I Will Get Up After Being Knocked DownMy lips screaming out in cries
As you ask me the most hurtful thing anyone could ask
I feel so alone but, this makes me feel even more-so alone
Tears coming out my eyes
Wishing that this was some nightmare
I'm ten years old!
You don't care
You're just giggling
Why does everyone tease me?
Make fun of me?
Did I choose to be the way I am?
I just want someone to accept me
Not to just make fun of me
Giving up and crying is all I do
I can't fight when it hurts
When I know I don't have the ability to do anything
It's school photo day
It's all supposed to okay
I'm supposed to be smiling
I'm supposed to be happy
I'm not meant to be sad
I'm not meant to be crying
You both are
I know who you are
I can't forget your face
As you laugh like it's a joke
But, I don't see the sense of humour in it
All I see is pain!
A heart so broken from words
From everyone leaving me to find myself
When I can't find myself by myself
Standing in this line
Repulsive By DesignLet me tell you this my friendRepulsive By Design2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I will tell you no more
If my passion is your crime
Then your love should be my law
I’m the exception to the rule
And the end of this blood line
I should hang my head in shame
I am repulsive by design
Allow me to elucidate
And I will tell you no lie
I am charged with being charmless
And I have no alibi
Feloniously you broke my heart
One chamber at a time
Though I’d expect nothing less
I am repulsive by design
Beware of the broken hearted
Indeed consider with caution
Repulsion cleansed my sorry soul
Such a spiritual abortion
But when a full term of sorrow
And low self esteem combine
I still remain unloveable
I am repulsive by design
Now and ThenNow:Now and Then2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
I woke up curled in a pile of pillows on my twin sized
bed by the sounds of a laptop keyboard. I groggily stare in
the direction of the sound though everything I can see is a
blur. Slowly I reach for my glasses and almost immediately
I'm shocked awake from my almost 2 in a half hours of sleep.
As I grab my mountain dew while talking to Megan I think
back to when I didn't have as many friends as I do now
but that was the least of my problems.
Then:-6th grade field trip after the baseball game
I lay on my bed tears threatening to fall any second
now pretending to be asleep. Today was by far one of the
worst days of my life. It wasn't my fault that I was
starving and only had a box of popcorn to eat! As I
felt my ribs almost transparent through my skin I
finally sercame to my tears. Nope I'm not a "fat pig"
as she called me in fact I was the exact opposite and all
because of people like her, but she would never know.
Now: I can't exactly remember why that memory came to me at that
:: More Than You'll Ever Know ::Does it make you proud:: More Than You'll Ever Know ::2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
When you're the cause of someone's tears?
Does it bring you joy
Every time you insult the innocent?
Do you know what you do
When you speak with your vicious tongue?
Do you realize what happens
Every time you laugh at another's sorrow?
You see a woman with male friends
And you accuse her of craving sexual attention.
You notice a boy wearing glasses
And you tease him with the name "four-eyes."
There's a group of peace lovers;
You proclaim they're annoying hipsters.
The teenage boys who love each other;
You tear them asunder by calling them abominations.
Do you find pleasure
In being the source of a poor soul's agony?
Do you even think
Of what the consequences could be?
Does it satisfy you
To make someone feel inferior to you?
Does it quench your thirst
Whenever you rule over the oppressed?
If a young man loves writing poetry,
Immediately you dismiss him as a lonely loser.
Empty SpaceWhat do you doEmpty Space10 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
with an empty space
on a piece of paper?
you could write a poem
beautiful, elegant, or funny
and you can express with freedom
you could draw a picture
cartoony, fun, or sad
whatever comes to mind
you could compose a song
deep, soulful, or catchy
just find someone to sing with
you could create a short story
quiet, adventurous, or scary
anything, as its lovely
whatever you come up with
don't you ever forget
that what you have done
with an empty sheet of paper.
BullyI am the boy,Bully3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Who dresses like a girl.
The ones who wears makeup,
And idolizes Jeffree Star.
I am the gay kid.
You call me a faggot.
You tell me I'm nothing.
Your words sting like bee poison.
Nothing makes me happy.
I am the cutter.
I slit my wrists wide open.
That's how I ease the pain.
I want to curl up and die.
Death is better than this.
I am the dead one.
A victim of a bully.
An innocent man.
The kid you told to kill themself.
The one who took your advice.
BullyingBullying starts as something smallBullying10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A hurtful name and that is all
It doesn't stay this way for long
I just gets worse to the point it's wrong
It starts just as a few, but like an infestation of bugs
Soon they're are billions of these horrible thugs
Each of their words is like a wasp stinging his brain
They continue, they won't stop, it's going to drive him insane
They've broken his mind, but that's not enough
Now they will show him that they're very tough
The victim is soon all bruised and sore
The pain is like nothing felt before
Then he builds up with hatred and rage
He takes the situation to the very next stage
He takes out a gun and starts shooting like crazy
Who's a bully? Who's not? It's all so hazy
In the end everyone is all just the same
All dead because of one stupid name
:: Love, Hate, Relate ::Love me or hate me:: Love, Hate, Relate ::2 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
You see, I am who I am
I am no one's slave
Kiss me with your lips
Embrace me with your true love
And I will be yours
Here is my answer
If you cannot respect me
Then leave me alone
Flurry of Dancing Flames ....Flurry of Dancing Flames ....6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Flurry of Dancing Flames,
Youre all I could name
As I see my home town ablaze
Fire billowed from the walls
As prisoners escaped from their razing gaols,
Standing in the barren square
Everywhere I look, the town is stripped bare
Falling victim to the fires grief-stricken flare
I looked up into the smoky sky
To see a dark figure standing in the nigh,
A tall, lean soul stands alone
As his cloak flaps wildly in the wind
As he looked down upon me
We both knew in our hearts
That what he would do would tear our worlds apart
But he had no choice
This was the only way he would hear that familiar voice.
I gasped as he performed a valiant leap of faith
Through the fire I saw his form fall like a wraith
Until he stopped in mid action
I saw he survived and had the satisfaction,
Of laying my eyes on this mystery one more time
Talons of fire formed around him in a tenacious spire
He gazed happily at the flames of which he would never tire
A pair of devastating weapons appeared in his hand
HauntedMy memoryHaunted2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
her gaze, glimpse
soul whose eyes
moves in rhythm
for what may
be, with songs
of joyful mirth
I dwell as
her eyes stand
cannot be measured
by any metric
Bottled Upinside,Bottled Up3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Driven to KillDRIVEN TO KILLDriven to Kill3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This story I'll tell you
Will make you feel sad
It'll make you feel angry
It'll make you feel mad
For this is a story
About trouble and pain
That ends with a loss
There was nothing to gain!
It started that day
When they followed me home
They pushed and they kicked
Wouldn't leave me alone
Then each day that followed
It became worse and worse
I dont know why they did it
Perhaps I was cursed?
So one night all alone
I took to my room
and I thought to myself
"it'll be over soon"
With no fear in my heart
and naught but a knife
I slashed my own wrists
I took my own life
As the blood dripped away
and my heart stood still
Those kids were to blame
They drove me to kill
They're lucky, you see
cos now they got away
and my family lives
with this pain every day
Cos I am not there
they all weep and they cry
for no one could save me
They all watched me die
So when you see a kid
whose not pretty or smart
Don't taunt them or beat them
Please, have a heart
'Cos one day that kid
That you ki
:: Love Is :: (Valentine Exchange 2013)Love is:: Love Is :: (Valentine Exchange 2013)2 years ago in Be My Valentine More Like This
To respect yourself
To care for your own well being
To cherish yourself
To wrap your arms around who you are
To express yourself
To practice random acts of kindness
To forgive yourself
To let go of the wrong and painful
To trust yourself
To believe in the positive light
To treat yourself
To display love like you would your best friend
To embrace yourself
To like all the things about you
To realize yourself
To stop comparing yourself to others
To accept yourself
To understand that perfection doesn't exist
To love yourself
To love your family
To love your friends
To love your partner
To love your cherished ones
To love everything you have
To love everyday
Always With Us
Come With MeCome With MeCome With Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As the moon arises from the ocean sea, my soul disappears, won't you come with me?
But it seems you're afraid, the dead world isn't bad, there are millions of skeletons and souls at hand.
They'd love to meet you, to rip off your flesh, and to lead you to our king who would devour your soul, fresh.
You'd become one of us after that painful journey, but dearest you love me, so won't you join me?
Seasons Ever TurnMany companions haveSeasons Ever Turn2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I taken, inviting
each to share next
leg of journey
kinship draws us
ears tingling in
response to same
calling us forward
to dance with
and loss, to contend
with nightmares in
realms of wonder.
So they enter my
story, my life,
my heart; for a
we travel is
Yet as journey
seasons ever turn:
day dawns when each
depart, to break her
own unique path,
seek his own
I journey on,
seeing no end,
but ever reminded
side to every
coin. Each new
each new adventure
in its own time
abundance of life,
to pain, perdition
and tedious decay
Price of loving,
Bullying♥ To every person that said, "You suck"...Bullying4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
♥ To every person that said, "You have no reason to live"...
♥ To every person that was always putting you down...
♥ To every person that gives you trouble just because they want to...
♥ To every tear you've cried...
♥ To every person who said he/she would die to end the suffering...
♥ To every person that really would...
♥ To every scar that has been recieved...
♥ To every person that cried in fear of another day's bullying...
♥ To every person who's turned away...
♥ To every person that walks away...
♥ To every person that kicks you when you're down..
♥ To every night that you've spent alone and sad...
♥ To every person who harms others for no reason at all...
♥ To every pain that's endured each day...
♥ To every dream that's been shattered by harsh words...
♥ To every word said that makes you cry...
♥ To every person who's live has be
My own victimMy own victim6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Stop my pain
Take my heart away
Stop me feeling this pain
Please do something
I cannot endure it
Not after so long
So long I have carried this inside me
I can't hold it in, I can't let it go
Someone help me
Before I become my own victim.
The Dead CrowThe dead crow flies across the plentiful white grass.The Dead Crow2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Its decaying wings echo through the broken shards of glass.
Glass that was from windows and a shattered heart, one that could never be repaired, nor ever torn apart.
The crow glances down but doesn't care, for his soul and heart rest within the air.
HeavyI am not okayHeavy2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There are times when I'm at my peak
There are times where I am mostly weak
There are times when I want to scream and shout
There are times when I want to run about
But I am not okay
I feel like something has had a hold on me
Something that keeps me from being free
This thing has caused me grief and self doubt
An inner demon That lurks about
Many thing there's something wrong with me
They just won't let me be
I was never the daughter they wanted to see
I just want to be comfortable being me
I hate that the most
About as much as I hate hearing false boasts
Silence stills me
Diseases my mind
It's not something I can live with all the time
I want to tell the woman I love I am fine
When I say it I want to look in her eye
Unwasting of her precious time
Upon my shoulders is something heavy
I carry it about without a levy
This thing it mocks
It even sometimes makes me uncertain
I want to say that I'm manic
Though that's not the cas
Ever Since You LeftMy nights have been sleepless.Ever Since You Left8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The pain has been non-stop.
My tears have been drowning me.
I'm so miserable.
My heart is surrounded by a ring of fire.
I don't know what to do.
I tell myself that I don't matter.
That you never really cared.
These bad thoughts won't leave my mind.
I can't sleep.
I can't eat,
everything makes me sick.
I just wish you would come back.
Because ever since you left...
My life has been nothing but hell.
Run With MeGrab my hand.Run With Me7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hold it tight.
Dont look back.
Because we're never coming home after tonight.
Hopefully they'll never find us.
I dont want to go back.
I hated that gloomy place.
Where the only colors I saw where gray and black.
I might as well be dead.
No one cares or remembers me.
I just want to be as far away from here.
Somewhere I can feel free.
I promise I will keep you safe throughout this adventure.
Just tell me you'll never leave my side.
I just want to break free.
I will runaway in pride.
The Lonely HouseThe Lonely HouseThe Lonely House2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Across the plains, lies a lonely house.
None ever choose to visit it, not a human nor a mouse.
It lies in a grassy field, tattered and torn, the roof tilted over, it's so very forlorn.
This house sees the rains, the trees and the stones, but the only inhabitant is now a bag of bones.
A once loving owner is deep underground, a plague of silence is the only sound.
And soon to think this house shall fall, no, it shall not, for it still remains tall.
Taller and prouder than the houses far away, it shall always live to see another day.
Distant DrumsSleight of form,Distant Drums3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
with nearly elfin
delicate to peripheral
glance. Yet gaze
within; behold depths
of her heart, force
of her imagination:
lives and worlds
Her beauty is
as her approach
to life: authentic,
unbounded in what
she can accomplish,
what she may
unlikely, one few
gazes fixed upon
same far horizon,
hearts beating in
tune to same distant
She shines as
star by which my
course is set;
vocation: to be
worthy of our
calling, to be
worthy of her
HeartsickLong days.Heartsick8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Missing you is the worst.
Thinking about you brings tears to my eyes.
Keeping these feelings from you bring pain to my broken heart.
The only way I can show these emotions is by writing poetry about you.
Poetry that you'll probably never get to see.
Misunderstood I am.
Why did you leave?
Lost I am.
What am I going to do?
Where am I going to go?
Depressed I am.
I just feel like gving up.
Stressed I am.
I wish these thoughts would leave my head.
Tired I am.
I want to sleep for a very long time.
Heartsick I am.
I just wish all this would stop.
School SucksSchool SucksSchool Sucks2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And yes that is a fact
Try being me, and you'll see how people react
Yes I am different, and no I am not "cool"
I'm the freak, the outcast at school
So what if my hair is black and always in my face
Who cares if I walk through the halls like its a race
I know I'm quiet, and I don't like to talk
But that gives you no reason to make me the laughing stock
Yes I love skinny jeans, and converse are the best
Aside from that what makes me so different from all the rest
You all judge by appearance, always overlooking what's inside
Making crude jokes just to boost your own pride
Please just stop and look
See that small bit of MY happiness that you took
With every rude word, and glare on your face
Your only trying to cover up your own mistakes that you can not erase