Ugh!I had my first "hater" today calling my photo's pornographic. I'm not here to please people I'm here to express my vision of art. If you don't like it I'm sorry and GO FUCK YOURSELF!Ugh!2 months ago in Personal More Like This
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Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays & Happy New Years!!
Ps: Please not that I will be on vacation from December 28th to January 7th and will not have access to the internet. All uploads and comments will be taken care of at my return.
Sharing Something AmazingHello lovelies,Sharing Something Amazing6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Here is a video of me sharing something amazing with all of you.
Thanks to: :icongeneralorry:
More of my video blogs: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?listLtoK9c6Qrw0U-5rTpARSewrlj0tg5HCV6
Wigs, wigs commissions, and life going on!Well, well, kinda don't have time for deviantart?Wigs, wigs commissions, and life going on!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Nah, just I don't have anything to post here!
Few photo sessions in plans, but still...I'm kinda fired up for this. Hopefully I will gain some strength!
Recently I did Catherine commission and the customer were satisfied! Yes, advertise for myself! 8D
I do take wigs commissions now, 'cause I have spare time.
Also, do You recognize this girl? ;D
crappy cellphone photos, yay. I never had time to make them with camera.
So, dA, wait for some photos...erm...dunno when!
F E A T U R E
MisunderstoodThere are times in my life when the fact that I am usually misunderstood can be frustrating but most of the time it is actually pretty fabulous. I am of course not talking about any language barriers but about life philosophy. I am a person who marches to the the beat of a whole different drummer and I take great pride in that. I have done my best to think and function independently of society since I was of high school age, it was tough but it was worth it.Misunderstood1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Life has so much to teach us and show us if we break out of the confines and limitations of the paradigms laid out to us by society. Lets be honest, society is nothing short of a system that makes the masses more manageable and more compliant. Society is a thing that sets the rules and makes sure we follow them, makes sure we are good workers and good consumers and of course good accumulators of debt. Years ago I decided that I would NOT give in and that I would live my own life, in my own way.
I often comment on the state of nude
Things I Just Dont GetI like to think of life as a dynamic thing that keeps changing all of the time. I am not one to be stagnant when it comes to the mind and the soul. Over the course of the years I have done all sorts of experimentation with personal and artistic aesthetics, schools of thought, and philosophies. I have looked for relevance in many things, found it in alot of things and yet failed to find it in some things that are a cultural norm here. So here goes and I hope no one is insulted, I guess perhaps I am "too foreign" but I thought I would share what it is I just dont get.Things I Just Dont Get1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I come from a background of modeling and dance, I did modeling professionally and dabbled in ballet at a certain point in my life but an injury I incurred at a younger age stopped me from pursuing it. Modeling and ballet taught me about the efficiency of the human body and what "being in shape" actually meant. It also gave me a new perspective on what is beautiful and what is not and so my perception on human attractiveness
Holidays and the People that Make them STRANGEPeople baffle me and make me laugh. In this holiday season of parties, "reunions" and other such soires of "joy" I am always astounded by the nature of humans in large groups doing really stupid things. It starts from the government and goes down to the weird little cyber community that is DAHolidays and the People that Make them STRANGE2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I am astounded to this day by the amount of "Hey Baby wanna chat" or "Do you like webcam sex" responses and notes that I get here on DA. I used to get offended but now I am just annoyed, not by the sexual advances but by the presumption that someone like me would be interested in someone or something like that. Just recently someone did a study that showed that men have a weird little internal radar that actually misguides them into thinking that the hottest girl in the room is the most interested in them. Perhaps this is true for DA as well.
I have worked many different jobs in my life including being cocktail waitress in a bar known for it's reasonably debauched and wild nature. This
A Desire For True FreedomJust yesterday I asked a question on the polls about Polygamy and it's viability as a lifestyle and just very much enjoyed reading the responses. I ask this simply because I am interested what we as a society think about lifestyles that "step out of the norm" and what we as a society view as appropriate limitations on our freedoms. I am a libertarian at heart, I believe in true freedom. I am not an anarchist, I do believe that there are definitely very obvious things that need to be protected by the law ( life, property, borders etc) but aside from that I belive in FREEDOM.A Desire For True Freedom2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I ask myself often if we live in a truly free society or in the illusion of freedom? Are we truly free and is all of this technology making us more free or shackling us more to the "norms" and limitations of a repressive puritanical culture? I ask this in the wake of several media worthy situations where people's Facebook accounts were scrutinized for "immoral" activity in the employment application process. Compani
Smart is SexyAm I the only one tired of seeing vapid bimbos? Honestly is there some sort of fad for empty eyed, dopey "glamor girls"? It really seems to be the norm thee days. The drunken, drugged out starlets, the vapid "heiresses" and all of that other silliness that seems to rule the world of todays vision of "glamor". It seems that people love "stupid". For years I used to be a fan of Playboy, back in the early 1990s Playboy used to feature some really pretty, non siliconed out, girls. These days they all have the same curly bleach blonde boufant, fake boobs, and soul less expression. IT IS BORING !! Also why so few brunettes and redheads?Smart is Sexy2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Why is dumb so popular?
I think SMART IS SEXY ! Smart and saturated with substance is even sexier. Why do you think I adore people like Audrey Tautou? She is beautiful, brilliant, has an intense soul behind those eyes, has oodles of talent and the face of an angel. How about Marion Cottiliard? There is another brainy French beauty with infinite tal
Cinematic Love Stories and the Cultural DifferenceSo last week I did a poll on cinematic romance and I was curious as to what people thought. Personally i think 90% of Hollywood romance is absolute and utter schlock and a celebration of entitlement and mediocrity. So why such a shocking statement from a girl? Arent we girls supposed to be all estrogened and serotonined out by all of these romantic comedies and weepy films about love?Cinematic Love Stories and the Cultural Difference2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Well dont get me wrong I am not some cold hearted anto romantic bitch I simply dont believe in the schlock Hollywood puts out. I think Hollywood is a MAJOR contributer to the American Dream illusion machine that has gotten this country into the mess it is deeply in. Hollywood romance is all about entitlement and about more than just love. Take for example this repellent film that people love called "Pretty Woman" Julia Roberts plays the cliche of cliches the "Whore with a heart of gold" basically she is some white trash girlie who decides to be a prostitute and lands the rich corporate raider (
Can't see the forest.Ladies, Gentlemen, Deviants all;Can't see the forest.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I recently went to a workshop hosted by the AIPP, the Australian Institute of Professional Photography. It focussed (no pun intended, for a change) on the use of off camera flash, and featured a couple of speakers and some hands on demonstrations throughout the day. Quite useful, and a good day.
Now with anything like that, there's a handful of sponsors who have a table or two to show and sell their wares. I have no real worries with that either. But it did make me aware of a trend that photographers seem to be subject to of late. We're for the most part getting more hung up on the gear than the technique! Most of us are becoming more and more locked in on the latest gadget than on the end product - the photo itself. There's a feeling of "I'll fix that in photoshop" and while I'm not against post-processing - hell, I do it myself - why don't we get it right IN THE CAMERA rather than spending more time in front of a screen later?
I should also p
A Religious Bone to Pick..........I have been really pleased with the feedback I have gotten on my latest poll. Amazingly enough that garnered more responses than my journal featuring super cute girlies. A truly interesting sign. This is one that indicates to me that people seem to have more gripes with religion than they do with naked cuties.A Religious Bone to Pick..........2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So I thought I would chime in and share my opinions and thoughts on the matter. First and foremost I was born and raised into the Christian faith and while I am non practicing I am not a stone cold atheist either. I do believe in the possibility of a higher power but I refuse to accept that this higher power is some sandal wearing sky man with a gray beard and a bad temper. I dont like ill tempered men and I wont worship one. The truth of the matter is this. I just dont buy into that whole idea that the entire infinite universe exists so that we humans can stand the test of life on our speck of dust planet and earn a place in heaven by doing so. Sorry dont buy it. The paradox of
Priorities, Where Are They?I have been pondering the Penn State debacle and am floored by the situation on many levels. The sex abuse is shocking but nothing new, every generation has it's perverts but what shocks me is the protest and riot that followed. In a day and age when world economies are hanging on the brink of default and bankruptcy the protest and fight that is most passionate and violent is the one involving a football coach? I hope that many of you see the irony and weirdness of this. We are on the brink of the world as we know it being forced to redefine itself and the priorities of the last 150 years and people get up at arms over a football coach?Priorities, Where Are They?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I see nothing wrong with college sports, in fact I see alot of value in many of the things that are espoused in the whole concept but being European born and educated I am fairly new to the whole prospect of college sports too( the nation that celebrates near professional college athletes has the highest level of obesity in the civilized world, weird eh
There is no real pin-up on DAWell ofcourse if you check the most popular photos of the month or of the all time you migh find a few...There is no real pin-up on DA1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I'm not saying that there are bad photos I'm just saying that they are not pin-up.
Well ofcourse the term pin-up means a photo that is pined up a wall, so what? If my brothers pins up a wall a photo of car is that pin-up too?
"A pin-up girl, also known as a pin-up model, is a model whose mass-produced pictures see wide appeal as popular culture. Pin-ups are intended for informal display, e.g. meant to be "pinned-up" on a wall. Pin-up girls may be glamour models, fashion models, or actresses.
The term pin-up may also refer to drawings, paintings, and other illustrations done in emulation of these photos (see the list of pinup artists). The term was first attested to in English in 1941; however, the practice is documented back at least to the 1890s.
The pin-up images could be cut out of magazines or newspapers, or be from postcard or chromo-lithographs, and so on. Such photos ofte
Nice guys STILL finish last♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...Nice guys STILL finish last2 years ago in Personal More Like This
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for h
Win a print of my work 'Ice Queen'!Hi guys!Win a print of my work 'Ice Queen'!6 months ago in Personal More Like This
I want to give away three limited prints of my work "Ice Queen". If you are interested in winning one of them you should check out my fanpage for the details!
My Fanpage: http://www.facebook.com/Alternative.Model.La.Esmeralda
The give-away: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=401164993297094&set=a.183414301738832.47382.168870419859887&type=1&relevant_count=1
End of November FeatureEnjoy.End of November Feature7 months ago in Personal More Like This
gold fever by ~Katarinka Li 0144 solerized gold by *ARTEROTICA1
Gold by ~WhiteIriss Gold by ~DopeStars All that glitters is not gold by ~kinkystyle Painted Ladies Gold 3 by *marshrr
Gold digger 2 by ~lucylle rubber meets gold by ~toxicbetty Gold by ~MarloMarquise gold autumn by ~TheAutumnLeaves
...gold by *oprisco Gloss Overload by *xKimJoanne :thumb336857177: gold by ~zenibyfajnie
turned into gold by *LXXT Mask of gold by ~svarci Gold Rush - Sun Goddess by *FuzzyYak More Precious Than Gold by ~NoreeCorrino
:thumb337245852: the invention of a fairy tale. by ~C4M30 bathe in gold by ~chulii Jewels And Gold by =ifsantag
sea of gold by ~sigpras Peacock Camouflage by *xKimJoanne gold by ~ownroom :thumb336857302:
Gold by ~nhuthanh Gold by *EliseEnchanted Gold and shadows by *Sortvind gold by ~Kazutaka-A
Gold Dust by ~11-AM fields of gold by ~veftenie Castle of Spirits by *gummaid swirls of gold by `insaneone
-the gold calls to us- by ~Blue-A-Touille Fools Gold by ~ShadyBlues Indigo and Gold by *Sun-Seeker Blue and Gold. by *quaddie
Going For Gold by ~engridearty Gold by =ftourini Field of gold by ~oriontrail Shades of Gold by ~Scorpidilion
Father And Son...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q29YR5-t3ggFather And Son...2 months ago in Personal More Like This
If fell in love with you...http://www.youtube.com/watch?vcDISOpKZbkIf fell in love with you...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
in search of light 2012Ukraine, Romania, Bulgaria, Turkey, Greece, (maybe Montenegro and Hrvatska) Italia, France, Spain, Portugal, France, Germany, Polandin search of light 20121 year ago in Personal More Like This
and minimum 3months on road
stardusteverything we know is stardust . i heard this in a movie once .stardust2 years ago in Personal More Like This
today i spent the whole day in front of my laptop, editing. i love my models and i thank every girl that accepts to shoot with me or wants me to photograph her . i remember the first time i sent a message to someone on facebook to ask if she allows me to photograph her . i don`t know where i would be right now if wouldn`t done that . if you want to photograph someone just ask. it doesn`t kill you . just don`t be shy . that way you`ll never see your dreams become reality ...but still, i want to photograph a professional model .i`d die to photograph tallulah morton in amalfi coast. haha, it would be amazing . but first i`ll get a tattoo and i`ll buy a new camera + lens. the tattoo after i get my scholarship and the camera after i clean thousands of tables at mcdonald`s in the states next summer. or somewhere else.
Animals, Plants and Nature Spotlight Vol. 30*A2Matos'sAnimals, Plants and Nature Spotlight Vol. 302 months ago in Art Features More Like This
Spotlight Vol. 30
Animals, Plants and Nature
Sunset on the beach with surfing ocean wave
Field of Tulip
A Walk in the Clouds
Calling in the Rain
Anyone want an animation?(:ANIMATION COMMISSIONS OPEN.Anyone want an animation?(:9 months ago in Personal More Like This
(I prefer Memes, or spoofs such as: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTFtpnMqZ1k&feature=relmfu http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xos06_eQEsY&feature=relmfu http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61IowtfziQU&feature=relatedand ect.[They also cost less if they are repeating.])
1 point per second.
it will start as a sketch, and if you want lineart, add 10 points. Color? 20 points. Effects? 30+
so if your commish is 30 seconds...
Sketch: 30 points
Lineart: 30+10= 40 points
Color: 30+20= 50 points
Effects and stuff: 30+30(+)= 60+
Get it? GOOD.
ONLY ONE SLOT OPEN.
Prices may vary depending on complexity of animation.
STOLEN~ ...Please message after reading...♦ RULE 1STOLEN~ ...Please message after reading...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
You can only say "Guilty" or "Innocent".
♦ RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Kissed one of your friends?
Danced on a table in a bar?
Ever told a lie?
Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Kissed a picture?
Slept in until 5 p.m.?
Fallen asleep at work/school?
Held a snake?
Been suspended from school?
Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Been fired from a job?
Done something you regret?
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Kissed in the rain?
Sat on a roof top?
Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Sang in the shower?
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Shaved your head?
Had a boxing membership?
Made a boyfriend/girlfrien