In a Little Girl's MindThere sits the girl with the things in her eyes
Monsters, destruction, and sweet butterflies
Hopscotch and daisies, surrounded by screams
Beautiful dresses now torn at the seams
Crayons and paintbrushes, villains and grins
Young, gladsome innocence, hatred and sins
Little red houses on roads left to fade
Gorgeous moonlight shining off of the blade
Blood pouring out as she cries her own name
Knowing she's forced to take each bit of blame
She could have stopped it and left it behind
All of these things in her troubled young mind
She could have saved them if she dared to try
Rather, though, she left herself there to die.
Now, others watch as she sits on the ground
Keeping their distance and letting her drown
In her own worries and things she won't tell
Waiting for her mind to kill her as well…
Pinky Promise (Levi x Reader) ~Oneshot~3rd Person POVPinky Promise (Levi x Reader) ~Oneshot~3 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Levi was young. This was much before he’d bet Isabel, Farlan, or even Kenny for that matter. He was a young boy with the appearance of a four year old, but was actually six.
Being born into and living in the underground city of the Capital his whole life, Levi knew exactly what life was like down there. Here there was no such thing as “unfair, unethical, unjust, wrong” and the like. You did what you had to survive. Killing one another for resources was fair game, stealing was a natural part of life, street fights as plentiful as the sewage water, and everyone was a nuisance to one another. Parents would abandon their children as soon as they could moderately fend for themselves because they were too hard to take care of. Too much maintenance. If the family was lucky enough that they could afford to keep their children, then those children sneered at their peers. Money made them superior. It was a fact of life.
Assassination, murder, fights, swears and i
The Promise From Me to You (Levi x Reader)Levi’s POVThe Promise From Me to You (Levi x Reader)8 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
From the beginning I knew it would be a disaster.
"I love you."
Three simple words. She spoke to me only those three simple words. She didn't confess to me her undying love, simply that she loved me. It was more than I'd hoped for, really. There was no reason for the two of us to attract. That didn't stop me from longing for her, of course, but I never imagined that she would end up falling for me as well.
I had tried to keep her away before. From the moment I became aware of my attraction to her, I tried to make her absolutely despise me. Extra chores, no food, yelling at her over the simplest mistakes (even sometimes they weren't mistakes, but I yelled at her anyway just to try and make her hate me). I could hear her curse me from behind walls where I always tried to keep an eye on her.
I thought I'd done it. It hurt me, but I swore she hated me with every fiber of her being, and that in itself was an accomplishment.
Then she said those three words to me.
"I love you
Forever until it ends...Come into my arms...Forever until it ends...2 years ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
and tell me all that ales you…
I will be your guiding light,
in the darkness within you…
Let me lead the way,
to your eternal happiness…
I will cleanse your soul,
of every bit of uncertainty…
I will be your love,
I will be your friend,
I will be with you forever…
Forever, until this ends...
Deviant artDeviant art how you hurt me soDeviant art1 year ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Why must you always load so slow?
Stop with all your glitches
You are acting like little bitches
So please oh please deviant art
Just stop hurting me
Stop with all these freezes
It seems these are the only things you can load!
COMMISSIONS.COMMISSIONS.2 years ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Hell yeah! Starting commissions. Because i can
Ok, so, details...
I Can (Attempt) To Draw:
And if you make any suggestions, i'll see what i can do
Line art = 5c
Line art+Colour = 10c
Shaded Lineart = 10c
Shaded Colored = 15c
Edited on Gimp = Extra 2c
Ask for anything else and i'll see, yet again, what i can do
Time it takes for the comm to be completed varies, as some things will clearly take longer than others. And obviously with school and that, i may have to put things on hold at some points.
Anything else, like little deatails i've left out, just let me know when you ask for a commision. I will open a donation box soon for you to send the points too.
Lemmi know if you want it digital or hand drawn ^u^
Digital drawings MAY have to be post poned as i beleive im getting a drawing tablet soon!
ENJOY!! Just post a co
Blank Killjoy Stat File---Start with the Basics---Blank Killjoy Stat File4 years ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Schools attended (if applicable):
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Describe your character's personality:
Best personality trait: Triumphant
Worst Personality trait:
Religion (if applicable):
Pessimist or Optimist:
Pacifist or Fighter:
Philosophy on life:
Philosophy on death:
Proud or Humble:
Weapon of Choice:
How do they fare with others: .
Most treasured possession:
Criminal Record (if applicable):
Following the Voices (Levi x Reader) Part INote: Italicized are the voices if it sounds like dialogue. So obviously, if it's random sounds and it's italicized, it's not the voices. But if it sounds like someone talking to Levi, then it's the voices in his head.Following the Voices (Levi x Reader) Part I7 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
'Itlicized' with little markings like this are Levi's thoughts
I'm sure you guys can figure out the rest on your own.
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!
I groaned as my alarm went off, signaling that it was time to get up for the day. I slammed my hand down onto the contraption, effectively turning it off. I forced myself to look at the time that was flashing on the screen in neon numbers.
I groaned. It wasn’t my dream. It really was time to get up. I dragged myself out of bed, despite the protests my body and brain were giving me, and went to take a shower. As the water pelted down on me I felt myself starting to wake up. I rinsed my hair and growled. Even my pa
I'm Still Waiting (Levi x Reader) PrologueLevi’s POVI'm Still Waiting (Levi x Reader) Prologue8 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Eren and I walked down the hallway of our makeshift headquarters in silence. The only sound was that of our footsteps on the stone floor and, if you listened closely enough, our breaths as we inhaled and exhaled. We’d just come back from a mission. Maybe I should say we’d just come back from another blood bath.
It had been a brutal fight and we left behind a bloody field. Not that it was usually any different. So many soldiers die in these fights, it’s better not to count unless you want to go insane.
The difference this time had been that Eren had been there, and many people had been relying on him. They’d all had this stupid idea stuck in their heads that, now that Eren could control his kyojin powers, they’d all be safe. There would be no casualties.
Idiots. Every single one of them. His being there would definitely make it safer to a point, but to think that no one would die is plain idiocy taking control of their minds. It
Lies (Levi x Reader) ~Oneshot~It never mattered. Whatever they wanted to say they could keep it to themselves. I didn’t believe their lies.Lies (Levi x Reader) ~Oneshot~3 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Lies. Maybe it’s a cynical thing to think, but I know everyone lies. No one wants to face the truth. No one really wants the truth. When someone asks you a question, they want the answer that makes them happy.
It’s not the big things either. I’m tired of hearing the small things.
Am I fat? Have I gained weight?
If you’re asking that and are genuinely asking, then it’s because you know you’ve gained weight. Even if you’re not fat, per se, you know you’ve gained some extra fat. That’s why you ask. But what is a person supposed to say?
Yes, I believe so.
That will end up with hurt feelings, grudges, and pain. A simple answer to a simple question. When you ask that, you know you’ve gained weight, and you know the other person knows you’ve gained weight. All you want is the lie.
No! You look
What If? (Levi x Reader) ~Oneshot~What if you found out that you were the only one that could save humanity? That you were the only one strong enough to take down the enemy? That you were the only one that could give everyone hope?What If? (Levi x Reader) ~Oneshot~8 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
Simple. You’d take up the job. You’d be skeptical at first, but could you really refuse to help when you’re the only one that can take on the job? No, you couldn’t.
Now what if you took up that job and saw countless people die? You’d see them all looking at you like you’re some sort of hero. They’d smile at you in their last moments and say, “I was glad I could work with you.” You’d be strong and grow older, but you’d see young men and women with their whole lives in front of them being slaughtered before you? You’d be the only one there to give them the comfort that they didn’t die in vain?
Again. Simple. You’d learn to deal with it. No matter how horrifying the experience, no matter how close some of those
Following the Voices (Levi x Reader) PrologueModern AUFollowing the Voices (Levi x Reader) Prologue7 months ago in Written Suggestions More Like This
I think you call it “schizophrenia.” You know, when you hear voices in your head, but no one is actually there? They sound like real voices, each talk to you, and each sounds like a real person that’s standing right next to you?
Yeah, I have that. The odd thing is, though, it hasn’t always been there. I wasn’t born into this world and I heard voices in my head. I didn’t go through my childhood thinking there were people talking to me when there wasn’t actually anyone there.
It all started after I entered High School, but more specifically when I started dating my girlfriend, Petra Ral. It may seem crazy, but up until that point, nothing had ever been off about my mental health. I was always an outsider because of my personality, but I had friends a plenty. Then Petra and I became a couple and I heard these strange voices talking to me in my head.
Another odd thing about all this was that I can’t be called