Kind words whispered in my ear,
Consuming burden of these chains,
Let me fall asleep in here,
Forgotten in this empty pain.
My body’s being ripped apart
And the pain’s too much to bear!
I’ve lost the warmth of my heart.
I’ve lost myself and you don’t care.
I’m still begging for salvation
And you’re still walking away
While your perfume of red carnations
Remains faded in the air.
I don’t blame you, but my hate
Overwhelms me with disgrace
And even if my soul’s decayed
I must escape this filthy place!
This time I’ve lost myself to grief
And gave my heart to endless darkness.
Despite your prayers and beliefs
You have done nothing to stop this!
Lying numb in this cold prison
The wet air’s hurting my lungs;
My teary eyes see all in crimson —
There's liquid iron on my tongue.
What is this poignant feeling
Dragging me in agony?
Something gross and horrifying:
Tissues grind inside of me!
When I die don’t hold my hand
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“Ave!” to your heartless ways?
I’m so quiet and I’m feeling
Inside of me your venom melting.
You’ve used me to reborn your pain,
Drained me of fire, let it die in rain.
Ave to your darkness, love!
I hope you live the life you’ve earned,
Free of light and filled with guilt
But tell me first: how does it feel
To walk on crushed bones, on my ribs?...
Those crushed ribs of mine...
Ave to your killer mind!...
But you’ve never taught me right —
If I live my human life
Will I reborn from your heart’s fire?
You’ve sacrificed my blood, you liar,
Just to make true your desires.
Ave to your sick heart, demon,
And thank you for the gift you’ve given!
Turn me to dust, turn me to sand,
Turn me into your loved land...
I promise I will wait for you
And make my chest your peaceful tomb.
Thank you for the silence, killer,
And for your damned soul