I Love You, DaddyDaddy, please don't touch me.
It doesn't feel good.
It makes me feel..
Daddy, please don't hit me.
I didn't mean to disappoint you.
When you hit me, it makes me feel...
Daddy, please don't hurt her.
Mommy didn't do anything.
When you hit her, it makes me feel..
Daddy, please don't say you love me.
I know you're lying.
When you say you still want me, it makes me feel...
Daddy, please stop screaming at her.
You already killed her.
When you scream at her, it makes me feel..
Daddy, stay there.
Let me sink the knife into your throat.
When you bleed, it makes me feel..
Daddy, aren't you happy now?
As you lie there, lifeless.
I'm only following your footsteps.
This makes me feel...
Daddy, please listen.
I know you can't hear me, but...
I still love you.
The same way you always loved me.
And it makes me feel...
It makes me feel..
Invisibletake a deep breathe and count to ten .Invisible2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
what just happened ... will never happen again .
your hands start to tremble; the sink is cold .
you tell yourself you are strong; you are bold .
don't look in the mirror and stare .
this isn't right ... this isn't fair .
don't think about it too much, or you'll go insane .
tears and blood make their way down the drain .
what just happened ... to me ?
why do you feel so gross and dirty ?
feeling so worthless and wasted .
so unloved , abandoned, and tasted .
having given them everything, every part .
why did they turn, and break your heart ?
shattering every piece, leave you broken .
every sense of joy and pride ... forgotten .
you thought you could trust them .
instead they left their black and blue emblem .
so take a deep breath and count to ten .
what just happened ... will never happen again .
you're safe now; stay with me
you're safe now ... stay with me
suck up your tears, and act your age .
you're not some animal, in some cage .
hold it in,
At leastYou were there when I slippedAt least2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Something inside just skipped
The ground fell from beneath me
And I fell into the sea
My world dimmed and numbness set in
Water choked me and I forgot how to swim
My body got cold
And death had a hold
But you were there underneath me
You were where you needed to be
Your breath kept me warm
You made me glad I was born
I felt your heart beat
And finally found my feet
Maybe I'm not strong
But at least I have you to help me along
burntCareful picking up a match thatburnt2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
is already burnt .
One false move and I'll just
Blocked and LostI once knew a boy, a long while back. He had a name but he didn't like it, so we called him something else. His hair was wavy and dark brown, like a watercolour painting of ebony. But I never did check to see what colour his eyes were. Maybe they were grey, perhaps they were blue. I'll never know, the casket has been locked, discarded and forgotten. A simple bygone moment never seized.Blocked and Lost4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Never. Life is full of never.
You must never ever forget a person. To do so condemns your own soul to be elapsed in time.
Back to the boy. One day he did something. It wasn't bad, just a copper licked sin. Fresh, yellow paper and the Danse Macabre.
Stale words on notebooks. Kisses in dark, dead rooms.
Malicious whispers. The pain, spreading like a flower over eyes eyes of unknown colour and the hand of the artist. Clenched and the flow of words cut.
No one deserves to be you, my old friend, just don't give up ever.
I'm sorry child.
Circus MonsterDon't look at the creatureCircus Monster4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Holding on the cage
Kneeling and slouched on the
Centre of the stage
The crowd hollers loudly
Jumping all about
The presenter stands up
And begins to shout
"Ladies and gentlemen
Roll up! Roll up! Here
The most horrendous thing
You will ever hear!
"A grossly deformed face
Seen by no other
Today I present you
The circus monster!"
Lights shone on the platform
It shied from the glare
But it was much too late
It caught the crowd's stare
Red, bulging, bloodshot eyes,
Scanned the giant room
Filled with glistening tears
An impending doom
Where can she be? It thought
Was hoping in vain
That the girl would be here
To help bear the pain
How the audience sneered
To view such a sight
They laughed and it suffered
But it did not fight
"You are beautiful," it
Remembered her say
"In your heart," she had cried
"You will find a way."
"Sing!" the presenter said
Or rather ordered
"Sing!" he then repeated
Its thoughts disordered
It opened its mouth wide
IntroductionsHear me read itIntroductions2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
I take my valium with cola, I'm a very complex lady.
Full of contradictions. I sometimes always answer vaguely.
If you ask me how I am, you better know I'll always lie
and if I fall in love with you, you're probably gonna die.
Life's not always kind to me, I try to stay upbeat
but please don't ask me how I am if I cry in the street.
I don't like to be looked at, I hate to be ignored,
I'm right, you're wrong, so be prepared for a broken record.
I stick up for the little guy, unless that guy is me
and if I do you a favour then I'd never charge a fee
I'm really bad at rhyming, but I think you kinda guessed
whoops, I'm sorry, backtrack now, I guess that I transgressed.
I'm sugarly sweet but bitter, I think that hope's a noose
I'm funny and outgoing, but somehow a recluse.
People mistake sweetness for weakness, I tell them I don't mind
I can run rings around you without being unkind.
Generally I'd have to say, I'm not my bigges
only.Times like these joy seems so simple to me, just the thought of you lights my way.only.3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
It is just enough to know you are there for me.
When ever i may need you.
Though i will always need you..
You may not know it my dear
but you take my breath away with every little thing you do.
From a simple look.
To the simplest touch..
It all means so much.
you may never understand just how much you really affect me.
All the words i could think of would not be enough to explain how i feel,
I strive to be amazing in every possible way just for you.
I know i would be lost without you, so please don't go anytime soon.
I want to love you for aslong as you can stand me.
You are my one and only.
trans.she had burgundy locks that appeared bedraggled yet vivacious and flocculent, matching her sanguine cheeks. large, masculine hands which were soso venerable yet soso elegant and an aura of vulnerability yet unwavering power.trans.5 years ago in Scraps More Like This
her eyes were almost ebony. deep, dark but entrancing; worthy of admiration and envy.
her face was an image of (im)perfection. blue lips, tragic smile and porcelain skin. everything - all the tears, vexation, suffering - concealed yet emphasized within a convincing and immaculate mask.
once it was removed, (s)he was still beautiful.
I Held Their Hand and Let Go..I held their handI Held Their Hand and Let Go..4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
And I let go,
Why I did?
I'll never know,
They were hanging over the edge,
I reached and caught their,
Bleeding... Scratched up,
They were struggling,
For a while now,
I couldn't help to see them suffer,
So I let them go,
Their face of horror,
Their screaming of my name,
The air rushed into my ears,
So all I felt was their pain,
Sorry if I was worthless,
You never deserved this,
To be stuck with me,
For all eternity,
I just want you to know,
I am letting go,
To show you,
I love you enough to let you move on,
Heart breaking for me,
But all you will see,
Is that someone left you alone,
But you are better on your own,
For compared to me,
You are an angel,
You are the sun,
You are my loved one...
DepressionThis feeling, it pollutes my very coreDepression3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Leaving it rotted and tearing apart piece after piece.
It is a black thing, corrupting everything it brushes against
Leaving me in a will drained state.
Depression; a tired rage or sadness
No one has come to understand.
A flash of pain follows every thought of family and friends,
Leaving me with my head in my hands begging for an end.
I have not a single word, not a flick of my tongue;
That can even come close to describing how I feel.
My whole body feels like it is cracking into pieces
Planning to leave me as nothing more than a face smiling in a frame.
I’ve turned all that I loved against me,
Now ‘tis the time I answer for my crimes;
I can feel my mind falling into an un-savable saddened depth
Its swimming in my skull trying to find a way to drown itself.
I don’t know why depression in habits one’s being,
Nor do I understand how it has come to be
But it corrupts,
And destroys all that is dear to me.