Those Who Stab Friends In The BackAll that remains of dismal
Reality has been long forgotten.
Can you imagine for a second
A close friend is talking about you,
Not to your face, but behind your back?
Eventually it gets to the boiling point.
She who remained by your side constantly,
Helping you when it comes to problems
And having so much fun together at times.
Daring not to take your side now, she
Obviously doesn't believe a single
Word that you say; slagging you off.
Really, is this how loving friends act?
All you can do is bring up my past mistakes,
Zealously crucifying me to the crosses that
I carry for the remainder of my life.
Lose the pretense, you are beguiling.
All Your False PromisesYou say you love meAll Your False Promises3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Yet you call other girls cute.
You treat me second best
Like I'm not worth a damn.
You said you won't leave
And then you changed your mind.
I hope you regret things
When I'll find someone else.
If I hadn't known better
I'd say you liked to use me
To simply make you feel better
That your ex dumped you first.
Your promises were bullshit,
You never cared about me.
If you thought I was special
Then why did you walk out?
Ultimate BetrayalYou firmly hold onto your beliefs,Ultimate Betrayal3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Actually claiming that I am a child
When all this was said behind my back.
Why don't you twist the knife further
In my flesh so it'll make you smile?
You profess to love me, constantly
Saying no matter what you'll always care
And yet you have betrayed my trust.
Watch yourself from now on because
I'll have my vengeance, wait and see.
Puppeteer Of LiesThe truth comes out andPuppeteer Of Lies3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He skillfully manipulates it;
Every word I say used against me.
Losing the gloves, he is soon
On the offense; accusations fly as
Shit hits the fan when he declares
That I've caused him nothing but grief.
He continues onwards, spinning a web
Of contempt and despair, playing the
Part of a victim down on his luck so well;
Explaining how I sucked the goodness out of him.
New Kick StartMask the explosions of pain;New Kick Start3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Eyes focused on the future,
Parting with the past for good.
Hell has became your home
In the depths of war and conflict.
Life selfishly put on hold as
Everything you think as the truth
Soon falls apart at the weakened seams.
Arrive at a happy place in due course,
Understand that people come and go while
Discovering new experiences one at a time.
Ignore those who bring you down to
Their levels, those who plans to do so
Only feeds off your sadness like a parasite.
Remember the good times, forget the bad ones;
Enjoy life and be on your merry little way.
What You've DoneMarvel at your discreet callousness;What You've Done3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Excel your right to break my heart, it's
Evident in the annoying way that you
Think I'm invisible when I am living.
You couldn't care less about my suffering;
Opting to bury your tiny head in the sand
Until I am but a mere broken, fragile shell.
Right now I think of you as a poor coward.
Don't stop there; just cut me deeper please.
Obviously I wasn't the woman of your dreams;
Obviously you deceived me with such promises.
My heart never forgets what you have done.
The Mask I WearPain, endless bouts of painThe Mask I Wear4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Reflect so heavily on my heart.
Incapable of mustering words,
No one can end my endless sorrow,
Constantly it grows stronger,
Eventually pushing me underneath.
Shattered is my heart, broken into
Shards that lay there on the floor,
Smeared with my own crimson blood.
Even so, I cannot move anywhere,
Restrained by such invisible forces.
I swallow my pride, hide my shame,
Neglecting my true innermost feelings,
Appearing to others I am just fine.
Ghost LoverI'm holding myself back,Ghost Lover3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am not going anywhere in life.
I have no direction at all,
No wind propelling my sails;
Everything is deathly quiet.
He's nowhere to be seen,
I can't be with him physically,
Strong water separates us.
At times I feel I'm waiting
For him to break my heart.
Empty promises like before,
Everyone else is doing so much
Better than what I've done.
Some are married with children
While I haven't got that at all.
The distance is suffocating me;
No guidance, no acceptance and
Certainly no chance in us.
Why am I holding tightly onto
A relationship that isn't there?
There's no way of being together,
We're just merely fooling ourselves
Into believing what is not true.
I know he is not welcomed and
He has nobody's approval anymore.
I sometimes yearn for more,
Actually holding someone in my arms
And to be able to see them each day.
He is never going to provide me
With that choice no matter what.
Everything is not going to plan,
Everyone is telling me he has to go.
He was eng
Sinful KissesKisses, poisonous like acid;Sinful Kisses3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Kisses brings me to my knees as
Relief fills my blessed soul.
Causing me to lose focus,
Condemning my heart as steal
Chains chokes around my throat.
Now Scream For MeStreak colours acrossNow Scream For Me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hellish skies of vengeance.
Illusions and wishes shall
Not be granted for the weak.
You of all people fail to
Understand my brutal wrath.
Marvel at my destructive powers,
Brave the winds of despair as
Rain of fire sweep the land.
Every unfortunate soul will perish,
Obliterated by such chaos that
Nobody can ever run and hide from.
For decades I have been dormant
And here I appear before your eyes;
Now is the time to scream, mortals.
Doing What's BestIn life you have to decide,Doing What's Best3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Making tough decisions is what
People do no matter the cost.
Rely on your own instincts,
Opening up a number of doors.
Very soon you'll realise
Everyone has got some good points.
Most will take some time to
Evaluatate the given sitaution,
Not giving into second thoughts;
The major concept is improvement.
Nobody's PuppetMaybe it was all worthwhile,Nobody's Puppet2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The ties have been severed
And now at last I am free to
Become my own person again.
My mind has been liberated,
Wanting to expand even further.
I am no longer a spineless puppet,
I am nobody's fool, not even yours.
Touch Of DeathDeath, are you so close?Touch Of Death3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Are you waiting for the exact
Right time to savour my brutal
Killing so my soul is forever yours?
Brilliantly disguised in many forms,
Losing to nobody as to fear the
Unknown is to fear the Underworld itself.
Escape is something you detest.
I can't help but to admit but the
Course of time marches on, a clear
Inclination of my future demise.
Near misses won't save me at all,
Going from the cradle to the grave.
Face The DayNo plea is left unanswered,Face The Day3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Opportunities rise from failure.
A glimmer of light radiates with
Energy, so very faint at first;
Never losing its natural shine.
Give human nature a second chance,
Emerge from dark places with a smile;
Loosen the chains from the past.
Mirrors Don't LieMirror, mirror on the wall,Mirrors Don't Lie3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I command you to tell me all.
Show me most of my good looks
And spare me of the blemishes.
Mirror, mirror on the ceiling,
I'm currently busy right now.
See, my lover's so eager to please;
At the moment he is very randy.
So many antique, sparkling mirrors I
Have collected throughout the ages.
I rather take pride in my appearance,
Not wanting to show signs of weaknesses.
Investments in make up and hair designs,
Gucci bags is my biggest adoration.
Amazing how nobody knows of the girl who was
Made fun out of the way that she looked.
I am now a very beautiful swan indeed.
Born CheaterI should have cheated on you,Born Cheater2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But to accomplish such a vile thing
Would mean I'll be stabbing myself
Directly in the heart while going
Against everything I have learnt.
I refuse to stoop as low as that;
Infidelity, the cursed black sheep
Born from love gone astray, is a
Concept far beneath my morals.
I won't bestow pain on another.
If I detected that ill trait in a
Potential lover, he would be as
Good as gone, quicker than any wind.
Yet you're in a brand new league
Altogether that puts me on edge.
Your dark influence on all females
Undoubtedly is an inherited feature.
Escape from the path in which you're
Destined to take is futile, your skills
Will grow when you break more hearts.
Friendly EncouragementI can't thank you enoughFriendly Encouragement3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Even if I possibly can.
You're the wind beneath my wings,
The loyal compass directing me,
The voice of reason and logic.
Never have you deserted me,
Always by my side to the end
In times were only darkness exists.
A small supporting smile
Means more than you can imagine.
Bottomless PitBlackened, poisoned heart,Bottomless Pit3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Loss of happiness is swift.
Underneath I am crumbling;
Eerie thoughts of disturbing self
Destruction fills my every thoughts.
Icy chills prickles my skin,
Alerting my senses to go into a
Mad dance, just being pushed
Over the jagged edge of insanity.
Never have I felt the banes of
Dismal solitude that plagues mankind.
Pleasure and pain meshed together;
Inside I am eaten alive, strong burdens
Killing my vitals with each strike.
All alone, I am left with my sorrow,
Caring not of my body, caring not of my
Health for it decays like dying cells
Until my last breath exhales finally.
Leave The World BehindI want to disappear from the world -Leave The World Behind3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Really it is what I most desire.
I want to leave my loved ones behind,
So I won't have the chance to upset them.
Hell is where I am destined for;
Game over, you win and I lose.
Right now this minute I just want to
Lose myself within sweet oblivion.
Falling Short Of The PrizeKeep on saying things are fine whenFalling Short Of The Prize3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Realistically the truth is stretched.
Ironically the betrayed becomes the betrayer;
Meddling with hot wires and devices;
Slowly a very strong heart ceases to beat.
Once she trembles and quivers with silent rage
Negativity pours rapidly from every outlet;
Falling fast, she misses the safety mat.
Undeserving of obtaining her pleading hand,
Readily your acute attention wavers to the
Young kid, deeming her as your favourite girl.
Drag You To Hell And BackDon't bother falling for me, I'llDrag You To Hell And Back3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Only drag you to hell and back.
Deem me as a dismal, lost cause,
Get out while you still can and
Extract yourself from this area.
Sadly I don't bring any joy
To any man whatsoever; they just
Reject me and kick me down.
Even so, I must accept this fate,
Accept the fact I'm a nobody.
Knowing that former lovers think I'm
Evil is the final nail of my coffin,
Reaping nothing but vicious despair.
Releationship ReassementStop for a single moment,Releationship Reassement3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hear me out for what it's worth.
I don't want any part of this
Neglect you're inflicting upon me.
Easy I have fallen for you,
Easily so I am losing you rapidly.
So many mistakes has been made,
Heaven knows we have our limits.
Always seeking to hurt the other;
Where the hell are we going?
Obviously we have changed for the worst,
Leaving behind all that was pure.
I envision so much better than this;
For too long I have been blinded by
Endless agony and bouts of depression.
Red Hot MemoriesI just want to forget all thoseRed Hot Memories3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
X rated memories between you and I;
Rid myself of intruding thoughts where
I'd fuel your animal lust with just one
Seductive look before giving into temptation.
The Magic Of LoveConjure up illusions, neverThe Magic Of Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lifting the spell for a moment.
Oh, how I wish so badly to touch
The wonders of love, praising the
Heavens for bringing him my way.
I slip beneath yet I never fall,
Entwined with him do I lay blissfully.
Awaiting A Special ManGot a feeling like no other,Awaiting A Special Man3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
He'll come for me sooner or later
And claim my hand in marriage.
Years of various failed romances has
Tested my patience, almost making me
Hide away so I can protect myself.
Further done the line, he will
Unleash something magical within me,
An emotion that I haven't felt before.
Dare I say that this could be it?