Please (Don't) Hate MeIf I told you a lie
But it made you smile
Would it still be a sin?
If I opened the door
But turned you away
Would you still come in?
If I sliced my skin
But it didn't hurt
Would it still be wrong?
If I acted all brave
But couldn't face it
Would I still be strong?
If I tied my noose
Around a tree's open arms
Would it be an embrace?
If I left tonight
And begged you stay
Would you still give chase?
If I committed sin
But hurt nobody
Would I be welcome above?
If I do something you hate
But only for your good
Could it still be true love?
ReminderJust a small reminder to NEVER, andReminder1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I mean NEVER, eat bread near an open
window without guards bECAUSE A
BIRD WILL FLY INTO UR HOME AND FKIN
FLY AROUND THE PLACE WITH MY GODDAMN
BREAD IN ITS MOUTH LIKE WHO DO U THINK
U R CUZ U R NOT GOD
FERN: THE BERD DTTHINKS ITS SO SWAG
i dont want pigeon nipple comments
cuz i swear i will send u a paragraph on
y i hate u and y u should get fked by
Why I Think Self Harm Awareness Day is BULLSHITIn case you didn't know, today (Friday the first of March) is Self Harm Awareness Day. And, in case you didn't pick it up from my journal's title, it is pissing me off beyond belief.Why I Think Self Harm Awareness Day is BULLSHIT2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Why is it doing this?
Well, it's no secret on here that I cut myself. So, as a self-harmer, I find today both extremely offensive and, more importantly, triggering. The most I've seen of it today is people posting photographs of their cuts (something that I feel is never acceptable and would only ever be done for attention) and non-cutters posting patronizing bullshit about how we must 'stay strong' or 'keep fighting'.
Newsflash, dickwads, we're cutters; not fucking retards who need your help to cross the fucking street. We are not charity cases, we are not idiots and we most certainly do not want damn sympathy from do-gooders who would probably be the first to condemn someone if they saw them cutting.
If you want my opinion, today is not about self harm awareness, but rather sympathy,
Death Note: Another Other Note -1--1-Death Note: Another Other Note -1-3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Nakajima. Nakajima Ayumi is the name of the girl that sits in the big leather chair across from me, her big gray-blue eyes glossy from the tears that threaten to stream down her pale face. She's a small, gentle child with light brown hair that falls past her shoulders. If I had to guess, I'd say that Ayumi-san is about the age of fourteen, possibly in her first year of high school. She's definitely a cute girl, no doubt about that, however, there is only one flaw that this sweet child holds. Nakajima Ayumi is the young mastermind behind the Schoolhouse Massacre Cases. This gentle child has actually killed off half of the population from Hideaki Memorial High School, a school located on the southern parts of Shikoku. I'm stunned though. Ayumi-san has turned herself to the police and informed them of these crimes she committed, however, the police didn't believe the girl due to the pure innocents
An Absurd Interview with dekorAdumWelcome to Absurd Interviews: They're To Any OneAn Absurd Interview with dekorAdum3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
Hello ladies and gentlemen and people. Today I bring you a special guest.
He's a decorator student so he comes to decorate our lives with his words of wisdom and decoration.
He comes from Hungary and did you know that Hungary is home to the largest thermal water cave system and the second largest thermal lake in the world? That's hot.
But behind all that, he's also a cool guy who likes to help people, so next time you have an issue you know where to go!
So without further delay, here comes:
Hello Adam! What is a gentleman like you doing in an interview like this?
-This is my second or third interview so I don't really know
You know, I felt so proud of myself when I wrote your username right at first try without looking the other day! What does it mean?
GRAMMAR WHAT ARE YOUWhat is artGRAMMAR WHAT ARE YOU3 years ago in Personal More Like This
How do pencil
tablet what are you
how do line
I have no idea what I'm doing--
How are you all so fast-- why am I so suddenly slow--
//oldman hunchback of notredame
I am so jealous-- how //sob
So...I met Phil today...erm...It was around 7:00 P.M and my mum wanted me to go to the market really quick. (Only about a five minute walk)So...I met Phil today...erm...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So you know I was walking to the market and I was wearing my AmazingPhil shirt on too. I was also a little bit nervous because I don't like being alone so just imagine me being a little nervous walking alone so anyways.
I was maybe half way there and I felt a hand on my shoulder. Yup and I was pretty freaked out by then so I turned around really quickly and punched the person who put the hand on my shoulder.
Yup, I punched them in the arm, pretty hard too.
It was Phil. .__________________________________.
Kill me now I punched Phil. I punched PHIL.
Our conversation went something like this:
Me: Wha! *Punch*
Me: Oh My god! I am so sorry I didn't know that you were Phil! I thought you were some random guy on the street I am so so so sorry.
Phil: It's alright!! *awkward laugh* I would have done the same thing.
Me: I am so soooo sorry, Phil. I really didn't mean to! *Covers face an
The art of improvement5/4/2015 UPDATE: Added preface at the beginning and Inspiration at the end! added some thoughts on some other things I wanted to share.The art of improvement2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Alright, so this is a comment and question I've been receiving a lot from people!
How did you improve so fast?
Firstly, I want to say I do not think of myself as a professional artist, teacher or someone who "knows the secret to becoming a master artist". These are just things that I have picked up over the years, and noticed so I thought I might as well share my experience with improvement in effort to help others find their own paths of improvement and learning as artists. There are still many things I have to learn, and wish to improve about my own art! The path of an artist is never ending, in my opinion!
I consider the beginning of my journey when I withdrew from college. I had decided to take a year off from school, to explore myself more as a person, gain confidence and rethink my path that I wanted to take in school. Of course,
How to stay MotivatedHow to stay Motivated.How to stay Motivated1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I’m writing this article for the type of people who say that just can’t find motivation to:
Make a portfolio
Finish a painting
Work on their personal project
I got three tips I’m about to write, and it’s just advice and things that I found useful for myself. If you are capable to do any of these things you should definitely try them.
Fear. Get rid of it. If you are fearful of the outcome it will unmotivate you immediately. Just finish whatever it is and think about how you can improve after. If you can’t see what you need to improve ask someone else to tell you. There is always room to improve, and if you go into a critique with an open mind you will grow exponentially.
Think of it like this. If you were running one lap, and half way through you stopped because you were afraid you were going to throw up or pass out, you will never really know how fast you can run that lap. You didn’t push yours
free twerking butt icon raffle! [CLOSED]heyoofree twerking butt icon raffle! [CLOSED]2 years ago in Personal More Like This
so i'm getting ready to take a break from making butt icons since i've made so many LOL
i'm literally on my last commission, and then they'll be closed for a while.
i'm not sure how long, but at least like a month, maybe more.
also, i'm laughing really hard...i just realized my birthday is in a week after looking up what day sunday is.
god beginning of the month birthdays just sneak up so fast.
so ANYWAYS if you want one of these
(all examples can be seen here --> http://veedubbz.deviantart.com/gallery/41166921)
------> who can enter?
anyone can enter! you do not have to be watching me.
------> how do i enter?
it's super easy, just hit that 'fave' button over there. i will add you to the list in order that the journal is faved.
check the journal to find your number (and to double-check to make sure i didn't miss you!)
you can also be entered a second time by sharing this journal
you know when..you've liked someone for like... a really long time?you know when..2 years ago in Personal More Like This
as in a year long? but you don't have the guts to tell them? and they like reject your feelings?
its not even rejecting your feelings on purpose.. its more like, accidental. not even trying to hurt you.
and then you tell yourself its okay, when it really isn't. and you feel like your dying inside.
wow. yeah. i just admitted to myself all that shit. and i feel like crap right now. and really stressed.
because i don't know.. what if i never tell them and leave suddenly? or like we have a falling out?
getting to my point, how the hell do you cope with this shit and how the hell do you confess to them?
The Unsung HeroCrucified and martyred by his people...The Unsung Hero2 years ago in Personal More Like This
i'm going to make an rpg maker game!or at least try tooi'm going to make an rpg maker game!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i don't have a program yet, but i'm looking for a free rpg maker (not a "free" version of the popular one) that is near complete ;u;
so if you found one that works well or have any tutorials/anything useful s please post them in this journal!
i don't think i'll need help currently, i'll probably be doing all of the art and stuff in the game
i will though need music, but i'll deal with that later
so anyways the game will be about this planet what is actually a giant pearl, and all the buildings are carved out of it and its inside this giant clam shell made of stained glass
the people there are also made of pearls (not the same pearl as the planet), and there isn't any plants/food/regular people/animals/aliens there because there isn't need it, but there is water mainly so the people can take baths
the only "living" creatures are these special kind of oyster that the pearl people use to make more people
the society there is perfectly functioning, there is the working
The Slender Man Teaser Trailer ReleasedThe Slender Man Teaser Trailer Released3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Hiding/Showing Scars in PublicHello guys. This is my first topic of hopefully many to come.Hiding/Showing Scars in Public2 years ago in Personal More Like This
As a self harmer, hiding your scars/wounds can be the most annoying, but hardest thing. You always find yourself worrying about how to hide it, and finding ways to hide it. Especially in the summer, this can be a hard thing. Because you don't want to sweat your face off, but at the same time, you're too worried about someone seeing what you did to yourself.
Showing your scars and coming out of your shell can sometimes be overwhelming. You're so concerned about what others will think, but showing your scars could be awareness.
A lot of people still don't know what we go through and hiding it doesn't help. Your scars are a part of you, and they are in the past. You should be proud of what you survived. If people ask you about it, just stay calm and try to explain the best you can. If you don't want to talk about it, say that it's something that happened in the past and you don't want to talk about it. People
Suck it up, weenies! A short treatise on NaNoWriMoIt's October right now. And that means every writer I know is buzzing about NaNoWriMo. Is it a good idea, is it a bad idea, am I doing it, have I done it before, can I do it again, do I have time...blah blah blah. Suck it up, y'all. Nose meet grindstone. [Insert hard-working cliché here.]Suck it up, weenies! A short treatise on NaNoWriMo3 years ago in Personal More Like This
This might be a rumor or just something I made up, but I think there's a reason that they put NaNoWriMo in what, for many of us, is one of the most chaotic times of the year. American Thanksgiving ( and the holiday shopping and family visiting that this entails). Finals -- or studying for finals -- for writers who are in middle school, high school, college, graduate programs. Local and national Elections in the States.
And there are plenty of day-to-day things that come up wheth
CompetitionsCompetitionsCompetitions3 years ago in Literature Features More Like This
An Expose-Lit Guide
Participating in competitions is one of the easiest ways to gain good exposure around dA. If you win a competition, you can get some amazing prizes such as points (which can be spent in the dA store), features (which will give you even more exposure after the contest has ended), subscriptions (which give you access to some great features of dA that are unavailable to non-premium members).
The purpose of a contest is to get as many people involved as possible, meaning that a great number of people will be seeing your work!
Quick Tips for Success!
Introduce yourself to the host--it will leave a very good impression, both for the contest and for building a relationship that will last as long as you are on dA!
Read the rules really carefully to give yourself the best chance--Be sure your entry follows every rule and that you haven't left
[FIN] Salakummitus // Ohi on, kiitos kaikille!DEADLINE MENI UMPEEN, MUSTALISTALAISET (merkattu listassa nuolilla) EIVÄT SAA OSALLISTUA SALAPUKKIIN, MUTTA TÄMÄ EI TARKOITA ETTEIKÖ KUVIA PITÄISI TEHDÄ!! Hop hop niiden kanssa![FIN] Salakummitus // Ohi on, kiitos kaikille!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Manlexi -> Pikkumarmosetti -> Hoosetti -> DrJo-jo -> graphicnakeddoggie -> Jakatchu -> Zoka-san -> Pomupura -> Sekosirita -> Nakkivene -> TheBL1zzarD -> Wampireeh -> Cioccolato-mousse -> Affetintti -> t1sk1jukka -> MysticVeris -> takaree -> TIKKIHERRA -> Funoccorono -> Pyttinski -> Twittar -> Shadow-of-the-Wolves -> AbbisBro -> Waterdrop-Paw -> tirnu -> Phewmonster -> Vaino-Harha -> meokami -> Nakkikiska -> K1SUmisu -> sepi32014 -> Herainia -> serunekai -> Vilue -> TheSuperWolf -> Retukka -> hillopurkkiMORSO -> Huffe -> Pipilia -> kyu
[FIN] SalaPukki '13 - OHI ON - kuvia uupuu! In Finnish!![FIN] SalaPukki '13 - OHI ON - kuvia uupuu!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
DEADLINE MENI JO.
Mutta odotan silti kuvia valmistuvaksi. Myöhästyneet eivät vain saa osallistua seuraavaan sala-arvontaan.
Kuvia odotetaan seuraavilta henkilöiltä:
F E A T U R E T
LimeRa -> Manlexi -> Phewmonster -> SUPARIO -> Haddonfielder -> FlamewolfThe1 -> Banaanimuffinssi-> Nix-WingedOne-> eamilia -> Valhelos -> Aguawolf -> MnNinja -> Aamukaste -> Saigola -> Vaino-Harha -> Tikrued -> mariosson -> Dictara -> villlho -> Teritan -> HarmlessDevil -> Waldonen -> Kharemi -> Khasuri -> YUGOI
Character Design for Video Game - SeriesHey guys! I recently launched one of our first master lessons on cubebrush.com. I felt like kicking things off but in the future there will be many other crazy artists showing off their process!Character Design for Video Game - Series1 year ago in Personal More Like This
You can find the full lesson here: http://cubebrush.com/video/characterconceptforvideogames/
Here is the trailer for it and below, a full chapter from the series for you to check out, hope you like it!
omgim addicted to dating sims holy shitomg2 years ago in Personal More Like This
judge me, but wow
alot of them give me so many feels, and i finally have something to look forward to omffff <3
ndhfbdfhdfhvv and like the cute/specail scense and shit are all like :icononionpanicplz: and then :iconinloveplz: because holy wow those 'heart moments' are just adorable :'D <3
//scampers off into the world of the interwebs and continues my game
e-e don't judge me >:C
PE: Getting Noticed in dAGetting noticed within dAPE: Getting Noticed in dA3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Everyday, millions of users from all over the world use deviantART, and it is really hard for new users to get themselves noticed. Oh yes, it is HARD. It can actually be a really disappointing experience for some of us. But, if you show some patience and work for it, you may just be able to crack through that wall standing between you and exposure to the community. Remember, all it take is patience. Lots and lots of patience. Oh, and you also need to trust yourself. Just because you couldn't get a huge fan base in several weeks or months doesn't mean that you will never get them. But, there are some really important stuff you need to follow first before getting there.
dA is also a community, just like any other community in the world. The only difference is that dA is an online community and the others, well they are totally offline . So, this means there will be some standards to be held in there, or else
SO I was doing some wondertrading and.." Satan sent over Ryhorn "SO I was doing some wondertrading and..2 years ago in Personal More Like This
10 trades later
" Jesus sent over Weedle"
LET THE BATTLE BEGIN!
Llama LlamaLlamas:Llama Llama5 years ago in Personal More Like This
:iconllama1plz: :iconsuperllamaplz: :iconalbino-llamaplz: :iconsuperalbinollamaplz: :iconninjallamaplz: :iconfancy-llama-plz: :iconkingllamaplz: :iconspartanllamaplz: :iconwizardllamaplz: :icongoldenllamaplz: :iconrainbow-llamaplz: :iconninjallamaplz: :iconpinkllamaplz: :iconsparklellamaplz: :iconglowllamaplz: :icondalaillamaplz: :icondeadllamaplz: :iconllamaexcitedplz: :iconllamala-plz:
Give and Get:
:iconthanksllamaplz: :iconthanksforllamaplz: :iconllamadplz: :iconblinkthanksllamaplz: :iconllamasww1plz::iconllamasww2plz::iconllamasww4plz::iconllamasww1plz::iconllamasww2plz:
:iconthanksforthellamaplz: :icontoothlessllamaplz: :icontradellamasplz:
:iconllama3dplz: :iconrainbowllamaplz: :iconllamarideplz: :iconllama-plz: :iconrunllamarun: :icontinllamaplz: :iconlamaplz:
For those of you who say:"I can't do great works of art because all I have is MS Paint"For those of you who say:2 years ago in Personal More Like This
It's NOT the program, it's the artist using the program.
EDIT: I should probably mention this was 50+ hours or work for this. So don't be discouraged and think this person actually just sat down and did this in like 5 minutes, haha! And yes, it IS the newer version of MS Paint (Windows 7 and higher maybe? I don't know if Windows 8 has MS Paint or not).