Name: Nikita Engels
Height: 175 cm
Blood Type: B
Birthday: 6th December
Star Sign: Sagittarius
Allmate: Sam (Asian Semi Long) (Rank J)
Team: g e m I n I
>> Members :
* Rinnosuke x Sid
* Hypnos x Benjamin
* Toma x Fansum
* Reiko x Chi
* Chord x Montgomery
* Misaki x Ray
* Nikita x Sam
I sincerely apologize for the text wall, I know it's supposed
to be brief; There's a TL;DR version at the bottom, so feel free to read
that one instead if this is too long asdhfl C: Thank You! ❤
» What would you do if you had nothing left to lose? «
A long, painful sigh left the woman's lips as she leaned back in the filthy, old passenger seat. Time was passing by oh so slowly... Not even the quite soothing sight of the night sky could please her, it seemed - She stared outside the train window completely motionless, eyes dead and blind, only her body bumping up and down in answer to the train's movements. From time to time she dropped her gaze to look at her Coil, but eventually lifted her head again and
continued staring. Perhaps she should try and change something. Would it make any difference?
Maybe it would.
Nikita Engels was born to a normal, middle class family in Germany. Vivid blue eyes, strawberry blond hair, chubby cheeks, countless freckles all over her round, reddish face - she was not pretty, not ugly - she was just a normal child, like everybody else. Nikita and her parents lived in a white brick row house just at the outskirts of the little town her entire family was from. Mr and Mrs Engels were compassionate, caring parents willing to do everything to please their only child, but they took good care to never spoil her in any way. And even if Nikita did not always get what she wanted - She was happy.
She had everything a child could wish for ; Loving parents, a home, friends ... But days went by, and things changed in the glimpse of a second.
Dark shadows in front of the windows began elongating and painted everything in darkness, Nikita sitting in her own little corner, waiting for them to come. They said they were going out tonight, a dinner for two. Just for a few hours, Nikita, we'll be back soon!, they said.
But they never came.
Case of hit-and-run driving. No witnesses. Instantly dead.
Nikita did not know what those words meant. But that one last word was clear, even to a 7-year old. Nikita would never be able to be kissed goodnight by Father again. Mother was never going to pat her forehead again when she had scratched her knee and sobbed like a baby.
The child's closest relative shall receive custody.
And that's how Nikita ended up living with her grandfather. Even though it was hard at first - the child got used to it quickly. Nikita did not have anybody elsebesides grandpa ... she simply ... was alone.
Nikita's grandfather tried his best to give his grandchild everything he could. And although Nikita probably couldn't buy flowers for her mom on Mother's Day or give her Dad a big hug for Father's Day-- she was happy once again.
But again -- things change.
Things change so terribly fast we don't realize how much they break us inside.
From one day to another, Nikita did not have to make coffee in the morning anymore. She did anyways and was surprised when the old leather chair in the living room was empty. The sound of the television running , the hearty, guttural laugh that woke her up every morning, the pair of worn out beige house shoes ... - all of it was gone.
There's no use in clinging to the past! the guy on the television roared, giving his blonde, blue eyed fiancé a last, longing kiss.
Nikita looked up at the screen, remote control in her hands, shaking.
It's over, Marie. It's over. Es tut mir leid!
And just before unlucky Marie managed to slap her ex-fiancé, hundreds of shards spread over the old parquet floor, covering everything in a black sea of broken glass.
Such a shame.
The TV set had costed a damn lot.
» Change is nothing bad, right, Sam? «
The woman laughed almost inaudibly, running her hands through her snow white hair and collecting loose strands to tie them up in a ponytail. A soft purr was given in answer to her question, her Allmate Sam now rubbing his nose against her arms - the train came to a halt, the wagon emptied.
» .... Maybe we should try, hm? «
Warm air began filling her lungs as she stepped out of the wagon, blue eyes vivid again like they had been before - caught in the moment Nikita did not notice that she accidentally bumped into a tanned, green eyed man. A short excuse was uttered while she tried to recollect her scattered things, hastily putting everything back in place. People these days were strange, she thought, looking up again. Ayame Island indeed held its promises. She smiled coyly, eyes half closed, in deep contemplation. Sam purred softly at her side, unsure what his owner was up to - he relaxed subtly though as she opened her eyes again and leant down to him.
» Come on, Sam. «
The green eyed man shot a glare at them both. Nikita picked up what was left, lifted an eyebrow and stared back at the horizon.
» We've got nothing more to lose, do we? «
TL;DR version with some additional info :
Nikita Engels was born to a pretty normal family, her parents died in a car crash and she moved to live with her grandpa. Her grandpa died after several years though and since Nikita did not have anybody nor anything else she decided to try her luck and collected all the money she had to go to Ayame Island. Shortly after that she bought her Allmate Sam and had several encounters in Rhyme with extremely positive feedback - after some time though it started bothering her. Just as she thought there was no use in continuing what she was doing anymore, she happened to stumble upon Rin (literally) and joined Team gemInI. She's a loyal team member since then and tries her very best to be there for the ones she cares for.
| caring | compassionate | honest | loyal |
| naïve | possessive | short tempered |
| overprotective | lonesome | serious |
Nikita's demeanor is shaped by many different incidents in her past - Having lost all family she had, she is used to being a loner. But despite that, she has developed a strong sense of care for others. Compassionate and loving, Nikita would do everything to please the people she cares for, even if it means putting herself down. Defending loved ones is one of her weak points and Nikita is quite aware of that. (She's not willing to do anything against it though, quite the contrary. It gives her a reason to exist.) In addition to that, Nikita is honest with everything. She does not tell lies nor deceive people, and is quite upset when people don't behave the way she does concerning honesty and truth. Nikita believes everything one tells her and often gets into quite awkward situations because of that. She does not realize when being used and obediently does a lot of things she would usually regret when being told by other people to do so. Even with that though, she tries to keep calm and do things her way. Although she may come off as a disinterested person at times, she usually manages to fall back to 'possessive' phases, when she has to cling to somebody in order to keep mentally sane. (Yes, she's a strange person like that.) Nikita's loyalty reflects in her work in gemInI - hardworking, she's willing to do everything for the others for the sake of her team.
- Spicy Food
- The smell of new clothes/things
- Being Alone
- DROWNING IN FEELS AMG
Even though Sam may be a quite complicated pal at times, Nikita and him always manage to come together at terms. She loves him from the bottom of her heart but does not always show it.
Bad RouteCurrently none ///
Credits (C): 1000
Rhyme Points (P): n/a
Coil: White w/ Black accent
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