In a Little Girl's MindThere sits the girl with the things in her eyes
Monsters, destruction, and sweet butterflies
Hopscotch and daisies, surrounded by screams
Beautiful dresses now torn at the seams
Crayons and paintbrushes, villains and grins
Young, gladsome innocence, hatred and sins
Little red houses on roads left to fade
Gorgeous moonlight shining off of the blade
Blood pouring out as she cries her own name
Knowing she's forced to take each bit of blame
She could have stopped it and left it behind
All of these things in her troubled young mind
She could have saved them if she dared to try
Rather, though, she left herself there to die.
Now, others watch as she sits on the ground
Keeping their distance and letting her drown
In her own worries and things she won't tell
Waiting for her mind to kill her as well…
.she told me i had soft palms,.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i said yeah but i've got a hard
heart, because when
i was young i got given
two goldfish, and one day the
big ate the little
and that's when i learnt i'd
be fucked by the world, it would
do the same thing to me too
(i heard the language of evil and i started to speak it, saw the actions of evil and i started to be it)
Hey y'alllll :)I am stronger than my emotional and physical scars.Hey y'alllll :)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I am stronger than my past.
I am stronger than my disorder.
I am stronger than my depression.
I am stronger than my anxiety.
And I am stronger than their judgments.
So are you.
Don't give up.
All AloneIt hurts, after a while. At first, you can brush it off, go about your life with no thought. But it starts to creep up, crushing your resolve the one moment you let your guard down, and take it for granted. Then you begin to hate it, but more often than not, there is absolutely nothing you can do about it.All Alone2 years ago in Personal More Like This
One man had two adorable little boys, and he cared for them so much, even though they were not his own. But that love became too much, and they left him, alone and broken, without a backward glance. Now he is all alone, ridiculed and shunned, left to sit alone every night, trying to figure what he had done wrong.
Another man had many people live under his house, and though he never treated them the best, they still respected him. But soon they all left, and he could do nothing about it. Who was once a great man, powerful with many people under his control, now is alone in his grand house, to
.how am i feeling? well today.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i'm a phoenix, doc, here get me
an ash tray i'll show you
and please i just wanna sleep
like lena does, i got a brain
like a ten ton weight
(and i'm still holding what's dead because no one else can carry it, and i can't get into bed until i find somewhere to bury it)
Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 8[CLOSED]Sorry, I couldn't log in yesterday .Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 8[CLOSED]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
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Alright people [La la la la] it's time for another one.
Better later than never :iconfeelingfreeplz:
Last giveaway was the last one with bonus [Points], so now we are going back to 100[Points] a week.
There will be 4 winners ( 25 each ) on this giveaway.
It's easy to participate :iconmikulaplz:
[Bullet; Red] Share your favorite "plz account" [I am a dummy!]
And that's it :iconfeelingfreeplz:
The winners will be announced september 18, good luck everyone [La la la la]
Firefly's 3000 Watcher Contest! - ONE WEEK LEFT!Firefly's 3000 Watcher Contest! - ONE WEEK LEFT!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I finally hit 3000 watchers! Thank you all so much. So then, I guess it's time to give back a little. Therefore, I will be holding the contest that I alluded to so long ago, in order to give away some ponies! Without further ado, here are the rules:
The deadline for submissions is 9pm PST Saturday September 14th, 2013. Late submissions will NOT be accepted. Please submit by COMMENTING on this journal with a link to your submission. Submissions so far are in this favorites collection for your browsing and perusing pleasure: http://fireflytwinkletoes.deviantart.com/favourites/56632391
Your entry must fit the following criteria:
A piece of art that in some way incorporates at least one of my OCs (Exo, Slipstream, or both) and at least one of yours doing something fun. I wrote up extensive guides on my
.what if.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i get rid of everything -
one summer i found
a dead stag beetle
laying on the pavement,
brittle and crisp
dried out by the sun,
he must have thought
that he'd died and
gone to hell
the year i got hit
in the temple
with a hammer, hard
but not hard enough,
funny what happens
when you pull a voice
out of its chest
just because it looks
done, slick and silver
and only a sliver meant
what it said, i feel
deflated, i wish
i'd have known then
that in a couple
of years i'd have written
as a bad dream, written
you off in a poem
with the leaves and the
trees and the moon
as a fat white opal, sunken
into the wall that divides us,
the border from
my land to yours,
she is nothing but
to me -
what if all the dead
opened their mouths
and said everything
they wished they had?
(i saw the stars weeping when my nose bled)
Today's Headlines From The News Desk 5-11-2015Today's Headlines From The News Desk 5-11-20152 months ago in Art Features More Like This
Today’s Headlines From The News DeskMay 11, 2015
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X-Files Has A Return Date
Sunday, January 24, 2016, is the date just released for the USA premiere of the new X-Files series starring the original actors, Gillian Anderson and David Duchovny, as Scully and Mulder. That's the Truth that was out there we were looking for.
Weekly photo #023 +Weekly photo #023 +2 years ago in Art Features More Like This
There She Is by WishmasterAlchemist The Barrel and the Snow by alisinwonder Fairy Tale. by andokadesbois A cold, cold day. by lomatic Red Velvet Candy Cane Cupcakes by claremanson page 368 by laflaneuse A Distant Stranger by jkrab Winter shadow by lostknightkg
rose... by clochartist-photo Natalie by Hart-Worx Horseshoe bend, milky way by alierturk :thumb418922651: Stand In the Crowd. by andokadesbois Tollerdeer by Rozowynos Little Cat by MichaelNN Snellmans Workroom by m-eralp Supercellular Electricity by FramedByNature Worship by MarsiaMS The brave sea by MarioGuti Never Never Land by SachaKalis Untitled by dammmmit Headlight bokeh by dammmmit ALL is Well by Oer-Wout cold clouds by vally5 MIST by M0THart Salticus scenicus. by irassMakroFotografie Turn the page by BlueColoursOfNature Melancholic by Riderofthewind95 Between Beauty by AbandonedZone Cold Veins. by dragonfly-oli Vine road in fog by Febo-theRealOne favourites by Rona-Keller Valley by ldinami7e Foret4 by hubert61 Underwater by OtvaliChudovische Hornet. by irassMakroFotografie Dreamy by xOronar D375 by miobi :thumb419948213: 2013-104 Tinuviel by W0LLE Family portrait by Tiefenschaerfe
A while ago I started something n
.something snapped.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
and blood flowered
on the carpet
(i grabbed the hand of that man, and he knew)
PE Article: Tips and Advice 'Crediting Resources'One issue that we need to stress on deviantART is to credit your resources you use in your artwork. Crediting is a problem because a lot of people aren't doing the above.Most Stock Artists have individually tailored rules to suit their own personal level.PE Article: Tips and Advice 'Crediting Resources'3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
You must abide by these rules!
Often they include that they want full credit to be given to their use of stock. This is really simple!
All you need to do is..
Include a link/thumb of the stock used. People want to see what the stock has become!
If you don't know how to get the [link] or :thumbxxxxxx: It's simple.
Just copy and paste the URL of the Resource you used and the [link] will appear! For the thumb code, each deviation has one which is listed at the bottom right of the deviation itself or by pressing the small arrow upper right hand corner which gives you some options to share said deviation or to get the thumb code.
Give the Stock Ar
Project EditHello there odd collection of people who read my ramblings!Project Edit2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I have an idea for a project. I was going through some of the really old pieces in my gallery recently that I haven't looked at in a long time, sorting through them and picking out some to edit and putting stuff into gallery folders to keep it organized and I had an idea. This would be the project:
-select a handful of pieces (3-5) that you have an eye to improve, and could use feedback on
-copy or move them into a gallery folder titled "project edit"
-visit like gallery folders of fellow deviants and leave feedback for them
-receive feedback on your own pieces
-consider the input of your fellow writers and tackle your edit.
-link me with finished pieces and I will select some to feature in subsequent "project edit" journals
-propagate this project by suggesting participation from fellow writers
PARTICIPANTS- (click the link next to name to go to Project Edit pieces)
Mental self-harmSelf-harm isn't always about harming yourself physically.Mental self-harm3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Very often it's also about mental harm, in some cases all about mental harm.
I for one have never ever cut myself, even though I've played with the thought.
But for many years I've harmed myself with my own mind.
Digging deep mental holes in which I tried to bury myself when I couldn't handle all the chaos going on.
A lot of times I've harmed myself by forcing myself to not make myself heard when what I really needed was someone to speak to.
Ignored friends when they tried to reach out and help me. And then coming back and begged for help just to repeat the same damn mistake over and over again.
I don't do shit like that very often anymore. But sometimes I just can't do any better than close every possible way into my heart and mind, and just shut everyone out. Even close friends that I care about. They who care about me.
In the long run, and most of the time in the short run too, it's nothing else but self destructive. Obviousl
Introducing Prose Basics [Help!]We're gearing up for our next projecteducate week which will start Monday, January 20th and run through Sunday, January 26th. And this time around, we'll be focusing on Prose Basics. Just like in the past, we'd like to have community members get involved and write informative/educational article that will be contributed to this week.Introducing Prose Basics [Help!]2 years ago in Literature Features More Like This
Articles we'd like to see:
Dialogue Varying Sentence Patterns Word Choice Hooks (good/bad examples of how to start a story) Slang and Colloquialism Uses Function of the Word "Said" Description: How much is too much or too little? Format & Layout Narrative/Point of View Literature Genres
If you are interested in writing an article, please drop a
Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 9 [CLOSED]This week winners: :iconkoalar3public::iconSachiko-chi::iconselenaarianafangirl::iconannalena250199:Weekly 100 Points Giveaway - Week 9 [CLOSED]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
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Alright, it's time for another one :iconfeelingfreeplz:
However this one will be a little different.
There will be 4 winners, 25 for each one.
Group 1 This journal ( 2 winners )
Group 2: Make a journal talking about this giveaway ( 2 winners ).
And that's all [La la la la]
The winner will be announced september 29.
You can join both groups if you want
.wish i lived.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
like an animal,
wish i cared about
and staying alive
(wish this was a lie)
Transformers- Get up... (Story)Transformers- Get up... (Story)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Optimus walked out into the noon day sunlight, a fresh blanket of snow covered everything in white.
Looking back he saw his mate, Megatron sleeping soundly. He let out a quiet purr and took of into the sky.
Optimus flew for a few miles looking for food for him and his mate to share. It being the winter months
food was scarce and it was imperative for Optimus to find food, as mating season was just around the bend.
Optimus knew that Megatron became angry during this season, from being the slightest bit hungry.
Something on the ground attracted his attention, a small brown lump among the white, A deer!
Slowly the red and blue dragon circled the spot of trajectory.
Optimus swooped into a steep dive, and when he reached his target, he lashed out his sharp jaws aiming
towards the neck of his prey. Quickly he ended the life of the deer in a swift flick of the jaw. Optimus picked up the deer
in his claws and pumped his wings and flew into the air. Sud
.unbutton my skin.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
and let me fall out;
(a mass of red and blue strings to wind round your fingers)
Tip of the Day: Getting your foot in the door*Take note that this advice is meant for people that are completely unknown beginners that have no options and are looking to learn***Tip of the Day: Getting your foot in the door3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Comic legend Lynn Johnston (creator of "For Better or For Worse" gave me today's tip of the day. She wrote to me with some advice after listening to my audiobook "The Perfect Bait"
"I wondered if there should be a portion dedicated to people- students etc who are completely unknown, who just want to get a foot in the door.
Working for free is the answer. You might balk at this because some critics say this gives the appearance that there is NO value to skill and talent. However- consider this: Working for free gives you amazing experience. It allows you to practice on someone else's project, see your work in print, establish a reputation and learn- big time. People who won't work for free WILL pay for a course! What better learning experience is there than to work with a client- such as a library or an independent book store or a school- producing poste
.she says.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
explain these things
to me -
i say the silence sort of ticks - my sadness
has a face, think blue, think black and grey, think sanguine
red, the end of may, he had a pulse too strong
for me to take,
i killed it, stripped it bare, i carried it right
to it's grave - i say and
my lungs, they feel like frost, they're filled with silver
light and sharpness, rattling pips, a scream - i stayed
inside my bed for weeks, i didn't eat, i didn't
dream - i think in fire, flame, volcano,
resurrect you, keep your name
inside me like a splinter
(i could not bring myself to say yes, but i think you know that)
Vocaloid Night Series Theory/ExplanationSo it's been a while since I last wrote this, and now it's time to bring this back. With now a better update, and the fourth song!! dun duN DUNNNVocaloid Night Series Theory/Explanation1 year ago in Personal More Like This
On a side note: Note that this explanation of mine may not be exact, and is not the only explanation of this series. It's not canon, either. But at this point we're still not sure what's cannon. It is only my opinion of what is going on. I would be glad to have comments if I need to fix anything or if anything contradicts what I wrote. Thanks for reading this, -Starpower9000
If anyone has any questions, feel free to ask in the comments. As a long and confusing series analysis like this one, I might have skipped over a few details. I would love to do a line by line analysis but maybe that can come later, if I find it conveneient and not just redundant.
.i laid in the flowers and.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i listened to them hum,
i think i loved your hands
the most, even when they
flayed me to the bone
and i don't think i'm
supposed to talk about -
the devil, he said i've
lived one hell of a life,
you see, just read my
name out backwards,
and god ain't nothing
but a dog, so don't you
even go wasting your time
(i left my conscience pining outside the door)
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Okami 2 on Wii U and latest Tomb Rider reference?Hello thereOkami 2 on Wii U and latest Tomb Rider reference?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
A few days ago some friends of mine sent me a message pretending Okami 2 was announced for the Wii U.
Of course they only checked french websites which are well-known to be bullshi* if I may say and totally innacurate. So I've made more inquiries, searching everywhere and everything I could find.
I ended up with many english websites pretending that Hideki Kamiya said he was all for it, that he'd be happy to make an Okami 2 on the Wii U and ready for it if Capcom was to agree.
If you don't know who H.Kamiya is, he worked on the story of the original Okami and also directed it. However, he didn't take part in the Okamiden game which makes the previous affirmation unlikely( I mean, if he didn't take part in Okamiden it was just weird to see him on Okami2; it could be possible but pretty uncertain).
So again I took a look at the sources of the rumour.
Which is a tweet on H.Kamiya's twitter. He is not saying in any way that he's planning to work on it. In fact he's not sayin