SuicideHey, you. Yes, you. Would you consider rolling over here? Maybe just, setting your cursor here, to preview? Or maybe just a quick scan? This topic may concern you, or it may not. You may never have thought of, never considered this seriously. Goody for you. Or perhaps you have? Perhaps you have considered it, maybe even.. tried it? If you have, congrats, someone must have been there for you. Congratulations, you are still alive. I know it might not seem like such a great thing sometimes. Sometimes, it seems like the worst thing ever. Now, if you haven’t given this much thought, or have never tried this, you still probably have an inkling of what I’m talking about. The word you are looking for is this; suicide. Such a simple word, such a simple, ugly word to cause so much pain. If you haven’t thought of this, or don’t know anyone who has tried to kill themselves, you are probably scoffing at this, discounting and dismissing my words before you have even read themSuicide6 months ago in Emotional More Like This
it heals in the endit heals in the end10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
how do you mend yourself when you are broken
how do you put yourself back to what you were
do you lose the pieces of you scattered everywhere
or do you want to collect every fallen marble
I see the mirror of me drowning into silent waters
in circles of ripples wanting to run as far
I know it is not me but the mirror itself buried under
my own illusion of a distant world torn apart
if I sit next to soggy banks of a flooded river
I would only let my own self get washed away
against unknown winds no stranger will ever know
of a heart that flowered a little garden in the rain
I'd rather light a bonfire from shadows of dark woods
to recall love thousand times until the warmth sways
my soul learns to release those chills of a cold night
and all that was once broken will be healed again
Where Have All the Flowers Gone?A devilish smile, an angelic grin,Where Have All the Flowers Gone?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a sure fire way to send you further into sin.
That corruptible gaze, those precious eyes.
You're sinking further into your demise.
'Round and round this merry-go-round goes,
where she stops, nobody knows.
You'll almost definitely end up crashing to you knees
as I stop and listen to that delectable scream.
A perfect ballet is about to start,
faster and faster goes your speeding heart.
Make sure to capture the pieces before they fall.
We wouldn't want our Belle to crumble before the ball.
Straighten those shoulders, expose those thighs,
just don't let them catch you before the morning dies.
Try to hold the sobs at bay,
It'll be fun soon, isn't that what they say?
So crumpled and damaged as you struggle on the floor,
just move a little closer to the shattered glass door.
Tired and broken, you stand alone,
suddenly remembering no one's taking you home.
Tears echo as they hit the ground
as you finally noticed what's really going on.
A lovely smile, those g
BeautifulWe held each others hands, and stood in front of my car that gleamed in the sun. I smiled at her and she gave me a warm smile back. And as I stared into her beautiful diamond-like eyes, I realized that I forgot the car keys inside the car.Beautiful2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It will be Okay Chapter 4It will be Okay Chapter 42 years ago in Romance More Like This
Everything stared at the silent cold man. He didn’t seem fazed at all from the glare he was receiving from Gokudera. He merely sat there arms crossed and staring straight at you. He sighed a bit before speaking.
“ I guess it’s time.’
The room waited for him to continue with his speech. They leaned in a little closer, sitting at the edge of their seats.
“We plan on putting all the guardians here into a deep sleep one at a time. Our younger selves will take our place and defeat Byakuran. Learning along the way of the abilities they could posse and utilizing them.”
You stood there a bit as if you were deep in thought before voicing your question.
“Is there a order to who gets switched?”
“The next will be Gokudera, after that it all depends on the skills the younger ones learn first. Gokudera I hope you have your training system at the ready, the younger you will be needing it. You will be departing soon.”
The gray hai
Giving the Best of Simple KindnessNo matter who you areGiving the Best of Simple Kindness8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or Where you are
Up over down under,
It's a magical world.
Let your heart accept it.
Heart rules minds.
Be the change you wish to see,
Open your heart.
The powerless want belonging
But need kindness.
Losing fear of failure
So far from shame
Full of life.
Giving the best of simple kindness.
True believer get what you give,
Be surprised by joy.
Break the walls between us
Till we see ourselves reflected in everyone
People are closer than they appear,
Respect and honor our differences.
Move on, unwind.
I have a dream
Together we count to infinity
I WorryI WorryI Worry1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm only human
I've spent a lot of time learning that
As simple as it might be
There are some things I just can't do
Some things I just can't know
I know that now
Knowing that I'm human
Knowing that I can make mistakes
And that my actions have real consequences
What if I really mess up?
What if someone ends up hurt?
I was wrong
Isn't it just a matter of time?
Before I mess up?
And what then?
I know I'm not the only one
6.8 billion people
All worrying about the same things
And most people have more to worry about than me
I'm in no position to complain
But no matter how much I tell myself that
I want to make everyone happy
I want to be a good person
I want to live up to everyone's expectations
And my own
I want to change the world
The most basic things
What if I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing?
What if I've had some major oversight?
What if it'll end up being my fault?
What if I ruined something great?
I don't knowLately the days are slow and coldI don't know2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
These wounds seem fresh, yet they're old
I'm mostly filled with dread and doubt
Patiently waiting till the lights fade out
This is slowly killing me
But without this, what would I be...
This uncertainty is feeding the beast inside
At what point would there be nowhere left to hide?
Next to you the world was bright
I want to save and cherish that light
I want to shelter you, I want to treasure you
Nothing in the world can be more true
They say its not up to us but rather fate,
But at what point would it be hopelessly to late?
I couldn't and I can't escape this now
I need someone to show me how
Into how many pieces can one's heart divide?
How much of yourself is left inside?
How can you find them scattered in the dark?
And how long can one survive with them apart?
I guess I'll be dead and gone before I know
So at what point should I let you go?
Please, Don'tPlease, don'tPlease, Don't2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You don't realize
What will happen if you do
You speak to thousands
But you listen to no one else
Cut that wrist again
What pain you cause me
You scream for help
But you do not accept it
Don't make me
Build you your coffin
I don't want to paint you
With my misery tears
Don't do it
Life has so much more
To offer you
Just give it time
And times a bitch
But happiness will come
And trust me, it's worth the wait
Feeling humanOpen your eyes, look at this world.Feeling human2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The earth itself trembles in fear,
does anybody want to hear?
Can you feel human when you see how they die?
Children abused so you can be the high tech guy,
showing our gadgets because we have nothing inside,
but from their lives of misery our eyes we hide.
Countries and lands abused, it's oh so sad.
Taking their lands for our food so we can get fat,
while they look and die of hunger and starve.
Can you feel human seeing all that?
Open your eyes, look what's around.
See the people walking down the street,
does anybody give a shit?
Can you feel human when you see what's out there?
Parents depriving their children of love and care,
leaving marks on their bodies when they can only stare,
growing to become the monsters their parents were.
Abusive men raping, disrespecting and battering girls.
Idiots full of rage, pulling women by their hairs,
Using their muscles to take what was first hers.
Can you feel human doing nothing to stop distress?
DeathNow I refuse to cryDeath2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All pain I will hide
Numbness is what I need
Cold glow in my eyes
... Still remains
I am weak enough to give up.
Yes, pathetic they call me. Yes, such I am for ending this all.
I can still admit my own mistakes, and will stand proud with them as I smile coldly one last time.
I shall not regret anything.
Heart once torn apart
Never will live again
Wings once ripped off
Never will rise again
He refuses to sob
No single tear shed
As heart freezes
His already pale skin
Now turns to white
Yet so cold eyes
Shut will be forever
His clothes so black
Against the white snow
Frigid ice under him
Turns to crimson
He is gone
Yes, the angel has fell
For the one last time.
His last words were found written beside the crimson snow.
I shall not admit pain
Nor despair inside me
I ask forgiveness
But never sorrow
I ask understanding
But never grief
Thou shall not yearn over me...
~Angel, this is for you
Reach out for me, please
I Hate YouI have something to say to a certain someone. Someone who I know will read this. Do you want to know what my secret is--even though it isn't much of a secret to the person this is meant for?I Hate You2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
I hate you.
I hate you because you're always lying, always pretending everything is okay and just making up excuse after excuse.
I hate you because you can't just suck it up and stop being such a child, trying to make everyone else just as miserable as you.
I hate you because you never seem to do your best anymore, even though you insist time after time that you are.
I hate you because you're pathetic and weak, and you're too terrified to go through with the things you constantly swear you're going to do.
I hate you because you want to think that the entire world is out to get you, and you refuse to attempt to make life a little easier for yourself.
I hate you because you can't stop complaining instead of trying to make things better.
I hate you
Fated Meetings #1Fated Meetings1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
The first time was in the rain. To me, everything is worse, emphasized almost, when it's in the rain. Why you ask? Because it's loud, wet, and cold. Especially when you don't have an umbrella. And me, walking down the street umbrella-less, was not very happy.
I had just came back from working as a waiter at Master's, one of the fancier, sit-down places. I was trying to save enough money to pay for my text books next year. With Dad gone (not gone as in dead. Gone as in he had left. 7 years ago.) and 2 younger siblings, it was hard to have a good amount of cash available. Mom is always working non-stop and I can't find a better job. I don't think Mia or Carson really understand that but that's good. They're young and happy. Most people would be like "16 is young! 16 is happy!" But no to those people. 16 is old. 16 is tiring. And wet from the rain.
I was cursing under my breath as I waited for the light at the cross walk to c
Age is not a virtueThe narrow mindednessAge is not a virtue1 year ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
of the selfish and envious
becomes clear with age.
I Lost A Friend TodayI lost a friend today, and my heart will never heal.I Lost A Friend Today2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I almost cried, though I expect to cry later, when it sets in.
I lost a friend today, and I don't know how to deal.
I almost lied, but that would be wrong, though I don't believe in sin.
I lost a friend today, and my days will never be the same
I almost choked, though I expect it will happen, when I am alone
I lost a friend today, and I will miss our secret game
I almost broke, but it is coming, from my eyes to my bones
I lost a friend today, and my heart will never heal.
I almost abide, though my mind says no, I can't breathe in air
I lost a friend today, and this poem is how I will deal
I almost cried, at the beginning, but now I feel the tears.
my dear yuikoHolding you close my dearmy dear yuiko2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There is no need to fear
I am the only in the night
Always watching over you never keeping you out of my sight
I am the air
Please don't despair
I am ur fallen angel
night that clock our
My dear even you essence
It drives me to no avail
Wanting you some day in a veil
To be my only for ever more
My Yuiko is for ever adored
yuikos inner self with storyyuikos inner self with story1 year ago in Sketches More Like This
In the basement , Kyohie and Yuiko , are sitting in chairs directly across from each other and Yuiko says “ I have been feeling very weird lately , some things I do aren’t me , they are something else , making me do it”. Kyohie replies “ If you want yuiko , I can do a test on you to see whats wrong with you , internally” , Yuiko replied back “ Please I would like it , I want to know why Im acting so weird around you and around everyone else”.
Moments later kyohie creates a machine that splits personalities , Yuiko hesistantly gets into the machine and says “ I have complete trust in you kyohie , I love you “ , Kyohie then puts on the machine and sees Yuiko start to go into a trance and her body starts to shift around and morph , he then sees a spirit come out of Yuikos body and go into the chamber behind her . Yuiko then gets out of the machine and walks with Kyohie to the back. Jenny being in the tank behind the
The Chant of GOTHIC POISONThere upon clandestine fires of a midnight sky,The Chant of GOTHIC POISON1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
the world of forbidding awaits the dead
And we chant for our blood in Winter fields..
— In the feasts of the burning, I will be fed
Where solemn-lovers bewail o’er rivers dark,
the wilderness of the Moon falls into silence
Covet my love in a tempest of sangromancy,
for I bathe in the fever of serpents sleeping
Our ancestors float upon a song of thorns,
fading into a sea of amaranthine ..
The ebb of magick spills from trees seething
Crimson-feather’d-demons loom & seek
Within gardens covered in moss and decay,
the song of Gothic poison will tomb the weak
We rise in the requiem of a dethroned sky,
— blushing in the perfume of liquid-night
Behold the immortals! Otherworld’s we fly
I peered deep untamed-wounds whispering;
— intoxicated horizons naked and dripping
Spirits of the dead linger in broken twilight
The winds of Samhain rush thru my veins ...
Wings take flight in acid-shot dreamscapes
LonelinessSitting in my room once again,Loneliness1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
wondering why I'm still here.
I often do this to myself,
my head filling up with fear.
I loved you so much,
but you decided you needed to leave.
The razors are now my friends,
do you realize how much this hurts me?
I open my box of razors,
the memories come flowing out.
My lips open as if to speak,
but no screams come to shout.
I take one from the box,
gripping it ever so tightly.
And think back on our old love,
when you'd cuddle me nightly.
I grip onto it even tighter,
and drag it along my skin.
The stinging brings me joy,
even when the slits are so thin.
The sting of you leaving me,
it just doesn't compare.
The bitter aching of loneliness,
it brings me into this great despair.
Passing HarmonySavor your harmonies for they don’t always lastPassing Harmony1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Ground to a pulp and defiled by the past
Scattered melodies don’t always remain
Shrouded in misery, the ethics of pain
To suffer in fades out, the passing of kin
Causes your mind to spiral, dance and spin
A wreckage of thought
Leave masses silent and distraught
When angst riddled drones are born
Fire bred, as stewards of scorn
Blood lusting youths, they shriek with delight!
Blinded by chorus, for a cause of fiendish spite
So burden yourselves with dismay
For your favored verses, simply cannot stay
Secrets of the DjinnLo the winds howl "Never you roam the mist"Secrets of the Djinn2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wander you far across lands, forest & desert sea
Or dream you deep in a cloudless sky ...
Yet a presence looms & beckons, spirits unseen
For they are the Djinn, silent and ever watching,
embalmed into seasons of mortal blood-flow
And beware, for I shalt not speak of this again,
lest darkness unto thy flesh they quest and sow
Eons adrift in smokeless fire did they slumber...
Befallen to Earth's domain, they undressed fate
The Djinn, ancient dwellers humans would fear
Betwixt worlds they linger, shimmering in fire
Thru parallel dimensions they reach, seducing
dreams and reality, life... You!
Peering eyes thru the veil of time and space;
shape shifters of any form, stalk and hunt
Thoughts & flesh canst not escape their magick
Besieged and shadowed, the human race
til they are sent back to whence they came
And death became a wanton treasure,
where Angels pillage & Demons lust in flame
"You should never have come human"