JealousyThe bible tells us never to be jealous
An impossible feat
And people wonder why I hate
Jealousy will live inside my heart always
Its cruelty corrupts me
Always there manifesting hate
I am jealous of the confidence living
Within the ones who smile
Because they have nothing to lose
Jealous of the way they walk, free of burden
They know the people around
Will accept them for who they are:
I am most jealous of the fearless people
Flaming, never hiding
I want to be that much free to
Do not ask me my friend, why I am jealous
Don’t tell me not to be
I envy those who live without
I Love Her the MostA delicate handI Love Her the Most2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A tilting head
A tiny frame
A dark beauty
My first love
The one I will never forget
When someone else loved me
I loved her instead
My Princess doesn’t wave
She doesn’t smile
But another girl made her happy
Just for a while
I am insignificant
In the story of her life
And it kills me so much
And cuts me with knives
Because I know that I’m the one
Who loves her the most
I know I’ll be waiting
When she’s in the cold
I want to be the one
To hold her in the dark
To whisper “it’s alright”
And ignore the branding mark
That makes me one of them
I don’t really care
If I had her
Nothing else would matter
I would give up everything just to be with her
For even though she hurts me
I believe with all my soul
My true love is She
I Met MeToday I met a girl,I Met Me2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and she asked, "How are you?"
"Just fine," I replied.
She said, "No, tell me what's true."
Perplexed, I stopped and stared.
She was young, no older than eight.
Her eyes were still innocent.
They knew no hate.
"What did you say?"
I asked in confusion.
"You know what I mean," she said.
This girl was in a delusion.
Trying to be kind,I replied,
"No I do not."
She frowned and replied,
"You lie quite a lot."
Now I was agitated.
What does this girl know?
Acting like she's so intelligent.
I'll just tell her to go.
"Let me explain!"
She exclaimed in haste.
"I know you're not alright.
I know you feel misplaced."
How in the world?
Who is this little girl?
"But I'm here to say you'll be alright.
Though your friends will leave,
leave you feeling alone and cold,
you'll find a reprieve."
"So just stay strong
because I know you can do it."
How? Who are you?
I wished she would quit.
Suddenly it was silent,
and I turned to see,
but there was no one there at al
ImpairedBlurry eyesImpaired2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Haven’t seen for far too long
The proof is in the structure
Of my failing life
Lost all sight of you
And it scares me to be here
Without you, I’m living
No faces, just empty words
Smudged lines so I may walk
Across and embrace nothingness
Seeing has always been believing
But now faith is all that’s left
And I will be proud of
Baby Trouble (PewDieCry) (Mpreg)‘I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!’ Cry winced, not only at the shout, but at his already bruised hand being crushed once again, almost causing him to whimper, if bright blue eyes had not glared at him.Baby Trouble (PewDieCry) (Mpreg)2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
‘Keep pushing!’ The doctor shouted, smiling when the baby’s head slid out, followed by the rest of its body with another push. The final scream had left Cry’s ears ringing, but he ignored it, intent on kissing his lover, who collapsed, exhausted. After everything was cleaned up, Cry and his lover were handed their newborn son, along with a bottle of milk, the doctor’s clearing the room.
‘He’s so beautiful.’ Cry breathed, watching as his son sucked on the bottle, quickly falling asleep with a yawn. Silently handing over the baby to Cry, his lover lay back, exhausted, but happy to see their newborn healthy and well. After holding their child for a bit, Cry handed him to the nurse, reassured they would see him later that day, being that it
What You Cause In MeThe memories cutWhat You Cause In Me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Slashing like the knife
I keep under my pillow
Impossible to find
Her quiet presence
Is what I miss most
I want her in my arms
Not just a memory ghost
Her cruel words
Cause my hand to slip
The knife is there
Pressing on my skin
Red blood flows
Signifying my pain
The hurt that she brings me
She is capable of this
And so much more
My princess is gone
She closed the door
A knife it can cut
It can make me bleed
But it’s just an example
Of what you cause me
When I Had EverythingFade faster, Shrink it downWhen I Had Everything2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Condense my mind, lose my brain cells
Erase the hard thoughts, kill the sad memories
Try not to remember when I had everything
Cut deeper, deal with the pain
Numb my mind, to confront another day
Ignore the repercussions, the trouble I’m in
Try not to deal with when I had everything
Sit in silence, I’m losing here
Scared to death, but let myself fear
Cry to let go, show some emotion and things
Try to live with the knowledge that I had everything
Brighten up, grow in soul
Try to live higher, nothing gets old
Embrace the sadness, and the strength it brings
Try to move on from when I had everything
PurposeWhen the day holds no meaning, and life has no purpose.Purpose2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When the waves are to high and you can't seem to surface.
When you're lonely and empty inside.
When you feel that you should hide.
Push a little harder and walk another step.
You have purpose, you just haven't noticed yet.
Mentally DisturbedHarsh screaming hurts my headMentally Disturbed2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Making it impossible to think
My goal now fulfilled
Into meaningless bliss I sink
Slowly changing my own mind
In my sleep, I manipulate myself
I can’t be me anymore, much too hard
Can’t let me scream for help
Dampening who I was easily
Psychopathic when it comes to my body
Push down the feelings that say this is wrong
On my skin I perform an autopsy
I will discover what is wrong
I will decide to play along
With my own silly, childish games
lesbianShe treads carefully down the halllesbian3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trying hard to ignore them all
Glares of hatred, harsh tongues full of words of disgust
Cutting people down in their world is a must
She doesn't interact, only races to her locker
Avoiding them who judge her for loving another
To them it's sick, disgusting, wrong
To her their love is like a song
Unending, beautiful, and necessary
Hoping one day they can marry
But she is still condemned for her love
Of a girl who is surely from Heaven above
You heard correctly friends, oh yes it is true
She loves a girl, with blonde hair and eyes so blue
The only thing that keeps her going each day
Is being able to see her lover some way
So she lives her life the way she wants
Because she is happy and doesn't flaunt
Living in her world full of dreams
Trying to avoid letting out her screams
For she is happy with just thoughts of her
Which lets the school days pass by in a blur
Counting down to when she'll be in her arms once more
In her safe, warm place with
Those Summer NightsSlowly driftingThose Summer Nights2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
wishing, we were hoping.
But the seasons changed
and the month got cold
December hearts weakened
we were left alone.
Our frost-bitten hearts
shriveled up and gone
love; nothing but a thought
a dream that once was.
Does it even exist?
I shudder at the thought
that what we had was real
and what I have just lost.
Summer turns to fall
and things just start to die
the leaves falling off the trees
and broken hearts just asking why.
The love that once was blooming
like a spring flower in a field
now withers away to nothing
not sure of what was real.
The last leaf falls off the tree
there's nothing left to hold on to
and everything that once was
is falling apart around you.
Winter hearts growing colder
and colder as it goes
will love ever happen again?
oh, nobody knows.
Frozen in this state
for what seems like an eternity
knowing what I just lost
as I saw her walk away from me.
Days turn to nights
and darkness falls
and deep inside my heart
The sacrifice.the ocean singsThe sacrifice.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the bluebirds fly
the shells will scream
their silent cry
when divers come
to get the pearl
you raised so long
for a little girl
five years you were working
for the final move
get it ready in time!
For the final approve
he CRACKS you
he SMACKS you
he HACKS you
and you were just shielding
your little pearl
and while you are sighing
the diver is smiling
and while you are dying
the princess is crying
'cause you had to die
for the princess' delight.
here's tohere's to the young lovershere's to3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
who try to prove to those who say
that you won't last past a couple months
that you can combat cruel words
and show you meant it when you said
'i love you' to that special someone
here's to the parents
who love and support their children
no matter who they love
or what they believe
always ready to do what they can
for those who matter most to them
Modern MarriageThe debate on marriage is steeped in rhetoric, emotional speech, and vague references to tradition and precedent. Arguments are often made about the natural order of things, from the reproductive capability of male and female, to the occurrence of homosexuality in nature. The word is given many different definitions based on what each individual sees as a standard and motivation for marriage. So how do we untangle these things and understand what a proper modern definition is? Can it include same-sex couples?Modern Marriage3 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
The first argument against gay marriage is that, traditionally, marriage has been defined as between a man and a woman and this sets a precedent for all future usage of the word. True, I think you will find few people who will argue the historical heterosexual nature of marriage. I am not aware of any culture with a legal definition of marriage that included same-sex couples, and even in cultures that were acc
Don't Speakjust a girl in a crowded world suffocating from negativity grasping for acceptanceDon't Speak2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
just a girl wanting to be loved taking seriously on her downfall
just a girl within a mask turning into a hollow hole
just a girl wanting to be beautiful in her own skin
just a girl in her own jokes with no punchline for her emptyness
just a girl following the guideline of her condition keep quiet and lie to yourself
just a girl crying over the same damn things
just a girl to pussy to cut herself into two
just a girl to big to squeeze herself into a skinny jean dream
just a girl wanted a mother to hold her without judging her emotions
just a girl who needs to be sowed into a pattern of hope
just a girl wishing she could accept herself instead indulging her flaws
just a girl denying that anyone gives a damn about a emo tool
just a girl eating away her existence
just a girl goi
Sex.love?Sex.5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
feel the need.
lose your self in ecstacy.
feel the loss.
lose your self at every cost.
go on, harder.
make me feel like i'm on fire.
against my skin.
your body all over me.
can we play all night?
You cannot save me from my lifeI lie face down on the railway tracks.You cannot save me from my life2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Screaming out his name.
You say you can save me,
But I am not something you can reclaim.
Discarded needles and empty cans,
Fill my space and steal my time.
They do nothing to take away this pain,
That grates away at my sanity
More and more these days.
Silhouettes of a life long dead,
Dance in the corners of my mind.
Flaunting what could have been,
In front of my cold eyes.
You told me you would be gentle.
You told me you would teach me how to breathe again.
You promised you would save from my pain,
You promised me a life; you told me I could live again.
At first you were a distraction,
An illusion showing I could be repaired.
Though the cracks broke through
And I fell down again.
I lie face down on the railway tracks.
I am waiting on the train.
To come and take me away.
He is calling out my name.
I told you from the start,
My fire was dying out.
I am not something you can reclaim.
You cannot save me
i don't like itI'm having trouble writing this. Bear with me; I'll work it out eventually.i don't like it3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Ok. I hate being gay. I hate trying to act happy and comfortable with my sexuality.
When I talk to my mum about it (which is on a very rare occasion) she'll always tell me "you know its ok. It's ok to be a lesbian".
I know its ok. The problem is the majority of the world doesn't know its ok.
In some countries, I'll be hung for this. In others I'll be driven out, and preached at and shot at. In most countries I'll have people talking to me spouting ignorant bile such as:
"Yeah I have friends that are gay but I still don't think they should be allowed to (insert basic human right here)". Yeah pretty much every single person on the planet has friends that are gay. That amount of people have said so themselves. Evidently they don't because if they did, then they would understand why they should be allowed to (insert basic human right here).
"I'm fine with people that are gay, so long as they keep it to themselves".
thread.stop a moment - imagine this:thread.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you're alone and distracted by lilts of ageless loveliness,
and then it all stops, and you're suffering.
you've been suffering, but you realize it now.
that stillness after the music stops;
that quiet that engulfs you after
your only comfort seeps away
through the nooks and crannies
the emptiness you've chosen to surround yourself in.
and you faintly hear their voice.
faintly, they're singing to you again,
as if it was months earlier,
and you are sitting with them -
picture this, now,
you've gone from alone to five months earlier,
wrapped in the company of a darling
- they're fingers going to work on brass and
the both of your vocal chords vibrating and
i know it's good - now now, stay with me.
you're sitting alone.
you're sitting alone
the nothingness fills you.
the nothingness fills you.
pay attention, now, picture this.
your eyes are closing and
your breathing is steadying and
The Taste of YouI want to wake up next to youThe Taste of You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and curl my naked arms
around your belly
and arch my back in a morning stretch
and yawn into your hair.
I want to press my toes into your calf
and kiss your shoulder
and the back of your neck
and tickle down your spine
with spindly fingers
and test the echo of your ribcage
with my cheek pressed to your chest
and swallow you in dainty morsels
until your heartbeat is my own.
CruxI’m only sure of two things:Crux2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I still carry pieces of your cross on my back and
lilies were your favorite flower
Those last three months-
A silent drive home from the mall
purse full of stolen makeup
Dinners with my family where no one
bothered to make the conversion
Endless hours spent looking at paint samples
and I was smart to not buy the brushes
The line at the liquor store blended
with the lines on the road
At the same time with you
Then it was summer and you talked me into a country drive. We stopped on the side of the road to watch a cow giving birth in the center of a pasture. But, the calf never rose to its wobbly legs or felt the heat of the Indian summer….it never tasted dandelions.
The mother stood by the calf’s body
long past nightfall
and I stood by yours
long after that
Was this what we meant when we said forever?
Equality for allYou may think you know the difference between right and wrong,Equality for all2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But let me share some of my views with you in a song.
It doesn't matter if you're L, G, B, T, Q or straight,
What about equality, to love not hate?
So tell me your views, why you think it's so bad.
You can still be loved if you have two moms or two dads.
Don't preach us with the Bible, your words were heard.
But if you say God hates us, that's nonsense, absurd!
Genesis 2:24 & Ruth 1:14
Ruth loved Naomi as Adam did Eve.
Don't judge, but love as people are seen,
We're queer, we're here and ain't gonna leave.
Just deal with us liking the same sex,
If you're straight, it's fine, we give you respect..
But if you're a homophobic jerk,
We'll toy with you by giving you a wink and a smirk.
Hell Doesn't Even KnowI want to cry so much...Hell Doesn't Even Know2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Maybe I'm happy,
Maybe I'm sad.
I feel so alone,
Yet I've been with people all day.
I feel so unloved,
Yet I know I have people who love me.
I can't talk about these feelings.
I can't open up when the door is locked.
And the key is lost.
I want to inspire,
But I just recieve empathy.
I want to die,
But I keep on breathing.
I feel so confused, lost and all alone.
The feelings inside me are too strong for my body.
I don't want someone to understand.
I want someone to give me the answers to why I am like this.
And a solution to fix the massacre inside me...