7 days Part oneMy ceiling fan is annoying.7 days Part one4 years ago in Romance More Like This
It squeaks and causes dust to fly everywhere in a light gray mist, causing my room to look dusty and unkept. And sometimes it gets in my eyes, causing me to repeatedly blink and rub my eyes, and that involves moving my tiered arms which I don't feeling like moving at the moment, cause it's just one of the days where you feel like you have nothing to look forward to.
Which is true, I have no clue what I'm going to do with myself today.
I'm laying in my bed, having just woken up, and my mind starting doing the same thing I have been doing since I could remember.
My mind instantly thought about what I would have to do when I decided to move my lazy ass out of bed.
First I would empty my bladder, which is what fucking woke me up in the god damn first place.
After that I would wash my face in an attempt to wake myself up more, hopefully getting myself out of a grumpy mood. But, that never seems to work.
Then I would make myself some coffee (yet another attempt to
Second Rate SuicideI hear somethingSecond Rate Suicide5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In my head
And sure enough
It wants me dead
I inquired its name
To which said
'I am your Conscience,
Now follow me to the shed'
So I did
I went where I was led
It told me to hang by wire
But I shot myself instead
Falling back, bleeding out
Hitting concrete, my final bed
Cold but not, aware these are my final thoughts:
So much... Red
Eternal love part 1- SasoDeiEternal loveEternal love part 1- SasoDei5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"It´s over, Deidara!"
Your beautiful blue eyes grew wide in disbelief. Yeah, you didn´t expect something like that to happen, did you? I wasn´t showing anything else than pure love to you in the last months.
Six months, it have been six months since I asked you out the first time. Your eyes were as wide as they are now. But there was joy, surprise and a little embarrassment in them.
Not now... now they´re hurt, disbelieving, angry. Clouds of tears fill your eyes though you try to hold them back... it´s senseless. Soon you start sobbing... silently... Your whole body starts shaking... I´d like to please you, hug you, tell you that everything was just a joke. Promising that I could never do such a thing to you, that I´d like to stay with you for all eternity. But I can´t...
"Why?... Why, un?"
Your voice nearly breaks my heart into pieces. Just seeing you like this, knowing that the pain of yours is my fault. Just
Cafe 4"Gokudera, can you take the sunglasses off? You are probably making the customers feel uneasy." Yamamoto asked. Gokudera looked up at him, Yamamoto guessed seeing as he couldn't see Gokudera's eyes.Cafe 45 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Something was off about Gokudera. His hair was tied back in a little ponytail, his bangs messily among his face. He wore a red over jack and some baggy sweats, when normally he would where something that Stood out more.
Gokudera nodded slightly at his boss, and lifted his glasses over his head.
"Gokudera " Yamamoto placed a hand on his shoulder when he saw his red swollen eyes. He looked like he was trying to hold back tears, and the costumer on the other side of the counter seemed concerned also. "Go take a break." Yamamoto whispered to him. Gokudera nodded slightly, and went to the back room.
"Sorry about that, what can I get for you today?" Yamamoto smiled.
After a few customers came and go, Yamamoto started to relies that it was a slow day and he should probably check up on G
Someday"Gokudera! We are over here!" Yamamoto waved franticly, trying to get the Italians attention. Catching a glance at the energetic idiot, Gokudera pushed through the crowd of people, and finally made it to Yamamoto.Someday4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
And his girl friend.
"Gokudera!" Yamamoto smiled, putting an arm around the pretty girl that stood next to him. "You know Jessica, right?"
"Yeah." Gokudera shrugged.
Why dose she get him?
What makes her more special then all the other 50 girls the fall head over heels for Yamamoto?
What makes he more special then Gokudera himself?
"Hi." She waved, smiling innocently. Gokudera simply nodded his head.
"You get the tickets baseball nut?" Gokudera asked, directing his attention towards Yamamoto.
"Oh! Crap! I forgot to buy them!" Yamamoto stared at the massive line for the movie tickets. "I'll go get them, you guys stay here." Yamamoto sprinted away from Gokudera and Jessica. Jessica looked up at Gokudera, smiling sweetly at him.
Obvious dyed red hair with a black layer
Take me away... part 2-SasoDeiTake me away from here-part 2Take me away... part 2-SasoDei5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Good morning, Deidara!"
Confused I turn around, so that I look straight into Mr Akasuna's face.
Where the hell did he come from all of sudden? I thought the corridor was empty...
"What are you doing here? Don't you have lessons?"
"No, Mr Akasuna, un, I have free-time right now..."
"Good then! How about eating breakfast together?" He smiles innocently while closing his chocolate brown eyes relaxed.
Why does he want to do that? Why is he so... friendly even though we don't know each other?
But honestly I just want to be alone right now. The first two lessons were really exhausting.
Alone.... just let me alone....
I can't resist his warming eyes. Somehow they're like a black hole... and I can't escape.... warm, so warm!
Shit! It's like he could ask me to do everything...
But what exactly is he aiming for? Why does he want to kill time with... someone as worthless as me?
Nevertheless, I won't let him enter my world!
The Lies That We BelieveEmotions born of circumstanceThe Lies That We Believe5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Beaten into our heads
Logical thoughts given no chance
Bright pain tears hope to shreds
Our feelings often lie to us
False truth tries to deceive
We'll cling to them without a fuss
These lies that we believe
Within our hearts we know the truth
Yet we fall into line
We ask ourselves for fractured proof
Then tell ourselves we're fine
These lies may sound so beautiful
But that won't make them true
Embrace the postponed funeral
Take hold of something new
Reflect on doctored memories
Draw wisdom from the past
Hold on to gentle melodies
Our peace we've found at last
Rain And SeedsI want to be the bigger man,Rain And Seeds4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Want to tell you all I can.
I want to show you all I know,
How to drive, and where to go.
As we drove on through the mountain side,
Shadows climbing at our car,
I was fighting the shadows in my mind.
But it seems to me, you were driving to,
Somewhere I never knew I knew;
Off the road I learnt by heart,
Another road we drove my car.
The world goes by at its alacritous pace,
People go by in their lifelong race.
They move towards their futures blind,
And who're they're leaving behind?
I don't even know who I am
Not knowing how near or far,
Until I find the boy within the man.
But it seems to me, you've been in here too,
Seeing into what I tell you,
About life and everyone's spark
And how I can not get that far.
The seeds will fall and again become a tree.
The rain will fall and again become the sea.
They move towards their futures blind,
And they're leaving me behind.
Their paths are certain, their lives are known,
Not worried 'bout who they are,
I wonder into
Cafe 8059 3359"Medium non-fat no whip white chocolate mocha."Cafe 8059 33595 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Small caramel frapachino."
"A green tea."
"Large non-fat peppermint mocha."
All the orders, Yamamoto's finger franticly pressing the right buttons, making the drinks perfectly, and sending the customers off with a nice smile. The mornings were always the busiest. No matter how tiered he was he always had a happy look on his face, sending the customers off with a little hope in their spirits. Some of the girls would flirt with Yamamoto, giving him a big tip, smiling, giggling, and not to be rude Yamamoto would just go along with it.
"Large non-fat black coffee with 4 splenda?" Yamamoto asked the daily silver haired customer. The silverette raised an eyebrow at the black haired cashier. "Good memory." Yamamoto smiled, answering the customer's un-asked question.
"Yeah, well make it a medium." He hissed, pulling the sunglasses he kept holding back his silver bangs back over his eyes.
"You got it." Yamamoto chirped, preparing the order.
Changing Fate Chapter 10CHAPTER 10:Changing Fate Chapter 105 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The Promise Of Team Hawk
With the kunai in her hand, Nariko lunged forward towards the 'Bakudai' member with full force. When she was close enough, her grip on her kunai tightened, digging deep into her palm and Nariko pierced through the left side of his chest, aiming for his heart.
"Ha! Gotcha!" Nariko chided in triumph as she pierced even deeper inside but something wasn't right. There was no sigh of blood trickling down the kunai or even coming out from his body. No aspiration of any kind...(A/N: Aspiration is a medical term for when blood spills from the body. Preferably from the mouth.)
She raised her left eyebrow in confusion, trying to contemplate what was happening but the man in the cloak suddenly disappeared in a puff of smoke. Nariko's eyes widen as she felt a strong surge of chakra coming from behind her. She turned around and she saw the real 'Bakudai' member behind her, holding a red chakra sword infused with fire. Nariko gasped and her body
Sunny Loves Beckon Thanksgiving 1When you love someone, sometimes it is isn't enough. When the person you love makes you weak in the knees, causes your heart to race and your brow to moisten, sometimes that isn't love, but passion. But, when that person always makes you feel safe, appreciated, loved, and cared for, that is a true love worth keeping. I knew that Beckon was that type of love, our relationship could never be anything but affection, but I knew that was what I was getting into.Sunny Loves Beckon Thanksgiving 14 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Thanksgiving?" I gulped after he brought it up.
"Yeah, I thought we would celebrate at my house kind of makes more sense you know? We could do Christmas at yours."
I felt the color rush to my cheeks. It was lovely to spend time with Beckon's family and all, but they were still a family of giants and it was intimidating. Beckon's mother was such a kind woman, but my presence in her son's life made her worry. She worried that Beckon couldn't live
Waiting for YouI don’t mind waiting for you. When you’re lonely, any meaningful conversation is worthwhile. Even the kind you have to wait an hour or two for. Maybe especially that kind. The kind you stay up late for, reading to pass the time, or constantly glancing at the clock, hoping. The kind you walk around the block a few times for, even in the cold. The kind you would have over tea if you could but you can’t because you’re both going home and you’re tired of the day but not of each other and, you know, one cup wouldn’t hurt.Waiting for You3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Changing Fate Chapter 11CHAPTER 11Changing Fate Chapter 115 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Attack Mode: Team Taka!
Team Taka were in still in the forest, trying to go over the plan they had formed that could possibly beat the 'Bakudai'. Miyuki was leaning against a tree nearby them, listening to the conversation but she was also thinking about the conversation that she had with Suigetsu just before they had got here. Her mind drifted into her own thoughts as she closed her eyes...
~*~Four hours ago~*~
After everyone had finished burning their Akatsuki robes, Suigetsu grabbed Miyuki by her hand and lead her back to the house that they were staying in. Miyuki didn't bother to try and fight her way out of this, so she simply followed him. Karin and Jugo gave them a suspicious look but they payed no mind to it. Sasuke on the other hand decided to ask him what he was up to.
"Suigetsu, what are you doing? And where are you taking Miyuki?" He questioned, trying not to be just a little curious and upset about what he plans to do.
"Just give us ten minu
When we meet. CH10Kakashi x Obito / Kakashi x Iruka fanfictionWhen we meet. CH105 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Naruto or any if it's characters! Those are owned by Masashi Kishimoto. i do own any OC mention throughout the story
Ooooh the things I'd do if I did own them XD heh heh
CHAPTER 10 - Out
The young Uchiha lay on the soft mattress running his fingertips over the transparent plastic down to the hard orange elastic fabric attached to it, It did look very familiar. Kakashi gave it to him the other day, telling him it was his. Obito wrinkled his nose remembering Kakashi, he had nothing against him, it was the weird uncomfortable tension between them that Obito didn't like.
he smiled lightly, then again.. seeing your 'dead-best-friend' alive might cause a bit of tension. Obito knew that his main problem was that there were suddenly people who could give him a past, something he hadn't had for 16 years.
his sight focused on the door as he saw the knob turn lightly, just to have Gado shyly peek his head inside.
AdhesiveAdhesiveAdhesive4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: 8059, TYL (Millfiore arc excluded)
Warnings: foul language
Summary: What is the best way to keep something precious?
It starts off simple. Takeshi is too easygoing and easily lead by his privates to see any flags when Hayato traps him in a crushing embrace the second the taller man walks in the door. "You're mine," Hayato tells him as he strains to mouth the other's neck, ignoring the barrier of tie and collar between them.
Takeshi doesn't know better, only returns the hug and tips his head back confirming, "Yeah, I am."
This sort of thing, this intense greeting at the door continues for weeks. They'd always been rather active sexually, but they were even more so now, retiring to the bedroom for things other than sleep even when Takeshi is clearly in the wrong state of mind after field missions.
Takeshi assumes it's because Hayato is bored, discontent with being away from the office. In the years following the building of an
the first poem i wrote since i told you i love youthe star-soaked stainsthe first poem i wrote since i told you i love you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that covered our nudity
gives way at last
to a tequila sunrise,
so low in the sky;
it's still bright enough
to sting my eyes,
and yet i can't bring myself
to hate it.
your body next to mine,
every effort is made
to move a heavy limb
because any space
is space i don't want.
i am sometimes humbled
by my feelings,
the way they swell
in my throat
just how the ocean
tastes the shore.
there is always something new
to find hidden in my heart,
summoned by my words,
or the salt of your skin
wearing like wind on shale
i don't think i can ever tell you
i love you enough.
if i could, i would never get dressed
so that you could never be sad-
a rewind every time
my clothes touch the floor,
never anything but nude, not naked
because with you i can be bare
i can let you see my entirety
and leave my arms uncrossed,
i can let you in
and not fear that you will break me,
or force my inner things out.
i can love you with open arms
and my lip
Soapthe soap in our kitchen smellsSoap3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
like my childhood. when I run
my hands under the faucet,
the time between then and now
splits down the center, rolling
towards me like a wave.
as the warm water rushes over
my skin, I am there:
sixteen, on the wrong side
of unrequited love
fourteen, crying along
to my favorite songs,
glory in the newfound
ache in my chest
seventeen, convinced no one
in the world has ever felt
as much as I have felt.
the bitter, golden nostalgia hits
me in the chest, a cupid's arrow,
and I find myself missing those
heady, messy days, when a good
song in my headphones was all
I needed to make everything okay.
simpler times await me in
that soap dispenser -
I find myself washing my hands
a lot these days.
Changing Fate Chapter 13CHAPTER 13Changing Fate Chapter 135 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The Broken Promise
"It's been a long time, Miyuki..." Said the woman clad in the silver cloak. "You've really grown..."
When Miyuki uttered the word "sensei", her three teammates looked at her with a look of confusion. It didn't take them long to realized what she had said. Words could not described how Miyuki was feeling at that moment as she looked at the woman in front of her.
Suigetsu was the first to say something. "S-Sensei...?" he asked and turned his attention back to the female opponent in front of them.
"Miyuki-san, what's wrong?" Jugo asked, concerned about the younger kunoichi.
"Do you know her?" Karin inquired. 'I sense an evil chakra buried deep within this woman...'
Miyuki stood there frozen. She was so shock to the point that she couldn't do anything but shake her head in disbelief. 'Please...please don't...'
"If this woman you claim is your sensei and she's with the 'Bakudai', then we have no choice..." Suigetsu stated as he pu
Feeling Something...I hope you get over it,Feeling Something...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Though I know you couldn't,
Because when you get over it
You wouldn't feel it.
And feeling something,
Beats feeling nothing at all.
So I can only hope you the best,
However that may come to you.
Don't put your pain to rest,
But use it to see you through.
30. Under The RainWe met under30. Under The Rain5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
A sunlight sky
With a slight breeze
And the smell of summer
We said our names
And right then and there
We felt something
So true and real
But what does it matter
It's just a simple memory
That we'll always
We danced under
A willow tree
With the sunset
At our backs
We smiled at each other
And right then and there
We felt something
So true and real
But what does it matter
It's just a simple memory
That we'll always
But if there's a
Simple memory I remember
It's that one cold night
Under a black sky
It was the night
That we just simply
ever so simply
Kissed under the rain
We met under
A sunlight sky
With a slight breeze
And the smell of summer
Mafia in Hogwarts: Ch5Tsuna groaned loudly and squished his face into his pillow. He didn't now why but a loud buzzing noise much like his alarm clock at home was droning loudly in the back of his head telling him to get up. Slowly he grated his head against the pillow turning until he could see his still silent clock, 6:15 way too early! Still unable to block out the buzzer in his head he rolled over and sat up instantly the buzzing stopped.Mafia in Hogwarts: Ch56 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Yamamoto in the bed to his left stirred then sat up rubbing his eyes and began groping around for his school uniform. Gokudera in the bed to his right was still snoring loudly tangled comically in a cocoon of sheets.
"Someone better wake that guy up or he'll be late." A voice muttered sleepily. Tsuna looked to see the boy from the train, what was his name? Hungry? Harry?, pushing his glasses onto his face his raven black hair jutting out in all directions.
"I'll wake him." Tsuna vouched dragging him self over to hi
a lack of language, in coloursyou tell me you miss mea lack of language, in colours3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and that i am more beautiful
than any girl in georgia
or even barcelona.
everything is fitting like magic
between fingers when they
and i swear for the past three nights,
that's all i've dreamt.
give me acrylics
and i still can't make you see
the exact shade of warm
you are to me.
give me the ocean
and there are not enough waves
in its body
to show just the way i feel
when our own vessels move together.
seven months since we last said goodbye,
since we last said hello-
i could fill libraries
to love you.
what i really want to ask
is if you think you can
love me this time.
The Pros And Cons Of BreathingThe way you flash that oblivious smile of yours.The Pros And Cons Of Breathing4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The fact that you think that this is all just a game.
So full of ignorance.
I hate it.
Well actually It's something deeper than hatred.
I envy you so much, y'know?
You march forward so carelessly; only thinking of others. Have you ever thought of your own wellbeing?
Has the thought of your imminent death ever come to mind?
I guess not.
So selfless And yet so selfish at the same time.
Try thinking about yourself for once, you idiot. Or at least try thinking of what others would think.
What I would think.
Wake up, this is the real deal. Unlike the harmless role playing game you take this for
You, me We're bound to die at some point.
And as much as I'd hate to admit it
I really would rather have a warm, living and breathing baseball freak bothering me every single day than a cold and unmoving corpse bathed in the blood that used to flow in you.
"Hey! B-baseball nut! Shit, ha
GT: Bad DayIt was a terrible day-GT: Bad Day4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
'Terrible' was an understatement for the kind of day Sawyer had just endured.
She trudged slowly through the smaller door of her joint house and closed it firmly shut behind her.
Heavy, wet clothes shucked off-
Haired dried and pulled back-
Maybe the haunting memories of the day's tribulations would fade amongst her own familiar surroundings.
Wearily, Sawyer shrugged into a long robe, watching the unfamiliar ghost of her reflection mimic each movement in the dim bathroom mirror.
She looked tired.
She was tired.
Her usual warm, tanned skin fared pale against the faded peach of the robe hanging from her shoulders.
She watched as the specter raised an arm and placed a hand on its cheek.
She felt cold too- as cold as she looked.
Still silence lingered throughout the whole house as she scuffled around to search for remedies; looking for her slippers, her earphones, her favorite mug for tea.
A door opens, rattles the entirety of the standalone