I Love You, DaddyDaddy, please don't touch me.
It doesn't feel good.
It makes me feel..
Daddy, please don't hit me.
I didn't mean to disappoint you.
When you hit me, it makes me feel...
Daddy, please don't hurt her.
Mommy didn't do anything.
When you hit her, it makes me feel..
Daddy, please don't say you love me.
I know you're lying.
When you say you still want me, it makes me feel...
Daddy, please stop screaming at her.
You already killed her.
When you scream at her, it makes me feel..
Daddy, stay there.
Let me sink the knife into your throat.
When you bleed, it makes me feel..
Daddy, aren't you happy now?
As you lie there, lifeless.
I'm only following your footsteps.
This makes me feel...
Daddy, please listen.
I know you can't hear me, but...
I still love you.
The same way you always loved me.
And it makes me feel...
It makes me feel..
reveal yourselfIt's taken me all this timereveal yourself2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
to realize that
the flowers in your hair
were actually weeds,
and your promises
were already broken
before you made them.
only.Times like these joy seems so simple to me, just the thought of you lights my way.only.3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
It is just enough to know you are there for me.
When ever i may need you.
Though i will always need you..
You may not know it my dear
but you take my breath away with every little thing you do.
From a simple look.
To the simplest touch..
It all means so much.
you may never understand just how much you really affect me.
All the words i could think of would not be enough to explain how i feel,
I strive to be amazing in every possible way just for you.
I know i would be lost without you, so please don't go anytime soon.
I want to love you for aslong as you can stand me.
You are my one and only.
I Held Their Hand and Let Go..I held their handI Held Their Hand and Let Go..4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
And I let go,
Why I did?
I'll never know,
They were hanging over the edge,
I reached and caught their,
Bleeding... Scratched up,
They were struggling,
For a while now,
I couldn't help to see them suffer,
So I let them go,
Their face of horror,
Their screaming of my name,
The air rushed into my ears,
So all I felt was their pain,
Sorry if I was worthless,
You never deserved this,
To be stuck with me,
For all eternity,
I just want you to know,
I am letting go,
To show you,
I love you enough to let you move on,
Heart breaking for me,
But all you will see,
Is that someone left you alone,
But you are better on your own,
For compared to me,
You are an angel,
You are the sun,
You are my loved one...
At leastYou were there when I slippedAt least3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Something inside just skipped
The ground fell from beneath me
And I fell into the sea
My world dimmed and numbness set in
Water choked me and I forgot how to swim
My body got cold
And death had a hold
But you were there underneath me
You were where you needed to be
Your breath kept me warm
You made me glad I was born
I felt your heart beat
And finally found my feet
Maybe I'm not strong
But at least I have you to help me along
A Letter to the AmericansWe as Americans are taught that we are supposed to live Happy, Healthy, Productive lives. Why? Because it benefits others? Because it makes us easy company?A Letter to the Americans3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
What of the people who are unhappy by nature? What of the people who care not for idle chatter? What of the people constantly misunderstood? Shall we force them to be content with their lot in life, just because others can be content?
Those who are different than the rest of us, who see the world not as you do but in different colors, shall we scorn them for having different thoughts and feelings than ourselves?
I tell you, a person’s base nature is unchangeable, and no amount of prodding or twisting on your end shall change what is natural and essential to them.
Those who are different than you will never be changed to how you wish them to be, try as you may, and though you may offer honey or spit venom, none of your efforts shall work.
Yet because those who are different cannot help it, they feel shame for not fitting into
Secrets ExposedHello to the reader whom is taking their time to read this.Secrets Exposed3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
I am merely writing this to express how sad, alone, and pathetically worthless I have been feeling.
Often, mostly during the night hours, I start to warp deep into thought and usually end up in mass depression. How I keep ending up in this state of mind is not so much of a mystery as I like to portray it to those I tell. To start off my explanation, I shall tell of today (Jun. 12, 2013).
On this particular day today, I was helping mother at her job in Oxbow Elementary. My hormones had been very out of whack. When I was helping her pack sunflower seeds for next day’s breakfast (for the children at the school of course, not for us), I started to feel a might-bit depressed, yet because of my hormonal issue, I was giggling uncontrollably (but I guess it is safe to say it was out of frustration that I was giggling as well). I started to tell my mother what I was thinking and feeling, and what I said went sort of like this,
DepressionThis feeling, it pollutes my very coreDepression3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Leaving it rotted and tearing apart piece after piece.
It is a black thing, corrupting everything it brushes against
Leaving me in a will drained state.
Depression; a tired rage or sadness
No one has come to understand.
A flash of pain follows every thought of family and friends,
Leaving me with my head in my hands begging for an end.
I have not a single word, not a flick of my tongue;
That can even come close to describing how I feel.
My whole body feels like it is cracking into pieces
Planning to leave me as nothing more than a face smiling in a frame.
I’ve turned all that I loved against me,
Now ‘tis the time I answer for my crimes;
I can feel my mind falling into an un-savable saddened depth
Its swimming in my skull trying to find a way to drown itself.
I don’t know why depression in habits one’s being,
Nor do I understand how it has come to be
But it corrupts,
And destroys all that is dear to me.
I Miss YouI stay up every nightI Miss You2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Long after you're asleep
Rereading text messages
And trying not to weep
When I left the airport,
I kept up a blank expression
But when I was alone,
I cried harder than in my depression
I hate fighting with you
And I want to apologize
For those nights
Where I wasn't very wise
No matter what I say
Or what I do,
I never ever
Wanna stop being best friends with you
I hope you read this short poem
And take to heart
And feel the same way
About never wanting to part.
Circus MonsterDon't look at the creatureCircus Monster4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Holding on the cage
Kneeling and slouched on the
Centre of the stage
The crowd hollers loudly
Jumping all about
The presenter stands up
And begins to shout
"Ladies and gentlemen
Roll up! Roll up! Here
The most horrendous thing
You will ever hear!
"A grossly deformed face
Seen by no other
Today I present you
The circus monster!"
Lights shone on the platform
It shied from the glare
But it was much too late
It caught the crowd's stare
Red, bulging, bloodshot eyes,
Scanned the giant room
Filled with glistening tears
An impending doom
Where can she be? It thought
Was hoping in vain
That the girl would be here
To help bear the pain
How the audience sneered
To view such a sight
They laughed and it suffered
But it did not fight
"You are beautiful," it
Remembered her say
"In your heart," she had cried
"You will find a way."
"Sing!" the presenter said
Or rather ordered
"Sing!" he then repeated
Its thoughts disordered
It opened its mouth wide
Goodbye (Maybe We'll Meet Again)This is very unfortunateGoodbye (Maybe We'll Meet Again)2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
I’m disappointed in you
But don’t worry yourself much
I’m disappointed in me, too
I dearly miss something that,
To begin with, never existed
These memories of back then
Will always remain twisted
My hopes have foundation
On loose and crumbling ground
My desires are secured
Under the surface where I drowned
The noose around my neck
Is tied by my own hands
For I can’t go back in time
To change my failed plans
This present is tainted
With unfulfilled dreams
Your memory, like a ghost
Haunts with promising schemes
But if there’s one thing I’ve learned
If there’s one thing to note
My past is not something
On which I will dote
So, before I leave you
This you should know:
Trees have scars, too
But they’re still willing to grow
Wounds need oxygen
In order to mend
If they’re covered by gauze
Time of healing extends
The past is the past
You should let it lie
We all make mistakes
Spread those wing and fly
Our failures a
Master... A pitbull poemMaster I was bred to serve youMaster... A pitbull poem5 years ago in Scraps More Like This
For I am bold & strong.
Don't worry about your last dog...
Out with the old and in with the new...
Master I am young and ready to be taught!
I am a good listener
But training like this...
It is punishment I would have never thought...
Master please don't hurt me
I'm doing my best!
I don't understand this training....
Why can't I ever rest?
Running running running I go
Over and over on that machine
Until finally my legs and my paws scream "No!"
Master I love you but this is not right
You work me until I pass out
You beat me into the ground...
I am lucky to not have seen ''the light''.
I will work for you master
But please slow down!
I am growing bigger & stronger...
But I'm not ready to drown.
Master I am lost...
I am confused...
And above all I do not like to be tossed
Master what's he for?
Is he training like me...
Or am I out the door?
I do everything you ask of me
I am now an adult...
You say it's time for me to work
But something isn't ri
Blocked and LostI once knew a boy, a long while back. He had a name but he didn't like it, so we called him something else. His hair was wavy and dark brown, like a watercolour painting of ebony. But I never did check to see what colour his eyes were. Maybe they were grey, perhaps they were blue. I'll never know, the casket has been locked, discarded and forgotten. A simple bygone moment never seized.Blocked and Lost5 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Never. Life is full of never.
You must never ever forget a person. To do so condemns your own soul to be elapsed in time.
Back to the boy. One day he did something. It wasn't bad, just a copper licked sin. Fresh, yellow paper and the Danse Macabre.
Stale words on notebooks. Kisses in dark, dead rooms.
Malicious whispers. The pain, spreading like a flower over eyes eyes of unknown colour and the hand of the artist. Clenched and the flow of words cut.
No one deserves to be you, my old friend, just don't give up ever.
I'm sorry child.
Germany and Italy...Apologetic KissLudwig looked over to his left, then to his right, and finally closed his eyes, sighing. I shouldn't have yelled at Italy like I did, he thought. But it isn't like I haven't told him time and time again not to-Germany and Italy...Apologetic Kiss4 years ago in Scraps More Like This
"GERMANYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!" Italy's high voice screamed in both of Ludwig's ears as he was suddenly slammed into from behind by the young man.
" Vhat the hell-?!" Ludwig said angrily, gruffly trying to get to his knees. " Vhat are you doing, you dumm-"
" I- I- I- I-," Italy stuttered, his face so red yet so stupidly blank, " I just-a wanted to apologise-a, G-Germany!"
Ludwig was kneeling now, hunched over and catching his breath again. Italy shoved a paper in his chest, and Ludwig held the crumpled page in one hand and read it to himself. Yet another poorly- yet somehow heartfelt- apologetic letter. It most certainly wasn't the first he'd received that week.
Ludwig's eyes slid up from the letter and looked at Italy, who was also kneeling across from hi
Hikaxharu's Episode 16Wrap your arms aroundHikaxharu's Episode 167 years ago in Scraps More Like This
Drowning out the thunderstorm
Wearing your headphones
We'll get through it together
Protected from harm
You let my head rest
So you were jealous of him?
Don't cry about it
She loves Tamaki
Hikaru and Haruhi
Were not meant to be
So sweet yet so sad
How one-sided this love is