WithoutHow can nothingness fill you up so much,Without2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
if it is nothing,then you should feel nothing.
Yet some how I feel it,
it is a constant pain through out my body
a constant dull hollowness that is with me even in my happy times.
An overwhelming sense of solitude.
I haven't asked for a lot I certainty don't except it
yet I wait hopefully
only to see the same door closed right before my eyes again
I'm not good enough
not worthy enough...not enough
why keep trying it only adds more nothing to my already aching emptiness
Just to be held,is that a lot to want,gently hold my face . . .to be looked in the eyes.
To bring that special smile to someone's face that only a lover can bring.
To be the most important person to just one other person.
Not a lot.
But it is just over there. I can see it.I just can't get a grip on it.
It's never for me
It is for so many others
I tell my self it will come.I'm I lying to even myself.
What do I lack.
I wasn't even there you know my body,
maybe even my
WHEN WILL YOUAs I gaze at the sky when it rainsWHEN WILL YOU2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As Blood flows through my veins
I wonder what makes life so auspicious
inspite of the whole world being so malicious
My dear rain...As you pour down with all your might
When will you come to me as my guiding light??
When will you wash my heart ??
When will you quench my thirst ??
When will you show me something thats unrehearsed ??
I protect myself when you arrive....
in my desire to survive....
but that does that mean I dont love you???
does that mean I despise you???
Once you leave , the sun will shine
leaving behind your marks which is way too divine..
Your tears and pure and plain..
Mine are salty and filled with pain....
When will you immerse mine in yours ???
When will you guide me with your sail and take me to the shores ???
LustWhat is lust? Lust is the one thing that makes us lose trust.Lust2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the Lord we trust but with lust we turn to dust.
The world it seems lust for pretty things.
Like diamond rings and cars with tv screens.
Everyone lust,does that make us all wrong?
I lust for love but still the hate carries on.
The rights and wrongs.The wrongs and rights.
The lust inhumanity is a never ending fight !
If we should lust for anything,lets lust for life !
The StormThe wind whipped her hair, molding it to her slender cheekbones, like a second skin.The Storm2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She tilted her face, catching the first rain drops as they began to fall upon the thirsty earth.
Closing her eyes and inhaling - slowly, letting her skin savor the moisture in separate, single increments.
It was as if every cell of her body had come alive, dancing with the same electrical intensity as the mighty lightning that surged through the sky.
The thunder, an angry grumble of nature rumbled over head.
In those few moments, she felt joyously alive...
And she knew no fear.
Locked in a spell of the elements... Feeling the storm...
Bringing her peace...With herself...
Bringing her peace... With the world.
Can you.....Can you hear the drippingCan you.....2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
of my tears? Can you see
the sadness on my face?
can you feel the pain that
I'm in now? Can you smell
the scent of my discomfort?
Or are your senses dead?
Do you not know what is
going on, do you not know
what to think. Don't look at
me, turn your head, just look
away toward all of the happier
people who are here.
Rose Of LifeA lovely rose with petals softRose Of Life2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A scent so sweet and light
So beautiful a flower
With colors shining bright.
But something not so savory
About the fragrant rose -
The thorns, so sharp upon the stem,
That sharpen as it grows.
Yet still lovely is the flower
Despite the thorns that prick
Just as life and love are sweet
They too have thorns that stick
But do not fear to live or love,
Life's not exempt from pain -
So pick a rose, you may get hurt,
But you will also gain!