Cine-i cine?Eu si tu.Cine-i cine?5 years ago in Mystery & Suspense More Like This
Tu si eu.
Ma uit la tine si parca ma vad pe mine.
Tu te uiti la mine si ai vrea sa fiu tu.
Stiu ca eu sunt faurit din tine, dar nu vreau sa recunosc asta.
M-as simti vulnerabil.
Tu esti sensibil. Foarte sensibil.
Eu nu plang in public.
Cum as putea eu sa recunosc ca eu sunt parte din tine?
Imi e frica. Acesta e secretul existentei mele:ca eu sunt tu...
Sa nu ma tradezi,te implor...caci daca faci asta, vom muri amandoi.
Ne vom muta intr-o stea.
Vom exista, intr-un fel sau altul, impreuna.
Oare cat de bine ne-am intelege tu si eu, eu si tu pentru o eternitate doar noi...?
Tu esti sincer.
Eu pretind ca sunt .
Tu ma certi,eu ma fofilez.
Iarta-ma,dar nu vreau sa mor.
Ar insemna sa te ucid pe tine.si nu pot!
Te iubesc. Tu ma iubesti? da?!? chiar daca te reneg?
Iti sunt recunoscator...
Tu... esti eu || eu sunt tu ...
Candva vom fi doar noi.
Pe o stea tacuta, intr-un univers de vise.
UnfoundedI cram words within murky, hollow spaces,Unfounded2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
replicating ways in which blood fills a wound.
I squeeze articles and adjectives
supporting metaphors and similes
into tight-fitting corners,
until that which is empty begins to bloat.
The ache of something missing,
the loss of one internal, now painfully unknown:
it finds no satisfaction within passion
and phrases so desperately created, upheld.
Why give transparent, misleading hope
Does pleasure derive from humiliation
the catalyzing of previously weakened hearts?
Where is the limit of cruelty defined,
if not in the cries and weeping of dreams:
Language wilts on my fingertips,
turns to ash in my mouth
the gorge in my throat which partakes in
how significant is agony endured within silence,
inside pitiful thoughts?
It is nothing notable of specific emotion,
only biting veracities upon repetition
and foolish belief:
"I am no poet of words."
Burying SeptemberIf you were a person, then I'mBurying September2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
something you've forgotten; something inadvertently lost,
discarded on damp, cobblestone walkways where tattered
beggars are just lingering sympathies.
I think I now can relate to unintended loners,
the ones more enforced than observed
Lost within themselves, as I remain lost in darkness;
They without company, and I without you.
If those like you are people too,
then they are all virtual, resembling you with acute precision;
your glow, your warmth, your light,
all which bring about feelings of belonging, and correctness
Yet I find myself abutted to clinking cans lacking of change,
huddled within people-filled corners
beneath tender aches of darkness.
Forever searchingstudying, passerby upon passerby,
eyes half blind to hopeful light;
they've adjusted to comfort of night,
and shady withdrawal.
Maybe we're no longer yours to claim.
Maybe you've given us up,
like ash to the wind.
Midnight SuspensionDevour me, moonlight, within yourMidnight Suspension2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tuck me safely within shady craters,
so my eyes may then halt their steady gaze of
longing, so focused that you sometimes
smear with dribbled darkness.
Let me fly from the inside,
my toes burying themselves in light and lunar dust,
twirling as you spin your radiance below.
Grant me absentmindedness,
towards my worriesmyself.
Just rip me from my soul,
so I, too, may know the sensation of silent
Hollowing My HeartYour fleshly homeHollowing My Heart2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I crawled right in.
Vein and artery cradled me
Within open womb;
The origin of safety and adulation.
and so I burrowed, nestled
finally accepted into your heart
and bodily corners
Where you could never
l e a v e me,
Where you would always
l o v e me.
I bound myself to you,
and became your everything.
Bad NightYou know it's gonna be a bad night when all you can think is "It's going to get me. Oh god, it's going to get me. Somebody save me. It's going to get me." and you can feel that pressure on your chest, in your head, against your heartbeat that signals a panic attack.Bad Night7 months ago in Emotional More Like This
You know it's gonna be a bad night when you're scared to look out the windows or have the curtains cracked, and the mirrors have to be covered because god, what if it can get in that way? What if the things in the mirrors get out? Fuck, what if the thing you see in the mirror finally gets you?
You know it's gonna be a bad night when the stairs freak you out, when you want to barricade your door because the stairs freak you out. The stairs are right outside your door, and they freak you out and you don't know why but they do because it's a bad night.
You know it's going to be a bad night when it looks like there's demons hiding in your hallway, right near the railing of your stairs even though you
Take A RiskIm in love with the boy that sits in the back seatTake A Risk5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
With the sky blue eyes and a handle on his dream
He has a hard time wearing his heart on his sleeve
But my friends all say he's got a crush on me
But I can never be sure with things like that
Im a little bit afraid of slipping off the track
'Cause if I lose my pride I can never get it back...
But someone once told me
"You better listen closely, 'cause...:
Sometimes it's worth the climb
It's okay to make mistakes
Sometimes you might fall down
But that's just a chance you gotta take...
It's okay to be scared, a little unprepared
But you need to say what you're thinking, 'cause this could be it
Take a risk, take a risk"
He tells me one day that he's in love with someone
My heart sinks a little but I let him go on
He says she's a beautiful girl who loves to have fun
And he's thinking that she just might be the one
So I give him a smile and tell him that's great
While Im thinking to myself that I was too late
And as he asks me for advice I
APH Fanfic: FrancexReader- CochonYou knocked on the edge of the screen door yet again. "Monsieur Duval?" you called into the apparently empty house, your patience wearing thin.APH Fanfic: FrancexReader- Cochon2 years ago in Romance More Like This
With a sigh you stepped back and off the porch of the large, old farmhouse. Placing a hand on your hip you glared at the door. You didn't have time for this: the restaurant opened in two hours! If Monsieur Duval wasn't in the house you were going to have to look for him somewhere else and that meant going to the barn.
You turned around to look at the red frame structure on the other side of the property. You really didn't want to go over there if you didn't have to. Monsieur Duval's pigs were wonderful animals and were very good at finding truffles- which was the reason you were in the country an hour outside Paris in the first place- but the fact was that they stank. And you really didn't want to get any closer to them then you had to.
You stood outside the house for
EnglandxReaderx2p!England: Pt 3 A light nudge at your shoulder awoke you, Arthur was standing at your cot with a worried expression on his face. "A...Artie..." You whispered in the night,"W...what's wrong...?"EnglandxReaderx2p!England: Pt 32 years ago in Romance More Like This
"I...I just want to be near you..." He said simply, looking away from you now,"I-I'm sorry, that sounded a bit...stalkerish, doesn't it...I'm terribly sorry...I-I'll just go now-"
Before he could turn and run once more, you grabbed his sleeve and pulled him closer to you. "I...I want some company too...it's scary being alone in this strange world..."
He smiled, laying down beside you and quickly attaching himself to your form now. "W-Well...if you insist...it's rude not to I suppose...for our guest...I just..."
"Artie...stop fooling yourself..." You replied a bit more harsh than you intended,"Come here, just...relax into my shoulder...cry if you want...I won't judge you if you do..."
Within seconds, his body was shaking in your arms and his
Italy x Reader x Romano - An Unknown Secret Ch.3Italy x Reader x Romano - An Unknown Secret Ch.32 years ago in Romance More Like This
Italy x Reader x Romano - An Unknown Secret
"Hey, ragazza! We're already here, so get your ass out of the car!"Lovino yelled. How can you even get out of his car let alone remove your belt?!
His driving was insane; for example, he drove past at least five different stop signs, almost hit three or more cars, and he even went on the highway to get home 'faster'.
You looked over your shoulder. Feliciano barely woke up, and he was unbuckling his seat belt.'I-I wonder how Feli drives compared to Lovino...?'
"Come on, _________! My brother and I are going to make pasta today since you finally came to Italy!!" He helped you unbuckle your belt and dragged you out of the car.
Your eyes wandered to the house in front of you in amazement. The estate must have been ten acres long; there were three storage rooms, a garden located on the right side of the house that had a variety of different fr
Trust"I have trust issues..."Trust5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I say as you sit and stare.
"So, what do you mean?"
You ask, not understanding.
I don't know how to explain.
But I try my best.
"I have trouble trusting people."
I slowly say.
You simply say.
As if you understand.
"Well, that's not,
That big of a deal."
You don't understand.
"Yes it is."
I simply say.
"I don't see how that is,
Everyone is like that."
You try to play it down.
"No, you're wrong."
So very wrong.
You don't know what its like,
To be around your friends and familly,
The people you care about.
And not trust them.
Not be able to trust them.
No matter how much you want to.
You don't know what it feels like.
The paranoia, the fear.
The guilt, the pain.
The self-hate, the resentment.
Feel so empty inside.
So isolated from everyone.
Even around many, I feel so alone.
"Why are you like this?"
"Because of my past."
I say quietly.
You want to understand.
"Yes, my trust was abused,
Back when I was younger."
-this windowpane loneliness-2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
has devoured too many stars
making love to ocean beds.
Punk!EnglandXShy!Reader Chapter 1Punk!EnglandXShy!ReaderPunk!EnglandXShy!Reader Chapter 12 years ago in Settings More Like This
*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP*
You alarm went off and you peacefully opened one of your eyes to see what time it was. It said 5:30, and your high school starts at 7:15. You didn't want to be late for your first day of school. You slowly got up and turned off your alarm clock. You decided to wear the red plaid jumper as a corset-style back in addition to its suspenders with the petticoat underneath it. You grabbed them from the hanger, grabbed clean panties and walked to your bathroom to talk a shower. The water felt so warm and refreshing. Once you were done, you grabbed your towel and got out of the shower. You looked at yourself in the mirror, you decided to put a little bit of blush on your cheek, and you thought it looked cute. You dried you hair with another towel and started to brush your (h/s) (h/c) hair until it was silky smooth. You decided to put a small ribbon in your hair, much like Lilli when she puts ribbons in her hair. You two would always do each other's
Sing For MeI want to rise and fly by their sideSing For Me3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A life with no worry, spending days in the sky
Yet this heart ~ they don't know
The song sang by the little black crow
My back shall always bleed
The wings that were taken from me
I did not know the right kind of words
I can not sing like the beautiful canary birds
Nothing but a forsaken tone-deaf crow
Black feathers replace what was once white as snow
Unable to fly with these cursed black wings
Hiding in the shadows
Quietly trying to sing
I ran out of time
My song has no rhyme
A throat scratched raw from their lies
A black bird that won't fly
'Till the day she stops trying
The day she curls up to die
Night after night
I fall deeper into this pool of darkness
It's impossible to take flight
With these stones tied to my wrists
Please, sing me a song my dearest little friend
I cannot just wait for the bitter end
I long to hear your lovely voice
You are my only hope~my very last choice
Fill me with your song
For I shall not last too lo
Demon!PrussiaxReader More than a snackDemon!PrussiaxreaderDemon!PrussiaxReader More than a snack2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
More than a snack
You glowered at your reflection in the dusty mirror, wondering how it had come to this. your fingers tapped lightly against the ugly purple bruise nestled in the crook of your neck.
Scratch that, you knew exactly how this had happened. All because of a stupid desire, a childish wish.
You sat on the edge of your bed, trying to hold back the wave of tears. You were suffering internally.
Suffering from the taunts of the other girls at school, suffering from the sexually harassment the boys seemed to enjoy putting you through. Suffering from the Teachers ridicule and lack of interest in the bullying.
"Damn Them, Damn them all to hell." You whispered. flopping onto your bed and burying your face in the covers. A few tears escaped, sliding down your face, leaving a salty wet trail behind them.
"You know, it's not very nice being damned." a lightly accented voice spoke up. Yo
Can I have a photo?(Conventiongoer JapanXReader)You mirrored Arthur's excitement, hopping up and down because you were so pumped. The bus drew closer and the two of you jumped on, receiving quite a few worried glances. Arthur straightened his bow-tie, his red fez perched jauntily on his blond mop.Can I have a photo?(Conventiongoer JapanXReader)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You yourself had fluffy kitty-ears on your head and a matching outfit. During the bus' sudden stops and turns, you talked non-stop about what had happened at last year's con, wondering what strange and brilliant new arrivals were awaiting you.
The moment the bus stopped you and your friend leapt out of the bus, sprinting like crazy to join the queue, which was getting dangerously long.
But luckily you already had your ticket and handed it over to be torn to the personnel at the gate. You were in!
Immediately, the con booth's were begging to be examined and you spent quite a long time scanning the various items and artefacts, ending up buying a plush Totoro and some manga.
Happily you and Arthur paraded down the aisles, Arthur often getting
Planting sunflowers (RussiaXReader)You giggled as you scrubbed the grit from your fingernails. It's finished! You thought euphorically, humming to yourself. A month or so ago, you'd decided to repay your friend, one of your best. Ivan had always helped you with everything and you felt it was time to tell him how grateful you were.Planting sunflowers (RussiaXReader)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
He was misunderstood most of the time, because of his eternal childlike smile, but you knew him well so you could immediately see what he was feeling. Recently you started smiling all the time he was around you, always feeling happy when he did and just wanting to be with him.
You wanted to make him happy. And you knew he'd like your gift to him.
You'd asked him before if he could come over to you and you were planning on watching some films with him. That way you'd wait until the moon was out to show him.
The chime of the bell rang and you skipped to get it, opening the door to welcome in a cold Ivan. His pink scarf covered his face so that only above his nose was visible. Shivering he speed
Paralyzed In the case that I were blind, I'd still hope we were entwinedParalyzed3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Like ice your kisses break my focus, even still I can't help but notice
It's both our hearts that are beating
In the case that I were deaf, I'd still hope you were there
Like fire your touch breaks my focus, even still I can't help but notice
It's both our hearts that are beating
In the case that I were paralyzed, I'd hope you still knew how I felt
Like loving a rock, I could not expect your affection to keep its stock
It's my heart that's beating
When my skin cannot touch yours, je redouterai les jours, éternels
Because I'm frozen, I will never know the senses of you by my side
And without the warmth of another's embrace, we are all better off buried alive
APH Fanfic: EnglandxReader- CatIt was raining again. Not that that was unusual in London. But you'd really hoped that it wouldn't rain again today. It was too cold for that.APH Fanfic: EnglandxReader- Cat2 years ago in Romance More Like This
With a sigh you pulled your umbrella out of your bag and opened it, stepping out into the downpour outside your office. You were glad for the rain boots you got for Christmas as you sloshed through puddles and tried to avoid the other people scurrying by on the sidewalk. A stiff breeze came up and you snuggled further into your scarf. A rainy London day in January it was definitely not your favorite time of year.
You were paused on a street corner on your way to the Underground in order to wait for the streetlight to change when you saw movement out of the corner of your eye. You turned- the tail of some kind of animal was just disappearing into the bushes along the edge of the sidewalk. Curious you went to have a look.
Squatting down you spotted a yello
Habitual PatternsCircles, always circles. The juncture of an end and beginning, bringing about lightheadedness, which too becomes cycles of circles; spinning and twisting. Trapped in dizzy revolutions; a prison of the infinite, holding and containing like rope rubbing raw bruises and scars. There's no room for escape, for breath, or thought, just an oval path that lures desperate feet, slapping their shoes off pavement as they outrun themselves, but arrive nowhere.Habitual Patterns2 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
And I'm guilty as charged: a marathon runner motivated solely by the buzzing desperation of fear. I outrun my footsteps, my shadow and thoughts myself; I'm so sick of circles, their continuous lines of motion that stir bile and saliva. They get me nowhere nothing; just disoriented thoughts, and an overwhelming sense of vertigo.
Phan: Kiss It All Better Part21Looking at his best friend hooked up to life support machines hurt Phil more than anything ever could. Slowly, the older man made his way to the bedside of the brunette. Dan's eyes were closed and he was breathing slowly and deeply, his face was so soft and even in his last few moments he looked angelic and beautiful. "I'm here." Phil spoke quietly as his eyes began to fill with tears. Dan reached out and grabbed Phil's hand. "I love you." He whispered hoarsely and he opened his eyes to look at Phil. "I love you so much and I always have."Phan: Kiss It All Better Part213 years ago in Romance More Like This
Tears began to fall from Phil's eyes as he gently squeezed Dan's hand. "I love you too. But I guess it's a bit too late for that."
"It's never too late to say 'I love you'." Dan spoke quietly. He paused. "Pneumonia."
"What?" Phil kept his voice quiet.
"That's what they said it was... that made me pass out... pneumonia"
Phil leant down to kiss Dan's cheek. "Everything will be alright." He whispered.
"It won't though, will it Phil? I'm dying, there's n