For Valentine's...I don't want a sparkly diamond,
Or earrings made of pearl.
I don't want a romantic evening,
Because I'm really not that type of girl.
Though a box of chocolates would be nice,
Necessary they are not.
I just don't want my existence today,
To be forgot.
A simple card will suffice,
A simple doodle will do.
Or maybe a tiny poem,
As long as it's from you.
So when this Valentine's Day comes and goes,
I know I will be left empty handed.
Because though none of these things truly matter,
On a relationship status, I am stranded.
I have no one to give me diamonds,
So girls that do enjoy.
I have no card or sweet poem,
For that I have no boy.
But to the ones that do,
I wish you a happy day.
But I hope you understand my situation,
When I seem upset and away.
But to the ones that do,
Please listen close.
Hold onto that special someone you have;
The one you love the most.
For if you don't and end alone on this special day,
You'll write poems for yourself,
And lie that you're "OK".
Valentine's Day? UGHA blood-colored box in the shape of a heartValentine's Day? UGH2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What an ironic way to express a poisonous dart
Well perhaps that might be the best way
To also show how love doth decay
So here I stand with my little red box
Crimped firmly shut with bleeding locks
Digging a grave with a blackened spoon
I bury this trinket under the glow of the moon
No love for me, not for even one day
So to all I whisper: screw Valentine's Day.
CrossroadsAmerica stands at the crossroads,Crossroads2 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
Where we will either save ourselves through vigilance and the realization of the truth,
Or we will save ourselves through the sacrifice of millions.
We shall save ourselves through the acknowledgment
Of the evil elite's plan for World Order
Or we shall destroy the World Order
Through the blood and sacrifice of millions of lives.
YesterdayYesterday, life seemed to be goingYesterday2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In every direction
With many up and downs
Still to be considered perfection
No thoughts of growing up
Only had you in my vision
No responsibility or worries
About making a bad decision
It was so perfect..wasn't it?
Just laying in the grass
Holding on to your hand
Just watching the days pass
Yesterday was magical
There was happiness and bliss
Only breaking silence
When we gasped after a kiss
We never needed words
Everything could be felt with just a touch
The caressing of your skin
Told you I needed you so much
Was yesterday prefect only for me?
Was I enjoying it by myself?
Tell me why did I have to catch you
Sleeping with somebody else
Giving him that smile
Lipstick painting your lips red
Did you forget all about us
As you slid into his bed?
Yesterday is long gone
Today is filled with much remorse
I tried to numb the pain with liquor
But it seemed to only make it worse
Today is filled with memories
That I wish I could forget
Every second spent togethe
Absence.Absence.Absence.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate the thought of coming home to an empty room.
It is a scenario my mind is not able to consume.
Even though I know you will be back soon.
I still have to wait for your return,
In order for my life to resume.
Lost ThingsWith truth to the letter yourLost Things2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
voice has become actual
music to my ears. That's all
I've been looking forward
to lately. You know I wish that
there was something newer
around. Maybe some
fresh snow on the ground or
something as sincerely bright
and soft with innocence
to avert my mind from this black
hole that's opened up in the
home we made here. I don't
care how many days I
haven't marked on
the calendar; I've lost what
I was looking for like there
was a hole in my pocket.
I can't find it anymore. And
that fear will freeze me to my
shaking core. It doesn't matter
how many times
you say it's right there. You are
not right there. You are not.
It is not the same and nothing
you say from this day will
fortify a lesser sense of
absence. You are not where
you once were and
I miss you.
Good Night Mama...Good night mama, it's time to sleep,Good Night Mama...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The shadows have begun to creep
This bed will never smell like home,
Machines that whir and gleam like bone
The smell of bleach , the too white walls,
And ghosts that stalk us through the halls
I want to win, to stay and fight,
But my eyes close, try as I might
The doctors say I'm leaving now,
Who knew oblivion would be so loud?
The call of sleep's my siren's song,
My Own HellI think of waysMy Own Hell2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To waste away
With this time left unpaid
I sit and reflect
On the breath in my chest
And the words left unsaid
I rot and writhe in darkness
My heart helpless and a mess
Filled with this sick unrest
I look up and see nothing
I look inside and see worse than nothing
I watch the lies and hear the sighs
The lonely breaths of emptiness
Into an empty world only I know
The one I created for myself
You may breach the castle walls
But the stone will never crumble
And the fortress will never fall
Who hears the cries of a helpless child
Who hears the cracking of a broken heart
Who hears the death of a dying smile
Watch the words twist in agony
Writhing upon the cold hard ground
Burning to ash like paper set to flame
A dead world unknown to others
Wrapped in words of hurt
And fires that burn forever
The plains of Hell never looked so heavenly