Maybe you are my inner demonMaybe you are my inner demon2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have my inner demons.
And they are tearing me apart.
Through my rib cage,
They are eating away my heart.
I have you,holding me tight.
You can feel the pulse of my soul
I am afraid,save me.
Make those evil creatures go.
I have monsters under my bed.
They whisper only bullshit in my ear.
Their voices are so quiet for others,
But so loud for me to hear.
I feel like losing my balance,
I will fall soon,
I wonder,did Lucifer
Have his inner demons,too.
I trust them,
And they say you'll leave.
It's like they want to kill.
But you caught my body,
You're the one with my soul's key.
With the color of my artery's blood
on your body,you said to me:
"Don't talk to monsters under your bed,
Cause they don't like us at all.
Sleep,I am here,my love.
They don't know what we know."
Life of a fallen angelI am a fallen angel,Life of a fallen angel2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I fell from the skies of
and landed on Hell.
I was lost,
until I met you,
you were a perfect weapon
You and I were unbroken,
we even decided to
set the world on fire.....
Until the day betrayed
I was so upset that
I even lost my wings,
In the end I realised
that you were using me,
and for that I will never
let you seal my coffin.
I hope you remember
my last goodbye,
because that is the last
good memory you will
I hope you burn in your home,
in the fires of Hell.
This is Called ThiefshippingTitle: I Believe This is Called ThiefshippingThis is Called Thiefshipping5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Summary: Bakura explains to Marik what Thiefshipping is. YGOTAS-based. Heavy on the fluff despite being a comedy.
Author's Notes: Yu-Gi-Oh: The Abridged Series is the property of LittleKuriboh. Thanks to LK for being awesome!
"I believe this is called Thiefshipping," said Bakura.
"You believe WHAT is called WHAT?" asked Marik.
"Thiefshipping," said Bakura. "It's the concept of the two of us being attracted to each other and then having sex with each other. Often times, during the sex, knives and blood are involved. I like knives."
"The two of us...hey, I told you, I'm not effing gay!" said Marik defensively.
"Oh, come on, you're really not fooling anyone. Besides, my gaydar led me directly to you. How do you explain that?" said Bakura.
"Oh, the gaydar that you use because you're secretly very lonely?" Marik shot back.
"I, uh, said that out loud,
RemoverRemover2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
She decided a young woman like her had no business being imperfect. Impurities had to be expelled from her life, no matter the cost. An universal remover promised to be her savior. It lived up to its commercials, doing away with the stains that disgraced her floor and some of the walls.
Would domestic hygiene free her from being flawed? Doubtful. This product guaranteed to exterminate any kind of filth. Could it go beyond the material things? She rubbed the substance on her forehead, and conjured as many negative thoughts as possible. They were recalled, only to vanish from memory a second after.
Satisfied? Not quite. Even the good recollections had portions of impurity here and there. She wouldn't allow that, and began rubbing with furious abandon. There could not be a single mistake, not a lone wound, every hint of imperfection had to disappear ...
Her neighbor would make a visit later. No one answered the door.
Jamaica - PhanJamaica - Phan3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Stop, If you haven't watched the Dan V.S. Phil video go watch it now (Link in the description) There is spoilers in this story to the video.
Dan and Phil were in Jamaica with a bunch of other youtubers testing out some water proof cameras. There were lots of videos taken, silly activities done and just hang out at the pool, beach and hotel.
"Dan v.s. Phil" Dan said grinning at Phil, Phil smiled
"Dan v.s. Phil?" Phil asked laying back. Dan nodded
"We'll do a series of things and who ever does the most will be 'The ultimate champion of the universe' " Dan said with a laugh, Phil smiled,
"Well there is that flat board thing in the water" Phil suggested moving closer,
"The cliff jumping thing" Dan said writing them down,
"Forward rolls under water?" Phil said putting his hand on Dan's lower back.
"When should we start?" Phil asked putting his chin on Dan's shoulder,
"well we can do the intro video now" Dan said picking up his camera. Dan set the camera up and Phil said up straig
april 18th, 2012.therapy:april 18th, 2012.2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
"I'm not an artist. I'm just a kid with a keyboard."
“And, y'know, I’m probably not really sick.”
“I read a lot of books. I probably just act like this because I saw it somewhere on the Internet.”
“I just want to be more like my dad.”
“I’m really just a pathological crybaby who wants attention,” I tell you.
You say, “I think there are better ways to get attention than fake a mental disorder.”
“Maybe I’m doing it for fun.”
The problem isn’t that I need to see a therapist.
The problem is that I need to see a therapist because I dream about slamming your head into a tree.
Right after we broke up, you took me to the bike cage and promised me everything would be okay. Then you got together with that fifteen year old from Michigan and told our friends that I was a freak.
Slamming your head into a tree might be painful, but nothing will ever hurt more than kn
Socially awkwardDo you know what it feels like?Socially awkward2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To feel so socially awkward
around people that you feel
uncomfortable in your own skin,
knowing that you don't fit in.
And, you walk away...
thinking that being alone
will be better for you -
but you're wrong.
You just feel even more alone;
even more rejected from society;
perhaps even sad, in some way.
What do you do while waiting for someone?
As you wait, and wait, and wait for them -
hoping they'll come soon
lest you seem like a loner
walking aimlessly around,
causing people to pity you.
And your face gets hot,
you start to sweat because
they know -
they know of how alone you are
and they feel sorry for you.
ThousandsI'm sixteen,Thousands2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Doubt I'll see thirty
Hopefully my blade'll be dirty
And I'll die.
I don't want to die;
Just want it to stop,
Everything in my head
Telling me I'm better off dead.
I cut myself,
I said it.
Just read it.
I'm just some kid
Behind a screen,
So why should you care?
I'm not just 'some kid';
I'm the ones people laugh at,
I'm not a minority;
I'm a majority.
All those kids alone,
That death will come.
We're not hopeless.
We hope for
Ode to IcariumOde to Icarium3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The lonely Ascendant wanders accompanied
By an indispensable and replaceable friend.
The noble slayer of innocents,
Who makes gods tremble in his lowly wake.
A gentle, peaceful s
Smoke and MirrorsSmoke and mirrors.Smoke and Mirrors6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That's all there was.
Nothing you said was real,
nothing you were was real.
Why could you not tell me the truth?
Why did you work so hard...
to make me think of you,
to make me care about you,
to make me love you?
What was so important about me?
Why did you choose me?
Am I your sacrifice, your victim?
Did you ever even think...
of how this might effect me,
of how this would hurt me?
Did you ever actually care,
about anything other than yourself?
Was everything you said to me,
nothing more than...
smoke and mirrors?
I Lost A Friend TodayI lost a friend today, and my heart will never heal.I Lost A Friend Today2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I almost cried, though I expect to cry later, when it sets in.
I lost a friend today, and I don't know how to deal.
I almost lied, but that would be wrong, though I don't believe in sin.
I lost a friend today, and my days will never be the same
I almost choked, though I expect it will happen, when I am alone
I lost a friend today, and I will miss our secret game
I almost broke, but it is coming, from my eyes to my bones
I lost a friend today, and my heart will never heal.
I almost abide, though my mind says no, I can't breathe in air
I lost a friend today, and this poem is how I will deal
I almost cried, at the beginning, but now I feel the tears.
YouYou2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The reflection in the Mirror is no longer broken,
The flower in Bloom no longer stained,
The song that I Sing is no longer sad,
The Unconditional love I feel is no longer strained.
The Supernova I see is an explosion of desire,
The Unknown no longer compels me to fear,
If a Hospital is where I seal my fate,
Let it be known I died loving You, my dear.
Eagle GirlEagle Girl:Eagle Girl2 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
She soars above clouds,
Beloved, wild, unrestrained.
Ended by envy.
- Chen Yuan Wen, 27th January 2013
Jealousy killsEvery time .Jealousy kills5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Every time she talks to you
I feel a stab of pain
Every time she smiles at you
My heart breaks
Everytime she hugs you
My soul turns fragile
Every time she's the one
I feel a little of myself float away
Every time you don't know
Because im such wimp
So I let the jealousy kill me
Slowly but surely
Picking at me from the inside
Like an injured organ slowly but painfully failing
Eating at my heart
Then my soul
Then my mind
Then lastly my body until its nothing but a lifeless empty shell of pain
CastlesIt isn't much of a problemCastles3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There really is no hassle
To make your own little world
Inside of a big sand castle
Nobody but you knows
What lies on the inside
Just like the unswimmable
Depths of your mind
With waves washing up on shore
Splashing into the moat
Of your dreams and other things
That keep your soul afloat
To run your mighty kingdom
And keep all of it stable
To be the sort of leader
Only seen in fables.
But what you didn't realize
While you hastily created
The palace clouding your mind
Gave you the impression that you've sated
Your deep need
Your unbelievably thirst
To pawn off some of your feelings
But only the very worst
However, you didn't notice
While you focused on grains of sand
That one day, just like the castle
Your life would slip right through your hands.
Rainbow ButterfliesRainbow Butterflies2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
All men are created the same
But you're different, a shame!
Can't you just try to fit in?
Hide your wish for it's a sin!
Walk in line, keep the order
Don't you dare to cross that border!
Butterfly, the lesson's bitter:
Hate is what love's preachers twitter.
Scared of the unknown they fight
Against it and for "What is right".
To reconvert you is their goal
Anxious by your lucent rainbow soul
All humans have the right to be free
To choose the person we want to be.
Why should the carnal shell stay a male
When each look in the mirror does ail?
What's the crime of love between adults
With the same gender? So why the insults?
Yet, a lot of the rainbow butterflies
Have to pretend, to hide and to disguise.
Only artists are allowed to astound
While the others dance in the underground.
So they won't corrupt normality
Even at the cost of human dignity.
Still I love to see the butterflies around
And watching them fly high above the ground.
High above the minds too small to grasp
ScreamingI'm screaming!Screaming3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do you hear me?
I SAID I'M SCREAMING!
I'm screaming for a reason.
So listen up
I'm tired of being patient.
I was that one that was polite.
I was that one that was quiet.
I was that one sitting in the corner hoping to be notice as I strived for improvement.
BECAUSE I'M SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING
So I'm going to scream. Shout. Whatever I have to do to be noticed.
If I stick with fate I'll just have a dull and boring life.
I SAID NO MORE
SO LISTEN THE FUCK UP.
AND LOOK AT ME!
I'M TIRED OF BEING INVISIBLE
So I'm going to scream.
Maybe you can do me a favor and notice before my voice gives out.
Oh and Destiny.