Bipolar DisorderLook over your shoulder. They're watching you.Bipolar Disorder2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tighten your stomach muscles.
Bounce your leg up and down.
"Are you okay?"
Don't say anything.
Feel it, feel the thoughts melting from your mind.
"What are you doing?"
They're behind you.
Kill them before they kill you.
Please save me.
Crazy. You're crazy.
No one wants you.
Pull the trigger.
"Please tell me what's wrong."
You wouldn't understand.
"Who are you? I don't know you anymore."
I'm a nobody.
I am Bipolar Disorder.
... "I don't know."
Lost in ThoughtI feel my lips move,Lost in Thought2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Yet no noise is heard,
This silence does prove,
My vision becomes blurred,
The light dims from my eyes,
No more can I see the skies,
The pain I no longer feel,
How shall I distinguish what is real,
Left alone to my own mind,
And the insanity I will find
DmuchawceRysują się wysoko na niebieDmuchawce3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Blade, swobodne i lekkie
Pędzą na ramionach wietrzyków
Cichutkie, spokojne i miękkie
Słodkie, drobne, tycie marzenia
Śnieżne sny, bliskie i mgliste
Te opływają nasze serca
Śnieżne łzy, niewinne i czyste
Nova x Seamus Chapter 7 FAN FICATTENTION!- JUST A HEADS UP, THIS IS A FAN FIC OF "GUY ON GUY" IF YOU ARE NOT MATURE ENOUGH THEN YOU CAN JUST GTFO IT MAY GET GRAPHIC SO ONLY THE MATURE PLEASE READ thankyouNova x Seamus Chapter 7 FAN FIC3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
His kiss was soft, slow, meaningful, you could taste the alcohol on his breath, his grip tightened on my sides and I began to feel uncomfortable pulling away.
he began to blush making me do the same as he watched me with no expression
"what's wrong?" he whispered
"how drunk are you?"
he laughed, inside I felt I was about to burst with happiness, but at the same time my head felt like it was about to burst aswell, I turned away from Seamus and towards the stairs
"im going to bed"
he grabbed me hand making me flinch
"I will to,"
instead of arguing I shook my hand free and continued up the stairs.
I woke up the next morning with my head pounding, I moaned and rolled over to see the time then almost fell off the bed seeing Seamus asleep beside me, my heart began to race as I
MemoryWe sit down beneathMemory2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
our favorite tree
who only shares its shade
with you and me.
Crack open that picnic
basket, let's start to eat,
enjoying it with
critters at our feet.
Do you remember how
you and I
fell for each other? Oh, how
our love reaches the sky.
Your smile simply melts
all of my worries away.
Don't you see how our love
continues to grow each day...?
"Who are you?"
When Wand and Sword Collide 11When Wand and Sword Collide 112 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A Percy Jackson and the Olympians/ Harry Potter Crossover
"All Wizards have Weird Names"
Without warning or hesitation, the Mormo lunged at us. We split like the red sea again, with me diving to the right into a pile of rotting, smelly wood. The invisibility cloak shrouded my body and confused her for a second, but she turned her attention elsewhere, to bear her teeth at a startled Ron.
"Stupefy!" he yelled, thrusting his wand at the ugly woman-creature. The red pulsing energy burst from the tip, knocking right into her stomach and sending her flying backwards.
Nico, from behind me, said, "Good shot!" He steadied himself from the broken remains of an old four-poster bed, and offered my headless body a hand up. I took it, also standing up to glare uneasily at the heap of broken pots that the Mormo had landed in. Hermione stood shakily, eyes never leaving the Mormo's frozen body.
"Is she dead?" Hermione piped quietly, obviously shaken from the enco
Nova x Seamus Chapter 1 FAN FICATTENTION!- JUST A HEADS UP, THIS IS A FAN FIC OF "GUY ON GUY" IF YOU ARE NOT MATURE ENOUGH THEN YOU CAN JUST GTFO IT MAY GET GRAPHIC SO ONLY THE MATURE PLEASE READ thankyouNova x Seamus Chapter 1 FAN FIC3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
&& btw this is before what happens in the prologue PLZ SHOW SUPPORT BY COMMENTING!
I walked into the house dropping my bags to the floor while inspecting the hallway, I took a slight glance into the ugly green coloured room beside me and looked back to Hordon (Jordon-Kootra) who was beside me standing there not speaking, just watching. Suddenly he opened his mouth with a big smile "would you like a tour?" my ears were still ringing and I felt extremely tired. "No" I sighed "just take me to my room please" Hordon dropped the smile and without a complaint said "sure" and started to walked past me towards the stairs. I grabbed my bags and followed him up the stairs, as im almost at the top he stops and looks back to me with an unreadable expression. "Which one is mine?" I ask, "your first you call dibs" exci
(Fem)RomanoXReader: Born this way 4~(Fem)RomanoXReader: Born this way 4~(Fem)RomanoXReader: Born this way 43 years ago in Romance More Like This
So I came up with quite a few ideas myself, but Ideas from others are still accepted. Oh, And Grazie for the comments and watchers! Comments mean ATON to me, and a watch is just magic! I've gotten 6 watchers ever since I posted the first chapter! I Don't deserve this!
"Knock Knock" You sang as Hungary knocked on Austria's door. It was habit of yours.
"Hold on!" You heard Austria say as he ran over to the door and opened it to see the three of you.
"Hungary! You're late! And you brought other people." Austria said, looking at you and Romano.
"Like I said, I had to deal with something first. And I invited them so I hope there is enough food for all." Hungary said as the three of you walking into Austria's house.
"Don't worry, there is more then enough. Literally." Austria said.
"Did Fratello make 10 boxes of pasta?" Romano sighed.
"Surprisingly, only 5 this time. Still alot of pasta if you ask me." Austria said and you nodded your head.
Petals and Ash IPetals and Ash I3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
What do you do when you have a life- no, not a life a curse- where you are surrounded by nothing but death? The pleasure of looking forward to death ripped from your control? To be immortal
There is no elixir, no weapon and absolutely no thread of life that will be cut for me if anything tried to take my life. Trust me I have tried.
What good is it to be eternally bound to this Zeus-forsaken body I've been given when it feels like I'm constantly living the regret of a simple mistake by choosing the wrong stick in a game of "shortest stick looses?"
To be the Lord of the Underworld
Guardian of lost souls.
Forever bound to the darkness.
Hades The Damned.
Years, decades, centuries, millenniums, eons and eons of being forgotten in this Hell of a place literally- while my brothers and sisters drink, party and enjoy the warmth of spring time and the changing of seasons the golden rays of Helios' mighty sun. The feeling of my brother, Poseidon's coo
What's Right.There once was a boy,What's Right.2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
there once was a girl.
He loved the girl dearly,
and the boy was her world.
The boy was kind,
and would be there to stay,
but the girl was broken.
She yearned to fly away.
The boy wouldn't let go,
he was determined to fix her,
but there was no secret,
no miracle cure.
She simply had to go,
set herself free.
This was the answer,
the only true key.
He wouldn't give up,
so she had to shove.
It was all in good interest,
all because of love.
But the boy was so patient,
so determined and kind,
he wouldn't give up.
She made up her mind.
There would be one last push,
one last try
before she had to give up,
let herself die.
The boy won't like it.
He'll try to fight.
It will hurt the girl greatly,
but she has to do what's right.
So I'm sorry, so sorry,
for what I have to do,
but please, please remember,
I truly, really love you.
Phinbella- WaitingIsabella sat on her couch as she waited for Phineas to arrive. She absentmindedly flicked through the television channels, wondering where Pinky was.Phinbella- Waiting4 years ago in Romance More Like This
She and Phineas were supposed to be at Irving's soon. He was throwing a party for the fifth anniversary of when Phineas and Ferb built the rollercoaster in their backyard.
Ferb was taking Vanessa to the party. They'd been dating for a few months and had decided it was time that Vanessa was introduced to their circle of friends. Isabella smirked at the idea of mature, grown up Vanessa, who was in college, hanging out with a bunch of high schoolers. She would have to be pretty tolerant, but judging from the stories she'd told Isabella the few times they'd met, her father had made her far more ready for this encounter than she would ever need to be.
The part Isabella didn't quite understand was the age difference between Ferb and Vanessa. Ferb was so much younger than Vanessa, and yet they seemed to make the ideal couple. They understood eac
Nova x Seamus Chapter 5 FAN FICATTENTION!- JUST A HEADS UP, THIS IS A FAN FIC OF "GUY ON GUY" IF YOU ARE NOT MATURE ENOUGH THEN YOU CAN JUST GTFO IT MAY GET GRAPHIC SO ONLY THE MATURE PLEASE READ thankyouNova x Seamus Chapter 5 FAN FIC3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I hear him sigh so I look over not expecting what I saw, Seamus remained overtop of me, leaning over me, his breath was still heavy and he wasn't looking at me, I can still see blue eyes in the darkness of the room. He finally turned to me and met my stare, his eyes had no expression. we remained there just watching each other, listening to each others breathing while he loosened his grip on my arms, my heart slowed in pace, and I still had the fear and the urge to run but at the same time didn't want to. Seamus rolled to his side holding up his head with one hand is he getting comfortable in MY bed? He then leaned over and kissed me on my forehead gently, that was my limit, I got up and pointed my finger
"you get out of my room!
Hetalia Apartments ch 3 HetaliaXreaderYou and Eliza were in her apartment having some (tea/soda/beer ect.) when there was a knock on her door.Hetalia Apartments ch 3 HetaliaXreader3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Eliza went to answer the door coming back into the living room with four other irls.
"Hey so your (name)?" An asian girl who was about a bit shorter than you said.
"Yeah." You say.
"Oh its so nice to meet you." Said a girl with sandy blond hair and pretty purplish eyes and a big er...chest.
"(name) this is Kat." Eliza said pointing to the girl with the big chest, "And her sister Natalia" Eliza pointed to the girl nest to Kat. the girl glared at you a bit.
"This is Mei." She said pointing to the asian girl next to her.
"And this is Lilly." Eliza said pointitng to the girl who looked very similar to Vash.
"Hey its nice to meet you all." You say.
"So (name) how do you like it so far?" Lilly asked.
"Oh this place is...lively that's for sure but I quite enjoy it." You said.
"Oh you haven't even met half teh people in the building." Mei said.
"Well who have you met?" Kat asked.
Please Don't Go-Chapter 7Please Don't Go-Chapter 74 years ago in Romance More Like This
A FerrisWheel Shipping Fanfiction
It was mid afternoon. Bianca had just finished performing in her first Pokemon Musical and was just about to leave the building. Until she spotted her best friend slumped against one of the buildings indoor pillars, her head down and her body limp. Bianca approached her friend, worry written all over her face, especially when she saw how worried her Snivy was and saw the dead look in Touko's eyes.
She looked a lot like...the way she was all those years ago when everything went wrong.
"Oh, Arceus, Touko!" Bianca fell to her knees beside Touko, grabbing her hand. "Touko! What happened?!"
Touko didn't respond. She felt as dead as her eyes looked. After what happened at the Ferris wheel, Touko fell into a numb stupor, walking around Nimbasa City aimlessly and not paying attention to where she walked. She was lost in her thoughts and fears, thinking of the things that could be possible now that she knew N was King of the Pla
Fear of Fire Chapter 10Sprx, please, let me help you. You have to tell me whats wrong. Nova said as she took a few cautious steps closer to where Sprx was standing, still clutching his right arm.Fear of Fire Chapter 107 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
It can happen again, and it will. Said the voice so similar to his, that it made every hair on the back of his neck stand on end. Cmon Sparky, lets play some more. It said in a low satisfied tone.
Another shock went through Sprxs body, but this one was different then the others before. It didnt hurt and it wasnt really a shock, more of a vibration, like something mechanical shifting and moving.
Sprx realized what was happening as the vibrating moved down his arm to his hand. His stomach gave a lurch as the vibrating stopped completely. He knew that feeling he had felt it so many times before, and knew what it meant.
Sprxs opened his eyes in an instant and in that same instant his right arm tore itself out of his left hands grasp and
Please Don't Go-Chapter 24Please Don't Go-Chapter 244 years ago in Romance More Like This
Alternative Title: We'll Heal Each Other-Chapter 5
A FerrisWheel Shipping Fanfiction
The emerald-eyed man had just dismounted Zekrom when the front door of the villa opened, Touko's Serperior coming outside to see what was going on. He looked up to see the great black dragon standing just a few feet from the house, an expression of shock and disbelief on Serperior's face. His eyes widened even more when he saw the man standing beside the legendary being.
The same long green hair. The same clothes as when he left. The same emerald-green eyes. There was no mistaking it.
It was N.
"Hello, Serperior." N said calmly, staring at the starter. "It's been a whi-"
N's greeting was cut short when Serperior rammed into him, causing both to roll backwards on the ground. They stopped rolling when N collided into a rock at the bottom of the hill the villa was on. N would have let out a pained grunt when his back slammed into the rock but he couldn't. Serperior h
Coraline: Five KissesFive KissesCoraline: Five Kisses6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
In all of her life, there five kisses that she would never, ever, forget. They were forever etched into her mind, and when she was lonely, and tired, feeling a bit down, she liked to think back on them. They gave her a warm, sweet feeling that made her whole body tingle.
They started with her first kiss.
She knew most people thought that her first kiss, was with Wybie Lovat, and in fact, she was pretty sure he thought that too. But it wasn't, though she'd never tell him that. Best to let him feel proud of that little fact. Even if it was really nothing but fiction.
In all actuality, her first kiss, was with a boy back in Michigan. They'd been in school together since they were in preschool, and they'd been very good friends. When she'd told him about moving, he'd gotten so upset, and hadn't spoken to her for a few days. Then, he'd grudgingly told her, he needed to tell her something, but that he couldn't just yet.
She'd pointed out that he only had about a week to te
Just a little sickHow had it happened? Neither of us three really knew. We had been running around the forest, doing what we always did and it was almost night time when Luffy suddenly complained that his head hurt a little. We first told himt o ignore it, that it was nothing and it had probably been caused due to being hit by something (which always seemed to happen). However it soon proved to not be 'nothing', since Luffy's complaints grew and grew to a level that made Ace and I get worried. It started being just the head, but now he was complaining about well many parts of his body. We didn't know what to do at first, not really knowing what it was, however we soon realised what was happening to Luffy.Just a little sick4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"You are sick!" I said with a gasp as realisation hit me.
I was very surprised by this, and I could tell that Ace was too. Luffy had gone through so many things that should have made him sick and yet he had never been sick. Not one time. What had happened? Now he was coughing and was visibly weak
Wonder.Do you fear your own death?Wonder.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it hard to conceive?
Draw in your last breath, then-
Your last breath will leave.
Isn't it strange to think,
That there's a timer above your head?
A countdown you can't see,
That finishes when you're dead.
Don't you ever wonder,
What it'll be like when you're gone?
I bet the world will keep on spinning.
There will be another dawn.
But the harsh reality behind it-
We're all going to die.
There's no reason to try to fight it
Not even to question why.
It makes me wish that I could have a little more to give,
Because I'm not afraid of how I'll die...
I'm afraid of how I'll
Fear of Fire Chapter 2When she got there, Gibson was just finishing his speech on how he designed the new training program, and how it works.Fear of Fire Chapter 28 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
so in other words each level of programming has its own generating capabilities that enable the player to fight any villain we have ever faced and
Get to the point Gibson. Sprx said without the normal sarcasm, just a hint of annoyance. But the way he said it didnt sound right, like it wasnt something he really wanted to say but said anyway because he thought he was supposed to.
Thats weird, thought Nova, that didnt even sound like Sprx. It sounded forced, not natural. I wonder if anyone else noticed. Normally he would have said something like We dont have all day brain-strain or Can this get anymore boring or he would have pretended to fall asleep.
Gibson coughed to get everyones attention again. Yes well, each of you will be tested separately and your performan
I Used To (Raw Words)I used to be able toI Used To (Raw Words)2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
explore every crevasse in my mind
weave dreams into reality,
create universes with a blink of the eye,
live a million lives and possibly more.
But now all I can do is sit and think
"I used to..."
My hands won't work,
my mind won't see,
and my muse speaks in a foreign tongue.
is nothing but a cracked silhouette
of my older self.
The reminders and scars of the past
the trials and pain life brings
the fear and expectations of the future
Put a stop to all I have done.
and made me realize
I am not who I was anymore.
I used to, I used to, I used to.
I can't do, I can't do, I can't do.
I used to never think about what I couldn't do.
I used to reach my goals.
I used to be who I was
because I never focused on who I wasn't.
I am who I am now,
because of the words "I used to".
I am blinded.
I am a fool.
I have failed.
Because I failed to learned from my failure.
But now I finally see.
I still have the time and will
to be able to do what I used to
and make it better
About sadness.I have always waitedAbout sadness.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
waited for insanity to come.
Everything is rated
by others, but I am all alone.
Buying things to compensate
all the things I ever lost
All things to abbreviate
the urge of things I needed most.
The feeling of happiness
is now filled with loneliness;
sadness with expansion.
First LoveFirst Love2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Rudolph shut his computer down and gathered his stuff. He was about middle height and nearly 56 years old. The hair on his head had started to thin out already.
Rudolph sighed. Another boring day at work done. I hope it doesnt take me too long to get home.
Every morning and every evening Rudolph had to take a forty minutes train trip to get to work or back home again. And even though he actually hated those trips, he would never think about moving into the city closer to work.
The small village he, and his wife Martha, lived in was a heaven of peace and calmness, where he could relax from his work. That was worth more than saving some time on traveling to work.
When he arrived at the train station, he noticed that a large crowd had gathered on the platform. Rudolph walked to an information desk and asked the lady what was going on.
Im sorry sir, but the train had an accident further down the railway. Luckily no one was hurt, but Im afraid
Anything you want...CaptainAnything you want...Captain3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Title: Anything you want...Captain
Characaters/Pairings: F!Smuggler (Briseis) & Corso Riggs
Disclaimer: If you haven't played the Smuggler story line in SWTOR then you are in for some spoilers.
Risha sighed as she sat in the chair beside Corso. She'd agreed to explain things to Corso for the Captain. As another woman in this line of work Risha completely understood the need for Briseis to keep pushing Corso away even though everyone on the ship was aware the Captain cared deeply for the backwater country boy. Risha didn't claim to understand the attraction but that didn't matter now.
"Do you need something Risha?" Corso asked as he absently worked on his favorite blaster Torchy. Skavik had heavily modded it and Corso was restoring her to his desired settings.
She cleared her throat, "Corso, why do you keep chasing the Captain. Can't you realize she keeps push