Pretty GirlHello, pretty girl.
I wonder what you're thinking about today.
I want to know how long it takes you to do your makeup.
You hardly wear any at all.
Hello, beauty queen.
I've heard you're a little mean.
I've seen the videos, and all the wall posts...
Then again, I can't blame you much for the boasts.
Oh God, how I wonder what it must be like;
To not be shocked when a compliment floats in.
The media tells me that you don't know what you are,
But I just can't see that to be true.
There's no possibility that it could be;
Not with eyes that baby blue.
I've never really loved myself,
But you, oh gorgeous little you,
You've already gone so far...
I still don't understand.
How could a girl like you
Ever feel the way that I do.
Hello, pretty girl.
Hello, grand supreme.
Hello, perfect one.
Why can't you be me?
FragileI know that you're broken,Fragile2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
And all your pieces are scattered,
I know that you're bruised,
And your pale skin is battered.
I can see the scars,
That you're trying to hide,
And I can see the hurt,
Burried beneath your pride.
You're barely holding together,
Your tattered, fraying threads,
The harder you try to keep it in,
The more the hole spreads.
Stop trying to battle alone,
When I'm here with sword in hand,
I can help you pick up the pieces,
There'll be nothing we can't withstand.
Don't give up the fight,
My friend who is so fragile,
Take my hand and let me hold you,
Let me love you for a while.
You think that it's not worth it,
And just want to give in,
So you run the blade down your arm,
Breaking your heavenly skin.
I wish that I could show you,
How much you mean to me,
But you just push me away,
And wallow in your debris.
Why can't you see what I see?
I think that you're amazing,
I love your scars, and your wounds,
And your eyes that are always blazing.
I am giving you my all,
Child AbuseDaddy left for the bar,Child Abuse6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Stealing away the the car,
Soon Mama put me to bed,
And kissed me on the head,
Daddy was still not home,
He left us all alone,
Daddy came home just after four,
Mama was angrier then ever before,
Daddy was so mad and drunk he left the house,
I listened in bed as quiet as a mouse,
Daddy wasn't home for breakfast,
And when lunch time came at last,
Daddy didnt show up,
Mama was quiet, sipping at a cup,
Daddy came home tonight,
His eyes looked out of sight,
Mama pushed him away with all her might,
Daddy looked past the light,
Daddy took mama to the bedroom,
She screamed and there was a big boom,
Daddy walked out of the bedroom very tall,
I shrieked and ran down the hall,
Daddy caught me, I felt small,
Then he threw me against the wall,
He hit me and punched me,
My eyes hurt so bad I couldnt see,
My name is Katie,
I am three,
And on this night my Daddy murdered me.
What Happened?We were once us but now meWhat Happened?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You say you care but really you don't
I rather if you don't so that you can drift away like a memory
Now I am alone, walking alone in this cold world
Just move on, there are others that make me happy
So in a way I thank you for leaving
Thanks for making happier but it the days like this that I stop and want to go back
But how to go back when there is nothing there
You left and move on like nothing
Why should I care?
"If I lose you, I don't know what I would do"
I remember I said that and turns out to be true
You walk away, that's all she wrote
Don't just say goodbye when I never wanted to
Too bad that you felt miserable
Its sad one can be happy and the other can be feel not same
Was it the reason why we got into this relationship just to forget who we were chasing before?
Or wasn't that something needed to change with our lives?
I don't know, it happened within a blink of an eye
I didn't try hard enough or you gave up too easily?
Can't change anything that ha
Love FreefallIn my heart I know there is the terrible feeling that I'mLove Freefall3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Am just a mistake?SoAm just a mistake?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Am just a mistake?
You thought you couldn't have babies anymore?
And you didn't want anymore?
You say that you've gave up your life to your kids bur no more?
Mom I don't get it
You said I love you
Then make it like my life is turning up side down
I really don't understand you mom
If you don't want me then I'll get rid of my self for you
SoapscumSticky spiderwebs decourate our moldy shower walls extravagantly.Soapscum2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With skin so hot,
From heated water:
Pounding down my bare back.
I feel so cold.
Hands shake from lack of sugar in my-
Blue blood stream,
That sometimes leaks,
Razors that make my skin scream in,
Pruny from standing here so long.
Waiting for you-
To come save me.
I FellI fell down into a hole of despair,I Fell2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and felt a pain that no one can bear.
Lost in the dark and stuck without a way,
I feel less pain the longer I stay.
My feelings and emotions are slowly numbing,
my hopes and my dreams are already crumbling.
I fell down and now I can't get back up,
now all I can see is a half empty cup.
Lost my strength and lost my will,
all I can do now is just stay still.
I look up to see the bright eyes,
staring at me while my soul slowly dies.
One step and another yet I still can't see the light,
another step, and I fall back into the night.
Here is a darkness I cannot stand,
my hope is holding on by the last strand.
Someone save me before I completely lose my way,
please don't leave me here for another day...
Read between the linesIf you would have read between the lines that painted my wristRead between the lines2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
…You'd see they taunted me
Fat, Ugly, worthless
It's all they seem to have screamed
However, their message changed
…when a new perspective had finally come around
Now all they shriek is,
You made it through
Head screamingOnce I called them friends inside this messed up head.Head screaming3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Now they're enemies, of my own will.
Tearing at the top of my head, and ripping hair from everywhere
Do my words make sense anymore?
Keeping them all awake.
Whispers here n' there.
My name repeated over and over again.
Like someone's calling towards the base of my body.
Starting to get scared.
Once I just hold onto the medication.
Everything will be ok.
You hold me tight, and tell me to overcome them.
Just like everyone else.
Getting filled with someone else.
And turning into another.
Watching it like a movie,
Waiting for your turn to play.
People keep questioning, "why are you acting so strange?"
They all laugh.
One little girl is filled with many voices
If My Heart Held All My FeelingsIf my heart held all my feelingsIf My Heart Held All My Feelings3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'd tear that thing right out
And smash it on the floor
And stomp it
And crush it
And beat it
And break it
More than it was broken before
Because that damn heart
It doesn't work right
It keeps in all the dark stuff
And it lets go of the light
But without that stupid
Fickle little organ
I'd live free forever
In a sea of relief because
The pain will be gone
And the guilt will be gone
And the fear will be gone
And I wouldn't have a stupid
Fickle little organ
Pumping poison in my bloodstream
Putting poison in my thoughts
I'd be free
Be free forever
Heartless, yes, but free.
Feline FatalityEyes sealed shut,Feline Fatality2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With limbs struggling to-
I feel wetness;
On my nose.
And a tickling sensation-
Upon my twenty newborn toes.
I think I have fur;
And a tail that likes to move
Soon I'll be able to see,
And soon you'll say good bye to me.
I'm eight lives shy-
Of our lifespan's expectancy.
LaughingI know when I leave you're all laughingLaughing2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How I have no friends
How I don't fit in
How you all hate me
How I think you're my friends
I know you're all laughing at me
You'll never accept me
You'll never like me
You'll always hate me
You'll always be laughing at me
NightmaresSleepy.Nightmares2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My head hurts.
My heart too.
I could use a good night's rest.
But the only thing I get are nightmares.
Nightmares and sleepless nights.
And in the day the nightmares continue.
Glares full of hate and disgust.
Whispers full of laughter and scorn.
I shrink only further while the day passes.
I pray for good nights,
a sleep without nightmares,
a life without nightmares.
Sleep full of nightmares continues.
My life full of nightmares continues.
Is there someone to make it stop?