My Final WordsThis will be my last journal post for a long while. This entire week end has been quite a trip, but in the end I lost a battle I knew I would lose. I have never been good enough for any one. I simply serve a purpose to help every one and no give me anything back. I was raised into it, and will never leave it.
And I have had my heart torn out. By two people who went behind my back and betrayed me. Men are distrustful, and I have finally learned my lesson. So I have decided.
I do not need any one. I need myself, and thats is all I have left to love. My will to forgive has been drained and I just can not do it any more. So I will stay alone. I will spend as much time away from every one else as I can. I will become the recluse I used to be. It was much simpler then.
It is truly all I can do now. Because if I do not I will end up doing something very bad to myself that will hurt more people than I would like. And after people I love have hurt me and become such cowards that they can not co
Woman as a Male ModelI have a rather important post to talk about actually. One of my favorite photographers, Cass Bird, does portriats. She does a lot of gender queer, androgynous, LGBT oriented pictures that are really great.Woman as a Male Model1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And in one of her shoots she needed another guy to do a project, and she happened to come across a female who looked just right for it. Casey Legler, the model, ended up getting signed as a male model the very next day.
This is a huge deal. Not since Andrej Pejic has there been a gender fluid model in both womens and mens clothes so easily. This woman is perfect for male modeling, and to have it be signed so quickly just amazes me.
Maybe its our modern culture changing, or maybe its the new visions of queer photographers like Cass Bird who are really changing how accepting we can be for gender specified models in photogrpahy.
Anyway, I thought this was fantastic news to share. She is beautiful, and apparently an Olympic swimmer back in France. Which is also amazing.
Now if women lik
Vocaloid Fans! look or regret!so, i was serching/browsing around niconico douga and found out some awesome miku's video. oh my god its really inspiring and wonderful, im crying right now literally ;v; so here is the link to it ;v;/ http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm19069321 oh but i also found it stolen in youtube, so if you want to see it in youtube, here it is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHOldvDTb_0Vocaloid Fans! look or regret!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
so ya awesome isn't?? its like bunch of vocaloid artists gathered and made it! omg so amazing~ vocaloid is keep on improving, im so amazed~ ;v;
flawless bitchyou guys, Mark wrote a poem for Rukiflawless bitch1 year ago in Personal More Like This
"flawless bitch I wanna fuck you, get my dick inside you
between your thighs I wanna be, fuck you into the mattress mercilessly
make you moan, till you come and suck on your lips passionately"
is this real life?
Seafruit: The Animation [edit: + mp3]Finally, the animation's done!Seafruit: The Animation [edit: + mp3]1 year ago in Personal More Like This
and it took almost a day for me to upload to Youtube. Guess the file was really that huge.
EDIT EDIT EDIT:
The MP3 is now rebloggable in both Soup and Tumblr (thanks to ~AmelStrange for the latter)
Download upon request.
Fuck me.Depending on who you are, I might mean that literally. You can send your picture and dating profile in a note. Actually, I don't really date, so really I just need your picture and a blood test saying your clean.Fuck me.4 months ago in Deviant Events More Like This
This is about to be another one of those things that I do where I talk and don't know when to shut up and piss people off. If you're into watching me make a fool of myself, I invite you to continue reading. If not, I don't fucking care what you do, I'm going to rant. This will not be fun.
You are welcome to argue with me if you 1. Read the whole thing. 2. Are logical. 3. Are not an asshat.
"Though the sex to which I belong is considered weak, you will nevertheless find me a rock that bends to no wind."
— Elizabeth I, Queen of England
It started innocently enough. That's a lie. As soon as she said it I knew where that conversation was going to go, but I couldn't stop myself. I don't know if I should have, but the way I see it, I needed to come clean with her. I knew her view
Charlie Chaplin Dug Up and Ransomed: A PrayerThat my body, Lord, might rise too, resurrected reluctantly from earth,Charlie Chaplin Dug Up and Ransomed: A Prayer6 months ago in Personal Journal More Like This
given the rainwater, the dawn begun, grave walls pitched into ooze,
given that the scheme to bury me deeper in my own grave's dirt will fail
because of schnapps & mud & Lord, let the breath of those who deliver me
that night be sweetened by cherry-tipped cigars. Allow what will lift me
fumbling the first March of my death to be not only a shovel, the grace of rope,
a mechanic's coat trussed to brass handles, but also the plan for a paid-for garage,
paved cement floors, a procession of wrenches in a drawer. Grant me
morning light in a pickup bed, lying within earshot of Bulgarian songs that rhyme
thigh with smoke & permit me, Lord, once hangovers wane, to be stashed
at the far edge of a field, close to the rocks of a fishing spot where a thief will always ---
or for more than a week --- watch me, conceal me, keep me in spring heat, devour
a plum & suck its pit cl
i sang, i lefti've been warming up my vocal cords and done a terrible job of it. i started singing again and odds are, i'll probably take these down in the morning but i wanted to share it before i did that. (hyprocrisy?)i sang, i left6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Roll Over Me by The Autumn Film: https://soundcloud.com/c-e-moore/roll-over-me-by-the-autumn
The Clockwork Liar: https://soundcloud.com/c-e-moore/the-clockwork-liar-by-your
inspiring quote:"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."inspiring quote:7 months ago in Personal More Like This
found it on tumblr ,source: http://fastfallingstars.tumblr.com/post/50949275709/marry-your-best-friend-i-do-not-say-that-lightly ._.
Bento-Love is having a contest<------ hereBento-Love is having a contest7 months ago in Personal More Like This
this is a great chance for people to practice their bentoing! its ok if you dont have a bento box so no excuses XD I would love to see people enter
useful links and tutorials on food for bentos!
All natural vegetable based green, pink and orange ricehomemade sakura denbu sweet pink fluffy fish flakes
Anna The Red
how to dye eggs naturally
How to Make My Melody Bento Lunch Box (Kyaraben Recipe)
The man in room 12, bed c, by the windowDear sir:The man in room 12, bed c, by the window7 months ago in Personal More Like This
I am in room 12, bed a, near the door.
Both of us seem to be suffering temporary setbacks,
neither of us are terminal, though eventually
our respiration must end, that does not seem near.
However, I must still breathe, and when my dreams
become mired in the smell of sulfur to the point
I am ousted from my blissful rest,
only to realize that your flatulence has pierced
the curtains and oozed through the intervening air
to find my nostrils, I must protest.
I am, again, Room 12, Bed A, near the door.
You did not reply to my last note other than to turn
your ass towards the window as you slept.
I appreciate this, but now, when I try to read,
I can hear you masturbating. I know that
you are staring in my direction, and even with
the curtain drawn, this is unsettling. I appreciate
we are here for a long recognizance, and that the
young nurse on the night shift is cute, but
if it not be a trouble, could you relieve yourself discreetly?
Room 12 Bed C,
I am glad you are walking w