Pretty GirlHello, pretty girl.
I wonder what you're thinking about today.
I want to know how long it takes you to do your makeup.
You hardly wear any at all.
Hello, beauty queen.
I've heard you're a little mean.
I've seen the videos, and all the wall posts...
Then again, I can't blame you much for the boasts.
Oh God, how I wonder what it must be like;
To not be shocked when a compliment floats in.
The media tells me that you don't know what you are,
But I just can't see that to be true.
There's no possibility that it could be;
Not with eyes that baby blue.
I've never really loved myself,
But you, oh gorgeous little you,
She's a depressed drunkDon't drink.She's a depressed drunk7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't do it.
Don't leave her alone.
She's a depressed drunk.
She'll hurt her self.
She will cut her self if she's alone long enough.
You walked her home and didn't make sure she was a sleep before you walk off?
She's covered in cuts.
Why did you leave her?
All those cuts are deep.
SBFFLFEFor all of your love,SBFFLFE4 months ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
And all of your smiles,
You still are sad.
For all of our secrets,
And inside jokes,
You still don't trust me.
For all of those who love you,
And the amazingness you are,
You still aren't happy.
So would one day,
Be so much to ask?
For you to be happy,
And just relax?
Stop being tense,
And just loosen up.
Drain your drink,
Then refill the cup.
Fall into my arms,
Happy and content,
Just let go of your sadness.
Let it relent.
You aren't alone,
I promise you.
Whatever it is,
I can help you through.
So at the end of the day,
When you lie in bed,
And thoughts like suicide
The Decision"Daddy? Do you ever feel wike punching someone in da face? Or slamming their teeth into da concweet?" His little 5 year old daughter asked.The Decision8 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
He furrowed his brow. This was a milestone for him. An impasse. No matter what he said, he would somehow affect not just her life, but the lives after her. Her children, her grandchildren, and even her great grand children. Generations were being weighed on this moment, being decided on his next words.
He swallowed, and nodded. "Yes, sweetheart. Yes I do."
Read between the linesIf you would have read between the lines that painted my wristRead between the lines5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
…You'd see they taunted me
Fat, Ugly, worthless
It's all they seem to have screamed
However, their message changed
…when a new perspective had finally come around
Now all they shriek is,
You made it through
Toxic LoveHis heart is an anchorToxic Love7 months ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
His arms are a cage
His lips are like pencils
Rewriting each page
His eyes are deceiving
His tongue tells a lie
His words say they're sorry
His hands make her cry
His smile is salvation
His scent is a drug
His power is greater
His face is just smug
She knows it's not healthy
She knows it's not right
Deep down she is scared
That she will lose this fight
He said that he loved her
He said that he cared
But in the end love
Was a burden they shared
He said that he loved her
And maybe he did
But love that's so toxic
Is not worth a quid
Coping Mechanisms"Enough," Rude says, grabbing for the bottle in his partner's hand.Coping Mechanisms7 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Shaddup, get off my back," The redhead slurs, swinging around dangerously to put his bottle out of Rude's reach. He snarls briefly, his lips pulling back over his teeth, and somewhere in his alcohol-induced haze, he wonders if he should attempt to bite Rude. "I do whatever I want, asshole, so just shaddup and drink. You're too damn serious all the time."
Rude just stared back at Reno, from his seat on the couch in their apartment, watching the redhead take another swig from the bottle, tipping it back all the way, such that Rude knew it was now empty.
That was the fourth
DepressionHave you seen past that smile?Depression8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Have you seen past her makeup and fake laugh?
Haven't you wonder why she barely talk?
Haven't you wonder why she doesn't eat that much when she out?
Look pass that smile.
Look pass the makeup and fake laugh.
Look in to the pain.
Look in to the sadness.
She starves her self most days.
She doesn't talk for fare she will say the wrong things.
There is more to her then you know.
There is less of her ever day.
Depression takes over her body.
Depression takes over her mind.
Love to Hate to Love againLove to Hate to Love again10 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Dad, who loved and always will
From eating in front of the TV
To life with the family
Left us, I felt ill
The best dad there ever was
Took care of us
And tried not to cuss
But I felt he was a lost cause
Depression, loss of appetite
I knew I would never feel alright,
And that was just the start
It was I who recommended moving away,
for I knew I couldn't stay
I never liked your girlfriend,
And I'm sure she didn't like me
But you were blinded by love to see
For you did something you could never mend
I could never say this face to face
I had to lie to you, spare your feelings
Though, you didn't care about mine, I'm
Am just a mistake?SoAm just a mistake?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Am just a mistake?
You thought you couldn't have babies anymore?
And you didn't want anymore?
You say that you've gave up your life to your kids bur no more?
Mom I don't get it
You said I love you
Then make it like my life is turning up side down
I really don't understand you mom
If you don't want me then I'll get rid of my self for you
Lies Why is the world so prejudiced and wrongful?Lies10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
The media tells us what to be... a perfect fabrication of yourself.
Is anything but, not beautiful?
Perfect is: luxurious sleek hair, flat and toned belly, flawless, glowing skin.
This is what everyone says you need to be.
But THAT is a distortion of reality.
The truth is, you are...
Beautiful, stunning, harmonious, and flawless.
FragileI know that you're broken,Fragile5 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
And that all your pieces are scattered,
I know that you're bruised,
And that your pale skin is battered.
I can see the scars,
That you're trying to hide,
And I can see the hurt,
Burried beneath your pride.
You're barely holding together,
Your tattered, fraying threads,
The harder you try to keep it in,
The more the hole spreads.
Stop trying to battle alone,
When I'm here with my sword in hand,
I can help you pick up the pieces,
And there'll be nothing we can't withstand.
Don't give up the fight,
My friend who is so fragile,
Take my hand and let me hold you,
Let me love you for a while.
NightmaresSleepy.Nightmares5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
My head hurts.
My heart too.
I could use a good night's rest.
But the only thing I get are nightmares.
Nightmares and sleepless nights.
And in the day the nightmares continue.
Glares full of hate and disgust.
Whispers full of laughter and scorn.
I shrink only further while the day passes.
I pray for good nights,
a sleep without nightmares,
a life without nightmares.
Sleep full of nightmares continues.
My life full of nightmares continues.
Is there someone to make it stop?
Head screamingOnce I called them friends inside this messed up head.Head screaming9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Now they're enemies, of my own will.
Tearing at the top of my head, and ripping hair from everywhere
Do my words make sense anymore?
Keeping them all awake.
Whispers here n' there.
My name repeated over and over again.
Like someone's calling towards the base of my body.
Starting to get scared.
Once I just hold onto the medication.
Everything will be ok.
You hold me tight, and tell me to overcome them.
Just like everyone else.
Getting filled with someone else.
And turning into another.
Watching it like a movie,
Waiting for your turn to pla
I love you.You, who smiles.I love you.4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I found you lost.
You're tears fall,
yet I stand there doing nothing.
Let me absorb it.
I want to take it all away.
Why do you cry?
You, who smiles.
You, who cries.
Those tears fall to the cold concrete.
The smile fades into a frown.
Your eyes filled with despair.
I want to steal it away.
To see you like this.
I don't like this.
I hate myself.
To let you feel the you do.
I can't stand it.
I want to steal it all away from you.
I want you to be happy again.
I love you.
I FellI fell down into a hole of despair,I Fell5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
and felt a pain that no one can bear.
Lost in the dark and stuck without a way,
I feel less pain the longer I stay.
My feelings and emotions are slowly numbing,
my hopes and my dreams are already crumbling.
I fell down and now I can't get back up,
now all I can see is a half empty cup.
Lost my strength and lost my will,
all I can do now is just stay still.
I look up to see the bright eyes,
staring at me while my soul slowly dies.
One step and another yet I still can't see the light,
another step, and I fall back into the night.
Here is a darkness I cannot stand,
my hope is holding on by the l
Leave me aloneLeave me alone6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Retreating to the isolation inside my room
curling up in a blanket of misery
Memories replay and corrupt my peaceful slumber
"You're not good enough."
"You disgust me."
"Nobody cares about you."
Tears stream down my mask
The negative thoughts have made the positive evanesce
I just want to be left
What Happened?We were once us but now meWhat Happened?6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
You say you care but really you don't
I rather if you don't so that you can drift away like a memory
Now I am alone, walking alone in this cold world
Just move on, there are others that make me happy
So in a way I thank you for leaving
Thanks for making happier but it the days like this that I stop and want to go back
But how to go back when there is nothing there
You left and move on like nothing
Why should I care?
"If I lose you, I don't know what I would do"
I remember I said that and turns out to be true
You walk away, that's all she wrote
Don't just say goodbye when I never wanted to
LaughingI know when I leave you're all laughingLaughing4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
How I have no friends
How I don't fit in
How you all hate me
How I think you're my friends
I know you're all laughing at me
You'll never accept me
You'll never like me
You'll always hate me
You'll always be laughing at me
If My Heart Held All My FeelingsIf my heart held all my feelingsIf My Heart Held All My Feelings1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'd tear that thing right out
And smash it on the floor
And stomp it
And crush it
And beat it
And break it
More than it was broken before
Because that damn heart
It doesn't work right
It keeps in all the dark stuff
And it lets go of the light
But without that stupid
Fickle little organ
I'd live free forever
In a sea of relief because
The pain will be gone
And the guilt will be gone
And the fear will be gone
And I wouldn't have a stupid
Fickle little organ
Pumping poison in my bloodstream
Putting poison in my thoughts
I'd be free
Be free forever
Heartless, yes, bu
Feline FatalityEyes sealed shut,Feline Fatality2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
With limbs struggling to-
I feel wetness;
On my nose.
And a tickling sensation-
Upon my twenty newborn toes.
I think I have fur;
And a tail that likes to move
Soon I'll be able to see,
And soon you'll say good bye to me.
I'm eight lives shy-
Of our lifespan's expectancy.
MOVED DEVIATIONThis Deviation has been moved to my new account: :iconzombiefallenangel:MOVED DEVIATION1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
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SoapscumSticky spiderwebs decourate our moldy shower walls extravagantly.Soapscum2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
With skin so hot,
From heated water:
Pounding down my bare back.
I feel so cold.
Hands shake from lack of sugar in my-
Blue blood stream,
That sometimes leaks,
Razors that make my skin scream in,
Pruny from standing here so long.
Waiting for you-
To come save me.
What Is My Life?What is my life?What Is My Life?3 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A world of self-hate.
Hardship and strife;
the kiss of fate.
An inner hurricane,
an innocence slain.
A tear shed,
and a bead of blood red,
along with the pain.
The screams in my head
could wake the dead,
and my thoughts
are heavy like lead.
The outside is wrong
and the inside's a mess.
My heart is still beating,
but my eyes are lifeless.