPEKEP Don't come close to me by brijome Blot on the Landscape by GrahamSym This is my city by Mo0nX :thumb
Feature and gifts...Feature and gifts...1 year ago in Art Features More Like This
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Thank you for
features, comment and favs and thank you for watching me.
Thank you for support and love.
Still needs points to my donation pool for others.
Thank you very much!
Stunning gifts I have had the honor of being part of.
Thank you very much
A small collection of beautiful art from my gallery
I Have WalkedI have walked through hell.I Have Walked3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I have pushed through its fires.
I have walked over needles and daggers with flaming arrows being fired.
I have walked through blizzards.
I have walked through freezing rain.
I have walked across thin ice and seen the cracks as it gives way.
I have walked over mountains.
I have felt their sharp edges.
I have stumbled over loose rocks and clung to the ledges.
I have walked the smooth paved roads,
And slipped on the smaller gravel paths too.
And felt the thorns tug at me as I pressed through the world to make a new.
But I have danced through meadows.
I have felt the soft grass underfoot.
The tingling of the summer sun and frolicked through brooks.
I have walked in light flurries.
Watched my footprints imprint in the gentle snow.
And I knew I’d left my mark behind, that my presence might affect someone not even known.
And I have marched into the deep oceans
I have walked through the swirling seas.
Only to emerge once again, complete and having faced a cha
ABOUT PEOPLE AND PORTRAITS...ABOUT PEOPLE AND PORTRAITS...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I HOPE YOU ARE ALL HAVING A REALLY NICE WEEK-END MY FRIENDS...
TODAY I WISH TO SHARE WITH YOU A NEW VENTURE I HAVE GOTTEN
MYSELF INTO AND WHICH ONLY STARTED ABOUT 1 WEEK AGO....
I HAVE JOINED THE LOCAL OFFICES OF RED CROSS AS A VOLUNTEEER
AND HAVE DONE A FEW DAYS WORK, WHICH INCLUDE OF COURSE A
FOOD BANK, BUT ALSO I AM WORKING AS AN ALTERNATIVE THERAPIST
IN THEIR LOCAL RESIDENCE FOR SENIOR PEOPLE...
AND HERE SHE IS...
CELEBRATING AT HOME WITH MEL AND FAMILY.....
I HAVE HAD THIS PROJECT IN MY MIND FOR A LONG WHILE, BUT
ONLY NOW CAN I REALLY AFFORD THE TIME TO BE DOING THIS
WHICH IS FILLING MY HEART WITH JOY....
SO THIS FEATURE WILL BE ABOUT PEOPLE... PORTRAITS TO BE MORE
PRECISE, IN ALL ART FORMS AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY....
Treasure Trove #68 ~Happy New Year 2015~GREETINGS FELLOW ARTIST'S AROUND THE GLOBE! HOPE YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES ARE WELL!Treasure Trove #68 ~Happy New Year 2015~9 months ago in Personal More Like This
HAPPY NEW YEAR AND I HOPE 2015 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR THAN LAST YEAR!
THIS WEEK I'M DOING A RANDOM FEATURE THAT FOCUSES ON NEW IDEAS & NEW BEGINNINGS!
KEEP ON CREATING INSPIRE ME AND BE INSPIRED MY FELLOW ARTISTS
QUOTE OF THE WEEK:
"Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year."
RivalryHis name is Jack. I know that usually, I don't disclose much to you. But Jack is someone I need to tell you about. I have known Jack my whole life. He's been a best friend to me when the concept of best friends was nothing but some candy, and who led the gang in the playground. Commitment was a pair of bicycles thrown on the lawn and a race to the spiced lemonade his mother made so well. When we were young, we knew we were going to conquer the world. The battle was always, who would conquer it first?Rivalry4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Jack's father was an alcoholic. I will never forget that rainy afternoon when I opened the door to find him standing there, rain soaked tears streaming down his face and a red, harsh welt across his cheek. We stood there for what seemed like hours. We didn't speak at all that day. And after that, he was a different person. You see, Jack never had any siblings. I was his last remnant of childhood, his rival playground leader and yes, maybe even his best friend.
It was just his mother and hi
Friends Feature 27:iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz: :iconllamadanceplz: :iconikillitplz:Friends Feature 273 years ago in Personal More Like This
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:iconmattsma: Sophie's Chickie Bag by Mattsma Peter Pumpkin Finish by Mattsma
:iconmoon-feather: Nurture by Moon-feather A traveler's family. by Moon-feather 62. Magic by Moon-feather
:iconsamxnaruto: furry dragon thing.. by SamXNaruto original dragon necklace drawing by SamXNaruto Orochimaru by SamXNaruto Noodle by SamXNaruto
:iconMechanical2127: :thumb286842791: :thumb300984747: :thumb344543328: :thumb348047907:
:iconkilljoyx: Wanting. by KilljoyX 89724 by KilljoyX 014310 by KilljoyX :thumb300
Feedback for FavoritesRecently I came across this contest, "Feedback for Favorites" http://fav.me/d5qgxyk and I thought to myself--what a great way to motivate deviants to leave feedback on deviations. As a rule I always TRY to leave comments on works I've added to my collection of favorites. Although views and faves are always appreciated by most, it is the comments, feedback, and critiques, that truly help the artist grow in their artistic abilities and pursuits as well as inspiring their desires!Feedback for Favorites3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Now here is a contest to reward one for doing exactly that! Once again the official contest can be found here: http://fav.me/d5qgxyk
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Below I have included some that I've recently commented or critiqued. I wanted to include some works that had very little comments or feedback,
Promoting Family...and Feature of Art..Promoting Family...and Feature of Art..6 months ago in Art Features More Like This
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Happy Valentine's Day...:iconspreadmoreloveplz: Thank you my friends for all the wonderful greetings to the Valentine's day :iconspreadmoreloveplz:Happy Valentine's Day...3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Please give all of them your attention, , comment and watch!
...Happy Valentine's Day to all of you...
BACKACHE by Beholdentolove
Hold Me Tight by shiny-shadows-ArtBe my Valentine! by MariaBeloArt
Love Potion by LevanaTempest:thumb354063054:
Elizabeth Bennet by SharonLeggDigitalArt:thumb354064409:
Night Dreams by Jassy2012.And He Disappeared. by Amanda-Graham
Valentine's Day Card by EveLiveseyHappy Valentine's Day by SilverCurlyART
Mermaid's Kiss by JennLaaTHEY GATHER AT NIGHT.. by chryssalis
Lucid Dream_08 by caddmanHappy Valentine's Day by SeventhFairy
Thank you for featu
40810If only you were soulless.408103 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If you were mindless, blind,
you and I could make a beautiful disaster.
The press would write of our brief affair;
they'd paint me (the woman in red) as pathetic.
They will not consider how I need your love
or how it pains me so deeply to throw myself at you.
I will not be remembered as a poet warrior.
I'll be the eternal survivor no more.
All who think of me will shake their bowed heads
and tearfully remark;
If only you were soulless.
If you were mindless, blind,
You wouldn't have been such a bloody disaster.
ANOTHER SUNDAY ART COCKTAIL....ANOTHER SUNDAY ART COCKTAIL....9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Light At the End? by surrealistic-gloomA Bush Bud by JocelyneR
Interference by BlauBeerKuchenOnly The Memories Remain by LUCILALEYLA
Selfportrait as a man treasuring his secrets by AiniTolonenGone To Hell In A Handbasket by Trippy4U
Days Of Winter by wingsofdragonsGood evening by RezzanATAKOL
Fog by KmyGraphicCraters 5 by Applemac12
Monocrom by MDDahl
Favorite Submissions of the Week (III)It's the third week yo!Favorite Submissions of the Week (III)3 years ago in Personal More Like This
As we mentioned in our previous journal of declined submissions matter, we have our own solid reasons to make such hard decision too.
But nevertheless, we're very happy to know you sharing wonderful art here with us. We couldn't be happier!
Here are some wonderful of our favorites of the week, hoping to give more exposure to our wonderful contributors.
So remember, don't be hasty to submit 2 deviations on the same week. Make good use of the 2 submissions a month limit, there's a difference! -wink-
Group Feature (18th March 2013)
There are lots of digital paintings of Lara Croft coming in, and it's a delight to see so many rendition of her here. There are some wonderful artworks with interesting concept too! Please keep them coming in digital artists!
Please also keep in mind that Digital Painting has its own meaning pretty self-explanatory. You can try to submit paintings with interesting concept if you l
I wish I could Feature so many more..[Santa Clause]I wish I could Feature so many more..10 months ago in Art Features More Like This
[Party] 150 000 pageviews..Thank you very much!
but also soon...
[Party] over 2000 watchers ...woohoo..Thank you for watching me!
[Party] ..and in about 3 weeks...my 7th dA birthday
some statistics ..I am honored.
Time and numbers are passing quickly...!!
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Gifts and mentioning I have recieved since last journal, Thank you very much.Gorgeous art.[Love]
Little Feature for New Watcher 04:iconspreadmoreloveplz: A warm welcome to all my new friends and watchers :iconspreadmoreloveplz:Little Feature for New Watcher 043 years ago in Personal More Like This
Please give all of them your attention, , comment and watch!
:iconPsithyrus: Survival of the Cuddliest, Smilodon fatalis family by Psithyrus :iconGreyHues: Paparazzi by GreyHues
:iconSeanSoong: Chi-Hoo Shrine by SeanSoong :iconkleanthis: melody by kleanthis
:iconCLAUDIAROVITO: :thumb350650270: :iconcarmenharada: Lotus 3 by carmenharada
:iconLORETANA: Pink Lady by LORETANA :iconIMPSHA: a cloudmaster by IMPSHA
:iconNorbertKocsis: Hiding the Sunset by NorbertKocsis :iconESQFineArts: Fluffy Tail... by ESQFineArts
:iconIotaSorez: Dark Desire by tracy-Me :iconThe-Mor
Traditional Discoveries #2Welcome to another installment of Traditional Discoveries. This feature is People created with all types of traditional mediums. Enjoy the show and show some love to these artists.Traditional Discoveries #21 year ago in Art Features More Like This
Copy of Georges de La Tour's Joseph the Carpenter by Jagroar Untitled by 1Creep The Encounter by elftantra Two Doves by Protoguy Punk Rocker. by SteMerrigan Donwton Abbey - Violet Grantham by Stanbos Jeru The Damaja by pErs Narkotikum by yantotzkie Ellie by RhynWilliams Hero's by candysamuels EXCLUSIVE -KELLY EDEN- by marilisaargentieri Floating dream_LAKA Project by khanglex Death and Rebirth by KlarEm Place for me by sannchen broken by sannchen Overreaction by MisterDoyle Falling In Love by annakoutsidou I need protection by KlarEm Keeper of Secrets by plantiebee No code by danilomartinis Only a little bird by STelari Padma by Lasarasu Cia You, Papa by FrankGo Mad Queen Alice by EnysGuerrero Rowan (Painting) by MichaelShapcott Magical steam girl. ACEO by EnysGuerrero Medea by Rezurekted Burn to the very bone by STelari Pearl Rehabilitative Colony by alexandramanukyan Rebeca (How to disappear completely) by Marie-Esther stained-glass window by queerartist 'Harvest' by Christopher Lovell Art by Lovell-Art Angel by Razor-Sensei newspaper girl by glenox66 les fantomes des patients by glenox66 Cabarita Cove..90cmx70cm.jpg2.jpg2222222222222 by glenox66 The Bard's Tale and Her Empty Grass Land by somuchkittypity :thumb44242
Fancy Llama!!!I was surprised to log on and realize that I finally received the fancy Llama badgeFancy Llama!!!9 months ago in Personal More Like This
So, yet another feature, this time selected works from various friends favorites, with some of my own work mixed in.
And a few from the random buttons!
Gasping Skull by SongOfAwakeningProtector of the Curious by SongOfAwakeningGaze by SongOfAwakeningFollow Me by SongOfAwakening
magic... by mirandaartsI Know You're There by maRKE0etrryyt by AlexlexsDoves by ThelemaDreamsArtRain of red by mimz999Marcher vers la lumiere by KallariaAutumn Blues Print by ZindyLeonardo DiCaprio by phoenix132Autumn Nymph by EnysGuerreroBallpoint Feathergirl by Cindy-RLove Never Dies by Katerina-ArtDama de la noche by MariaJoseHidalgoWinter somewhere by ElenaDudina