tumblrmemelifewhatdon'treadthisahh |Di was bored. whatever. meme. from tumblr. what am i doing with my lifetumblrmemelifewhatdon'treadthisahh |D3 years ago in Personal More Like This
A: Are you a virgin, and who did you loose it too?
nope. and uh... thats personal but kodee .__.
B: 3 biggest pet peeves
1. When people leave windows open at night (unless there is something pretty to look at) 2. When people in the house forget dishes in random places. 3. When i'm spending time with someone and they play on their phone every 5 seconds. 4. I have LOTS more but I don't want to come across as an OCD freak.
C: Celebrity crush?
Adam Lavine, Jony depp, Milla Jovovich, Tom hiddleston and Robert Downey Jr. (I can't even-) PRETTY MUCH EVERY ACTOR IN AVENGERS. JUST.
D: If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
I wouldn't have changed a thing.
E: Do you smoke?
attempted once. gross
F: Do you drink?
ehh... not very often
G: If you had to rank yourself on a scale of 1 to 10, what would you be?
oh god.... uh... what am i ra
music. help. again. QnQI have no more beautiful, emotional, happy, good, funny, angry, awesome.. or inspiring music to play. |Dmusic. help. again. QnQ3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm currently at a block with what to listen too.
You guys have helped me find most of the great music I play when I draw.
Help me again please?
Have any good songs you really like right now? or bands you listen too?
care to share? links? links please?
links for this poor soul? ;v;?
//i'm not pickyy i love everything.
My name.My name.My name.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
This is something that has been bothering me for a while now.
My name on Deviantart is Dorian (as you would know if you looked on my page)
Now i don't like openly talking about this because everyone has their different views on the world, though most people i know in real life/ and here on the internet are very open with who I am and what I'm about to go through.
/I actually don't think I've ever really said this officially by telling you guys... for the reasons of (1. I dislike having a lot of attention drawn to it and (2. because i have always had you people refer to me as a guy / male / boy / so it has never been a problem.
So to cut it a bit shorter (as most of you know)
I am a Trasman /or/ Transgendered // Gender identity disorder.
please don't ask me a million questions, but i am happy to help if anyone needs someone to talk to about it
I came out to my mom over seven months ago fully and now I am starting to get treatment for it.
SO THE REASON FOR POSTING ALL
Lesson from some kids. //life.I'm just going to get right into this.Lesson from some kids. //life.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
The other day I was sitting in class rather frustrated with everything and the people around me. I'm in a split class with grade 10's, 11's and us... the 12's, so there was about 15 minutes left in class and i had noticed this grade 11 boy glance over at me every so often.. thinking it was strange i finally exchanged a long look with him, it caught me off guard when all he did was smile at me then turned to leave. Now i've never talked to him, and i know he didn't mean anything with the smile. But the look he gave me almost said: "you look upset today but thats ok, smile with me?" So i smiled back.
That actually changed my outlook on my entire day. Something as small as some kid sharing a smile with me, It kinda made me think about how simple the whole thing was.
Sorry i'm just blabbering my feels towards the world.
Then today a little girl in my other art program was just talking about how excited she is to grow up and graduate and move out an
Glitter toilet. What is life.I've been working on this toilet project for like 5 hours now.Glitter toilet. What is life.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
What is my life.
Painting my toilet.
It's for a school project but my teacher did a crappy job telling what she wanted from the work so to be a smartass I did a toilet. With fucking sparkles on it.
because I have no actual inspiration to do something serious.
And the last poll I did: Sorry me and Kodee didn't re-do the Q&A video this past weekend. We were busy the whole time. .____. yup. super busy. Though I am trying to get him to do one with me soon.
But just for the record WE DID actually do it, but the sound got fucked up and didn't work QAQ
Yup and submitting art here and there. I am trying to put stuff up I promise.
I have a legit reason for not posting everyday anymore though, it's called: I'm trying to graduate highschool so i can finally go to collage
less than six months to go.
I'm so excited.
- - - - - - - -
K. a quick update on stuff.
so very tired.
KOO WHY 8I tagOHNOES. :iconkkooccaatt:KOO WHY 8I tag3 years ago in Personal More Like This
fufu whyy x'D
I don't really know how to tell you this, but i'm selling myself. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me in your apartment and I saw you sit on bill clinton. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand That I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning Your contact book to you, but I'll keep The oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked A new life as a clone.
Greetings to your freaky family, Dori. ♥
:iconxxx-styl-fly-xxx: :ICONVampiric-Massacre::iconstringsonabunny: :iconceli-bean: :iconStars-On-The-Ceiling: :iconskyheartx: /
Dear (person who tagged you)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll ke
Let's have a contest, yes? CLOSEDLet's have a contest, yes? CLOSED3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Okay, my bahmb diggity fellow deviants. For the sake of all you keeping up with my slew of over fucking 400 deviations the past year, and for helping me acquire 10,500+pageviews and 400+watchers (which is FANTASTIC in my opinion) I'm going to hold a little contest! I'm just gonna cut to the chase here, here we go! |'D
PETER. WHAT IS IT WE HAVE TO DO? 8UU
WELL. The main ides of this contest is to draw one of these couples in a given scenario/prompt! :U
Septimus and Corvus
Ausar and Viorel (Pfft, this 'un's still kinda new so they don't have much art together.)
Feng and Strixus (The only heteros, oops.)
WoofffaaahI'm happy to say i finally made a tumblr. :'DWoofffaaah3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Yes. Now before some of you freak out i just want to say;
That i'm using my tumblr to post my art //and some uncensord// stuff ALONG with all my Transition updates.
So videos, journalish things, stuff like that.
(SOOO you can get to know me better mabye :'D ask me stuff about my art, about my Transition and stuff in general?
Follow at your own risk,
I might get annoying.
OH AND i'm new to tumblr so ignore my noob-ish-ness
I still need to figure it out. OTL.
http://-sharkbites.tumblr.com/ SO THERE.
So nothing new besides that :I
saw Kodee on the weekend :'D
now it's sunday.
first 2d animationgo to this link to see the little 2D animation I did in school of a sack of flour jumping.first 2d animation3 years ago in Personal More Like This
It took 3 1/2 hours of drawing for about 2 seconds of animation :iconheaddeskplz:
*dead on floor/ stuff things/alittle over a week/So for the past few days i've been hanging out with lots of my friends, which is good... but...*dead on floor/ stuff things/alittle over a week/3 years ago in Personal More Like This
No matter how many people i hang out with it still doesn't make up for the one i miss/want to see the most.
Annd i might be away from deviantart for a couple days.
(just because things have not been good at home)
I now need to go stay with dad again.
//he has no internet (but he makes up for it with having tons of sketching stuff for me to use freely// And i will be helping him paint the house.
Hopefully i can still get internet on my phone .O.
:s And sorry about the vents latley// OTL.
*5 minutes of playing with the pipe cleaner shark i made afew minutes ago*
Between mom issues/ job issues/ and being Kodee deprived (lack of Kodee//
My batteries are running pretty low.
(what i mean by "batteries running low":
less cheery and kinda bummed. need to talk to people i care about to charge them up again) lame metaphor thing i know
You guys get waht i'm saying?
Please read.Back whenever I started hitting the front page of DeviantArt, abit after I'd turned fourteen I admit that my ego popped up a notch. And not just one, mind you. No I was both surprised and in awe that some kid like me could end up taking up space in a place where only masterpieces and loved pieces were seen. And honestly, it stuck out like a sore thumb because seriously, My art isn't that good. I was blindfolded by pride in belief that I could actually go somewhere with what I had. But after awhile, pressure began to set in and I felt that more was expected of me and I couldn't meet those expectations. I'd never been exposed to constructive or negative criticism before that point; so I admit full heartedly that I acted out of line and childishly. Which led to people being angry and hurt by my stupidity, and I am sorry. It should have never happened, and I promise that it won't ever again.Please read.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
So as time pressed on, I began to get desperate,
Moment of yo time pls~Hey guys;Moment of yo time pls~3 years ago in Personal More Like This
So after a very long and eye opening conversation with my big sister, it came to my realization that I could seriously help her out with a few things.
My sister Jessica actually had a huge impact on where my art is today, when I was younger I always looked up to her,wanted her approval,
and wanted to make her proud of me as far as art went. But lately as we've been talking and coming to terms with each other, it's come to my attention
that she really needs some motivation and recognition for her own work. She's really good with painting, pencil work,
and on top of that she's REALLY good at crafting with woods, glass, sculptures, etc etc. So I've decided that I should give her a shout out so just
maybe she'll be able to break a little from her shy bubble and
have an audience and so then she could start drawing again!
I care about her alot and know just how much her work means to her, she hasn't posted that much on the internet from what she's don
pupSo last night we brought Jedi (my new puppy home) Shark-Bites was over and got to spend a bit of time with her too last night, which was nice.pup3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I got to spend my whole weekend with him with was really nice and defs needed.
I held her in the car during the drive home and she was very snuggly with me ouo
Then for most of the night she wouldn't leave my side, she was so scared ans shaky at our house.. it's all new and her old family is gone :c
The night was good though, to my suprise~ She slept in her carrier with some towels and a plush sheep to keep her company, and the crate was in my room so if she cried I could get up to deal with it.
Thankfull she didn't cry or whine at all, went into the crate and off to bed. No whining till about 8 this morning which is fine cuz that when I had to get up anyways ouo
maybe in the next couple days I'll upload a couple more pics or something ouo <3
Casually pass out in class?So the title isn't as dramatic as it sounds, I had a special ceremony with my Firstnation studies class and we had a slamon cook-out in the court yard with a fire pit. It was really neat up until the point were I suddenly got hot and cold flashes and my head spun like crazy. It was really strange and I stumbled back awkwardly. Luckily my teacher looked over In time and drug me to the office. Mrs. S (I love her so much, she's the secretary at my school) made fun of how green my face was. xD So I didn't fully passout and fall on the ground, I just blacked out for a couple seconds.Casually pass out in class?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
That would have been embarrassing to flop over on the concrete. xD
So I got sent home because I was all disgusting-looking, So now i'm here bumming around the house.
HOME: THE PLACE WHERE YOU CAN BE FUCKING UGLY AND ENJOY IT. :'D
I Will probably make some cool creature adopts or open up commissions to pass the time. (I need to get more points for a big gift I'm getting someone)
//baww it would have b
AWWEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!THANKS TOO :iconalinoravanity: for this awesome/cute/ bootiful journal skin QuQAWWEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!3 years ago in Personal More Like This
so much love
check them out.
THAT IS ALL.
Dropping Bombs.So.. I am happy that you have " Accepted " what I have recently told you.Dropping Bombs.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I am happy you are trying to deal with this and " Support " me.
But the past day or so.. I've kinda been wishing I hadn't told you at all, You're using this against me. Using it as a reason to still treat me like a child and it isn't fair. One day.. It will be too much for me, And I will blow up at you.. And our relationship will never be the same. I know you're being protective.. it's your job. But when you talk to me all the time about how I never go out.. or that I should go out more often and live my life.. And then when I actually try to go out.. and live my life.. You pull on my already drastically short leash and scold me for wanting a life outside this cage we call a home.
This leash you so claim to be lengthening for me.. isn't lengthening.. In fact. If you don't give me some slack, this leash will be the noose that takes me away from you. I'am standing on my tip toes trying to stay on
WOW WOW WOW WOOOOOAAAHHLOL This is an excited journal entry:WOW WOW WOW WOOOOOAAAHH3 years ago in Personal More Like This
GUYS. WOW THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 200,000 Page veiws. :'D
IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Oh I'm just all gitty because i saw kodee again this weekend. <3
So now i'm all happy and charged up
From all the sweet things that were said last night ♥
Also got to watch him get tattooed! I felt really bad when he cringed abit in pain though. ;n;
AND i looked today on my page and noticed that i've been on deviantart for 3 years now. wow.
Also i am coming up to 2,000 deviations. WTF
annnnnndddd on my way to 5,000 watchers.
THANK YOU ALL
//these feelings. i can not contain//
Not so boring school / life-ish news;
My first week is over and i have a new stalker already.
This adorable grade 8 boy. It isn't as bad as it sounds.
Actually he's more like a pet puppy. <3 XDDD
Besides that school is ok, got all the classes i need to grad. And i even got an art class without the chick i hat
Fucking getting dark out at 4:00. damit novemberOk for a few months remember how I was saying "omg I love this time of year! It's fall and the seasons are changing!" shit like that? Well now it's the time of year that I lothe.Fucking getting dark out at 4:00. damit november3 years ago in Personal More Like This
It starts getting dark at 3:00 And It's almost cold enough for snow but insted you get bitchy freezing rain.
It's still november so december holiday/christmas feelings aren't really there yet because it's not close enough.
So you just stumble through november trying not to give up and die on the sidewalk on your way to school.
Ok.. well it's not actually that bad, I have Kodee. xD
He keeps me happy. ♥
And last night (just because I can share this)
I was getting into bed all suductive and smooth-like and I kneed myself in the face causing my spiked nose ring to gash the inside of my nostril and my face hydro pumped blood.... everywhere. It was awkward actually. I was waiting for my moms boyfriend to get out of the bathroom so I could get some tissues. My mom stared
over 3,000 you wonderful people3,097 watchers....over 3,000 you wonderful people3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I think I just died alitte of happyness.
Alright so I'm just going to calmly write this journal and- OH MY GOSH THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. That's crazy. I feels so loved thank you all a million times 8"D
I must draw a pretty thankful picture for all of you once I gain the power of my tablet back
(and I discovered I can write journals from my phone = YEY)
BUT AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH. :iconluvluvplz:
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And on another note. My cousin just had her baby afew hours ago :'D little baby Jackson. /Boy/
I can't wait to take pictures and hold him and love him forever. Ahh
It's 2:25 am Im sitting here in the dark hoping I'll get to see kodee tomorrow.
It's been over a week. If I wait another week I'll kill someone.
2:27am FULL OF EXCITED FEELS.... Or that just might be hunger....
But its too late to eat.... Is it? VEGETABLES
And ouch my ears (my mom's friend tanis gave me cool wood peg tribal earing things //that ma
FAIRMONT in vancouver. Fancy-fuq'n-freeWOAH woah ok. Get ready for all of this:FAIRMONT in vancouver. Fancy-fuq'n-free3 years ago in Personal More Like This
HOTEL. FAIRMONT. We stayed in a nice room with a wicked veiw. 8D It wasn't until the next day did we notice the room we stayed in was a $2,010 DOLLAR ROOM WTF.
A little bit crazy.
So yeah there was a pool //poolcuddles... ohgeezyes. which was great up until this other coupley thing got there. They were being assholes and wouldn't leave....THEY GOT OUT OF THE POOL AND LIKE... SAT IN THE POOL CHAIR THINGS.
Who does that.
Well...They do.. they had no reason for being there, they stoped talking after awhile and just sat there looking at us. X'D
they were all: :iconimwatchingyouguyplz: "we KNOW what your going to do when we leave...WE KNOW. AND WE ARE WATCHING YOU"
damn straight couples.
Yeah but besides that the pool//hot tub was great.
And after we had an awesome night time view of the city (Me and Kodee didn't want to drink the expensive (shittasting) champagne so we drank fruitypop stuff and ate things we ha
thank youA huge thank you to the wonderful :iconalinoravanity: for this awesome journal skin.thank you3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Helping brighten up my night a little, thank you love
200 POINTS GIVEAWAY - *CLOSED*200 POINTS GIVEAWAY - *CLOSED*3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I decided to make a giveaway - I don't use my points anyway, so why not get rid of some to make others happy?!
So, first off, the prizes of course!
FIRST PLACE - 150
SECOND PLACE - 50
HOW TO ENTER:
These are compulsory steps to be in!
Fav this journal. This will be your number and I'll use random.org to pick up the winners!
Make a journal about this giveaway and comment here with the link. And I'll check it! The reason is that I want more people to enter! ^^
I don't ask you to watch me or fav my pics. However, if you feel like it, I would be more than happy! ^^
The giveaway ends on December 23, so the winners will have the points as Christmas presents, yaaay!
Also, you can enter until December 22, 11:59 PM CET. That would be 05:59 PM EST or 02:59 PM PST.
A nice way to advertise other deviants, you don't have to