InsanityFrom the suffering I come
Bleeding through the eyes,
The hope is now gone
Drowned in your cries.
A sudden scream, the agonys so loud,
You drop to your knees,
Pray to God to help you out,
But once again, He has let you down.
Not able to move,
Not able to speak,
Life is so cruel,
And always was, it seems.
Youve lost your will,
Youre getting weak,
Your body has collapsed
And so have your dreams.
Your mind gives up,
But you still want to fight,
Strength seeps out through your wrists
So you just fall down.
Then comes the peace,
So desired and calm.
Your head is now empty
And so is your heart.
Theres no more pain,
No memories, nor hopes.
Sweet and bright,
Settling down in your mind.
Your new I
Lonely CriesDon't look at meLonely Cries2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I fall apart
I don't want you
To hear my cries
I will always push away
The ones who say they care
It's just sorrow and shame
They care only about themselves
It's just their morality
That makes them pretend
They never look in my eyes
Too afraid of what they might see
Of the empty stare
That won't go away
Scared of the darkness
Of the soulless face
And the hint of a murder
That is always there
SafeA beautiful girl cries in the nightSafe2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
She's sick and tired of hearing her parents fight
They hit her and tell her it's all her fault
She wipes away her tears and tastes the familiar salt
She packs her things and sends a text
The text says "help me, I can't take it" so the boy knows whats next
He takes her to his house, where she sits and cries
He hugs her tight and she says "I wish I could die"
She starts to shake, so he holds her tight
He kisses her forehead and tells her it'll be alright
She tells him what happened, and he wipes away her tears
He soothes her and tells her there's nothing to fear
"We'll find a place where you're safe and sound
We'll move somewhere nice, away from this town"
The girl smiles and falls asleep
Safe in his arms, she no longer weeps
He whispers to her "I love you so much"
She snuggles up to him and their feet gently touch
The boy can finally sleep peacefully
Knowing his girl is safe and can live worry-free.
Morning WhisperOne morning I opened my eyes,Morning Whisper2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
woke up buried under a mountain of lies.
Unable to move as the tears started rolling,
I crouched and whispered to myself:
Same evening I closed my eyes,
as I went sleeping I was buried alive.
Stories Never ToldIn darkness whisper secrets,Stories Never Told1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Of stories never told.
Share your hopes and share your dreams,
Until your blood runs cold.
In the light I’ll keep them,
In an illusion that is real.
I will mould the world around you,
To erase everything you feel.
Trust me or deceive me,
Either will be my due.
In the end I will be victorious,
In the end I’m you.
The World Is Your Oyster (Collaborative Poem)Delicately, he driftsThe World Is Your Oyster (Collaborative Poem)1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
On the blanket of blue.
Like a ship with its crew.
There's a placeThere's a place where even evil ones fear to treadThere's a place2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There are infant's bodies buried beneath damp earth
And full of pedophiles shallow mass grave
So that the crows can take out their eyes
They are not dead yet, they shall suffer for years
Do you know that smell?
Yes, that's a one you can't mistake
Sweet and sour, drilling into your brain
It's a smell of decomposing corpses
One you will never forget
And the sight, dark and rotten,
A world that has decayed
There are bone trees with leafs of flesh
With petty little thieves sitting beneath them
Eyes bulging out, scared of that place
It's the graveyard of the murdered
Of deserved death
There's a place which carries a threat
A place in which you don't want to ever step
That place is in my head
White RoseSirens are singing through the stormWhite Rose2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A white rose Blooms in a garden of thorns
A Darkening Sky
A Hallowed Cry
Sirens are Singing
But you never ask why
Emergency Lights flash in the cold
A Struggle that has long since grown too old
Silence Rushing In
Whispers in the Wind
The Darkness Seeping in
But you never ask why
All of Her
PoisonThere’s ice in my blood, in the blue veins,Poison2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and Pain whips its scorching-hot reigns,
yanking and tightening its cruel hold
until my whole body grows very cold…
Licking crimson fire and creeping cobalt ice –
they clasp my limp body in an iron vice
so steel-strong and diamond-hard
that the black cords leave me scarred…
The fire drags me into the deep black,
the ice shows me memories of way back.
Colors dance before my feverish eyes
and images roam with deafening cries…
Voices softly whisper and gently plead,
but I can’t hear that they and their words bleed.
They don’t realize that this mortal disease
isn’t visible, nor recognized with ease…
Painful? Certainly. Serious? Yes. Deadly? Aye.
But completely hidden from the human eye.
Outside I’m calm, composed, but fake,
the true illness lying buried but awake…
A toxic poison slowly spreading to its goal,
eating, chipping away at my blackening soul,
and my weak, fluttering
RegretOnce, you were my everything.Regret1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was blinded by my need.
How could it have ever worked,
When we could never touch?
You were my fantasy,
My dream love.
I still don’t understand why
It had to end the way it did.
Our beautiful love
Splintered into thousands of nightmares.
I know I was the one to break it off,
But I’ll always regret we changed so much.
Why did you drive me away?
Did I mean so little to you?
Or could it be I dreamed you into being?
All I have now are muddled memories,
And more missing pieces…
Love StinksWhen you are feeling sadLove Stinks2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
what's the sense in romantic songs?
Love is good, they say...
Did I learn it all wrong?
Heart is an attention whore,
love is a vanity game,
romantic stories are just lies -
Now cover your face, and hide the shame.
Forget the trifles and common sense,
remember this one thing:
No one cares about your feelings,
love is rotten and it stinks.
Murder Can Be FunDon't worry,dearMurder Can Be Fun3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'll just cut off your head
It won't hurt too much
And then you'll be dead
Calm down,my love,don't be afraid
I'll just kill you now with this knife's wicked blade
What could be scary about that?
Your blood will trickle in thin streams
From you,a few slightly pained screams
Then silence will descend
The blood will start gushing
And for you,it's the end
Size ZeroThey tell me To be perfect, be a size zero,Size Zero1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
But zero is nothing, zeros not a hero.
I want to be someone, I want to be big,
But now more important is to be fit.
But I love my food! The way it smells
The euphoria in my mouth when I feel the taste.
I want to eat what I want, without guilt and hate.
I want to love my curves, my body, myself
But for these curves people rudely gape.
When I look in the mirror I see a perfect shape,
Thin waist and big bum, Greek goddess of sex.
The women call me fat, but Im just perfect for men,
I guess the society has just gone insane.
We diet and become repulsive, then we want to loose again,
Despite the health damage, the struggle and pain.
They are just stupid, I wont play that game.
I will not destroy myself.
Not for the sick societys sake.
My RetaliationLuscious manipulationMy Retaliation1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
you beautiful creation
enveloped in admiration
complete self acclamation
It was your desperation
That caused this devastation
Your silly accusation
about the "blood relation"
hesitation or provocation
or an explanation
you create this fabrication
of this misinformation
combined with intoxication
Led to obliteration
There is no justification
for your intimidation
Your crazy declaration
and evil calculation
It's really retardation
Despite your "education"
Which is in a quotation
Cause its your imagination
But thanks for the invitation
To your sick celebration
Despite my irritation
I'll say congratulation
And I hope your molestation
Leads you to incarceration
And of course damnation.
Oh, and thanks for the inspiration!
SuicideWhen I watch a busy streetSuicide2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I dream of each car
Colliding with my body
Is that wrong?
When I Shower
I dream of the warm water
entering my mouth
Engulfing my lungs
Is that wrong?
When I take my medication
I dream of downing them all
Sending me into an everlasting sleep
Is that wrong?
When i'm walking across a bridge
I dream of jumping off the side
Although I can't swim
Is that wrong?
When I am cutting up vegtables
I dream of slicing my throat
From left to right
Is that wrong?
I obsess over it
I'm infactuated by it
It detirmanes my every move
My every word
My every breath
I'm completely fine with that
Is that wrong?
InertiaSometimes, I feel so very sorry forInertia2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the letters that I write.
Born onto a blank page and
trapped there all their lives.
No new sites to see, no unfamiliar faces to meet;
standing in a lonely row
just to express my thoughts as words,
and yet, completely unable to express their own.
They lie paralyzed in their birthplace
lacking the ability to grow and learn.
Immovable to change for the rest of their lives.
And sometimes, I wonder to myself,
why I choose to be the same.
Soundless Screams.And he sank in the sea of plausible words;Soundless Screams.2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
only the anchor of mistrust holding him bound.
Holding on, he cursed gods and promised lords,
what'd happen had it been the other way around?
Bitten lips and slumping eyelids haunt his mind;
or what remains after the utter devastation.
Sanity and eternal aberration have entwined
in order to give birth to merciless frustration.
Can Earth be suffocatingly boundless?
If so, then he can be free.
Can screams be loudly soundless?
It seems that his can be.
Horror Haiku: One Cold LoverI have a veryHorror Haiku: One Cold Lover2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
sweet love, though I'd say that she
comes off as quite cold
it's not the fact that
she has no head or hands or
she's rotten with mold
it's not that I've, with
so much grace, taken her arms
and eaten her face
I'd say it's more that
she never kisses back, and
she won't bat an eye
Oh, my dear reader,
surely you didn't think that
my love was alive!
HorrorNight descendsHorror9 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
monsters in shadows
thoughts turning shallow
greed and wrath
point and laugh
steps moving quickly
stomach feeling sickly
light far away
no safe place to stay
no words to share
just screams of horror
have to run
get past the corner
light comes closer
heart beats faster
light goes out
no hope left
falls to knees
succumbs to theft
sound of despair
Hell Doesn't Even KnowI want to cry so much...Hell Doesn't Even Know2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Maybe I'm happy,
Maybe I'm sad.
I feel so alone,
Yet I've been with people all day.
I feel so unloved,
Yet I know I have people who love me.
I can't talk about these feelings.
I can't open up when the door is locked.
And the key is lost.
I want to inspire,
But I just recieve empathy.
I want to die,
But I keep on breathing.
I feel so confused, lost and all alone.
The feelings inside me are too strong for my body.
I don't want someone to understand.
I want someone to give me the answers to why I am like this.
And a solution to fix the massacre inside me...
What is this?What's that you say?What is this?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You really like me?
What is this madness?
What if I told you me too?
Will you really love me?
Or is this all a joke?
Better not be a joke
because I'm falling for you!
You may not be exactly
the type of guy everyone
appreciates, but I've liked you
for quite some time now
For just this moment,
it feels amazing to be
loved for who I am once
again and I'm happy
But what do I call this
a crush? a dream? another?
No I think it's most definitely
positively, "a love"♥♥♥
All is FairIt hurts to be close,All is Fair1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
kills to stay away-
this war inside me
is waged every day.
both love and decay-
I'm so torn apart...
more than I can say.
Deep within my heart
I'm lost and confused-
I try hard not to
feel I've been used.
I poured out my soul
yet I've been refused-
can't shake the fact that
my love was abused.
It's much like being
punctured with a knife-
such pain can only
be described as rife.
Yet I still hold out
for a decent wife-
a needle girl
in my haystack life.
I know this issue
is far from unique-
I know I've yet to
reach my highest peak.
I know that I'll find
the answers I seek-
yet I see reason
for me to stay meek...
The age-old belief
that life isn't fair
can still be applied
to love and warfare.
The Clay King.Red paintThe Clay King.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
on a beige wall,
spices the air.
I run my fingers
the course grains
of crumbling stone,
in your presence.
On the SeafloorUnseeing eyes attracted to unseeing people:On the Seafloor2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
a tidal cycle that pulls me under
beneath salted layers of foam.
I thought mistakes bred solutions
different methods of hopeful change,
but I lay submerged,
and I subjectively ponder
this warden Loneliness
until my eyes secret watered gallons
to outline saline graves.
I rest in my watery casket of winding seaweed,
and I breathe in the moonlight from peaks of exuberant waves;
I pull the stars over my head, fluff the shell-filled sand
and am finally free.