To someone out thereTo someone out there,To someone out there4 years ago in Letters More Like This
I'm not entirely sure who you are, or where you are, but I wish you'd get here soon. I need you.
I can't figure out why I'm like this. I wish I could see myself as my friends see me, but that only happens maybe half the time. My brain is the enemy. It fights and fights and fights me and I can only fight so long. It argues and whispers words and I feel myself falling for its lies too soon, too easily. Streams of you're worthless, have you seen your face?, who cares if you eat a little more, and everyone will leave you fill my mind. It's not like I chose this, but what happens when I don't know how to fix it?
I want to be a better writer. I'm jealous of your skills. Your words fill me with such a lighthearted feeling and inspire me to such great heights, but I put the pencil to the paper and nothing happens. Nothing. You, you who are so brilliant. You have lovers flowing off the tip of your tongue, each singing with happiness. You have a c
Dear crushDear crush,Dear crush5 years ago in Letters More Like This
You don't know just how much you make my heart sing. If you only knew what you stir up inside me each time I hear your voice, hold your hand, and kiss your lips. I've been trying for so long to find the words to describe how I feel; even now I can't come up with the right ones. I've tried to tell you in so many ways, but each time I try, my mind draws a blank and I'm only left with how I feel and every other word I've ever written. Those words could never be good enough for this time and this place. I wish I could be poetic and create similes of passion and metaphors of love, but the prettiest, most carefully strung words in the world couldn't begin to highlight the most basic emotion you have brought to my being.
Is it too soon to believe this is real?
You have given me hope in a time where I was ready to give up. You came into my life at the most perfect moment, and I can honestly say I don't know what would have happened to me without you. You are a friend and a lover. Y