I'm sorry, but I love youI told you, "I love you."I'm sorry, but I love you1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
And I meant it.
We used to say, "Forever and Always."
And I meant it.
I meant it with my entire being.
Then it was demolished.
It was crushed.
And it was my fault.
It took me a while
To realize that...
I had lost the only person
I ever truly loved.
To still love you.
You're in love with,
I wish you were happy,
I guess she is better for you,
She motivates you,
Like I didn't.
She's your reason why...
Just like I wasn't.
But, I love you.
Forever and Always.
It's not going to change.
Not for a long time.
Three Kinds of Love, IntroThree Kinds of Love, Intro5 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
Holding your head, you tried for the thousandth time to explain to John, your concept of love.
“I’m sorry ______. But I just don’t get it. Really this is more complicated than quadrants!” You sighed. “John, if you just listened I’d be able to explain it!” He merely nodded and rested his head on your shoulder. Gently petting your best friend’s hair, you once again began to explain your twisted views on love. You decided that you hated the traditional outlook on love. A Romeo and Juliet fairytale romance. You also found it odd that people would say, “I love you” to friends and family and it had a completely different meaning when said to their lover. So you made…your own quadrants so to speak. The first being easy to grasp, F&F love, as you called it. Meaning family and friend love. This was a simple love that most everyone understood. It was the unconditional love that you would feel towards say a close friend or a mothe
Stop Crying: Pomegranate-San x ReaderStop Crying: Pomegranate-San x Reader3 months ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Frosty crimson blood dripped down your trembling chin.
"stop crying idiot"
"pomegranate-san," you cried harder as your teeth grinded against the skin of the forbidden fruit, "i love you"
"then please stop eating me"
"i can't" his juices ran between the valley of your breasts
"you're just so delicious."
good byeGone are days wheregood bye1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Our troubles were few
Only the pain
Does see us through
Breathe like a last breath
Your last wish
Ending in embraces, cold as death
ConstantConstantly fluctuatingConstant8 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
between joy and misery
between hope and despair
From highs to lows
never fully there
no disconcernable talent
on ivory keys
that created harmony
to unexpected ears
No talented fingers
with wanted art
No worded wonders
Straight to the heart
No real contribution
to the world or one
Why is so hard to say good bye?Why!Why!Why!Why is so hard to say good bye?9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why it is so hard to say "good bye"?
It's so hard to be at that moment,
When you are about to cry;
It hates to let go
That friend that you love so much.
I just want time to be a little bit slow,
So we can be as much time,as such
A leaf takes to fall in the liveless floor.
Miserably,I can't do nothing to change the situation
But if I could,I will do everything to change it.
If I dont see you again,dont forget me,
Dont forget the moments we lived together,
Nor the friendship we had between us.
Something that needs to STOPOkay so during a conversation me and a good friend came up to a subject that we both very strongly agree on……if ANY of you disagree or agree with us then here are your choicesSomething that needs to STOP10 months ago in Profiles More Like This
If you disagree: Then I would hunt you down until I find you and RIP YOUR HEAD OFF….or ^^……CHANGE YOUR WAY OF THINKING OR I WILL KILL YOU.
If you agree: Then you understand why it’s such a big deal then I will leave you alone and I hope you continue that ^^.
Anyway some of you might be confused on what I’m talking about well it’s about Women…….NO not just women I mean how they are treated by us guys and not just guys like me and Cocoa-Mane and RPShadow (I hope I_I)what I’m so mad about is how women are being treated as sex slaves and punching bags for the careless and FU*KING STUPID and should just go die right now but here’ s some reasons why I just HATE these type of boys and men.
1: Women are human just like us guys so we s
It's so easy to say Isn't it? It's so easy to sayIt's so easy to say Isn't it? 11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
follow through and fall down
This is the world
She wanted to
No longer here
no longer seems like a bad idea
Back thenIt eats me upBack then11 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
How he hurt me
in ways I couldn't understand
In ways I can't escape from
Too young for that
Still too young
But I can't forget
And I can't escape
I don't dare
Trying to forget
I can't explain
can you understand
BitterYou areBitter11 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Unique like everyone else
One more pillThis pill can't possibly harmOne more pill1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
more than life itself
more filled with a complex charm
after all it's for good health
swallow down the sweet relief
and gather the sweet effect
more like love than belief
that this life has wrecked
one more pill can't traumatise
makes this nightmare
seem more like lies
for the smiles we wear
to hide the truth
project an image
of a better youth
one more pill won't impaire
to be real
who could care
ignore the feel
of a slowing heart
mark these words
like a dying art
Perhaps if one more pill could ache
then no more
would I wake
to the pain in store
that waits in hiding
ready to scar
One more pill and I comprehend
that heart beats slow
right to the end
no more could I know
that this is relief
is sweet and right
a bitter belief
This moment.It doesn't matter that what hurt me five years ago hurt me thenThis moment.7 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
what matters to me is that it hurts to this day
I'm not concerned with the idea that the pain will still be there in years to come
The persistent thought is that it hurts now
and in this moment
the pain is unbearable.
BreathBreath inBreath10 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Held in and suffocated
Trapped and struggled
Meeting you.Our eyes meet. There is curiousity there, and fascination. You look again at what I've made with wide eyes and your mouth slightly open. This is not the first time we have talked, but it is the first time we have acknowledged each other.Meeting you.6 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
We get to talking. What we like to do during lunchtimes, What happens during our time together. One day I teach you to make something and then give you something. You are really happy with what you've made and like the ring I made you. I'm happy too. I start to steal items of yours and hold them close. You do the same. I wear your ring and you wear my watch. We are cute and funny for people to watch. We think we like each other, but we are not completely sure. We play chess together during lunchtimes. You often beat me. I still find it fun. You start to join my drama class in your free time. We can laugh and play together; be as dramatic and out there as we like.
It is one night on the computer that you tell me you like me. I decide to tell you off for
The Bramble RoseI was born in the city; I've grown up here. My uncle taught me all that I know about plants. Thanks to him, I can tell lavender from tulips and poppies. I know the different fruit trees and when each fruit will be in season.The Bramble Rose7 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
I was a little younger than I am now, perhaps two or three years ago in the summer when I came across a blackberry bush that had yet to flower. I found myself intrigued by it. Was the soil poisoning the bramble? Was it getting enough water? I started to care for it. I'd give it water and check the soil. The leaves started to look healthier and the bush seemed to stand taller. It seemed to like me.
Summer headed into Autumn and then winter with no sign of upcoming change. I started to feel a little sad. Despite my best efforts, it would not flower or bear fruit. I got angry and left it sitting there.
I came back in spring. I felt bad for abandoning it like that, but the plant didn't seem to mind. I went back to caring for it. I realised that it didn't matter i
When The Child LeavesYou wake up to the sharp trills of your alarm clock. Reach your arm up and over to turn it off. Your dreams slip out of sight. There is nothing to replace it. Stand up, you have to shower and get dressed. The air is cold, you quicken your pace to reach warmth just that bit sooner. Your bathroom has a small heater and a shower. You turn on both and get undressed. The water is hot, adjust it to make the temperature tolerable, then jump in. The air becomes humid, you forgot to turn the fan on. Whatever.When The Child Leaves10 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
Images slowly seep through your skin and pool in your head. Possible events of the day. The worst thing your teachers can say. Whether the person you like will like you back or whether your partner really loves you. Thoughts like these pull at you, dragging you down, making you want to sink into the stream of water and cover your head, forget everything. Surely it was not always like this. The shower must have once been a time of joy. As a child perhaps, leaping into it to splash and
Across the Apartment - Chapter 1You sighed. It had been a pretty shitty day. You had failed your Exams for collage, your car broke down (Which meant you had to pay big bucks for repairs, something you currently didn't have) and your boyfriend had just broken up with you via text (The spineless bastard). You were carrying your shopping and were just crossing the road.Across the Apartment - Chapter 12 years ago in Settings More Like This
There does the plastic bag. You groaned in anger and picked your now leaking milk up andbashed up bread. Hopfully, this day wouldn't get any worse.
Suddenly, you saw headlights and heardlaughing. You turned and saw a car metres away from you! You went to scream as it drove towards you but you didn't feel any impact, infact, you were lifted from your feet! You opened your eyes to find you bridal style in a man's arms! You looked up at this man and a breath hitched in your throat. Damn, he was hot! Spiky blond hair, cap, white shirt (With OVIOUS muscles showing though), gloves that just covered his palm and black trouser. And what in the sweet fuck wa
Decepetion: Marco Bodt x ReaderDecepetion: Marco Bodt x Reader4 months ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Buoyant and affable eyes,the color of honey brown, shook in utter excitement. Lips moving quickly, reading his thoughts and prayers aloud, as if they could actually come true. His voice was delectable, warm, almost like velvet embracing such harmed auditory systems.
A tender, affectionate man with seemingly fictional desires. He craved the outside world, he craved victory and peace.
Disastrously, malevolent monsters roamed, meandered the outside walls, ridiculous hunger for human flesh was running rampant in their sickly veins.
The boy's dream was nothing but imagination, only a fool would think such thoughts could ever step foot into reality. The reality was; You were prey. No matter what. They were at the top of the chain, they were at the top, and they were human's enemy.
"One day, our scarred vision will sit on ice. I'll make sure, together, we'll see the world of snow."
It was dark. It was cold. It was seething in her blood; hatred, agony, disgust. A pen was tucked into her
Please UnderstandI don’t care about what happened in your past. I wont judge you for that. Please understand, I admire you because you are the person you are now, shaped by what happened to you when you were who you’re now not.Please Understand10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Please understand, I surround myself with people that make me feel happy and loved. If you are a friend of mine, you have the capacity to do that, even if it is by merely being near me.
People have their bad days, sure. I do too. Please understand. People wont stop being your friend because of a bad day. People that do that have no friends left in the real world (the internet has lies and fake perfection, so they’d all survive there)
Please understand, there are billions of people in this world. There are millions of people in this country, this city. I have met thousands of people in my life; I ended up selecting those that I thought were the most amazing, with the most beautiful personalities I had ever met.
We might not be able to see each other every day, i
The Fake Shepherd and the Lost LambI was looking for my way back.The Fake Shepherd and the Lost Lamb1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was looking for the light that will show me the path.
Until I fell, I fell into a pit of darkness.
But then you were there,
Standing on the edge with your hand extended.
As if you were waiting all this time to grab my hand.
You told me you were close to the light I sought.
You told me you could take me there.
You held me tight and told me to change.
I changed my behavior.
I changed my thoughts.
And all this was done just to follow you and the light I sought.
You told me to not judge, because the light does not.
You told me to love, because the light does.
You told me to be sincere, because the light is.
And I obeyed.
I did not judge, for the light I sought.
I loved, for the light I sought.
And I became sincere, for the light I sought.
We walked the right path for many months until you asked.
You asked about my deepest secret.
I was afraid. A voice in my mind told me to not tell you,
But I disobeyed.
I told you my deepest secret, I was sincere.
EmotionsEmotionsEmotions1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
By: Dempsey C. Oliver
Pain, Fear, Joy, Bliss, All of these are emotions,
All of them make us human.
But what happens when, a person lets one of these emotions run them?
The person you knew disappears...
Becoming an animal, driven by one emotion,
The human becomes an animal...
Driven by the need...
The need to satisfy the emotion that drives them...
Becoming a monster...
A monster that enjoys only one thing...
Pain, Fear, Joy, Bliss...
The drug of their own creation...
Driving them past sanity,
Never to return exiled by their own desire...
Life is too short to live off one emotion,
Pain, Fear, Joy, Bliss...
Emotions that can ruin your life...
The Winners Are The LosersDesperately looking for somethingThe Winners Are The Losers2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To say is our accomplishment.
Broken from everyone elses opoinions.
Listening to the world going
On around them,
The only ones that matter
They are the queens and kings,
The rulers and the dictators
Of the promising futures.
If they die, they killed themselves,
No one else can cause them harm,
They're all children of the lesser people,
But they will grow up to be greater Gods.
They stay between heaven and hell.
Just looking into their eyes you can
See their pain,
Only because they let themselves be victimized.
They stole away their success,
Through blood and pain.
The age of them is eternal,
Darkness would crawl through,
But they are here, strong and nerved up.
Their winning has finally come,
And it's only just begun.
NeverNever8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her tear-stained pillow,
Mixed with bloody human hands,
Prove how much she'd do for you.
Her overwhelming thoughts,
Her doodles and writing are for you.
Just so one day maybe you would understand.
The nights spent wasting away,
Tearing her body into pieces,
Are just a few ways trying to shut you out.
She is asked day by day,
How she could destroy her own flesh.
That's her cue, for they could never understand,
You will never love her.
I'm Still HereYou complain and complainI'm Still Here1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
About a girl you once
Say you miss her and
Want her back in your arms.
Nodding my head in time
To the beat, I can't
Help, but want to scream
I'm still here.
You say you'd treat
Her better if you
Had a second chance.
No, you did everything right,
I say to make you feel better.
In all honesty, I want to tell
You that you should take me.
Not all girls in our school
Cheat or are whores.
I'm still here.
I whisper comforting words
To you after each break up.
You laugh and smile.
You wonder how I'm still
That any guy would be that lucky.
You wish you could find someone
I'm still here.
Why not take the real thing?
I shed my usual smile
While we talk.
For once, you don't
Ask about you.
Instead the conversation
Is directed about how
What's wrong is that
I've been standing by
Your side since day one.
I've dried you tears
After each girl has stomped
All over you for being
Such a great boyfriend.