I Love You, DaddyDaddy, please don't touch me.
It doesn't feel good.
It makes me feel..
Daddy, please don't hit me.
I didn't mean to disappoint you.
When you hit me, it makes me feel...
Daddy, please don't hurt her.
Mommy didn't do anything.
When you hit her, it makes me feel..
Daddy, please don't say you love me.
I know you're lying.
When you say you still want me, it makes me feel...
Daddy, please stop screaming at her.
You already killed her.
When you scream at her, it makes me feel..
Daddy, stay there.
Let me sink the knife into your throat.
When you bleed, it makes me feel..
Daddy, aren't you happy now?
As you lie there, lifeless.
I'm only following your footsteps.
This makes me feel...
Daddy, please listen.
I know you can't hear me, but...
I still love you.
The same way you always loved me.
And it makes me feel...
It makes me feel..
Hey y'alllll :)I am stronger than my emotional and physical scars.Hey y'alllll :)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I am stronger than my past.
I am stronger than my disorder.
I am stronger than my depression.
I am stronger than my anxiety.
And I am stronger than their judgments.
So are you.
Don't give up.
ProjectPorkchop Vol 257ProjectPorkchop is all about bringing more exposure to the many talented yet under appreciated artists going unseen on deviantART daily. The artists chosen truly deserve more attention based on low counts of favorites, comments, and watchers, added to their incredible artistic talent.ProjectPorkchop Vol 2571 year ago in Art Features More Like This
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Recommended Crossovers List!August 28th, 2013: A mid-week rec update. Huzzah!Recommended Crossovers List!3 years ago in Personal More Like This
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8601250/1/A-Dead-World A Dead World by Laluzi
Series: Fallout / Prototype
Summary: He had been captured; Alex Mercer knew that much was obvious. But if that was the case, why had his captors just left him there without security? How had he ended up in a bunker buried in some kind of giant desert? Where was everyone? And when the hell did bottlecaps become currency?
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7279059/1/Infiltration Infiltration by hiholly123
Series: Harry Potter / Artemis Fowl
Summary: After stumbling across a large source of magic in Britain, Foaly sends none other than Artemis Fowl to investigate Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, disguised as an exchange student from Ireland. Possibly minor A/Holly. T for (maybe) romance, maybe language.
All AloneIt hurts, after a while. At first, you can brush it off, go about your life with no thought. But it starts to creep up, crushing your resolve the one moment you let your guard down, and take it for granted. Then you begin to hate it, but more often than not, there is absolutely nothing you can do about it.All Alone1 year ago in Personal More Like This
One man had two adorable little boys, and he cared for them so much, even though they were not his own. But that love became too much, and they left him, alone and broken, without a backward glance. Now he is all alone, ridiculed and shunned, left to sit alone every night, trying to figure what he had done wrong.
Another man had many people live under his house, and though he never treated them the best, they still respected him. But soon they all left, and he could do nothing about it. Who was once a great man, powerful with many people under his control, now is alone in his grand house, to
About SOPA, PIPA and ACTA - Another threatJanuary 27th - EDITED ONCE MORE.About SOPA, PIPA and ACTA - Another threat3 years ago in Personal More Like This
As if we didn't have enough shit to sign petitions about, protest and everything else...
read this journal. Links are provided there.
TL;DR - TPPA is still about copyright infringement, getting your privacy as if it was air and IP enforcements.
:iconwhywouldffffplz: SERIOUSLY, YOU GUYS AT THE GOVERNMENT HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN FUCKING UP INTERNET?
Now, ACTA's, SOPA's and PIPA's aunt, the "Protecting Children from Internet Pornography Act of 2011" is taking a step forward!
Basically, it's the same shit as SOPA and ACTA, but MUCH worse, and disguised as an anti-child-pornography act.
Read more here , here and <b>
Themed Feature #8 - EyesThemed Feature #8 - Eyes2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Eyes by GloomyKat
Eyes by syellameonk:thumb263542856:
Irish Eyes by xblackbutterflyxPride by Emerald-Depths
FEAR In My Eyes by Pitrisek
Stardust by a3t3rnum
Read Stories/Poems, then Publish Your OwnHello, I'm Jochannon; I've been publishing online on-and-off for about four years; I'm strictly amateur, but if you want to publish your work professionally then tell me: I can help.Read Stories/Poems, then Publish Your Own2 years ago in Personal More Like This
IF you are below the age of eighteen, I urge you to have a parent or guardian read this with you.
WHAT I'M DOING
Every week I publish original stories, poetry, fan fiction, and email them to my subscribers.
I also publish comics, manga, cartoons and visual stories of all sorts: http://fanaticalpublishing.deviantart.com/journal/Publishing-Manga-Comics-Graphic-Novels-Artbooks-326968282
I will take literature from any genre.
No limit on the length of poetry or stories, but this is a MAGAZINE; if you want to publish a novel, it better be as a serial.
The rights of a work have nothing to do with me: basically, all I do is show them around, the rights to them remain with whoever has them.
Sex: it's normal, it's natural, having sex in work will not disqualify it, but I will
100 Reasons To Live Know that someone, somewhere, cares about you.100 Reasons To Live1 year ago in Personal More Like This
You were made for a REASON. everyone has their own purpose in life.
Knowing that no matter how big your problems may seem, it's nothing compared to the endless galaxies and space that surrounds us all with the unknown, or better worded, the undiscovered.
To uncover all the possibilities and mysteries in life.To prove to everyone else who once downed you that you have potential and strength to become your best.To remind yourself of all the good memories and early childhood, and look forward to giving your own kids one day that same opportunity. To find someone, or something, that means so much to you that the world doesn't exist when you are in the warmth of their comfort and consoling, and if you don't have someone/something who provides this for you then being able to become this for someone else who needs the love.Being able to get lost in a good book.Becoming a idol or inspiration to someone out there.Watching mov
Feel like self harming? Committing suicide?Stop there. Don’t do it. Do not pick up the blade, don’t pick at your thighs, don’t pick at a certain spot until you bleed. Put down the scissors, lower your hand and stop for a minute. Think about what you are doing. You’re already hurt enough aren’t you? Someone, somewhere has caused you a lot of pain. You’re hurting enough aren’t you? Then why? Why hurt yourself even more then you need to?Feel like self harming? Committing suicide?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Don’t self harm, you are lovely person. You have a heart, you care about other people. You know, we all push people away, especially when we need them the most. I know, I get it, I have been there. But that’s life and if they really cared as much about you as they said, then they would stay by your side no matter what. What will self harming solve? It will only cause you more physical pain. I get it, I get how self harming can release some sort of adrenaline rush and I get that after cutting for so long you can’t just stop, but
The Bracelet ProjectI saw this on tumblr... I thought I'd share it with all of you.The Bracelet Project2 years ago in Personal More Like This
“The Bracelet Project.
Each disorder has a color that corresponds to it.
Anorexia is Red.
Bulimia is Purple.
EDNOS is Pink.
Depression is blue.
Self harm is Orange or Black.
Fasting at the time is Green.
Suicidal is Yellow.
Overweight/Obese is Turquoise.
Anxiety/Panic disorder/OCD is Teal.
Adding 1 white bead means you’re trying to recover.
If your bracelet is half of the color that your disease is and half white it means you’re in recovery.
You can also make the strand the main disorder you have then add beads to your lesser disorders, or if you have EDNOS, if you have more anorexic or bulimic tendencies then you can add a red or purple bead.
If you see a girl in public wearing one, you are supposed to make eye contact and point to your bracelet. If she nods then you know she is part of the bracelet project.
Spread awareness about the bracelet project.”
mine is blue, with a red, pink, black and
Staying Strong...Not the easiest thing in the world. -.-Staying Strong...10 months ago in Personal More Like This
I basically wanted to make this journal to let you guys know... That I have horrible days too. We're all in this together... Keeping each other optimistic, keeping each other strong.
And I promise to be there for you guys (And I hope you guys are there for me too!) even through the hardest of all times.
I want you guys to know that YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU, and pssst!! ... i'm one of them
I hope you guys are staying beautiful and wonderful <3 and hey, you're amazing, remember that.
So yeah. I'm not having the best day... But I hope you are having the best day ever
StopStop this painStop11 months ago in Personal More Like This
Stop this hatred
Stop the destruction that you keep making
Don't stop all the victims from believing.
Stop the crying
Stop the hurting
I'm here for you when these things are occurring
Stop the harms
Stop the scars
I don't like seeing cuts on your legs and arms
Stop the mind
From taking you over one at a time
We'll stop it together
One by one
Soon we'll all see the battle we've won
We start a new beginning
And you know how
It starts with you, right here right now.
Read thisHey,Read this1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I just wanted to say that I know you're going through some stuff right now, stuff that may make life a little harder or even a lot harder. I know you've felt so alone and like no one cares that you're hurting and suffering, but I just wanted to say I love you. Wherever you are, whoever you are, whatever has happened or is happening to you… you're not alone.
You are amazing, beautiful, wonderful, unique, and worth every breath of life you breathe. I love you, I need you in this world, and I wish only the best things for you. You are in my heart always, all of you. I pray that you find a peaceful end to the troubles of your life and I just want you to know that despite everything, despite feeling like no one cares… please know that I do. I may be a stranger to you but that doesn't mean I don't feel for you. You are special and so very loved by more people than you know.
on remembering words of wisdom from a drunken auntIt was December and I’d been packaged and parcelled off to the city that never sleeps. My aunt and I talked a lot about cabbages and kings and how empires fall because man was too greedy. I was sprawled across a couch too small for my limbs, and I understood how goldilocks felt but then again maybe she should have just let her limbs hang off the edge instead and make it work. Anyway, my aunt had a glass of wine between her fingers, years of experience meant no matter how steep the incline of the glass, she’d never spill a drop. I lapped up the droplets from my wrist and her nose would wrinkle but the haze of drunkenness had settled between her shoulders so she was past caring. We spent days talking into the early hours of the morning and I would watch a building across the Hudson river glow all day and night, its incessant floors buzzing with light and it just really pissed me off. My aunt told me “wall street never sleeps, all those rich bankers, they do lines&on remembering words of wisdom from a drunken aunt8 months ago in Personal More Like This
How to Write a Novel - a beginner's guideI am often asked - how do you write novels? I am often told by the person asking - so politely -How to Write a Novel - a beginner's guide2 years ago in Personal More Like This
"It is my dream to write a novel"
"I wish I could write"
"I would love to write my novel on ..."
I let people know I am on my third novel. It is rare to meet a writer, rarely someone who has realised their dream, and who has produced a book. Rarer still to find a published author --- why? it seems so easy.....when you read them.
Many try the
How to Get Creative Ideas for Your NovelHow to get Creative Ideas for Your Novel - A beginner's guide.How to Get Creative Ideas for Your Novel2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Stuck in a rut with your novel or creative writing? Has it been left unfinished because you ran out of ideas? Is your muse gone?
Here is a few thoughts as to how to get your ideas back, maybe some fresh new thoughts for you.
Have you thought of the following to include in your writing?
Recent places you have visited
Recent people you have met
Art work you have seen recently
Perhaps you were watching tv and you saw an interesting character there on an add.
Try stopping and doing other types of art work, give it a rest
Try joining a new group or social situation, writing about this
Modify recent dreams to include or write about
Start an ideas journal or start simple poetry for ideas
Google is your friend
Free write - just write and write - see what develops on the page.
Here is some stellar examples from my current novel as to how I used unlikely ideas and dreams to include in my current novel.
You wake up shocked - you
Life is Beautiful...Isn't it?Life is Beautiful...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
There are magical moments in life where I get the opportunity to remember that I'm nothing but an insignificant living being among 8 billion others.. on a planet among 8 in a solar system among billions in a galaxy among trillions and all in one universe-- possibly among others?-- where whether or not I died, would hardly leave a mark even in the face of my own city.
The world goes on without you.
Yet I once realized, that a meaning in life, is to give life a meaning.
Live your dreams! You only live once.
Don't do idiotic dares for the sake of saying you did them-- go tell that cute boy or girl you like them!
Go tell the world your name!
Why must everything be over after one failure..?
Sure, the humiliation of having everyone look down upon you is torture itself... but when you get back up and show everyone that you're somebody, it won't be you who'd be ashamed for not realizing your potential sooner-- but them!
There are mome
.i pass a heart drunk.2 months ago in Personal More Like This
in the gutter trying to pull
itself together, he says
i had a job,
a life, that fucking
but he's a liar -
she says she had to let
me go -
(i shut my eyes and cross the road)
Procrastination PoemRoses are sometimes redProcrastination Poem1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Tomatoes are too
This poem's about Procrastination
As I have projects that are due
I know what to do
And which project goes first
But my mind says no
Because screw the rules and Whale-sharks are awesome
I may had stopped caring on the second part there...
17th Birthday Talk (Basically, my day. Lol.)Before I even start talking about my day, I must thank every single person that wished me a happy birthday.17th Birthday Talk (Basically, my day. Lol.)11 months ago in Personal More Like This
The Meaning of 'No' and Where to Go From ThereFor my AP Language and Composition class, we were supposed to write an essay on a controversial topic. I chose Rape Culture.The Meaning of 'No' and Where to Go From There2 years ago in Personal More Like This
An important line that seems to be blurred when it comes to sexual advances and the act of sex itself is the idea of "when does no mean no". If a woman is blackout drunk yet still asks for sex, even though she might not remember it in the morning, surely it isn't against her will? Or if a girlfriend says no, maybe she's just playing hard to get, right? Wrong. No matter the innuendos and no matter the situation, 'no' does in fact mean 'no'. Regardless of how drunk the person is or what they are wearing, there is never an excuse for rape or an 'invitation' for sexual assault. But the question is where did this mindset begin and why is it acted upon so often and without reproof?
The catalyst and the enabler of rape is much more complex than just a man's lust: the crux of the issue lies in the idea of "Rape Culture". Rape culture is a society in which people of all a
Just something I wrote out of hope...She pulled the sleeves of her jumper down, a loose thread caught her eye drawing all her attention and then she remembered it all. The blood in front of her seemed as real as the thread and just as red. She loved red. But blue ran down her cheeks from her eyes at the memories. Why, why, why? ran through her mind. An all consuming fire which destroyed all joy she had ever known; all the people, places and things she had loved seemed like nothing against this wall of black, black memory. A salty droplet hit the thread and she was suddenly pulled back into the murky light of the daytime.Just something I wrote out of hope...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
"Excuse me?" Came a voice from beside her.
Flinching she looked up Did I do something wrong, again? but instead of the usual malice and hatred were soft blue eyes and tangled blonde hair. He was smiling innocently and looking at her softly.
"You seemed sad," He began with that soft voice "I just wanted to tell you; I don't know you but you're a beautiful individual and that you deserve to li
.my grandfather.2 months ago in Personal More Like This
says tall girl, i'm not gonna
be here in time, and
tall girl, when i can't remind
you no more, please remember
how far you've come,
considering, please remember
how far you've grown
Markiplier just made me cry...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sf1h1w42m2o Go watch it, now. And after you've seen the video, come back here.Markiplier just made me cry...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Mark is one of the nicest people I know. Truly, he has such a good personality, and he is TRULY someone you want to admire. But just the fact he's managed to raise thousands of dollars for charity is amazing. Mark actually made me cry watching his most recent vlog. It's just the fact that someone like him is like a beam of sunshine in a world of darkness. And he's giving 30 shirts to the Cincinnati Children's hospital, HE'S GIVING SHIRTS TO KIDS GODDAMMIT WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT!
But seriously though. If you haven't already subscribed to Markiplier, go ahead and do so, because he is, genuinely, a good person.
(On a side note, I'm unofficially, officially doing requests. :iconderpplz