A Mother's StrengthA Mothers StrengthA Mother's Strength7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There she sat in a lonely and dark room.
Tears falling from the news she just heard.
The pain and anger she felt freezing her to the chair.
The not knowing of what was to come was hard to bear.
Seeing her son, explosions of all feeling hard to control.
The look in his eyes when he looked at her, was the question why.
Her heart ached, an answer she could not give to him.
Standing up, she took him in her arms and they cried together.
When the crying was over, the words they spoke were soft and unsure.
The decisions were made with caution and careful planning.
The unknown and fear chilling both of them to the very core.
The steps taken from that day forward, they walked them together.
Each step they took together, they took them with love and hope.
The mother with her love, courage, understanding and patience was always there.
The son with all his anger, confusion, doubt, fear , and love held to her tightly.
The mother holding him in her arms, took all of his feel
A Promise GivenA Promise GivenA Promise Given4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Looking at the sunrise, my heart and soul tear apart.
My breath catches inside my lungs and I feel as if they will explode.
My eyes sting as I try to hold back the unshed tears.
The blood inside my veins burns like fire as I stand rooted to the ground.
The past, present and thoughts of the future intertwine with one another.
My body begins to tremble with emotions that were held in the dark recesses of my heart.
Thoughts of should of, could of and would of plagued my unquieted mind.
I fall to my knees still looking to the sunrise and softly whisper to the silence.
Questions that laid buried deep within my being fell from my quivering lips.
Feelings of guilt, unworthiness, condemnation, and conviction covered me like a shroud.
Weary, weak, bewildered, and drained of all feeling, I released all that was within me.
Standing, I looked to the sunrise once again and felt the promise of seeing you again.
Written By: Hillbilly Girl
March 25, 2011
Tear Stained PillowTear Stained PillowTear Stained Pillow4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Here I lay in a warm cozy bed.
My mind races with visions of other peoples words.
The pain and agony that fills me is something I cannot stop.
My heart is breaking and my body is shaking.
Tears spill from my eyes and fall upon my pillow.
I want so much to ease the pain they feel.
I lay awake wondering how I could take away their pain if only for a moment.
Some are near, some are far, and some I don't even know.
How I wish I could hold them in my arms and let them cry on my shoulder.
How I wish I could speak words of comfort to their ears.
How I wish I could brush away the tears they cry.
With tears still falling onto my pillow I know that I cannot for they are not within reach.
With a heavy heart and weary mind I pray that maybe these written words will let them know that they are not alone.
Written By: Hillbilly Girl
December 3, 2011