My existence...Well I guess it's time for me to rant about my failures in life. Sounds like a good thing to do. I'm going to number my failures in the past 24 hours to help you realize how dumb i truly am. Enjoy, oh glorious watchers of mine.My existence...9 months ago in Personal More Like This
1) I woke up this morning and saw my shadow on the wall. Naturally, I panic. Naturally, I have a muscle spasm because i freaked out. So I punched myself in the face. Strike one for Mikki.
2) After this beautiful moment of my own abuse toward my face, I walk into the kitchen to get food. I find food, I eat food. I enjoyed the food. And suddenly A;JBG;KSDJGB;SKDJGBS. my fork scrapes the plate. One of the worst sounds, i'd say. So I started choking on my last bite of burrito. I survived, though. Wooooohoo.
3) i ran into a door. A closed, clearly visible door.
4) I nearly dropped my glasses in the toilet. I didn't, because of my SUPER FAST NINJA SKILLS OF DOOM THAT YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE THE AWESOMENESS OF, but i almost did. and that's bad enough.
5) i also fell asle
Hey y'alllll :)I am stronger than my emotional and physical scars.Hey y'alllll :)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I am stronger than my past.
I am stronger than my disorder.
I am stronger than my depression.
I am stronger than my anxiety.
And I am stronger than their judgments.
So are you.
Don't give up.
153rd Day on DA (Promoting You and Your Arts)I am going to do something that will help you out one way or another and as spoken before in my previous journal entry , it will be a win win for all of us. I dont wana sound like a typical salesman selling you snakeoil and giving out promises that I cannot deliver.153rd Day on DA (Promoting You and Your Arts)10 months ago in Personal More Like This
Yes it will be a points for feature but what is SO DIFFERENT from the other features that people are offering. I have been studying it for sometime and its like you pay them and they will just put your avatar on their donation section and it says (watch them , check them out) THATS IT ?! And personally I have checked out with one of my friends here , the end result , it doesnt really brings traffic to their pages at all as their profile is already mixed and mashed with many others on that miserable donation section .
What I will do is , I will need to talk to you regarding many things . Like how you started arts , how you get on to DA , whats your style/personality and whats your goal etc. Many many things
dragonmunchies' guide* to Pacthesis' dating simsTip For All Gamesdragonmunchies' guide* to Pacthesis' dating sims3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Don't use any max relation cheats. If you do, you miss ALL of the dialogue and practically all of the story. Also, don't use any unlocking cheats, because you may miss out on some cutscenes!
NUMBER DAYSNUMBER DAYS
seriously, i just need to find a time where i have the neccessary drive and time
maybe streaming it would help...
MEMORY DAYSMEMORY DAYS
as soon as i stop being lazy
'Don't Feed the Trolls' needs to die.I wish I was joking, but another bout of sexual harassment against women creeped up this week (only days after the Might No. 9 fiasco). This time in the form of an indi video game a woman is trying to get green-lit to Steam. The game is about depression and is just suppose to help people understand what it’s like living with it, and for this “grievous” action she’s been the target of harassment campaigns. She’s received harassing phone calls, death threats, her personal information and addresses posted for everyone to see. She’s had to change her phone number to stop the harassment, and even pulled the game originally to try and calm this crap down.'Don't Feed the Trolls' needs to die.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Bravely, she’s decided to post it anyway and is trying desperately to showcase how awful, hurtful, and disgusting our gaming community can be when we stay silent.
You can “justify” your reasons for hating her. You can convince yourself that sending her harassment and hate messages is for
Je Ne Sais Quoi #16If you speak a little French, or if you know a little fashion, you might know that je ne sais quoi means 'I don't know what', and that's what these photos have. I don't know what, a little something extra that made me happy or excited about the photography.Je Ne Sais Quoi #162 years ago in Art Features More Like This
- BloodshotInk ~ ♥
Vol 1 | Vol 2 | Vol 3 | Vol 4 | Vol 5 | Vol 6 | Vol 7 | Vol 8 | Vol 9 | Vol 10 | Vol 11 | Vol 12 |
Friends list and thingsWell, I updated my friend list. But I'm not sure if I want to change it, or make a dA family instead. Please comment what you think, or if you want to be added/removed/relocated. Feel free to ask, I won't mindFriends list and things9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Just note, a friend is someone who I talk to a lot, or who otherwise supports me. Basically, I have to know you ^_^
This is how it looks now- (sorry for all the mention notices, guys ^_^)
The Bae :iconangellove94:
My awesome Cookies:
R.I.P Mitch LuckerOctober 20, 1984 to November 1,2013R.I.P Mitch Lucker1 year ago in Personal More Like This
one year ago today we lost an amazing father,husband,musician,lead vocals of suicide silence and an inspiring person to a motorcycle accident.
he'll forever be in our hearts.
he'll forever be missed and loved.
keep stomping up in heaven,Mitch.
"you only live once so just go fucking nuts" ~suicide silence
"keep listening to music cause it gets you though everything, i promise" ~Mitch Lucker
Because . I amMy whole life I've been told that there's something wrong with me.Because . I am1 year ago in Personal More Like This
In first grade my teacher yelled at me because I couldn't sit still.
Because I was playing with something off the floor.
In second grade I was shy.
Because I didn't know what to say around kids anymore.
In third grade I "had rabies".
Because I bit a kid for making my best friend cry.
Fourth, I was a bully.
For telling a girl who used to follow me literally everywhere, to leave me alone.
By fifth grade I was abusive.
Because I had two friends who were jealous of my best friend.
Sixth grade I was disgusting.
Because I accidentally threw up on the class project.
Seventh grade I was going no were with my life.
Because I decided to be unique in the way I dressed.
In eighth grade I didn't know how to learn.
Because when I asked questions I got ignored.
Ninth grade and I didn't want to be helped.
Because I refused to allow them to treat me for depression when I was not depressed.
Tenth grade I was" clinical
A thanks to you all..Despite 2014 being incredibly difficult for me to handle...A thanks to you all..8 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'd like to thank you all for the support you have given me. Times have been hard and there were...many times where I felt there was no hope...but you all changed that for me. You all...gave me a purpose.
The amount of thanks I wanna give this whole fandom would just overwhelm me....I love you all so much.
Even though I wasn't able to attend the con, it reminded me of something...
we're all a family. One..BIG...happy family. And to think of how long we all stuck together...13 years perhaps. It's amazing to think how far we've gone ever since we started.
No matter where we are, who we are, or what we do....we all came together because of one show and one character.
We may not be as huge as the Homestuck, Supernatural, or Doctor Who fandom, but guess what? It doesn't matter how big we are....or how popular we are....what matters is that we stick together! We're a team, alright? Don't forget that!
if i diedIf you don't care: stop reading.if i died2 years ago in Personal More Like This
If you'd come to my funeral: fave this.
If you'd miss me: comment a heart. (( this heart --> or any heart))
If your not scared: re-post and see
Who your " Real Friends" are.
This needs to be said.Someone sent me an Ask on tumblr asking me whether or not I was an out poet.This needs to be said.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Yes...like coming out of the closet.
This anonymous person ( and if you happen to be reading this, I in no way mean to offend you ) seems to believe that telling people they write poetry or write in general, they will be judged accordingly and labeled a loser. Since when did loving words become something to be ashamed of? I love words. I love writing words. I love mixing and matching words. Does this make me a loser?
If someone has the nerve to even try to judge you for liking poetry/writing, punch them in the nose. Maybe then they will get something better knocked into them. The greatest writers never cared what anyone else thought of them. They wrote because they liked it. Why shouldn't you?
( Side note: Lyric's writes make a lot of money. /just saying. )
Are you ashamed of telling people you are a writer?
Why, or why not?
Have you encountered anyone who is?
What do you say
PLZ DirectoryUPDATE: I have now added ALL of my recent PLZ accounts, and also altered the categories slightly to make it easier to find the icon you are looking for.PLZ Directory4 years ago in Personal More Like This
To make it as easy as possible for others to find my PLZ accounts, I am posting them in this journal. Also, if you have a request for one of my emotes or stamps to be turned into a PLZ account, please post it in the comments here.
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[Bullet; Green] Signs
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Something you might be interested inThis is about a publishing opportunity if you so wish, it not a competition or anything, but please do take a look if you like. All the information and links are below.Something you might be interested in2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The Gap Toothed Madness is an independent lit mag out of Sacramento, CA.
We want to publish a magazine of the best literature and art we can get our
hands on. We want to do it without all of the pretension and attitude
that seems to be so pervasive in the literary world. We want you to be a part of it.
Any previously unpublished poetry, short fiction, essays, ramblings,
photography, art of all kinds, and whatever else, is welcome for consideration.
Even if you have never submitted your work anywhere before, especially if you
have never submitted your work anywhere before.
Please send all submissions to email@example.com
All written pieces should be sent in either a word file or rtf. Art should be sent in a high quality j
InvaderCon 3: Final Doom... is over!InvaderCon 3: Final Doom... is over!8 months ago in Personal More Like This
We're back from the Texas InvaderCon! Oh, much fun and shenanigans were had. You can see the schedule of events here: http://www.invadercon.com/schedule
While standing in line for the vendor room, we met cupidity11, who was honored to meet us and made us feel special, and Lil-Banshee, whose dream was for someone to recognize her, which we did of course! We gave them each a little ZADR badge we homemade using cute ZADR art we selected by various artists, a Fab Badge Maker kit, and glitter glue from Walmart:
We talked about the ZADR meet-up where CinniMinn would give out little doodles to whoever attended. We met her before the meet-up, she was in Gaz cosplay, and got a little doodle sticker from her:
We unfortunately never got to the meet-up, because it was accidentally scheduled during the costume contest and was postponed to a later date that we never found out about, which sucks
My tribute to my father.Got this beautiful tattoo yesterday by Dino Nemec, of I Heart Tattoo in Columbus Ohio and I am so damn proud of it! He did such a great job and I think my dad would love it too.My tribute to my father.4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Dino's instagram can be found here: http://instagram.com/dinonemec
Excuse me for the rant I am about to unleash.( For those of you who have been wonder: I am doing much better, thank you for all the overwhelming support. When I feel myself crashing, I read through your comments and it helps tremendously! )Excuse me for the rant I am about to unleash.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
( For the time being until I graduate and start working for Amvets, I do live with my dad. )
So, I went to with my dad to Walmart today to buy new lights for my sisters bedroom. The whole way there I could tell he was in a bad mood, so I kept to myself. While at Walmart, his attitude only seemed to get worse. ( I still have yet to figure out why he was so upset. )
We finally found the right lights that we needed, and went to find an express lain. Most were closed, but two were still open with people in line. My dad starts grumbling about this ( acting like he wants to get the hell out of dodge as quick as possible. )
I am standing right behind him and we get behind two other people with one of them almost finished checking out. But suddenly, my dad starts to b
Be yourself. Because you're awesome!Consider this as a follow up of my last journal about getting pageviews.Be yourself. Because you're awesome!11 months ago in Deviant Events More Like This
While the majority of the people reacted very positively towards the tips & tricks I shared, there were also some very hostile reactions that ideas like that would encourage you to be something you're not.
I'd like to elaborate on that.
First of all, these tips are basically science.
I didn't just randomly think them up. Most of the points are things that have been proven through marketing- and usability research. This whole marketing thing, however, is a field many artists are for some reason unfamiliar with, so people don't take it into account when wondering why they don't get the exposure they think they deserve. They often undeserving think it's their art that sucks, and that's a shame.
The reason I post this stuff, is mainly because I want people to know.
What you do with it, is
I did a thing!I told you guys I was going to do it, and I did.I did a thing!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
It's my graduation/Christmas present to myself.
My emotions are all over the place; I can't stop crying.
This means so much to me.
I suppose I'll write up a better explanation and story behind this later. I just feel like I'm floating right now.
Dear Poetry isn't just my username, it means too much to me to be only that. Poetry has honestly saved my life. Sometimes people ask me where I would be if I wasn't writing, and I tell them dead. There has been so much wrong in my life, and always kept it so hidden before someone told me to write it all down.
And last night, everything just seemed to click together. It was spur of the moment, and I walked into this tattoo parlor only seeking a price quote. The owner asked me how much I had on me, and personally did my tattoo for 25 dollars. I wanted to cry right then and there because he was being so nice to me. I think he could tell how much this simple tattoo meant to me. A
Asexuality: A Mental Disorder?I wrote this in my journal a yesterday and thought some of this community might appreciate it:Asexuality: A Mental Disorder?9 months ago in Personal More Like This
I was "stuck" at the library for a half hour today and couldn't find any Kate Bornstein or Kevin Guilfoile, so I decided to analyze the DSM-5, which was not in the reference section and took a good 10 minutes to find.
Pica's interesting, so I turned to the feeding/eating disorders section, avoiding Anorexia Nervosa, and read about that. I had a few minutes, so I then turned to a random page. I noticed "sexual disorders" at the top of the left hand page, and was about to switch out of that (I'm asexual, so I don't really want to read about people's mental concerns with ejaculation) when I saw that the right hand page was headed with "Male Hypoactive Sexual Desire Disorder" (302.71) Weird, I thought, because that kind of implies that having a lack of sexual interest means you're disordered. Intrigued, I read for a bit. Increasingly appalling. Hold on a minute while I side-track to females.
The Unsung HeroCrucified and martyred by his people...The Unsung Hero2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The Happiest Homestuck Song EverThese are the lyrics to a song that was based off of the song in the movie, "The Muppets" called, "Life's a happy song" (homestuck style!)The Happiest Homestuck Song Ever3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Jade: Everything is great! Everything is grand! My planet blew up, but I'm here with my friends!
Vriska: Everything is perfect, don't have to make 'em pay. We just met the humans, and we're all OK! Life's a bitter game, but with someone by your side it's not SO lame.
Tavros: When you're alone, life can be a scary thing. It makes you feel like you're paralyzed. But if you can be brave, and spread out your wings... your confidence will take to the skies!!
Gamzee: Everything is great, now we've dipped from the veil, 'cause my buddy's got my back, and we're just that pale.
Karkat: Everything's alright now, it's weird to concede. I don't have to think about a team to lead.
John: Life is like a sprite! It's guiding your path, you'll be alright!
Equius: Life's not over yet. There's plenty of time to break a sweat.
Kanaya: Life is like a forge.
Absence, Coming Out, And Bathrooms.Hey everyone!Absence, Coming Out, And Bathrooms.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
First of all, my apologies for my absence lately..I've been busy with school and other crap.
But I will be uploading some more stuff soon, including more to "All Is Full Of Love" and my (soon-to-be-finished) FOUR HUNDREDTH DRAWING!!!
Secondly, I'm coming out as bigendered soon. I have this photo made for it that I am going to upload on here after I come out. I will then look into getting my name legally changed from Brittany Lynn Brown to Rowan Ezra Brown. Wish me luck, deviants!!
HERE IT IS:
Lastly, I feel like all schools, malls, stores, etc. should have a unisex bathroom, so the bigender, agender, intersex, etc. people who don't feel comfortable being subjected to a gender-specific bathroom will have a place to be themselves and just go.
I can see it now.
" No gender, no judging, no hate. Just Toilets. "
I also hate it when I'm sleeping with no pants on in a house with other people, because when I have to pee in the middle of the night