everything is broken ...
you can see in people faces ,
every single one of them .
but you see . . .
that's also how the light gets in .
so don't you give up .
Cause real Darkness, is something more
than just a lack of light.
"If I could feel anything
It wouldn't feel at all like this
If I could wake anywhere
I wouldn't wake up at home
If I could hear anything
It would be your voice to say
You should be you should be at home here now
I don't feel at home at all
This is where I will sit
To pay for all the wrong I've done
This is where I will think
About all the wrong I've done
Hope your funeral goes as planned
And everyone falls all around you
Bringing flowers to make a pillow
For your weary head
I wont be there when you scream
At all the voices all around you
Saying the things you never ever want to hear about
I wont be there when you die
A thousand deaths for just one lie
It's amazing how you stay awake at all
I'll be waiting way down here
And I'll be waiting all alone
Waiting for you waiting for you
All the rats and spiders
Will probably laeve me here alone
Just like everyone they've got something better
That they can do
Everything that was to be
Forgotten us and will be gone
Everyone that was to be
Now somehow all became a memory "
it kills me to know it won't be anymore years to share , but memories to keep .
thus truly hurts . i was never prepared to this .
Coldplay was right :
"nobody said it will be easy , but no one ever said it would be this hard"
what if I fall and hurt myself would you know how to fix me?
what if I went and lost myself would you know where to find me?
if I forgot who I am, would you please remind me?
what if I fall and hurt myself
would you know how to fix me?
what if I went and lost myself
would you know where to find me?
if I forgot who I am . .
would you please remind me?
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The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening
But I know that you can't hear me any more
- Skylar Grey
I'm a little uninspired
It happens to the best of us
I know I shouldn't take it hard
But I'm so afraid this time I'll never change
Won't shake it off
I'll just go insane
We're moving so fast
Why do I feel so empty
There's clothes in my closet
But nothing to wear
It's a mysterious thing
The more that I acquired
The less hungry I am but
not more satisfied
- meredith brooks
" . . . bruises that won't heal . . ."
while i thought that i was learning how to live ,
i've been learning how to die.
- Da Vinci
Pages turning, lights are burning
See what you could not see
It's plain as the day
The night makes you pay
For what was hidden underneath
Longing to leave But begging to feel that
Something will make you stay
Gotta believe that this all leads
Somewhere we've never been
Tired of the guilt
Tired of being sorry
Well, haven't we suffered enough?