Here we goCurrently bawling my eyes out... I don't feel beautiful, I don't feel like I'm worth anything, I feel like my bf could careless about me, my best friend (from the last journal) isn't able to contact anyone for a long time, I just wana end everything, I might as well! I'm broken as shit, physically and emotionally! I almost just broke my frikin spine and neck, my shoulder is blown out, my ankle is rolled, my wrist hurts, and I hav something wrong with my damn neck... I feel like there no point in trying anymore, so... I don't know...Here we go1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Thoughts on Life (journal)Sometimes i feel a different kind of alone...Thoughts on Life (journal)2 months ago in Personal More Like This
like whatever ties me down has gone
leaving me drifting without a way down
gripping at any sign of something i search for
but will never understand, can't slow this
Im waiting for the fall, but if you arent there
will i fall into nothing or myself?
I wish i could dissolve into music, or cry
but nothing comes to the surface
I can feel that there is something, but feel nothing
I lie about what i don't want to be real,
And i shy from what is and could be
Because nothing i feel, nothing i am could be true
Maybe i already fell... how would i even know
when all i am is trapped in ghost land?
I meandre through fields of blinding light
Burn the bridges as i cross them barefoot
Feeling the music of the wind dancing inside
The warmth and the passion motion brings
in stillness i am numbed, so i free myself
Dance upon the clifftops, the tallest cities
I'm running to the edge, so watch me jump
Better catch me; If I fall, You'll be taken down
watch the s
i need motivationI NEED TO GET READY! so i can take pics and also because i have to teach class tonight D: please somehow motivate mei need motivation3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Welcome and announcements!First, I would like to welcome all of those who have joined the group and are helping make this a successful venture. I hope to see MANY submissions for every one of you.Welcome and announcements!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I would like to also encourage you to put up an advertisement in the Store Ads folder. Unlike most groups, I would like to give you a chance to generate business as well. However only one advertisement per member and store. Networking is what it is all about and showcasing is networking and generating more visual attention to your product.![]()
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quote found on tumblr"There are seven billion people on this planet who I have not met and 195 countries I have not visited. Yet I am stuck in this insignificant town being pressured into making decisions about my future when I barely even know who I am."quote found on tumblr3 months ago in Personal More Like This
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CollaborationI have adored the rewarding opportunity to work with an amazing artist that some of you might know Mr. Daniel Pierce. We have been talking about it for months, but finally it is completed and he will be uploading photos of me modeling his work this month. I think two photos of me are currently in his gallery? I have a sneak peak with his work in mine. If you would like to check it out http://danielapierce.deviantart.com/gallery/ His work is gorgeous! Currently planning more shots for his work soon. Hope everyone enjoysCollaboration3 months ago in Personal More Like This
main page http://danielapierce.deviantart.com/
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Some Good Stuff in San Francisco~~~ I went to San Francisco today, to the InterContinental Hotel at 888 Howard Street (the 800 block of Howard Street is actually between 4th and 5th Streets; there's probably a good historical reason for this), where *DanielAPierce is selling his work http://danielapierce.deviantart.com/gallery/ at the Tribal/EPA Conference. http://www.region9tribal-epaconference.com/g - it was good to meet him in person and admire his art. I ordered some knapped obsidian points to make pendants with. He'll be there through Thursday, if any of you are in the area. Other good stuff there, too....Some Good Stuff in San Francisco6 months ago in Personal More Like This
~~~ I also went by TechShop San Francisco http://www.techshop.ws/tssf.html - a club where people who can't afford (or don't have space for) their own laser cutters, computer-controlled milling machines, welding setups, 3D printers, etc., can rent time on them. A bunch of guys from Type A Machines http://typeamachines.com/ were assembling 3D printers from laser-cut frame parts and standard bearings, etc. Th
Weekly Shout Outs! [2]Polymer clay:Weekly Shout Outs! [2]7 months ago in Personal More Like This![]()
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~SecondHandGefuehl ~Benia1991 ~Magic-Jewels ~snowflake565 ~froggyk ~Monostash ~GirlOfTheOcean *x-xSpitFirex-x ~Shatiel85 ~MelancholySnowflakez
Welcome everyone!
To my USA watchers + Facebook pagehttps://www.facebook.com/ElenacWalton Like/follow/subscribe to my page immediately! That is all.To my USA watchers + Facebook page11 months ago in Personal More Like This
I will be visiting Los Angeles, CA and Miami, Fl towards the end of August/early September, if you are interested in meeting/working together/showing me your city etc.
I will also be briefly in Minneapolis and Detroit! Exciting times I know.
In other news, I bumped into a UK based photographer - Peter McConnochie. He has been working on a project called 100 portraits. These portraits are of strangers in the streets. He's taken these in UK cities and Paris.
His portrait of me can be viewed here - http://www.flickr.com/photos/dougliz/sets/72157628046428368/?page=2
He's not on DA (but he should be really, I mean everyone should be...)
PS: my internet is down so I will be pretty slow moving for the next couple of weeks!
PPS: Are any of you on FlickR and do you recommend it as a site to display your work?
*|~I Remember~|*I remember when I was a child... Mostly, awful times... Always wishing for some boy to notice me, but I was never pretty or talented enough. The cute girls used to bully me at the Rhythmic Gymnastics group, in which I put so much effort on and I was so devoted to. Always practicing at home or elsewhere so I could be better. Anyhow, I felt like shit internally. They kept on telling me how much I sucked and couldn't compare to them; besides, the teacher herself. Always placing me below the pretty girls. Obviously, my self-esteem was underground. They always made fun of any idea I brought for the choreographies and were such bitches when I complimented them trying to be friends, being hostile and thoughtless.*|~I Remember~|*4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Then, it came the physical development part; I didn't develop until I was 14. Way later compared to all the other peers. When I started high school, I received multiple humiliations from my classmates. I was the ugly midget with thin body for them (I've always been a skinny girl). Di
Gold {Feature}Wow, things have been busy around here! The summer has come, along with the masses of vacationers!Gold {Feature}1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So, due to the summer season's arrival - here is a little feature of Golden tones!
(As usual) All deviations featured are under 50 favs -or- 50 views.
Show these deviants some!
Visit My Photography Blog - http://www.momentsbyfelicia.com/apps/blog
Don't forget while you are out & about to visit my Website - http://www.MomentsByFelicia.com and also my Facebook Fanpage -http://www.facebook.com/pages/Moments-By-Felicia/117912182364 !
The FORUM! HOT TOPIC - Closeups of genitalia...IS IT ART OR NOT? Weigh in with your thoughts!The FORUM! HOT TOPIC - Closeups of genitalia...4 months ago in Personal More Like This
SCROLL DOWN TO SEE AND COMMENT ON OTHER INTRIGUING TOPICS!
The FORUM! (Please SAVE to your FAVs!) What are...1) your favorite places to shoot and model?The FORUM! (Please SAVE to your FAVs!) What are...5 months ago in Personal More Like This
2) What is your favorite type of shoot or modeling? (This also applies to all mediums such as photography, drawing, painting, digital manipulation, etc.)
3) What is your favorite camera and format?
4) Who are your favorite photogs and models of all time?
5) How many of you ladies love to do nudes, and why?
6) What are your favorite types of nudes?
7) How do you men & lady models view your genitals as an art-form? (Proud? Embarrassed? Ashamed? Porn? Beautiful creation? Degrading? Erotic?, etc.)
8) What is YOUR definition of Erotica? (Healthy visual and textual stimulation? Porn? Unacceptable? Very acceptable? Use it all the time?, Never read it!, etc.)
9) Comments: What subjects would you like us to talk about in the FORUM? (Please keep it relegated to art, photography, modeling, related sexual issues, etc.)
*Click on "MORE JOURNAL ENTRIES" to weigh-in on othe
The FORUM! Gaming Violence???CURRENT QUESTION!The FORUM! Gaming Violence???5 months ago in Personal More Like This
WHY IS IT THAT THE US SUPREME COURT ADVOCATES SUCH VIOLENCE IN GAMING (THAT SPURRED ON THE RECENT SCHOOL MASSACRE) BUT THEY (THE SUPREME COURT) SO VEHEMENTLY STRIVES TO CENSOR AND BAN ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH MAKING LOVE? HOW CAN MOWING DOWN PEOPLE BE SO OKAY, BUT SEEING SOME NIPPLES AND VAGINAS AND PENISES BE SO NOT OKAY? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED ABOUT THIS?
WEIGH IN WITH YOUR FEELINGS ON THE ISSUE!
Scroll down to see and comment on other topics and issues as well!
* HOW ABOUT HOT EXCHANGES ON THE INTERNET, THROUGH IM's OR EMAILS, OR EVEN SITES SUCH AS THIS?
* AT WHAT POINT IS THE EXCHANGE GOING TOO FAR? WHEN THE TWO OF YOU START TALKING DIRTY TO EACH OTHER? WHEN THE PERSON SAYS THEY JUST HAVE TO SEE YOU? WHEN YOU START HAVING FANTASIES ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON? WHERE IS THE LINE? WHEN IS IT AN AFFAIR?
* SHOULD YOU TELL YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER WHAT'S GOING ON? WOULD THIS HELP T
A short featureFeaturing tristetriste, who has since deactivated her DA account... But I love her work so much. Found the following images on google:A short feature1 year ago in Art Features More Like This
There are a few more of her images on this site: http://www.emptykingdom.com/main/featured/zuna-potocna/
Or just google her username.. some images should turn up.
Looking at her work reminds me of how much else I can do, how much else I haven't done.. it's like finding the light at the end of my tunnel again.Wish she'd return, though I don't think so. People tell me I inspire them... I think this woman, in turn, inspires me.
Portrait FeatureMy very first photojournalism instructor told me nearly five years ago that a portrait shouldn't just be a photo of a person, it should reveal something about the subject. You should be able to learn something about them just by looking at the photo. This has stuck with me throughout my photography adventures.Portrait Feature1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I am currently focusing on expanding my portrait photography due to my unemployment so I decided to go back to my DeviantArt favorite Portraits file for inspiration. Here are my favorite portraits on DA. If you'd like to thank me, give my Facebook page a "like" (if you are on Facebook that is). Note: you'll need to be logged into Facebook for the link to work.
Kylie's Professional Facebook Account: http://www.facebook.com/kyliemariekeppler
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Photographer of the Week: MaureezaEach week we're going to showcase a People & Portrait Photographer from the community to highlight talent and inspire! Anybody can get involved in this and if you know of somebody who deserves such a feature then please do note the group. We will blog about their talent and in addition showcase them on our front page for the duration of the week. So, moving forward, our first Photographer of the Week goes to *maureeza!Photographer of the Week: Maureeza8 months ago in Art Features More Like This
*maureeza works well with lighting to create some stunning self portraits with wonderfully casual poses and colouring. *maureeza proves that she can turn her hand to a multitude of the sub-categories of People and Portraiture as she has a beautiful plethora of expressive, emotive and conceptual images in her gallery.
Some of my favourite portrait photographs!This is my first feature journalSome of my favourite portrait photographs!1 year ago in Personal More Like ThisAnd I recently found a love for taking photographs of people and just wanted to share some of my favourite inspiring ones that I came across.
They all have less than 100 favs and since others have helped me and featured my work in their journals, i'd like to do the same :3
So, If you'd like to take a look at these lovely photographs and possibly fav a few? (: I really LOVE all of them!
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My weekly favsSo I took a really good look and these are gonna be my inspirations for my next shoot and I thank everyone of you guys for your gorgeous, interesting, cute, or even strange pictures So here are the onesMy weekly favs1 year ago in Personal More Like This![]()
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April 2012 (Pt. 1)PhotographyApril 2012 (Pt. 1)1 year ago in Art Features More Like This:thumb13676241
Daily Trends 2: Warm Color ThemesAnother Daily Trends where I find something in my inbox that catches my eye multiple times and collect for you here.Daily Trends 2: Warm Color Themes1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Not much I can say here, choosing a specific color pallet can do wonders for your image, it brings the focus away from the business and hones the focus in on the subjects. And depending on the brightness, the warm tones can be pleasantly warming and calming or highly energetic.![]()
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Repetition is RepetitiousRepetition is great for practice.Repetition is Repetitious6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Repetition is great for learning.
Repetition teaches patience.
Repetition teaches devotion.
Repetition is comfortable.
But repetition is repetitious.
Don't people get tired of doing roughly the same things over and over again?
Don't people get tired of seeing roughly the same things over and over again?
Tired of repeating the same techniques.
Tired of repeating the same concepts.
Need to improve.
Need to innovate.
Art is not my job.
Art is my mental exercise.
And I am mentally underfit.
So it's time to get back into shape.
Art Feature 3 (check for your art!)Here is a journal I'm making to showcase some art that I think deserve more recognition or I just want other people to see. These people put a lot of time and care into their work and deserve to be appreciated. I'm probably gonna do one of these once every few weeks or so, especially with all the positive reactions I'm getting from them. (:Art Feature 3 (check for your art!)7 months ago in Personal More Like This
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