I am a labelI slid the blade across my wrist
Again and again.
Maybe I’m an emotional freak.
I cause fights and arguments
Maybe I’m a troublemaker.
I use make up to make myself seem
Maybe I’m girly.
I complain about things
Even when sometimes
Maybe I’m an attention seeker.
I fall under so many
So maybe I am a label.
I’m just me.
My face in your face★ ☆ ★ 2 0 1 3 ★ ☆ ★My face in your face2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Okay what is that title sorry (ゝ∀･)www
I hope this disturbing imagery haunts you for the remainder of 2013━just kidding.
Foolishness aside, I suppose this is my last Deviantart post for 2012!
I'm sure you've seen enough year's end messages so I'll make mine quick (´艸`)
I want to thank my friends, family and watchers from the bottom of my heart. Without your encouragement I would not have come this far, and without your love and support I would not be able to keep moving myself forward. I thank everyone for making my 2012 a meaningful and fulfilling year, and wish you all nothing but the very best for 2013 and years ahead! Have a wonderful new year, stay safe and healthy, and take care!
those small things.One day soon,those small things.3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Death will take my hand
and ask me one question:
"Were you happy?"
"I won't lie," I'll tell him,
"I was born with a shadow ten times too tall,
but even with his hands on my shoulders,
I fell in love with the sun."
I could wait forever.
I could go through the motions, pay my bills, buy groceries, acknowledge the common social norms of my neighbors day in and day out. I could watch the stars wheel overhead, see time flow and part around me, marked only by an arbitrary calendar that appeals most to our creature comforts. I could smile and talk and walk through my life as though I truly lived it, celebrating every Friday and mourning the coming Monday because everybody does, and we mitigate our earthly sentences with vacations, concerts, and nights at the bar, the music thrumming through our skin the closest we ever come to screaming out loud. I could do this, and it would mean nothing to me. Like I said, I could wait forever, and that entails the aforementioned activi
MORE AWKWARDNESS YEYYClarke: *sitting at the table*MORE AWKWARDNESS YEYY1 year ago in Personal More Like This
*Sitting in the corner of the room facing away from Isaac* *Making weird noises*
Clarke: *looks over at me* Hmm?
*Making baby noises* HUUUUUUUUU
Clarke: Are you dying or, something..?
Clarke: Maybe? Tori, are you okay?
Clarke: I'm sorry? Hmm?
*Strange as fuq outburst* WHY DO I KEEP THINKING OF FRED FLINTSTONE ON THE TOILET AAAAAAARRRRGGGHH
Clarke: OH MY GOD, WHAT.
No Valentines?If you don't have a Valentines. Don't worry. Just look at my Icon.No Valentines?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
:IconMslela92: <------ Look at it. Look into Francy pants eyes.
And a reminder that you're all a bunch of cutie patooties and I love you.
dragonmunchies' guide* to Pacthesis' dating simsTip For All Gamesdragonmunchies' guide* to Pacthesis' dating sims3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Don't use any max relation cheats. If you do, you miss ALL of the dialogue and practically all of the story. Also, don't use any unlocking cheats, because you may miss out on some cutscenes!
NUMBER DAYSNUMBER DAYS
seriously, i just need to find a time where i have the neccessary drive and time
maybe streaming it would help...
MEMORY DAYSMEMORY DAYS
as soon as i stop being lazy
R.I.P Mitch LuckerOctober 20, 1984 to November 1,2013R.I.P Mitch Lucker1 year ago in Personal More Like This
one year ago today we lost an amazing father,husband,musician,lead vocals of suicide silence and an inspiring person to a motorcycle accident.
he'll forever be in our hearts.
he'll forever be missed and loved.
keep stomping up in heaven,Mitch.
"you only live once so just go fucking nuts" ~suicide silence
"keep listening to music cause it gets you though everything, i promise" ~Mitch Lucker
.and god-.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i saw the moon
leaking into the sea,
a great big silvery slick
on the waves
and as i held my hands up
to the hole in her side,
she smiled and soaked
(gentle, gentle, she doesn't have long)
Contest ''let's dress Cheri '' -RESULTS-Contest ''let's dress Cheri '' -RESULTS-1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Hey hey hey~ !! I'm finally here with the contest's results. Ugh it was really hard for me to pick up a winner, you all drew such beautiful entries and there were too much choices Q_Q !!! So I decided to play it fair and chose more than 1 winner.
/!\ Please take into account that my choices don't represent your talent in any way . The fact that I chose an entry instead of another doesn't mean it's better and that yours suck, it just means that (for me) it looks best suited and has a special feel on it.
Now that this is clear for everyone, here we go with the results~ :
1st place : :iconcircusniko:
Why: The outfit really fits the ambiance of the scene in which we'll see Alois on the 3rd chapter !! The lace mask is perfect to hide his emotions from the cl
This is me nowadaysPerson: Isaac Clarke sucks.This is me nowadays1 year ago in Personal More Like This
OH YEAH?! WELL AT LEAST I DON'T SPEND MY TIME SUCKING DICKS IN THE BATHROOM AT OLIVE GARDEN, YOU DIRTY ROTTEN LOWDOWN SLIMY FILTHY DISGUSTING GLUTTONOUS HOGLIKE MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING SON OF AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE SHEMALE RAPIST PROSTITUTE. GET YOUR MOM'S DICK OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO? I'M GONNA SLIT YOUR THROAT. STOP FOR A MOMENT AND REALLY GRASP THAT STATEMENT. I AM LITERALLY GONNA SLIT YOUR THROAT. I AM GONNA TAKE A PLASTIC SPOON THEN AIM AT AT YOUR THROAT, THEN I WILL BRING IT ACROSS AND YOU WILL FALL TO THE FLOOR. I WILL DRAIN OUT ALL YOUR BLOOD WITH A SYRINGE AND REPLACE IT WITH POISON AND PISS. YEAH THAT'S RIGHT I'M GONNA DO ALL THAT. THEN I'M GONNA DRAIN THE PISS OUT AND PUT IT IN A POT. I WILL ADD CORNSTARCH TO THE PISS AND BOIL IT UNTIL IT GETS REALLY THICK, LIKE SAUCE. I WILL POUR THE THICKENED PISS INTO A PLASTIC CONTAINER AND PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE UNTIL IT HARDENS INTO A FIRM JELLO. I WILL THEN CU
FEELING INTENSIFIES"SORRY?!" AJ shouted. "You don't GET to be sorry!" She punched him in the stomach. Carver gasped and coughed at the same time. He fell over on his side from the blow to the gut. "Ack! A-AJ!"FEELING INTENSIFIES1 year ago in Personal More Like This
AJ raised her hoof again, fury in her eyes.
Carver recalled the speech AJ gave off. He gathered up all his energy to yell out the truth. "APPLEJACK! I LOVE YOU!"
Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.30Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.301 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
The guard left and Zalgo looked at you with an evil smile and you started to taking steps back while he was coming closer.
"What's the matter (y/n)?" Zalgo said.
"Stay the fuck away from me..." you said.
"Don't say that (y/n)....you wouldn't like to see my bad side, would you?" he said.
You ignored him and kept taking steps back until you hit the wall. He kept coming closer and closer and you needed something to make him step back. You looked around and found a dagger on the floor and grabbed it but, Zalgo grabbed a fistful of your hair and you screamed in pain when he was dragging you somewhere by your hair.
"Jeff, hurry.." you whispered.
I finally finished the last guards when more came out of the castle.
"Motherfucker.....he just won't stop with these guards won't he?" I said.
"No, no he won't.." Slendy said.
"I'm sick with these guards, Slendy, help try to get in?!" I said
No One Cares About Your StoryGOOD NEWS: This is perfectly normal!No One Cares About Your Story2 years ago in Literature Features More Like This
I can't remember the source, but a few years ago I read this famous author's account of how it felt to have his first book come out, and he mentioned buying a copy himself because he was afraid no one would take an interest. Now this is a guy who managed to get not only an agency but a publisher (which is a whole pile of people who were like yesplz), and he's still afraid readers won't care. I was like, 'whoa mind blown.'
But anyway, the fact is that we are all strangers on the Internet and, by default, there is no reason for you to read my stuff or vice-versa. If you went and stood in Times Square with copies of your latest story, how many people would give you more than a passing glance? And how many of those people would get to the end of your work, and how many of those would offer critical feedback?
And, if you were one of the passersby, whom would you stop for?
Okay, I'm done scaring the shi
Artists who need helpPlease read: If your problem was solved then please tell me then I can remove it out of the list and keep space for someone else cause the journal doesn't allow any more text so I cant add more D:. I dont want to make another journal like this cause if you read this journal, you will miss other so please read it & note me if your problem solves. And if you want to be added here (just important problems please, I won't add personal needed problem such as opening commission for buying my T-shirt, etc. Please understand it). Send me notes instead of comments cause I may miss it (and if you can, please keep it short so we can have more space for more peoples). Thank you.Artists who need help4 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
In case I didn't read your notes yet (sorry but I have quite notes to reach ) or this journal don't have enough place to add more peoples, please feel free to add your (or your friends) problems here so we hope more peoples can see it .
Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.29Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.291 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
I woke up and (y/n) wasn't in my arms. So, I went upstairs to see if she went to her room but she wasn't there either. Then, I checked everywhere in the manor but she nowhere to be found. Then, I ran straight into Slendy's office and he looked straight up.
"What is it Jeff?" Slendy said.
"(Y/n) is nowhere to be found in the manor." I said.
"Impossible, she not in her room either?" he said.
"Nope..." I said.
"Let's check her room to see if she left something or dropped something that might help us find out where she could have gone.." he said.
I nodded and went to (y/n)'s room with Slendy and we searched everywhere and couldn't find anything that could help us.
"There's nothing here.." I sighed.
"Don't worry child, we'll find her.." Slendy said.
Then, Sally came and gave something to Slendy.
"What is this Sally?" he said.
"I don't know, i
Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.27Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.271 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
You rolled your eyes and shook your head.
"Why?" Jeff said.
"Cause the leader has a huge crush on her.." Chris said.
"And I will never date him." you said.
"Why?" BEN said.
"Cause he is such a womanizer.." you said.
"Oh....." he said.
"Either way, what are you going (y/n)?" Chris said.
You sighed "I don't know.."
You walked away and climbed up the highest ramp. You put on your headphones and listen to music.
"She doesn't look happy.." Chris said.
"She didn't sound happy either.." BEN said.
"What can she do?" I said.
" I don't know.." Chris said.
I was thinking of a plan but BEN gave me a his 'I have an idea' look.
"What is it BEN?" I said.
"What if...this guy...leaves her alone when he finds out that (y/n) has a boyfriend?" BEN said.
"We could try that but who will be (y/n)'s boyfriend to convince him?" Chris said.
Then they all looked at me and I nodded.
"What do I do?" I said, all smiling.
Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.23Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.231 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
You and Jeff walked back to the manor and ran into Slendy's office. You both entered and you see a man in there. The man and Slendy looked at you and Jeff and Slendy stood up.
"Yes, child?" Slendy said.
"We-" you said before getting interrupted by Jeff.
"Who's this?" Jeff said.
"This is Mr.Everett, he is a medium.." Slendy said.
"Medium?" Jeff said.
"They are people who are able to contact the dead." he said.
"Oh...." Jeff said.
Mr.Everett stood up and greeted himself and sat back down. He felt shy but had confidence in himself around us; but he looks terrified of Jeff for some reason. You shrugged it off and looked at Slendy.
"Now, (Y/n), what were you going to tell me?" Slendy said.
"I'll tell you later.." you said.
"Alright then, can you two sit down so I could talk to you two." he said.
You shrugged but Jeff hesitated at first but
I just love Three Days GraceLIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEED TOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHI just love Three Days Grace1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Isaac: What the--
SHE SAID THAT SHES HAD ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AM IIIIIIII TOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH?
SHE SAID THAT SHES HAD ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Isaac: WHO IS "SHE"?!
...........................STANDING ON MY OWN
Isaac: I-I'm here--
REMEMBERING THE ONE I LEFT AT HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME
FORGET ABOUT THE LIFE I USED TO KNOWWW
Isaac: ...Wait... Shit.
FORGET ABOUT THE ONE I LEFT AT HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME
Isaac: Help me.
Five Nights at Freddy's TheoriesWhile I absolutely hate horror games and refuse to play them, I get very interested in the backstory for them, what happens to the player if they die and so-on, and right now a very popular horror game is Five Nights at Freddy's because of how it's designed, so here's some theories.Five Nights at Freddy's Theories8 months ago in Personal More Like This
THEORY ONE: THE ANIMATRONICS
The bad guys of the game are the animatronic animal band of the building, during the night they come to life on their own and wander the halls. The one rule they have is the endoskeletons (robot bits) are not allowed to be outside their costumes, and they believe that the player is one of the endoskeletons without a costume. The animatronics believe that the way to solve this problem is to take you and try to shove you into a costume half your size that is already occupied by the robot parts, wires, gears and the sort, resulting in the robots crushing you to death.
THEORY TWO: THE PLAYER
Right at the beginning of the game it shows a small help wanted article for th
.i walk into the garden at.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
3am, find death digging
his own grave in the middle
of my lawn, he says he's
dead to me now, he can
just feel it in his bones,
points at the mud and says
dirt is dirt
it can't pretend that it's
oh and i found that peg you lost,
it was under the conifer,
climbs in covers himself and leaves
me standing alone
(keeps sending me postcards, i wish you were here)
COSTUME SALE!Finally got off my butt to sort out costumes and write this post! My house is drowning in them, I really need to sell them off! That, and I'm very poor at the moment...so if any new cosplays are going to happen this year, I need to sell old ones! Would be fabulous if you guys would like to help out >3<COSTUME SALE!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Costumes are all self-made, sizing around Aus 8? Depends on whether it's supposed to be tight or loose, obviously. NB - I am NOT a professional tailor, these are NOT professionally made. Just to clear that up in advance!
Prices in Australian $, postage not included.
Gakupo - Setsugetsuka
$120 - Entire outfit.
Kagamine Len - Cantarella
Coat + belt - $75
If you want the mask to match, I bought it in Venice, and it was expensive - we can haggle lol.
Velvet coat + cravat - $70
If you'd like the top hat + sash + roses add an extra $35.
Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.21Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.211 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
You were sleeping soundly until you heard someone whispering your name. Your eyes shot up and you looked around the room, no one was there except for Jeff. You got out of bed when you heard footsteps going downstairs and you tip-toed downstairs. The footsteps stopped in front of the door. You ran before that person left.
"Hey! Who are y-" you said before you saw no one downstairs.
You opened the door and looked outside and no one was there. You closed the door slowly and heard some whispers from the living room. You walked slowly into the living room until you stopped when you heard a man talking.
"I can't do this.." the man said.
'What is he talking about?' you thought.
"But.....I have to do this.." he said.
Then you heard a shotgun being reloaded and a loud bullet and a few broken bones. You screamed so loud that everyone woke up and Jeff ran up to you and hugged you.
I was sleeping
Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.19Jeff the Killer X Reader pt.191 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
You and Jeff walked to Slendy's office and opened it. You entered his office and he was working on something but when he looked at us, he put it aside.
"Yes?" Slendy said.
Jeff handed him your sketchbook and showed him your drawing. He was shocked but it hard to tell with his lack of having a face.
"What is this (y/n)?" he said.
"I don't know....I was drawing and then I drew that." you said looking away.
"This looks familiar somewhere..." he said.
"Where?" Jeff said.
Then Slendy looked at you and stood up and walked up to you.
"(Y/n)....Have you seen this before?" Slendy said.
"No...." you said.
"Do you what you drew?" he said.
"No.." you said.
"You drew a couple who died years ago in the woods.." he said.
You looked at him in shock.
"What?!" you said.
"This couple died years ago when they both comm
.i wake.10 months ago in Personal More Like This
(he said dead was the best way that thing could ever have been anyway)
Sexual Offenderman x Reader Part Four Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. “Uggg, shu up!” I moaned, my voice slurred from sleep. Wait, the last thing I remember was, the woods, and Smexy! Snapping my eyes open, I found myself in my own bed, in my room. He must have carried me here. Stumbling out of bed, I went to my computer to turn off my alarm, and saw that I had a new message. Curious, I opened it, and began to read. ‘My dear Alex, I’m glad you had a good time last night, and I look forward to spending more time with you in the future. I must say you are very cute when you sleep. By the way, don’t go cheating on me at that prom dance on Tuesday! Your one and only, Smexy.’ I smiled. “Someone’s protective.” I yawned, and closed my laptop, making my way to the bathroom to take a hot, steamy shower.Sexual Offenderman x Reader Part Four1 year ago in Literature Features More Like This
Stepping out of the bathroom, I made sure to close the blinds before dropping my towel. Moving to my closet, I got out my undergarme