s h u t u p.
Too many "fuck you's"
that morph into
drip off this
Try and make it better. Fail. Try again. Break down.
So many faults
that seem to just
turn me into someone
Look into the mirror. See nothing but a clone. Fabrication. No longer me.
I stare and want
to break that glass
so that I can also
b r e a k.
Try and say something. Turns into nothing but rage. Take it out on you.
This shattered heart
only wants to make it
and become one again.
"I want to hate you."
"But I can't."
"So I hate me instead."
"But why won't this stop?"
"Why can't you make it stop?"
"...it's not my fault."
Say what you want to say. Honest brutality.
"H E L P M E"
It's time for me to
s h u t u p.
Trapped in Confession: NoahNoah waited patiently with his arms folded in front of his scrawny chest, standing by the confessional bathroom. His bored eyes shifted from the door to the clock, tapping his foot in anticipation that the person inside at the moment would hurry. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore and he knocked on the bathroom door. "Owen? You've been in there for an hour. How long does it take to do a confessional?" He asked through the door.Trapped in Confession: Noah4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Quickly, the door opened to Owen's chubby form and he stepped out. "Oh. Heh I wasn't confessing things," Owen told Noah with a laugh.
Noah simply shook his head and walked into the confessional, closing the door behind him. Sitting down in the spot everyone sat, the seat of it closed, he leaned back slightly for a more comfortable position before he started. " Well, I just wanted to get one of these confessionals over with before bed Not really much to say," Noah admitted with a roll of his eyes. "I mean, what is there to say: my team is lacki
NIL: 30 Kisses - A Little TooTitle: A Little Too Not Over YouNIL: 30 Kisses - A Little Too6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Fandom: Total Drama Island
Theme: #25 Fence
Summary: After a horrible fight Noah and Cody's relationship ends, but both discover how hard it is to let go.
Disclaimer: I own none of the rights to these characters; theyre just puppets for my over-active imagination.
Warnings: Slash, established relationship
Authors Notes: Somewhat based off the David Archuleta song shut up. My music taste is usually much different =_=
Alyssa and Brody are the names of two of Noahs siblings that a friend and I use. (The same friend who also uses the Dasari and Booker surnames)
Had it already been two months? It felt like ten years, the days just seemed to never end for Noah. None the less, the ache in his chest still felt fresh and his mind kept wandering back to the same time and place.
Dan Howell FanFictionI carried the last box of my things down the stairs early on Monday morning, and past my parents who were sat watching me. They weren’t likely to help considering they were the reason I was moving out in the first place. They told me to find myself somewhere to live ever since I swore at my dad after a bad day of work.Dan Howell FanFiction1 year ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
I looked over at them and nodded as I walked out the door to the taxi. I placed my last box in the back and sat in the front whilst we pulled away.
I had brought a flat in London, way over 100 miles away from my parents, that way when they decided they wanted to call me and say how much they missed me then I had several hours to either tidy up or get the hell out the apartment. I had enough money, since I was 20 now and id been working since 17, and my parents never used to make me pay board or anything. The apartment was nice. 2 bedrooms and only 2 other tenants in the flat above me.
It was a long taxi journey, but when I got there my things were already there wit
Total Drama: Each Character in Six Words - Part 1Summary: As the title says, every Total Drama Island character summarized in six words. Just for fun.Total Drama: Each Character in Six Words - Part 15 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
His father obviously never hugged him.
His knife's for more than cooking.
Geeky girl rebels against popular b!tch!
She falls down and makes out.
He'll get a girlfriend one day.
Most fans love---crack writers don't.
"AGH!" "Dude, that's just your shadow."
He has a heart...we think.
Likes music. People, not so much.
But he jumped off the cliff!
Kind of dumb but everybody loves.
Everyone agrees---she should have won.
More talented than you might think.
Evil witch is bald now. HA!
She'd rip through the straitjacket anyway.
DifferentYoung Cody was only six when he had his first kiss.Different4 years ago in Romance More Like This
He didn't really understand love at the time.
It was a warm summer day in July and he was at the park with his best friend, Noah. They saw a couple, one boy and one girl holding hands. They kissed.
Cody wondered why he never saw a boy kiss a boy or a girl kiss a girl. He liked to be different, so he decided to be different.
"Noah," he said. "Can we do what those people are doing?" he pointed his tiny finger at the couple kissing. Noah shrugged. "What are they doing?" he asked.
"My mommy told me it's called a kiss. My parents do it a lot. Wanna try it?" Cody asked, curiously looking at the couple still kissing.
"I don't know how." Noah said, studying the kiss.
"It looks like their lips are on each other. That seems easy." Cody said. "Let's kiss now."
The young boy made a kissy face and placed his lips with Noah's. Noah did the same. It went on for a few seconds. "That was cool!" Cody said, after they finished. Noah smiled. "Yeah, I won
PrussiaxReader ~ The Moment I KnewPrussiaxReader ~ The Moment I Knew2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I sighed and studied all of the excited people around me. They were all talking and laughing, having a good time while I sat to the side and watched. This birthday party would have been perfect. Would have been, if he hadn’t neglected to show up.
It broke my heart to think that he was missing my party. I thought he actually cared.
You should have been there
You should burst through the door
With that ‘baby I’m right here’ smile
And it would have felt like
A million little shining stars that just aligned
And I would have been so happy
If only he could just burst in through that door right now, smiling that famous smile of his. It would make everything better. I’d be happy.
But he wouldn’t. He wasn’t here, and I had this feeling he wouldn’t be coming.
50 Words of Heather and HaroldSummary: A Total Drama Island/Action fanfic. Fifty short romantic prompts about an evil, popular b!tch and a dorky but well-meaning weirdo. Harold/Heather, one-shot. Slight bad language.50 Words of Heather and Harold5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
She was an angel. A fallen one, granted, but Harold honestly didn't care too much about that.
Ten thousand rational reasons not to go out with him; maybe a handful of reasons to do it, if she really, really wracked her brain. But somehow, it was still a hard decision.
And said secret picture will remain missing until such time as Harolds underpants are returned. Heather smirked wickedly as Duncan seethed. Any questions?
Heather removed her tongue from Harolds mouth as Gwen and Leshawna stared at them, eyes and mouths opened wide.
MidnightPhineas woke with a start. He sat up as fast as he could,whimpering softly. He couldn't remember what the nightmare had been about,Midnight5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
and got the bad feeling that he really didn't want to. Still, now the moonlight gliding gently across their bedroom floor had a distinctly creepy feeling to it- as did everything else.
No more horror movies before bed, he scolded himself. This is what happens. He knew that Perry was asleep at the foot of his bed, and he also knew that tonight, the platypus wouldn't be able to soothe his fears. Now was the time for more drastic action.
The diminuitive redhead slipped quietly out from under his warm covers, and tiptoed across the floor. Phineas shivered; even though he knew very well that his fears were groundless, the thought of being pulled into the shadows and messily devoured somehow seems to grab hold of the most rational of children's imaginations. Standing at his brother's bedside, still trying to work up the courage to shake him awake, Phineas realiz
More fun to be hadThe light pitter patter of rain on the roof of the Curtis house was all that could be heard, but that was what the lone occupant of the living room liked. When the rest of the gang except for Pony and maybe Johnny, was there, there was always a ruckus of some kind going on. When the oldest Curtis was all alone, he didn't need the loud distraction that was the TV, didn't need music or anything, just his paper.More fun to be had3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Hearing the front gate squeak, he almost cringed at the thought of his calm bubble being punctured. When Johnny walked in, looking slightly like a drowned puppy, that thought was pushed right out of his head. Getting up, he went and got him a towel.
"Johnny, what were you doing out in this weather?" Darry said, coming back and handing said towel to the young greaser.
Johnny took it, not really looking up.
"Johnnycakes?" Darry said softly, lifting the young mans chin with two fingers making him look at him.
When Johnny's face was tilted u
Learning"I just can't do this Mustache, I just can't. Maybe you made a mistake in making me a guardian in training." With this I walked off, not wanting to be around the guardian of the trees for a while. I walked for what seemed like ever, as far as my long legs would carry me. I just walked around thinking about why I couldn't do this. I can't hear them speak, maybe I'm trying to hard or maybe Mom has always been right and I can't do anything. Either way I walked around for hours until I had calmed down. I finally made it back to the circle of stones, the one that says UNLESS, a reminder to all, not just me, that things only change unless you care.Learning3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Funny how it still applies to this situation as well. Unless I care enough to learn, I never will. But I do care enough, I just don't understand. He wanted me to listen, but I don't know how.
Still tired and depressed, I laid d
The Explosion pt 2 of 2 (NOCO)As soon as Cody left, the pain seemed to come all at once.The Explosion pt 2 of 2 (NOCO)2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Before, everything had been a swirl of confusion. His body seemed to move mechanically. He only needed to focus on one task at a time. There had been no time to think. Survive and find the other survivors. That was his body's mission.
Now, his ankle was throbbing with pain. He had walked so far on it. It had hurt before, but now it was unbearable. His forehead also stung a little. Reflexively he put a hand on it and winced when he felt a bit of wetness there. He pulled his hand away.
Blood. A lot of it.
No wonder Cody was kind of freaking out about leaving him alone.
Head wounds leave a lot of blood, he reminded himself. It wasn't as bad as it looked. He shut his eyes, willing himself to push any fear to the back of his mind. He was alive. It was okay. It wasn't like he was having any trouble breathing or anything else like that.
A heavy clinking sound drew his attention suddenly.
One of Chris's camera towers swayed in the wind
Not Alone Epilogue Ding-dong!Not Alone Epilogue1 year ago in Romance More Like This
Lauren carefully placed a bookmark in her book, put it down, and walked to the door. She opened it to find Cody standing in front of it.
“Hey, Lauren.” He leaned forward to give his friend a hug. “What are you doing inside? It’s so nice out.”
“I have to enjoy all the peace and quiet I can get from this house before the twins come home with a couple of random guys and start hooking up upstairs,” Lauren said. She shook her head and smiled. Cody closed the door and glanced upstairs.
“He’s out in the backyard with Izzy,” Lauren informed him before returning to the couch and her book, adjusting her metal spine brace. Cody smiled and walked through the house to the back door. He stepped outside and walked past the pavement where the horrible beating had taken place to the grassy area of the backyard. Between two trees was a hammock. It swayed gently, and Cody saw two pairs of shoes on the ground next to it. He wa
Drunk Ralph is Drunk"So, Ralph, I hear you're 21 now." Francis said to the boy, pouring himself a glass of wine.Drunk Ralph is Drunk3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Ralph grinned, nodding. "Sure am, I'm oficially old enough to drink now!" he looked at the wine Francis was pouring himself, a little bit of lust for it in his eyes.
Francis noticed, and then reached into his cupboard, bringing out another tall glass for Ralph. "I believe this is fine for you now. The others will be a little jealous."
Ralph laughed, drinking from the cup once Francis was done pouring him his share of wine. This tastes pretty good... he thought to himself...
***4 GLASSES LATER***
"And, I was..." Ralph hiccuped, "totally interested by the globe... it's spinny..." his face slammed down onto the desk but he didnt feel a thing.
Francis looked a bit concerned. "Ralph..." Ralph looked up, one of his eyes half closed.
"I think you've had too much to drink."
"I think you don't know jack shit." Ralph retorted, getting up and wobbling out of Francis' office.
Francis put his hands o
Once a MonthOnce a MonthOnce a Month3 years ago in Humor More Like This
Title: Once a Month
Summary: It's been one of those days; all week.
Disclaimer: I own nothing!
Pairings: Noah/Izzy, Duncan/LeShawna, Tyler/Gwen, Harold/Bridgette
Warnings: Some language, nothing serious though.
Once a Month
The first thing Noah awoke too that morning was a very pleasant smell. His face was buried in something soft and warm, and then the smell of jasmine filled his senses. He slowly opened his eyes and saw that his face was snuggled into a mess of wavy red hair. The hair belonged to Izzy of course, the wild and crazy teen, and fellow former contestant of Total Drama Island; only now she was his wife and lying contently in his arms.
For the past two years he and Izzy had been living together, he never once tired of waking this way. He never tired of her smell or the warmth that seemed to flow right through and over his entire body when he held her close.
Yes, he had become somewhat of a romantic after the two of them had started seeing each other. He had nev
Along came a HostHello, all you happy people. I'd like present a special NoCo story. It's special because it's a gift for my friend :icondeviantartsbiglover:! Enjoy dear!Along came a Host3 years ago in Humor More Like This
"Noah can you get me the paprika for the gumbo, please?" Asked one twenty year old Cody Anderson.
"Sure thing, sweetheart." Noah replied and went to the spice closet.
Noah Akamai was very happy today. And oddly enough he found himself in a good mood almost every day. Why you ask? Because he was finally done with that dumb Total Drama show at long last after the fourth season was over, and that was six years ago. Now he is a twenty two year-old successful bio-geography researcher and is living happily in a nice home with the love of his life Cody Anderson, who had become a world famous keyboard musician.
And the best part was that the couple would no longer have to deal with Chris McLean or Che
Hetalia- Seven Minutes To Heaven-Intro"Okay, dudes!" America suddenly cut the music and brought the lights back up. People groaned in protest around me as they were gathered into the living room and sat in a big circle. The Bad Touch Trio had decided to throw a massive party at Prussia's house, and every country I could think of showed up. It surprised me when I found countries like Japan, England, Austria, and Russia being extremely social.Hetalia- Seven Minutes To Heaven-Intro2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
When I saw Alfred grinning in front of the flat screen with a black top hat, I couldn't turn and run fast enough. Pale hands captured me as I just barely managed to put one foot into the kitchen.
"Just where do you think you're going, love?" I looked up and saw him smirk. "If you think you're going to leave me here with all these loons, then you have another thing coming!" I groaned at my friend. England was one of the only countries I knew that weren't completely insane. That is, when he's not drunk. You haven't laughed until you've laughed at Arthur drunk.
"America is goi