Inner DemonsInner Demons2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Praying for the prey
A saint so blissful
Don't let the old scars awake
A storm of rage comes my way
Idle hands yearn to be unfaithful
Even the heavens won't feel safe
I am my greatest fear
I am my own worst enemy
The glares I give myself are fierce
I barely hold onto this false harmony
My twisted thoughts flicker / The acts of a sinner
The silence of a confessor / A secret held forever
The madness took over / Becoming hell's harbinger
I am the lawless; I am executioner / This is my will; this is my terror
I hated my own reflection
Knowing the truth behind the lie
I destroyed my own protection
I tore down the walls in my mind
The light has darkened
A past so painful
Forcing fury to descend
No more trespasses to repent
I am the child who became spiteful
I have been devoured by my inner demons
Memories forgottenDo not forget,Memories forgotten3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The smile's we shared,
The love I showed,
The memories we made,
As my memories fade away,
As my mind starts to decay,
As I go insane,
So please forgive me,
For what I say,
For what I do,
For forgetting you,
For by the time you read this,
I would have already gone insane,
And forgotten everything.
A man's never ending sleepDark Cloud's Over head.,A man's never ending sleep3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A hole dug in the ground,
A man lowered down,
A women in black,
A crying Child next to her
As man preached his word,
No more sorrow,
No more pain,
No more hardship
No more Worries,
No more hate,
No more love,
No more me,
As the peacefulness of darkness
Let's me sleep.
Sleep that is never ending.
Promised BrokenYou promised me the world,Promised Broken2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You promised me the light,
You promised me the darkness,
Including all the blight,
Why did you turn away?
Why did you leave me so?
Why did you break this promise?
Of our souls,
I looked to you for comfort,
I looked to you for help,
I looked to for love,
Yet I have received none,
You promised me you would stay,
That you would never leave me here all alone,
But you broke that promise,
Leaving me here crying,
Broken and alone,
Knowing you are no more,
I will not trust another again,
In fear I shall be hurt,
I shall stay alone forever,
No one to break a promise with me again,
Shattered HeartMy heart is broken and torn,Shattered Heart2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart cannot beat,
For it is no more,
But tiny pieces that lay all around,
Easily swept up and thrown away,
For this shattered heart shall stay broken and forgotten,
Ironic is it not,
How easy one’s heart can shatter,
Even silence itself can make one’s heart shatter,
So my heart shall stay shattered,
Never to be put back together,
For nothing can fix my shattered heart.
Word Prompt: RegretI regret nothing but you, sweetheart.Word Prompt: Regret2 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
No SolaceMy Solace is no more,No Solace2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart is broken and shattered,
My soul cannot feel no more,
As I lay here on the floor,
Blood flowing from my wounds,
So deep and so Neatly cut,
As my solace Ripped me apart,
Shattering my hope's and dream's,
So now my solace has crushed me so,
For now I feel nothing anymore,
So I shall lay here numb and in pain,
For i shall never be put together again,
For i have no Solace left in this world.
Night Skywhen the world around you seems dark,Night Sky2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
and the tears well up in your eyes,
look to find hope in the night skies,
when life seems hopeless,
and you're riddled in scars,
hold fast to hope,
and look to the stars
The GameThere is a place where the light will not reachThe Game3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In that place there is a game that is played
A game which can steal your soul
You will run
You will hide
And you will fight
Before you die
For the daughter of the beast has been released
She will seek
She will play before she feast
So run, hide, or fight
For your soul will be hers before this game is over.
As i beggedI begged to the light,As i begged3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I begged for peace,
I begged for life,
I begged to be free,
But the light would not answer,
I begged the darkness,
I begged for hate,
I begged for power,
I begged for death,
But the darkness would not answer,
Then I begged to anyone,
I begged them to hear me,
I begged them to save me,
I begged them to end me,
But they would not come,
As I was left All alone,
Never to be heard Anymore.
So Wrong, So Right-Doctor x MasterWARNING: BoyxBoy, make-outSo Wrong, So Right-Doctor x Master3 years ago in Romance More Like This
So wrong...the tenth incarnation of the Doctor repeated in his head. This was so wrong...
He was being pushed against the iconically blue door of the TARDIS, a pair of hands gripping the front of his brown pinstriped suit, forcing his mouth against someone else's, someone he knew all too well. The Master.
So wrong...yet he found himself kissing back with enthusiasm he didn't know he had, then eventually parting his lips slightly, letting the other's tongue in his mouth.
The kiss broke apart after a few moments, both gasping for air. For but a second, the Doctor was able to see logic through the confusion filling his head.
"St...stop..." He murmured, his voice rough. He raised his arms to push him away, but the Master pressed the other Time Lord's wrists against the door of the TARDIS.
He threw his head back against the TARDIS with a sharp groan, torn between resisting or giving in.
The Master took the unintentional invitation and started pressing kisses to th
The monster we all knowA Rumble Off to the distance,The monster we all know3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Fire burning though the streets,
The sky above was Ablaze,
As you run,
Though the burning streets,
Thought the torn woods,
You can hear it roar,
A monster so evil,
A monster so large,
A monster that can consume all,
No where to run,
No where to hide,
For it will find you all,
The monster has a name,
It is a name we all know so well,
For the monsters name is heard so many time's before,
For the monsters name is War.
Forgotten-Never AloneI feel cold,Forgotten-Never Alone2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am all alone,
I cannot see hope,
I am in pain,
Within this cold dark room,
Where I lay alone,
Forever without hope,
For a tomorrow that will never come,
Not for me,
For I am worthless,
I am without hope,
I am without love,
I am without Warmth,
For I shall be in this desolate world,
All alone and forgotten forever more,
Then there was warmth,
Then there was hope,
Then I felt loved,
When it came into the dark room,
It's fur felt soft,
As it curled in a ball around me,
Warming me up inside,
It would not abandon me,
It showed me there was hope,
It showed me there was a tomorrow,
It showed me I was not worthless,
It showed me I was not alone,
In this desolate world of mine,
I am not alone,
I am not cold,
I am not in pain anymore,
For my loyal companion has come to save me,
And With a smile I follow My companion out,
Out of the darkness and into the light,
For a better tomorrow,
For I am never alone,
The King of ThievesYou dance lightly,The King of Thieves3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Careful as you tread.
You go unnoticed by most,
But you have caught my eye.
I can see you, right under my nose,
Rubbing your greedy hands together.
Darting by, light as a feather.
The world's greatest thief,
Paying me a visit.
My skin your earth, my veins your path.
Such natural, effortless grace,
Wasted on petty theft.
What can you take from me?
I have nothing left.
Dark Chapter 15: Ends and Beginings ((Final)) Stephano's eyebrows raised at my question before I watched them draw towards the ground "Then that makes it even scarier..." he mumbled taking an innocent glance up at my face. My hands began to hold his face there as I said slowly "I promise I won't leave you alive or dead!" I smiled at him and he finally smiled back. I missed his golden smile I thought until I heard the tapping of footsteps against the stairs. "Huh?!" I spun around only to see Alem standing there looking at me and Stephano with what looked to be a bit of hurt in his eyes "Aradia, come with me please..." he said to me quietly as I looked to Stephano carefully. I nodded finally coming towards Alem slowly and unsure.Dark Chapter 15: Ends and Beginings ((Final))2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"A-Alem?" I asked him quietly but he just grabbed my hand quietly as we went through a door which made everything around it dark. I felt him gently squeeze my hand and I just let him unable to let go because of my fears of the dark though I wished Stephano were
I wanted to say yes.I wanted to say yes.I wanted to say yes.3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I wanted to take your hand in mine and like a couple of idiots, run through the heavy traffic and pouring rain, and keep at it till our feet resign.
We'd find a tree with branches wide enough with leaves broad or plentiful enough to take shelter under, and there, you'd place your head on my lap as I'd sing you my favorite love song. The song I'd always wanted you to sing to me.
If only I hadn't found out the hard way that your feelings for me are but as thin as an onion's skin and that I could never accept and bow down to no matter how suave your courting style may be. If only I was stupider than what I really am- maybe then I would have reciprocated to your efforts all my yearning I've kept sealed tightly, maybe then we might have had a chance.
When I told you to make things clear and to stop teetering between the fringes of my hopes and dreams and the cruel loneliness that awaits, my blood was already thinning and I was gagging from my silent yet continually flow
Bad dream[The thunder blasted through the window. Russell awoke in his bed. He sat up in wait for his mother to come and be with him. He could see her walking down the hallway with a smile on her face. Russell smiled seeing her. She suddenly stopped. Russell could then see bright lights coming. It looked like a truck. Russell's mom didn't even move in the crosswalk and didn't show any signs of being scared]Bad dream4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Russell: Mom? [His mother picked up her hand and waved goodbye to him] Mom get out of the way! Mom please! [The truck came as Rajel stood in front of the truck] MOM! [Russell shoots up from his pillows realizing he's in a different room and different house. He remembers everything that happened. Carl was now his adopted father since he left his real father from the trial. His mother had only been dead for a week. He needed his mother so bad now] [Sobbing between knees] [Carl then comes into the room. He turns the lamp on to see the boy crying. The week had been so hard for Russell to get thr
A Thought on BeautySome find beautyA Thought on Beauty2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
in the scum
Some find beauty
Others still restrict the concept of "beauty."
I don't know where I'm going with this.
That is the artist's curse...
To see the beauty everywhere
and try to replicate it
or create it,
and to make others
embrace that beauty as well.
But it doesn't even matter
if anyone else accepts it or not,
because the artist has to create regardless.
It's the only way that they can ever function.
There's beauty everywhere,
There's so much that
even trying to fathom it
makes your mouth dry,
and your throat close
at the impossible magnitude of it.
To control that overwhelming feeling,
you embrace it,
and replicate it,
and add to it.
And you become frustrated,
and it all just ends in the same place:
More to take in,
and more to be rejected for,
and more to lose your mind over,
and more to create.
and it’s horrifying
and it will k
Larry Stylinson: All Those Pretty LightsLarry Stylinson: All Those Pretty Lights3 years ago in Romance More Like This
The sky was dark, freckled with sparkles of light, like gems sown into black silk, a mesmerizing sight to see. A young gentleman with dark curls surrounding his smiling face leant against the white wood of the gazebo, staring up into the darkness of the night sky before turning his gaze down to the reflective black ink of the water's surface. Fish shimmered in the dim glow of the moon.
He wanted to reach down, to touch the water's surface and leant forward, stretching his arm as far as he could to brush his fingertips along the liquid, wishing to create ripples as fish nibbled his skin but was stopped, the feeling of firm hands upon his hips dragging him back, away from the lake below.
"Careful Harry," he whispered, his strong arms circling the other's waist and drawing him back even more, resulting in a whimper and pout from the green eyed boy who slacked in his friend's arms.
"I thought you were with the party," he said as the brunette behind him drew him upwards, making him stand as
I.D.K Chap 8- Issues issuesI.D.K Chap 8- Issues issues3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Title: I didn't know!!
Paring: Nowaki & Hiroki
Rating: M for Mpreg, smut, language, and Hiro-san's "love" abuse xD
Disclaimer: I do not own Junjou Romantica
A/N: Last one was short too! FUUU!
Hiroki sighed as he looked at the pregnancy test. Negative. Fifth time in the last two months. Nowaki and Hiroki have been trying for another child. So Asuka doesn't feel ignored and has someone to play with. She seemed to want a little brother and sister. But Hiroki didn't get why he was negagive. They've been trying so hard for a baby they even went to the hospitle for testing. The teacher sighed and stepped out of the bathroom. Where Nowaki and Asuka were doing a thumb war.
"Okay ready?" Nowaki asked. The toddler nodded and the two moved their thumbs to attack. Asuka was able to pin her father's thumb(of course Nowaki would let her win).
"HA! Got cha daddy!" She said laughing. Nowaki laughed as well and hugged the child picking her up. Blowing rassberries on her cheek making the girl s
Elle and Mias: Chapter 15"Hic!" Abernos hiccuped before he slumped over the bar and laid his head on the counter. After losing Elle to Mias, his usual cheery self felt depressed and in need of liquid comfort, only it wasn't really helping. His head felt as if it were filled with tiny bubbles that kept bursting only to form more. His cheeks and belly felt warm, but it was an empty heat with no soothing affect on his heart.Elle and Mias: Chapter 154 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"I think you've had enough Mr. Abernos," the bartender attempted to pull the Stag's mug away from him.
"Noooo!" Abernos whined and clung to the mug like it was his beloved child.
"Come on lad, I'd like to close the place up." He shook Abernos' shoulder, but couldn't rouse him from his sorrows.
The busty waitress from earlier was seated next to him. She exchanged looks with the bartender before gingerly laying her hand on the Stag's shoulder. "There, there love. It can't be as bad as all that."
"I'm a pathetic excuse for a Stag!" He cried as he downed the remaining contents of his cup and slam
MeteorIve been burned before,Meteor2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
but like an meteor,
that's what makes me shine,
hitting the atmosphere,
and streak across the sky,
a shooting star
Good Little Girl lyricsGood Little Girl lyrics2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Marshall Lee: Good little girl,
Always picking a fight with me.
You know that I'm bad,
But you're spending the night with me.
What... do you want... from my world?
You're a good little girl.
Fionna: Bad little boy.
That's what you're acting like.
I really don't buy,
That you're that kind of guy.
And... if you are...
Why do you want to hang out with me?
Marshall Lee: Don't you know I'm a villain?
Every night, I'm out killin'
Sending everyone running like children?
I know why you're mad at me,
I got demon eyes... and they're lookin' right through your anatomy,
Into your deepest fears.
Baby I'm not from here,
I'm from the nightosphere, to me you're clear... transparent,
You got a thing for me girl, It's apparent.