Freaks ShowFingers scratching at my wrist,
Wanting a beautiful kiss.
The lips they know too well,
Gradually I feel my mind compelling,
Back to almost a month ago,
When I was still apart of the freak show.
Dancing on the stage,
With a pointy blade,
Focused on a luscious vein.
The oh's and ah's of the crowd causes pain,
I finally notice how different I really am.
I finally notice there is nothing I can,
Do to pick up the glass without getting cut.
I finally noticed that all I am is a nut.
I finally noticed that deep down I'm in the freak show for life,
I can no longer hide and fight,
The true me when it's thriving to come out.
In this moment I do doubt,
FAKE AND REAL FRIENDSFAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.FAKE AND REAL FRIENDS5 months ago in Personal More Like This
REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what's wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!
FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.
REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out.
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents mr./ mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/ MOM.
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.
FAKE FRIENDS: will help you when you fall.
REAL FRIENDS: will jump on top of you.
FAKE FRIENDS: say "love ya" jokingly.
REAL FRIENDS: say "I love you" and they mean it.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will sit with you after a breakup and say "I'm sorry"
REAL FRIENDS: Will
Hey guys! Pony Podcast Featuring Me!Yep, I sound young but I don't care XD Anyways Pony-Pod-Live is about to begin some come check it out! http://www.twitch.tv/ponypodlive#Hey guys! Pony Podcast Featuring Me!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
RANDOMhttp://youtu.be/2FKuU0S83mgRANDOM3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Il potere di Charmix!
(Stella, fata del sole splendente!)
E ti trasformerai
Alla forza che
C'è cresce dentro te!
Il potere di Charmix!
È il cuore di Winx
(Flora, fata de la natura!)
Magia oltre i limiti
Credici e vedrai
Non fermarti mai
Apri le ali e vai!
Splendente più che mai
(Musa, fata de la musica!)
Oggi più che mai
Siamo noi le Winx!
(Tecna, fata de la tecnologia!)
E ti trasformerai
Non c'è limite
Alla forza che
Che cresce dentro te!
*dances for no reason!*
[Theme] Piercings, Tattoo and Colorful HairAs you know I think a lot and I want to listen to many opinions as possible. So I thought I'd give you a hint what I will talk in my blog/portfolio/website as soon as it's finished.[Theme] Piercings, Tattoo and Colorful Hair3 months ago in Personal More Like This
You see it everywhere: Piercings, Tattoos or/and colorful hair.
I follow some hairblogs on tumblr (lovelydyedlocks.tumblr.com, fyhaircolors.tumblr.com) and I see beautiful girls, scene hair, piercings and tattoos. It seems like a stereotype to me but those blogs make me adore those girls.
I love colorful hair. My faves are pastel colors, pink, purple and white/silver hair. Those blogs have a ask feature too and so I read many questions on dying and problems with a job.
There it is: Problems with getting a job.
Do you think those things are the reason why you don't get a job? Well to me -as a customer- it make a person who help me at a shop or something even more sympathic. I maybe can talk about her/his tattoos...that they look beautiful or great. The same to piercings or colair (my shortcut for color
In Protest......of NT's DmC:FailIn Protest...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I suggest that ALL original DMC fans upon the release date of said trash:
- Play DMC1-4
- Play MvC3 using DMC characters
- Play Shin Megami Tensei's Nocturne
- Read, Novel #1 - #2
- Read, Mangas: Code Dante, Code Vergil, Code Lady
- Read, DMC1 based Comic Book.
- Watch the Anime: Devil May Cry
- Cosplay the original Dante and other characters from the REAL series.
- Carry any item from the series on their person for the day.
- Display anything in public from the original Devil May Cry
- Ect... *
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Pass this idea on! Make our point loud and clear!
If we can't beat it directly, then let's do the indirect route by making the original series shine brighter! NT might have wannabe power, but their voice is NOT louder than ours!
RELEASE YOUR DEVIL WAR CRY!
Devil May Cry (c) Hideki Kamiya
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PS: If the release date changes (and I hope it does) please notify me so I can alter the date on this protest.
*note: My suggestions a
Dante vs. Bayonetta Chapter 1Nighttime has fallen on a city in Europe. The lights of the city shine brightly amidst the darkness. Buildings and landmarks were all aglow for the citizens and numerous visitors to enjoy. The various taxis, buses and other vehicles aided the street lamps in illuminating the city streets. There are many people walking the streets either to go to dinner or tour the marvelous sites and other attractions. This is evening hustle and bustle, and it's just as active as it is during the daytime. Every hotel was filled with visitors from across the globe as well as local residents. People entering the hotel are greeted with a pleasant smile and are promptly and properly serviced. The hotel's restaurant, along with other restaurants, makes sure their customers are provided with excellent food and complimentary service. The European city was enjoying another entertaining evening that is one of manyDante vs. Bayonetta Chapter 11 year ago in Personal More Like This
Hopeless*I just wrote this journal to get some relief without self-harm*Hopeless2 months ago in Personal More Like This
First of all this is to you, my watchers!
Many of you like me... some of you even LOVE me,
And.... i love you!
I have so many friends here... i can't really believe it,
And those gifts and fan-art you've done for me...
I cry tears of happiness everytime i get one! :')
I sometimes forget about DeviantArt and looks at my life a little,
I'm completely alone,
Nobody gives me comfort,
I hate myself,
Nobody loves me,
And i have to constantly hurt myself to forget that i'm alive!
Hit my head until i faint,
cut myself until i'm covered with wounds from top to toe,
Or starve myself until my stomach wants to kill me!
And a fourth attempt to commit suicide would be stupid when i have so many friends on DeviantArt.
But i don't really know what's better...
Lying in my bed covered in wounds and blood, or being dead?
The pain makes the world around me disappear for a while, and the blood makes me feel calm.
A letter to my depression...I were so happy!A letter to my depression...2 months ago in Personal More Like This
I remember the time when everything was colourful and how beautiful everything was!
But suddenly... everything turned black. A dark mist swallowed my life...
It was you! Depression.
You made me cry a unlimited amount of tears.
You made me hate myself.
You made me stop doing everything i like to do.
I don't really know what i did that day... But i remember it very well...
I took a sharp scalpel and begun to hurt myself.
I just couldn't stop! It felt so right!
Was it the feeling of pain?
Was it the sight of blood coming from my worthless body?
No... it was the feeling of forgetting you! Depression.
I pretended that you didn't exist... but you came back just after a minute.
But you just couldn't let me be!
You tried to kill me! Three times! And you still just couldn't get enough.
The only thing i wanted was somebody who cared.
Everybody said that they DID care but... they actually didn't.
They didn't know what to do so they decided to ignore me and hope for the best.
I WROTE SUPERNATURAL POEMS IN CLASSRoses are redI WROTE SUPERNATURAL POEMS IN CLASS1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Violets are blue
Dean you're a jerk
But Cas loves you
Sam is adorable
Dean is a slut
Motels are affordable
Alastair's a butt
Cas likes hamburgers
Dean likes pies
Sam eats salads
Everyone always dies.
NEW CONTEST, STARTS TODAYI KNOW EVERYONE HAS BEEN WAITING SO HERE IT IS, THE NEW CONTEST.NEW CONTEST, STARTS TODAY2 months ago in Personal More Like This
" PLEASE DON'T CRY"
THIS CONTEST IS MEANT TO N EMOTIONAL ONE, AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HOW DEEP YOU ALL CAN GO WITH THIS. THE ONLY RULE I HAVE IS IT HAS TO BE A POEM. THIS CONTEST WILL END APRIL 1ST. YES THIS WILL BE ANOTHER ONE OF MY SHORT ONES. I WILL HAVE A FOLDER READY IN THE NEXT FOR MINUTES FOR EVERYONE TO ENTER, AND I HOPE TO HAVE MORE THAN 5 THIS TIM
I'M ALSO GLAD TO SAY OUR GROUP IS STILL GROWING EVERYDAY, SO THANKS TO ALL OF THE NEW AND OLD MEMBERS. I STILL WOULD LOVE TO SEE OUR GROUP BECOME A SUPER GROUP ONE DAY, SO IF YOU CAN HELP US OUT PLEASE DO.
little help pweaseright well, guys, im drawing a picture on split personality. As in, im drawing a single face and 1 side is happy and quite pleased and the other side is full of anger and hate.little help pwease2 months ago in Personal More Like This
im drawing the shoulders and chest area too though and i have no idea as to what i could draw on her top for both sides to be honest,
so could you guys please be kind enough to give me ideas, it would be very helpful of you ^^'
yeah any help is greatly appreciated as i cant just leave it blank XD
No Help (Poem)No sense is made from what I seeNo Help (Poem)2 months ago in Personal More Like This
Nobody else is helping me
I'm tangled up, wrapped all in wire
Sharp and cold as my heart's desire
It's cutting deep and making scars
My heart is caged in iron bars
Already damaged, it's beating wild
So curious and fragile just like a child
Please stop poking with brand new knives
The kind that ends so many lives
It doesn't deserve the damage you've done
And in the end goes with the setting sun
SO watch it closely as it goes
For all the pain and damage shows
But don't feel sorry, do not pity
My heart is empty, a ghostly city
(more random poetry gibberish I wrote years ago)
Never (poem)The wind brushes my skinNever (poem)2 months ago in Personal More Like This
And I shiver
You caress my skin
And I shiver
But the two are not the same
Never the same
A stranger pulls me close
And I quiver
You pull me close
And I quiver
But not the same way
Never the same
He holds me
And I am scared
You hold me
And I don't want you to let go
Never let go
For the two are never the same
(This is a bit edited form the original.... I wrote it like 3 years ago >.
Free SoulA big debate in my life is the complete acceptance of others. I am a Christian growing up in a Christian family. In all honesty my parents weren't the best in accepting people different from them. As i got older and more mature they began to accept the world a little more, piece by piece. Continually learning still everyday. I am a teenager in today's society, its is an obvious truth that i will take a different perspective on the world than my parents will. I am not the radical christian I used to be. It wasn't socially acceptable. I wasn't happy. And frankly, it didn't feel right. I thought I was doing the right thing by telling gay kids they were wrong for loving the same sex, thinking that they would never find complete happiness. I wasn't a bully, I was just conditioned to think that way. As I gained independence, I started to begin living in reality. The reality of, "Who am I to say these things?" I began to live in this world instead of my own world, forming my own views and ownFree Soul3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Fuck. My. Life.Alright. So I just had one of the worst days ever bacause we had out ninth grade orientation today and it was terrifying, and if my boyfriend hadn't been sitting right next to me, i probably would have had a panic attack in fron of all those people. It was terrible, and so I got on here to vent, and right as i was finishing up the journal entry, my laptop spazzed out and deleted it all. So today has been awful, I swear to god the whole fucking universe hates me, which i probably deserve, but can i please just catch a break? even a small one would be nice, just so that i don't completly lose my mind? fuck it. fuck fuckity fuck fuck. fuck!Fuck. My. Life.3 months ago in Personal More Like This
60!!Hey you guys!! I just hit 60 watchers and I'm so so so happy!!!! I really don't have anything else to write about, just thanks to all my watchers!!!!60!!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Love For The Sake Of ALLAHبسم الله الرحمن الرحيمLove For The Sake Of ALLAH3 months ago in Editorials More Like This
In the Name of ALLAH, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful
الحب في الله، في أحاديث النبي محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم
Love for the sake of ALLAH, in Prophet Muhammad's - peace be upon him- Hadith:
إن من عباد الله لأناسا ما هم بأنبياء ، ولا شهداء ، يغبطهم الأنبياء و
Another Useless JournalWell... so far this weekend, Ive watched Insidious, Silent House, Children of the Corn, Don't Be Afraid of the Dark, Abduction, and The Shining... Well, I'm not sleeping tonight! :iconmingplz:Another Useless Journal3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Anyways... I have been writing a ton of stories lately, all different series, and I really hope to post them soon! Some of them aren't too bad. Most of them are Creepypasta (obviously), but I actually am writing some about different subjects for once. Yup.
In other news, I got a Youtube account and an Instagram... I'm so lazy, Ive wanted one for awhile but I put it off until the weekend. I procrastinate way too often.
Any good movies to watch? I was going to watch The Ring or The Excorcist... but they aren't on Netflix. Darn. I guess I'll watch another scary movie... :iconokaymemeplz: I cant wait until The Host comes out. And the new Star Trek. And Beautiful Creatures... I have way to many movies I want to see.
Leave a comment if you want to chat, RP, or you have any g
Devious Journal Entryi have recently decidedDevious Journal Entry3 months ago in Personal More Like This
i write too many journals.
just a, uh, simple question:
would i fade away
if i suddenly dissapeared one day?
i had 'close friends' in my old town, and we promsied to talk every night, and that never happened :/ only 1 remembers me.
what that happen
with....you guys...and me?
commiting suicide or anything
Just... gonna rant... ignore me please...I just... really need to rant right now... please ignore me... although I know you probably won't and I'll get a bunch of comments saying I'm a wonderful person... but I guess... I don't really care right now...Just... gonna rant... ignore me please...4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Just gonna put a bunch of dots here now to hide what I say in the journal for any messages... I'll stop talking now...
I just... really hate myself right now. I'm such a horrible friend and person... I'm incon
Loves Me Loves Me NotLoves Me Loves Me Not4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Hello Everybody!!! How are you all doing?
I would like to take the time to first of all Thank each and every one of you for making the group so successful I hope we can get to 200 members by V-Day! Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Now this journal was created simply to get hype for the upcomming contest!!!!! I've decided to run one!
This contest is going to be called the Loves Me Loves Me Not Contest and its running for Valentines day!!! I've created a poster for it because I know sometimes visuals are far better to draw attention.
The Loves Me Loves Me Not Contest
Will be held between the dates of January 26th and February 12th.
This contest is made up of two categories, these categories are
Loves Me & Loves Me Not
Each Person will only be allowed to submit once to
Don't actHave you ever cried until you got sick?Don't act4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Have you ever screamed just to hear your voice?
Have you ever gasped for air in an oxygen filled room?
Have you ever cut your skin to watch the blood drip your life away?
If the answer is no,
Don't pretend you know me.
Don't act like you understand what's wrong,
and don't judge me for the things I've done.
You don't know what I've been through.
You don't know what I'm planning for the future.
She Paints a pretty picture"She paints a pretty picture,She Paints a pretty picture4 months ago in Personal More Like This
But the story has a twist,
Her paint brush is a razor
And her canvas is her wrist,
She paints her pretty picture
In a color that's blood red
While using her sharp pain brush
She ends up finally dead
Her pretty pictures fading
Quite slowly on her arm
The blood is not racing through her
She can no longer do harm
She painted her pretty picture
But her picture had a twist
You see her mind was her razor
And her heart was her wrist"
The HuntressMy whole body aquiver,The Huntress4 months ago in Personal More Like This
The bow is subtle in my strong hands.
I yearn to use my deadly shot,
To watch the life leave the body.
The restrained energy coils up inside,
Like an elastic band about to snap.
I keep the calm exterior, yet the strength,
Of a thousand years runs through my veins.
The bow rests gently in my lap,
The quiver of arrows caressing my back.
The only things in my life I could trust,
But they were as deadly as they were gentle.
Pulling back on the smooth bow,
My hands lose their nervousness.
My heart leaps as I feel the power flowing,
Releasing the shot, I sigh contented.
The being I have become is despised,
The human I was is loved.
I leap on light feet out of the window,
Landing deftly on the ground I run.
I don't run away from,
I run towards, towards life,
Towards love, towards myself,
But I can't leave it behind,
I can't leave those who were there for me.
My bow grasped tightly in my hand,
The quiver bound tightly across my back.
I could never leave them,