JealousyThe bible tells us never to be jealous
An impossible feat
And people wonder why I hate
Jealousy will live inside my heart always
Its cruelty corrupts me
Always there manifesting hate
I am jealous of the confidence living
Within the ones who smile
Because they have nothing to lose
Jealous of the way they walk, free of burden
They know the people around
Will accept them for who they are:
I am most jealous of the fearless people
Flaming, never hiding
I want to be that much free to
Do not ask me my friend, why I am jealous
Don’t tell me not to be
I envy those who live without
I Met MeToday I met a girl,I Met Me2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and she asked, "How are you?"
"Just fine," I replied.
She said, "No, tell me what's true."
Perplexed, I stopped and stared.
She was young, no older than eight.
Her eyes were still innocent.
They knew no hate.
"What did you say?"
I asked in confusion.
"You know what I mean," she said.
This girl was in a delusion.
Trying to be kind,I replied,
"No I do not."
She frowned and replied,
"You lie quite a lot."
Now I was agitated.
What does this girl know?
Acting like she's so intelligent.
I'll just tell her to go.
"Let me explain!"
She exclaimed in haste.
"I know you're not alright.
I know you feel misplaced."
How in the world?
Who is this little girl?
"But I'm here to say you'll be alright.
Though your friends will leave,
leave you feeling alone and cold,
you'll find a reprieve."
"So just stay strong
because I know you can do it."
How? Who are you?
I wished she would quit.
Suddenly it was silent,
and I turned to see,
but there was no one there at al
ImpairedBlurry eyesImpaired2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Haven’t seen for far too long
The proof is in the structure
Of my failing life
Lost all sight of you
And it scares me to be here
Without you, I’m living
No faces, just empty words
Smudged lines so I may walk
Across and embrace nothingness
Seeing has always been believing
But now faith is all that’s left
And I will be proud of
I Love Her the MostA delicate handI Love Her the Most2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A tilting head
A tiny frame
A dark beauty
My first love
The one I will never forget
When someone else loved me
I loved her instead
My Princess doesn’t wave
She doesn’t smile
But another girl made her happy
Just for a while
I am insignificant
In the story of her life
And it kills me so much
And cuts me with knives
Because I know that I’m the one
Who loves her the most
I know I’ll be waiting
When she’s in the cold
I want to be the one
To hold her in the dark
To whisper “it’s alright”
And ignore the branding mark
That makes me one of them
I don’t really care
If I had her
Nothing else would matter
I would give up everything just to be with her
For even though she hurts me
I believe with all my soul
My true love is She
Baby Trouble (PewDieCry) (Mpreg)‘I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!’ Cry winced, not only at the shout, but at his already bruised hand being crushed once again, almost causing him to whimper, if bright blue eyes had not glared at him.Baby Trouble (PewDieCry) (Mpreg)2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
‘Keep pushing!’ The doctor shouted, smiling when the baby’s head slid out, followed by the rest of its body with another push. The final scream had left Cry’s ears ringing, but he ignored it, intent on kissing his lover, who collapsed, exhausted. After everything was cleaned up, Cry and his lover were handed their newborn son, along with a bottle of milk, the doctor’s clearing the room.
‘He’s so beautiful.’ Cry breathed, watching as his son sucked on the bottle, quickly falling asleep with a yawn. Silently handing over the baby to Cry, his lover lay back, exhausted, but happy to see their newborn healthy and well. After holding their child for a bit, Cry handed him to the nurse, reassured they would see him later that day, being that it
PurposeWhen the day holds no meaning, and life has no purpose.Purpose3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When the waves are to high and you can't seem to surface.
When you're lonely and empty inside.
When you feel that you should hide.
Push a little harder and walk another step.
You have purpose, you just haven't noticed yet.
Don't Speakjust a girl in a crowded world suffocating from negativity grasping for acceptanceDon't Speak2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
just a girl wanting to be loved taking seriously on her downfall
just a girl within a mask turning into a hollow hole
just a girl wanting to be beautiful in her own skin
just a girl in her own jokes with no punchline for her emptyness
just a girl following the guideline of her condition keep quiet and lie to yourself
just a girl crying over the same damn things
just a girl to pussy to cut herself into two
just a girl to big to squeeze herself into a skinny jean dream
just a girl wanted a mother to hold her without judging her emotions
just a girl who needs to be sowed into a pattern of hope
just a girl wishing she could accept herself instead indulging her flaws
just a girl denying that anyone gives a damn about a emo tool
just a girl eating away her existence
just a girl goi
lesbianShe treads carefully down the halllesbian3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trying hard to ignore them all
Glares of hatred, harsh tongues full of words of disgust
Cutting people down in their world is a must
She doesn't interact, only races to her locker
Avoiding them who judge her for loving another
To them it's sick, disgusting, wrong
To her their love is like a song
Unending, beautiful, and necessary
Hoping one day they can marry
But she is still condemned for her love
Of a girl who is surely from Heaven above
You heard correctly friends, oh yes it is true
She loves a girl, with blonde hair and eyes so blue
The only thing that keeps her going each day
Is being able to see her lover some way
So she lives her life the way she wants
Because she is happy and doesn't flaunt
Living in her world full of dreams
Trying to avoid letting out her screams
For she is happy with just thoughts of her
Which lets the school days pass by in a blur
Counting down to when she'll be in her arms once more
In her safe, warm place with
Sex.love?Sex.6 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
feel the need.
lose your self in ecstacy.
feel the loss.
lose your self at every cost.
go on, harder.
make me feel like i'm on fire.
against my skin.
your body all over me.
can we play all night?
House of MirrorsThey say I spinHouse of Mirrors2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
a web of lies,
but webs are for spiders.
They catch their flies.
No, my lies are mirrors,
each a different reflection.
They fill up my house,
my sinful collection.
Sometimes I get lost.
There's so much confusion.
Which ones are real?
Which are illusions?
I try to back track,
but the mirrors turn me around.
I cry out for help,
but the mirrors block the sound.
I give up.
Hang another mirror.
In this one I'm cruel and cold
on the exterior.
How many reflections
will I become?
Which one is real?
Where have I gone?
Modern MarriageThe debate on marriage is steeped in rhetoric, emotional speech, and vague references to tradition and precedent. Arguments are often made about the natural order of things, from the reproductive capability of male and female, to the occurrence of homosexuality in nature. The word is given many different definitions based on what each individual sees as a standard and motivation for marriage. So how do we untangle these things and understand what a proper modern definition is? Can it include same-sex couples?Modern Marriage3 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
The first argument against gay marriage is that, traditionally, marriage has been defined as between a man and a woman and this sets a precedent for all future usage of the word. True, I think you will find few people who will argue the historical heterosexual nature of marriage. I am not aware of any culture with a legal definition of marriage that included same-sex couples, and even in cultures that were acc
here's tohere's to the young lovershere's to3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
who try to prove to those who say
that you won't last past a couple months
that you can combat cruel words
and show you meant it when you said
'i love you' to that special someone
here's to the parents
who love and support their children
no matter who they love
or what they believe
always ready to do what they can
for those who matter most to them
losing my religionyou're making me lose my faithlosing my religion3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
those who claim they believe
in the same God as me
He is all-loving, His son respected everyone
and that's how we're supposed to be
yet you judge so quickly
those who love someone of the same gender
those with different skin color
those who have different beliefs
when did you become so perfect?
you say you believe in the same God as me
Well it's about time you prove it
you're making me question my faith
you who say 'there is no God' or 'prove it'
over and over again
maybe I can't prove He exists
but can you prove He doesn't?
let everyone believe what they want
and respect those who respect you
Am I Evil?Maybe its trueAm I Evil?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The lies that they spread
About devils and evils
That sing in our heads
Just like the rain
That falls from the storm
One beam of light shows our colours
Our demonic form
If like the storm we are
Destructive and cursed
Maybe we should speed our journey
To the great black hearse
Maybe I'm wrong
When I reach for the pain
But I am the storm
And I bleed the rain
Legal Sex Worker is Happy."Too damaged to understand," says society.Legal Sex Worker is Happy.3 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
I need you.A day without you is like a day without the sun,I need you.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
nothing is bright, everything is glum.
And when you left, walked through that door,
everyone knew why I wasn't smiling anymore.
thread.stop a moment - imagine this:thread.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you're alone and distracted by lilts of ageless loveliness,
and then it all stops, and you're suffering.
you've been suffering, but you realize it now.
that stillness after the music stops;
that quiet that engulfs you after
your only comfort seeps away
through the nooks and crannies
the emptiness you've chosen to surround yourself in.
and you faintly hear their voice.
faintly, they're singing to you again,
as if it was months earlier,
and you are sitting with them -
picture this, now,
you've gone from alone to five months earlier,
wrapped in the company of a darling
- they're fingers going to work on brass and
the both of your vocal chords vibrating and
i know it's good - now now, stay with me.
you're sitting alone.
you're sitting alone
the nothingness fills you.
the nothingness fills you.
pay attention, now, picture this.
your eyes are closing and
your breathing is steadying and
on being savedi am sorry youon being saved1 year ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
have never known salvation
from another's touch
Why Do You Do This?Why do you do all of thisWhy Do You Do This?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You stain your wrists
You cry all the damn time
You slip when you try to climb
You're in all this pain
Putting that blade to a vein
You dig it in, but not too deep
For now, that price is too steep
But will the day eventually come
A day when you are so very numb
That the price isn't too high
And you give up the will to try
God forbid that day should arrive
I want you to be happy and alive
Yet I freak out when you aren't there
Don't make me feel loss and despair
Another Romeo and Juliet story...Another story of lovers that cannot be...Another Romeo and Juliet story...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She is my Romeo.
As for I am her Juliet.
Another romance that is doomed from the start.
That doesn't matter to me or her.
My family is scared to be seen with any kind of homosexuality.
A family that doesn't know that their eldest is one
A family that hated my Romeo from the start.
I am too blind to see why.
My Romeo's family does not care whether their daughter is dating another girl.
At least they don't mind as much.
Another romance that has to be hidden from others eyes.
A love that many do not approve of.
Like many people say about the real story is...
Why don't they let the two be with each other happily?
Love's MiseryWith a subtle whisper and no strength I fight,Love's Misery2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I pick myself up just to fall again it doesn't feel right,
So many fall in love so easily,
But I find myself being way too picky,
I pinch myself just to make sure I'm alive,
My heart is full of darkness and I have no hope to thrive,
We have that one that we think is it but they get away,
You're in love at the start but slowly your feelings go astray,
When you see them with another you're will go move on crumbles,
Your heart shatters as you can barely find the power to stumble,
The worst though it's like having your heart ripped out and spit on,
Is when they offer to be best friends... it's like a non-stop heartache marathon,
You know you were meant to be,
But you have to learn to be happy,
And say to yourself "I have to let them be happy even if being happy means not being with me."
i don't like itI'm having trouble writing this. Bear with me; I'll work it out eventually.i don't like it3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Ok. I hate being gay. I hate trying to act happy and comfortable with my sexuality.
When I talk to my mum about it (which is on a very rare occasion) she'll always tell me "you know its ok. It's ok to be a lesbian".
I know its ok. The problem is the majority of the world doesn't know its ok.
In some countries, I'll be hung for this. In others I'll be driven out, and preached at and shot at. In most countries I'll have people talking to me spouting ignorant bile such as:
"Yeah I have friends that are gay but I still don't think they should be allowed to (insert basic human right here)". Yeah pretty much every single person on the planet has friends that are gay. That amount of people have said so themselves. Evidently they don't because if they did, then they would understand why they should be allowed to (insert basic human right here).
"I'm fine with people that are gay, so long as they keep it to themselves".
MarriageHow nice it must beMarriage3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To get married
To wear the dress
To enter the church
To see my partner at the altar
To share a life of
With someone I love
To share the experiences
My parents had
My grandparents had
My siblings will have
And their children too
How nice it must be to live
Exactly how I planned it
Exactly how I wanted life
To be equal
Equality for allYou may think you know the difference between right and wrong,Equality for all3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But let me share some of my views with you in a song.
It doesn't matter if you're L, G, B, T, Q or straight,
What about equality, to love not hate?
So tell me your views, why you think it's so bad.
You can still be loved if you have two moms or two dads.
Don't preach us with the Bible, your words were heard.
But if you say God hates us, that's nonsense, absurd!
Genesis 2:24 & Ruth 1:14
Ruth loved Naomi as Adam did Eve.
Don't judge, but love as people are seen,
We're queer, we're here and ain't gonna leave.
Just deal with us liking the same sex,
If you're straight, it's fine, we give you respect..
But if you're a homophobic jerk,
We'll toy with you by giving you a wink and a smirk.