s h u t u p.
Too many "fuck you's"
that morph into
drip off this
Try and make it better. Fail. Try again. Break down.
So many faults
that seem to just
turn me into someone
Look into the mirror. See nothing but a clone. Fabrication. No longer me.
I stare and want
to break that glass
so that I can also
b r e a k.
Try and say something. Turns into nothing but rage. Take it out on you.
This shattered heart
only wants to make it
and become one again.
"I want to hate you."
"But I can't."
"So I hate me instead."
"But why won't this stop?"
"Why can't you make it stop?"
"...it's not my fault."
Say what you want to say. Honest brutality.
"H E L P M E"
It's time for me to
s h u t u p.
.she told me i had soft palms,.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
i said yeah but i've got a hard
heart, because when
i was young i got given
two goldfish, and one day the
big ate the little
and that's when i learnt i'd
be fucked by the world, it would
do the same thing to me too
(i heard the language of evil and i started to speak it, saw the actions of evil and i started to be it)
Firefly's 3000 Watcher Contest! - ONE WEEK LEFT!Firefly's 3000 Watcher Contest! - ONE WEEK LEFT!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I finally hit 3000 watchers! Thank you all so much. So then, I guess it's time to give back a little. Therefore, I will be holding the contest that I alluded to so long ago, in order to give away some ponies! Without further ado, here are the rules:
The deadline for submissions is 9pm PST Saturday September 14th, 2013. Late submissions will NOT be accepted. Please submit by COMMENTING on this journal with a link to your submission. Submissions so far are in this favorites collection for your browsing and perusing pleasure: http://fireflytwinkletoes.deviantart.com/favourites/56632391
Your entry must fit the following criteria:
A piece of art that in some way incorporates at least one of my OCs (Exo, Slipstream, or both) and at least one of yours doing something fun. I wrote up extensive guides on my
Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 8[CLOSED]Sorry, I couldn't log in yesterday .Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 8[CLOSED]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
[Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red]
Alright people [La la la la] it's time for another one.
Better later than never :iconfeelingfreeplz:
Last giveaway was the last one with bonus [Points], so now we are going back to 100[Points] a week.
There will be 4 winners ( 25 each ) on this giveaway.
It's easy to participate :iconmikulaplz:
[Bullet; Red] Share your favorite "plz account" [I am a dummy!]
And that's it :iconfeelingfreeplz:
The winners will be announced september 18, good luck everyone [La la la la]
Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 9 [CLOSED]This week winners: :iconkoalar3public::iconSachiko-chi::iconselenaarianafangirl::iconannalena250199:Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 9 [CLOSED]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
[Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red][Bullet; Red]
Alright, it's time for another one :iconfeelingfreeplz:
However this one will be a little different.
There will be 4 winners, 25 for each one.
Group 1 This journal ( 2 winners )
Group 2: Make a journal talking about this giveaway ( 2 winners ).
And that's all [La la la la]
The winner will be announced september 29.
You can join both groups if you want
How to Write a Good Fan FicOr, how to write fiction in general, focused in on fan fic.How to Write a Good Fan Fic2 years ago in Personal More Like This
However, I am a Hetalia fan fiction writer for two years now, so it is more directed towards the Hetalia fandom.
So, I have never actually thought about doing this before until this past week, and I know a lot of people have done this, so you can probably find a better one than mine. Since I am finally back from hiatus, I thought this would be a good thing to do for aspiring authors or at least people who want to write better fan fics. I am by no means an excellent writer, but after about two years of writing fics, I have learned a few things that make fics better.
Okay, this is the most important rule of all. It is so, so important to spell correctly and use correct grammar because trust me, there is nothing that makes people close the tab so much more quickly than when a story is written sloppily, with little attention given to basic writing principles such as spelling gr
Plush Commission Info. and Price GuideUPDATED APRIL 9TH 2015Plush Commission Info. and Price Guide5 years ago in Personal More Like This
COMMISSION INFORMATION: I make fan-art plush of pretty much anything, but my gallery mostly consists of pokemon because of my deep love for the series. If you want something other than a pokemon, please let me know and provide whatever reference you need. The material I work with is Minky, fleece, felt and faux fur. My personal Plush style are Derps, which can be found below in the Plush style Descriptions At the time I do NOT make human characters.
AVAILABILITY: I will be opening slots here on DA every month. I will also be doing the same for the Live Journal Pokemon Collectors Community.
PAYMENT: Paypal is my method of payment. THIS WILL INCLUDE PAYPAL FEES.
Dissatisfaction Policy: All Sales of Plush are final. Upon seeing the final image of the plush before shipping, you agree to it's final design and it's shipping to you. No changes after shipping can be made. Any changes to be made BEFORE shipping have 3 days before the plush has been started.
Commissions:iconcommissionsclosed::iconpointcommishesclosed:Commissions3 years ago in Personal More Like This
STATUS: CLOSED, filled all my slots. Thanks everyone!
I will open commissions back up once I've completed my current set!!!
I'm currently trying to save up for RTX next year but with saving up for college tuition and putting money towards a car and a new computer it's looking a little more difficult than I anticipated at this point haha. I'm pretty much at my goal for tuition but after I pay off my car and computer it'll set my savings back quite a bit, but having a car and computer when school sneaks around will be pretty vital for me so I don't mind having to dig into my college savings for them. I'm gonna start doing some commissions here and there every month to put towards RTX and put all my job and artist's alley money towards important life things I've decided haha. Going to RTX would be very important to me though, seeing as my best friend who I've unfortunately not had the opportunity to meet irl
CLOSED - 160 Point Giveaway Mini-ContestIt's that time again! After the great success of my last giveaway of 800 pointsCLOSED - 160 Point Giveaway Mini-Contest2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I thought of making another contest as promised!
So here it is!
How to Enter:
Add me to your , if you have not already;
Pick up your favorite picture from my gallery (only one);
Post the thumb/link of your fave by commenting this journal;
Explain really briefly your choice (only few words);
Make a journal about this contest;
Give me a llama. (I always return 'em! )
[Bullet; Blue][Bullet; Blue] 8 PEOPLE WILL GET 20 [Points] EACH [Bullet; Blue][Bullet; Blue][Bullet; Blue]
PRIZES WILL INCREASE IF I GET
Every 100 Hugs = 10 Points! (Easy kiriban)You guys noticed my new feature of earning points by just screenshooting the hugs counter.Every 100 Hugs = 10 Points! (Easy kiriban)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Since it overwhelmed at the moment I posted it, I made a journal specifically for comments of screenshots just to go here!
The rules are simple, every 100 hugs I get on my counter (it's closer to the bottom of my page), I will give 10 points to the deviant that screenshots it first! :'D
This is a easier type of kiriban because how many times you can click is unlimited!
Now go try now! Go to my page! artvelocity
Invite your friends to join the madness for a chance to win!
Comment your screenshot below!
I'll try to keep all the winners posted here.
N/A = means no winner. Either nobody got it or I messed up.
IF YOU WANT POINTS IT MUST BE THE EXACT NUMBER.
If you've won. Allow other people to win please. (I won't choose previous winners anyways..)
50,000 Pageviews Spectacular!I'm reaching 50,000 pageviews. So exciting! This milestone will be marked with a grand giveaway of points. Once I reach 50,000 pageviews I will be giving out points to 100 people. Yep! 100 people will receive points!50,000 Pageviews Spectacular!2 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
How do you get your share? Well, it will be randomly chosen from a list of my most active watchers. The more active you are on my page, the more chance you have of getting noticed and scoring some points. You can start by adding this journal to your favourites.
Thank you all for a wonderful 50,000 and here's to another 50,000!
4th Season Premiere Plush Giveaway!In celebration of the 4th season premiere of MLP:FIM I've decided to giveaway one pony plush!4th Season Premiere Plush Giveaway!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The giveaway will run now through November 23 12AM CST
You must comment on this journal entry. If you don't comment, I won't know you want to enter.
You must write up a quick journal linking back to this journal entry.
You don't need to watch me, but I would appreciate it. ;D
You need to pay for shipping. Should be around $10 or less in the US.
I am willing to ship internationally if you are willing to foot the bill.
The prize will be a mare or stallion plush of your choice!
The winner will be chosen randomly.
When I do the drawing I will note the winner, they have 24 hours to respond.
If I don't get a response I will draw again.
I will not be doing OCs or fan characters. Only major/minor characters or background ponies.
A thanks to you all..Despite 2014 being incredibly difficult for me to handle...A thanks to you all..1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I'd like to thank you all for the support you have given me. Times have been hard and there were...many times where I felt there was no hope...but you all changed that for me. You all...gave me a purpose.
The amount of thanks I wanna give this whole fandom would just overwhelm me....I love you all so much.
Even though I wasn't able to attend the con, it reminded me of something...
we're all a family. One..BIG...happy family. And to think of how long we all stuck together...13 years perhaps. It's amazing to think how far we've gone ever since we started.
No matter where we are, who we are, or what we do....we all came together because of one show and one character.
We may not be as huge as the Homestuck, Supernatural, or Doctor Who fandom, but guess what? It doesn't matter how big we are....or how popular we are....what matters is that we stick together! We're a team, alright? Don't forget that!
.my mind said he was.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
going out to get some
sanity, don't think he's
coming back because
his things are gone
and now i'm up to my
neck in words that have
snapped cos i twisted
them all too far
(it gets me down so much that it keeps me up at night)
Sketch commissionsI've decide to reopen sketch commissionsSketch commissions2 years ago in Personal More Like This
If you are interested please contact me by note.
You get a traditional pencil drawing + a digitally enhanced version
Size: A4 format / 21 x 29,7 cm / 8.27 × 11.69 inches
Paper: Canson 250 g/m² --> nice and thick
PRICE: 25 € (+ 10€ for every additional character)
If you want the original to be shipped to you the additional fee is 3€
FORM OF PAYMENT:
If you have any questions, please feel free to ask!
Alrighty it's CONTEST time!...I've decided to hold a contest for those interested!!Alrighty it's CONTEST time!...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
And I totally could do with some awesome inspiration from you guys!!
But there will just a few teeny tiny rules! ^_^
Rule one) The theme for the contest will be Pirate Hetalia men/women OR Ocean themed
The story can be however you want! Just as long as the pirate/ocean theme stays in tact!
The hetalia character you choose does not have to be a pirate~ (if you choose the pirate theme)
The "Ocean" theme can be any body of water! River, Lake, waterfall etc.
Rule two) I would rather not have any lemons please. Hope that is okay with you!~
Rule three) *to add to my inspiration* Give it a unique title!!
Rule four) When your story is finished, please (and thank
How to be more Confident about your ArtUpdating because im sure many more of you need this!How to be more Confident about your Art6 months ago in Personal More Like This
I think a lot of you needed to see this! I think all of us are at least a little unconfident about our artwork, and this little thing actually helped me a lot! Im not too unconfident but I can say im not bursting with confidence either. I hope this helps some of you!
My first Big Bang ExperienceThe title is deliberately misleading haha. Sounds like I am talking about the K-pop boy band but Im actually talking about hardcore sex.. NO. Wait, might be the other way round. ANyways.My first Big Bang Experience2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So some of you who follows my stuff (Dunno why you would) knows that I went to a K-pop concert while I was in Hong Kong a week ago, I went to my favourite boy band group's concert, ONE DIRECTION!! No I joke... but rather the legendary Big Bang! Well.. kinda. Since only 3 members of the 5 could make it, it was more like a medium size Bang. My husband TOP wasn't even therejakflakdfas. So anyway I went with my 14 year old cousin Momoe, its her first time going to a concert and like me shes a big Big Bang fan. (BIG BIG BANG?) and Momoe was more than happy to let me take her concert virginity. Well the concert didn't start till 8pm, but me and a friend SomeSnowman went to the concert area at 3pm to buy merchandise, and Im glad we did.. if we were to buy merchandise a bit later all the stuff
psaA COMMISSION ARTIST IS NOT LEGALLY CAPABLE OF DENYING YOU A REFUNDpsa9 months ago in Personal More Like This
IF YOU ARE A COMMISSION ARTIST AND YOU HAVE A "NO REFUNDS" CLAUSE IN YOUR TERMS OF SERVICE,
THAT IS ILLEGAL AND YOU CANNOT ENFORCE IT WITHOUT BREAKING THE LAW
YOU DO NOT CONTROL SOMEONE'S MONEY UNTIL YOU'VE GIVEN THEM A PRODUCT
IF YOU SPEND IT ALL BEFORE YOU COMPLETE A COMMISSION, THAT'S A SHAME
YOUR BAD PLANNING DOES NOT JUSTIFY TRYING TO DENY SOMEONE SOMETHING THAT THEY ARE LEGALLY ENTITLED TO
it seems like every day i see another artist that thinks they can legally keep someone's money and not give them something in return
that is theft
it's really simple guys c'mon. if you spend someone's money and then refuse to give them a product for months or years, you're a scammer. you can call it anything you like, but that's what you are. and if you're the kind of person that does th
Make Someones Day Better! *JOIN*So the anonymous deviants in our crew have decided to make a little thing were you can enter your name on this journal and once we have all the names on here, we will pair you up with a random partner and you have to draw something for them. You can not tell your partner that you have them though because it's supposed to be a surprise on who gets who.Make Someones Day Better! *JOIN*1 year ago in Personal More Like This
join today, you will be partnered up with someone by October 19th
:iconayumi-senpai: with their character- http://ayumi-senpai.deviantart.com/art/Ayumi-reference-475652064
:iconslivergold: with their character http://slivergold.deviantart.com/art/The-Umbrella-Edited-472357541
:iconflip-cobbler: with their character http://th01.deviantart.net/fs70/PRE/i/2014/230/1/1/___canada_cat____by_flip_cobbler-d7vnp48.jpg
:iconvolttail: with their character http://volttail.deviantart.com/art/Volty-wolfsona-Ref-sheet-2014-481607367
:iconxcatcher-of-dreams: with their character http://xcatcher-of-dreams.deviantart
KILL IT WITH HAIRSPRAYSister: :iconhappyguyplz: Alright, gonna get stuff from downstairs for my mom since it's her birthday.KILL IT WITH HAIRSPRAY2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Sister: :iconwatmemeplz: Wat. I hear a buzzing.
*BIG BLACK FLYING INSECT COMES AT HER. AND MY DAD KILLED A WASP INSIDE OUR HOUSE EARLIER SO WE'RE STILL PARANOID OF THINGS THAT LOOK LIKE WASPS*
Sister: :iconomgrun-plz: NOPENOPENOPE ICEE THERE IS A BIG BUG DOWNSTAIRS IT WAS FLYING AND IT LOOKED LIKE A WASP.
Me: :iconohgodwhy-plz: SISTER WE MUST DO SOMETHING. *PANICS*
Sister: :iconomgrun-plz: *PANICS*
Me: :iconsadguyplz: SUPAH HELP US WHAT DO WE DO. *CONTACTS HIM THROUGH SKYPE*
Supah: :iconbiggrinfaceplz: *LAUGHING HIS BUTT OFF.*
Sister: :iconmotherofplz: HERE TAKE THE HAIRSPRAY
Me: :iconoh-god-why-plz: ALRIGHT I'LL GO DOWNSTAIRS.
Sister: *FOLLOWS ME DOWN.
Me: :iconnumbfaceplz: *WALKS AROUND- HEARS IT.*
Me::iconomgrun-plz: NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE *SPRAYS HAIRSPRAY EVERYWHERE AND RUNS UPSTAIRS*
Sister::iconomgrun-plz:NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE *RUNS UPSTAIRS*
trying to escape writers blockSo I read this article about how to creatively escape writers block, so here is the exercise:trying to escape writers block3 years ago in Personal More Like This
-Your two main characters have to change a flat tire, in the rain. (This exercise helps you to learn more about your characters through handling adversitywhich can be very telling!)
And here is the result
"What the hell was that?"
"It was a bloody good jolt, that's for certainI think you might've gone off the road for a minute."
"Of course I didn't go off the road, you pratI'm not that bad of a driver."
"That's a good laugh, Crow. I've got a damn prosthetic and I drive better than youwait, what the hell are you slowing down for?"
"I'm not slowing down! I haven't even taken my foot off the gas!"
"Well what does it look like we're doing? Sara, pull over, for Christ's sake, I think we've got a flat tire."
"Bollocks, we're fine."
"Look out your window: we're hardly even moving!"
"I can't see out because of the goddamn rain!"
"No need to pull over, then,
August 300 points Giveaway Winners!The winners, of my August 300 point Giveaway, are:August 300 points Giveaway Winners!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
They will receive 100 points each, congratulations!
The next Giveaway will be held in September.
real fucking talkshout out to girls who have anger issues and aggressionreal fucking talk2 months ago in Personal More Like This
girls that are going through shit like being overweight or underweight and girls that are really tall or really short and break out really bad
and girls that are really shy and don't like social situations and loud people make it more intimidating for them to even talk
seriously , you have no fucking idea how strong you are, going out even though you have anxiety, maybe even saying hello to someone, or saying "here" during role call or even paying for your shit at the cash register can even be so scary, you're so strong
I promise no one even notices that pimple on your face that you wanna cry over looking in the mirror and I promise nobody looks at you and is like "ew she looks so gross"
I know its hard for girls with anger issues not to go off on everyone, you're not a bad person I fucking promise
new synopsis for tTTS and PSThe Things That Staynew synopsis for tTTS and PS3 years ago in Personal More Like This
The year is 1965: a year thrumming with promise and hope and change all around the globe. But for two people, change seems out of the question. Their worlds are rigid, stuck, fixed—and completely contradictory to one another. Holly is a frazzled and reclusive mess from the wrong side of the tracks—well, the wrong side of everything, really—struggling to keep herself afloat as she copes with the loss of her nursing school scholarship two years before. Simon, on the other hand, is charming, arrogant, smart-mouthed and spoiled rotten—the only thing he has ever wanted for is a pair of proper lungs, as his own have been slowly ruined by the effects of Cystic Fibrosis. When Holly joins a peculiar non-profit agency in hope for nursing experience, their worlds are suddenly conjoined a little too close for comfort. Through bickering, old maps, collect calls and a great many letters, Holly and Simon are intertwined in a journey to find a future they never knew existed