Digital Messenger EpilogueEpilogue
"Are you ready to go, Jean?" My aunt smiles at me, reminding me again that I was being too slow. And really, I wanted to go back to sleep. It was bad enough that I was in the hospital for a week, quite another to have to actually pack up the things I did not even need. Actually...why should I have to do all of this? I didn't need to study anyway! I just graduated from high school! Goddamned busybodies...
"Yeah, I'm ready. Just go on ahead without me. I'll come with you soon." My voice is pristine, not even showing the slightest bitterness or hostility. I was good at that. No one can ever tell when I am in a bad mood, and that leaves me always playing the innocent one. And I like it that way.
Well, except around friends. It is kind of funny, but I always treat the people I enjoy like dirt and the people I despise or am indifferent to like honoured royalty. I should probably stop doing that before I end up cold and lonely. Nah, screw it. As long as I have my online friends I am
Hate To Love Part One (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part One (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part One (Synacky Mpreg):
Zacky Baker nibbled at his bottom lip as he sat in his BMW, pondering just exactly how he was going to tell his best friend two very important things that he knew that he had to tell him. He also knew that it would be, without a doubt, an extremely difficult task, and he most likely wouldn't be believed on either account.
"How did my life come to this?" Zacky asked himself.
(Two months prior)
Ziah Baker and Evi Haner lounged around the massive pool that was part of Vengeance Manor, home to Avenged Sevenfold's guitarist Zacky Vengeance, Ziah's older brother.
"Ya know, Evi, I'm surprised that neither of our brothers have come out with full burkas to cover us up," Ziah laughed, motioning to the awesome Avenged Sevenfold bikinis they were wearing.
"I know," Evi laughed. "I mean, what is it that makes our
Hate To Love Part Two (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Two (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Two (Synacky Mpreg):
(Two days later)
Zacky and Ziah walked down the beach, his arm around her shoulders as his two dogs frolicked a few feet in front of them.
"So, how's your face, bro?" Ziah asked, slipping her arm around Zacky's waist.
"Are you sure? Those scratches look like they hurt."
"They sting a little bit. But you hit me harder when you were two," Zacky grinned, kissing the side of her head.
"Well, you did teach me how to punch," Ziah said proudly.
"I had to. I wanted to make sure you could in case I wasn't around to do it for you."
"That, I do know. But I still wanna kick Gena's ass."
"Sissy, she slapped me and she didn't hurt me."
"The slap may not have hurt, but that abominable hosebeast used you as her own personal ATM and put you down on a constant basis. She needs a beatdown...she deserves a beatdown. Can I give it to her? Pret
Hate To Love Part Four (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Four (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Four (Synacky):
Brian trudged through the trees, into the clearing that had been The Spot for many years. He was a bit confused by Zacky wanting to meet right away and not telling him anything other than it was important. "What's up, Zee?" he asked, sitting on the contorted tree trunk beside Zacky with a sigh.
"Uhm...I...Uhhh...have to tell you something, and...uhhhmmm...you're not gonna like it."
"Okay. What is it?"
"Well, Ziah and I were out at Fabiano's and...uhhhmmm...we saw and heard something that you should really know about."
"They come out with an amazing new pasta dish?" Brian asked with a smirk.
Zacky sighed, rolled his eyes and shook his head. "No, Brian, this has nothing to do with pasta or any other food. This is really serious."
Brian felt his heart drop a little. "What's wrong, Zack? Ya know, you can tell me anything."
"I just hope you still feel that
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 59Glancing warily towards the door to his office, Lestrade let out a tired but content sigh, kicking his feet up on his desk to enjoy his afternoon coffee and muffin in peace. It had been a thankfully quiet few days with Sherlock on the West End case and though he was still on call for if he and John ran into trouble, the detective inspector couldn’t help but enjoy the lull in his normally hectic schedule.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 592 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He had just begun happily munching on his muffin when Donovan popped her head through his door, “We’ve got a domestic case I think you-“
“Not our division,” he called nonchalantly, taking another bite of his muffin, and you stepped into the doorway, “How about a favor for a friend then?”
His eyes went wide as he choked on the mouthful he’d just taken and you gave Sally a nod as you stepped into his office and shut the door behind you. You’d already gotten her to promise not to mention anything about this to anyone, surprising
Hate To Love Part Five (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Five (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Five (Synacky Mpreg):
(A few hours later...)
Brian sat at the bar, slamming back shot after shot of Jack Daniels. He felt like the cherry on top of the world's biggest douchebag sundae for what he had said and done to Zacky. For what he had so coldly said and done to Zacky.
"I can't believe I did that to Zacky of all people," he groaned before slamming back yet another shot of whiskey.
"Neither can we."
Brian froze up and squeezed his eyes closed tightly. He took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, opened his eyes and turned to come face-to-face with Evi and Ziah, neither of them looking amused in the least of bits.
"Ziah, I know you probably wanna KILL me for what I did to Zacky, and you have every right to feel that way. Fuck, if anybody else did those things to Zacky, I'd want to kill them," Brian sighed.
"I don't wanna kill you, Brian. Kick y
Hate To Love Part Twelve (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Twelve (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Twelve (Synacky Mpreg):
(Two days later...)
Brian was nervous as all hell as he ran around like a chicken with its head cut off, making sure everything was absolutely perfect for Zacky when he got home. He was taking a huge step out onto a limb that he prayed wouldn't end up crumbling beneath him. He had this all planned before Zacky had told him that they were expecting a baby. He just hoped that his boyfriend wouldn't assume that he was only doing this because he was pregnant. Brian didn't think he could handle the rejection if Zacky said no. Little did he know that he would end up feeling like everything in the universe was against him.
"Why would he even say yes? There's no way that YOU are good enough for Zacky," he thought to himself with a helpless sigh.
Brian jumped about 20 feet in the air when Evi spoke, laying her hand on his shoulder. "Fuck! Way
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 63John snoozed lightly in a chair by your hospital bed, his head balanced in his hand as he rested his elbow on its arm. His blonde hair was disheveled, a considerable amount of stubble covered his chin, and his eyes were rimmed with darks circles from lack of sleep. In the past three days he’d refused to leave your side, the only reason he wasn’t still in the blood covered clothes from before was due to the fact Lestrade had brought him something clean to put on.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 632 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The room was filled with an assortment of things from all the people who’d been in. Molly had brought you a lipstick and John some strong coffee. Lestrade hadn’t brought anything but sat with you for a long while and promised he’d figure out what had happened. Mycroft had sent flowers and visited in the dead of the night, standing at the room’s window to look out pensively. He felt guilty. He shouldn’t have let you go to your flat. The mystery of how your ex had gotten out in the first
Hate To Love Part Six (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Six (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Six (Synacky Mpreg):
(A couple days later...)
"So," Evi started, dipping a French fry into ketchup and popping it into her mouth.
"So?" Ziah asked, wiping her mouth on a white paper napkin.
"Brian tells me that he's still waiting for Zacky to call him. I mean, I get why he's not really excited to open himself up to my brother again, but I just wish that they'd both get their heads out of their asses and admit that they love each other already," Evi groaned and rolled her eyes.
"I agree with you, but what can we do about it? I know Zacky would be furious with me if I stuck my nose into this."
"Yeah, same with Brian, but ya know what, I don't give a fuck. I say we take matters into our own hands and force them to open their eyes and face the TRUTH."
Ziah nodded her head with a big grin. "I'm in, and I know just the thing to get them together wi
Hate To Love Part Three (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Three (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Three (Synacky Mpreg):
(A couple hours later)
Zacky and Ziah sat across a small table from each other in their favorite Italian restaurant, having their weekly brother-sister dinner date. Their weekly dinners had been a regular occurence starting when Zacky was a senior in high school and Ziah was a sophomore. It was their special alone time and they both relished it.
"So are you dating anybody new?" Zacky asked, taking a sip of red wine.
Ziah shook her head, sighing. "Nope."
"So, I don't have to worry about any losers for the time being?" Zacky smirked.
"Don't start, Zack. Seriously."
"Okay. Touchy subject. I'll drop it now."
"Thank you," Ziah sighed, taking a small sip of her wine.
Zacky was reaching across the table to take Ziah's hands into his when an all-too-familiar shrill voice broke in from across the room. He froze and went pale.
"Oh, Mark, you are so romantic, and these diamond
Hate To Love Part Seven (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Seven (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Seven (Synacky Mpreg):
Brian and Zacky shared laughs and light banter as they ate the delicious food their sisters had set up for them. Ziah had even made the double chocolate raspberry cake with strawberries that they both loved. They both reached across the table at the same time and held each other's hands as they stared deeply into one another's eyes with satisfied smiles across their faces.
"Brian, can I ask you something important?"
"Sure, baby. You can ask me anything," Brian smiled.
Zacky took a deep breath and squeezed Brian's hands tightly as he exhaled slowly. "Brian, will you...will you be my boyfriend?" he asked with a blush.
"You want me to be your boyfriend?" Brian asked, masking his emotions in both his eyes and his voice.
"Uhhhmmm...y-yeah," Zacky squirmed in his chair a little bit, afraid he'd already scared Brian off before anything officially started between them.
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 66With your brother gone, you flopped back so you were lying horizontally across the bed, hissing a curse under your breath as you felt a sharp pain shoot up your shoulder, “Putain… that bloody smarts.”Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 662 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You felt Sherlock’s hand on your hip and reached out to find him again, quickly finding your hand in his as he caught it and then brought it to his lips to kiss your knuckles. You could feel his lips turn up in a smirk when you giggled and then he wove his fingers between yours as you groaned, “How much longer until tomorrow?”
“A while,” he hummed and you sighed, “I’m sorry you have to stay… I know it must be terribly boring for you.”
“I want to stay, (F/n).”
“That’s sweet, Sherly, but it doesn’t make it any less boring.”
“True. Play a game with me?”
You blinked at the ceiling a couple of times and then gave a one-shouldered shrug, “Sure. What did you have
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 64You sniffled quietly, burying your face in your hands to weep, not caring in the slightest that it hurt to do so. You were so unbelievably conflicted. You didn’t want to be alone, it terrified you at the moment, but at the same time you didn’t want anyone around- you were so upset that you just wanted to scream at the universe. No one needed to be around that… especially since you couldn’t read their faces.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 642 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
There was a light rhythmic knock on the door, startling you, and a male voice with a light Irish accent cheerfully called, “Hello, darling. I just need to check your charts… are you alright?”
“I’m blind. Does that seem alright to you?” you snapped and then quickly followed up in an apologetic tone, “Sorry… that was rude. Can you- could you just come back later? I really just need to be alone for a bit.”
The voice hummed, “I understand, love,” and then turned a little dark and slightly emphat
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 50John pretty much expected his phone to ring sometime in the near future, what he didn’t expect was for the person on the other end to be Sherlock, “Can (F/n) dance?”Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 502 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“Umm… Not particularly, no. She’s pretty decent at salsa and the tango-something about the music-… and I’ve seen her do a bearable basic waltz but other than that she’s pretty terrible. Doesn’t keep her from doing so but really… just rubbish.”
Sherlock hung up on John so he didn’t have to deal with his questions, having already gotten the information he needed, and strode across the street to the small dance club. It wasn’t hard to find you since both you and Gabriel weren’t exactly shy, dancing openly near the center of the floor, and for a moment Sherlock did what a number of other people were already doing, tucking himself off the side to watch.
He’d never been so bombarded with emotions in his entire life and while normal
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 69John refused to leave you alone for very long, not wanting you to wake up someplace unfamiliar alone, and ended up sorting through emails on his laptop in his room while you slept. He looked up when you groaned and your hand came up to rub at your forehead as you grumbled, “Merde… What-Where am I?”Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 692 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“You’re in my bed,” John offered and you sighed, sitting up, “I’m sorry, Johnny. I didn’t mean to fall asleep up here. I’ll go back downstairs.”
You moved to leave, unable to stop the sharp gasp and cringe as pain rippled through your body, and John got up to ease you back down, “It’s alright, Squeak… I was actually wondering if you would stay up here with me tonight.”
“Why?” you asked warily, thinking it might be a ploy to get you to take his bed while he slept on the couch, and John wrapped his hand around yours, “You’ll be more comfortable here and then if you need anything
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 54John didn’t expect to find you pressed against Sherlock’s chest when he came down to get something to eat, in fact he rather expected to find you still drawing in the same position he’d left you. It caused some mixed emotions in him. In a way he was relieved that Sherlock had somehow managed to pull you from that so you could get some rest but at the same time it made his skin crawl. His baby sister snuggling with his sociopathic machine of a flatmate seemed so… wrong.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 542 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You roused and rolled off of Sherlock and to the floor with a loud thump, bringing your hands up to rub at your face as you stared at the ceiling for bit before John gently coaxed, “Are you alright (F/n)?”
“No,” came your simple honest reply and John came to look down at you as you stated, “He didn’t deserve to die, John… especially not like that.”
“Everyone dies, (F/n).” Sherlock hummed flatly, having been drawn out of his thoughts whe
Hate To Love Part Fifteen (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Fifteen (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Fifteen (Synacky Mpreg):
Evi glared evily at the mystery man, Derek or whatever Zacky said his name was, as he pulled Zacky into his arms and whispered to him as he rubbed his back gently.
"Mind telling us what the fuck is goin' on and WHO the fuck THIS is?" she asked with a snarl.
"Great questions," Ziah added. "I'd LOVE to hear the answers."
"Can't you give him a few minutes to pull himself together?" Derek asked. "Have a heart."
The last part about having a heart had Ziah extremely angry. She'd always had a heart when it came to Zacky. Her older brother was everything to her and she wasn't afraid to admit it to anyone who asked. One thing she wouldn't admit, however, because of how awfully cheesy it all was was that she would always compare guys she dated, no matter how briefly, to her brother. She wanted someone as loving, caring, funny and all-around wonderful
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 56It took a considerable amount of will power for you not to touch anything and everything when the three of you arrived at the crime scene, the backstage of a West End theater. There were costumes, props and sets everywhere and you were quick to fall into your curious observation mode, slowing your pace considerably to take it all in. You were just about to wander off towards a very interesting looking dress covered with sequins on a rack across the way when Sherlock sharply stated, “Hand.”Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 562 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You froze and blinked at him in confusion, “What?”
“Give me your hand,” he demanded impatiently and you pursed your lips at him, “Why should I?”
He rolled his eyes and grabbed your hand before you could pull away, John looking on in interested amusement, “Because I can’t have you wandering off like I know you were just about to. Now come on.”
Dragging your feet so that he had to tug you the rest of the way to your destination, you whin
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 71It seemed your mind was determined to torment you as a few hours later you went from peaceful to whimpering as you thrashed slightly, a layer of sweat glistening on your forehead. You jolted awake but found no relief as the darkness that loomed every time you opened your eyes made the nightmare seem unending. You rolled to your side and whimpered, trying to erase the images from your mind, before finding the floor with your feet and stumbling out to the living room.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 712 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Clinging to the door frame you quietly called, “Sherlock?”
You got no response and took a step forward, trying again as your voice grew increasingly distraught, “Sherly?”
His eyes snapped open and he blinked at you a couple of times, hoping you’d go to John if he kept quiet. No such luck, you panicked slightly and took a few quick steps into the room, a mistake since it put you in a space with nothing around you for you to get your bearings. Realizing this too late, you spun a little fra
Hate To Love Part Thirteen (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Thirteen (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love Part Thirteen (Synacky Mpreg):
Three Days Later...
Brian laid across his sister and Ziah's couch, all life gone from his eyes. He couldn't bring himself to go back home even for clothes or other belongings after Zacky had run out on him after he'd proposed...publicly proposed.
"Guess he didn't love me as much as he thought...as he said he did. He didn't love ME at all. Why would he?"? he thought to himself sadly. "I just hope that he'll let me see my baby and be a daddy."
"I cannot believe your brother would hurt my brother like that and just run off," Evi sighed, looking in on her brother from the kitchen.
"I can't either. Zacky implied to me that he wanted to marry Brian. I just don't understand why he'd do what he did. Something is definitely going on that I don't know about, but I will find out what that
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 67Faint violin music resounded from the closed door to your room when John returned the next morning and he cocked his head to the side in thought before swinging it open. The room was covered in a plethora of paper animals, a good number of them cranes, and a symphony John recognized filled the air. You were sitting cross-legged in the middle of the hospital bed, your fingers busy folding yet another animal, and Sherlock was in the chair next to you with his feet kicked up on your bed and his eyes closed, violin and bow in hand.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 672 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You finished what you were working on, which turned out to be a paper balloon, filled it with air, and then threw it in Sherlock’s direction, hitting him square in the face. He stopped playing and you giggled triumphantly, “Direct hit?”
“You got lucky,” he said pursing his lips and you pouted, “Even if I did- It still hit you. Now pick a new spot… further away this time.”
Sherlock’s eyes flickered open as a
Hate To Love Part Eleven (Synacky Mpreg)Hate To Love Part Eleven (Synacky Mpreg)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hate To Love (Synacky Mpreg) Part 11:
(At the same time, across town...)
Brian walked into his realtor's whistling a happy tune. He'd received a call letting him know that his house had been sold and that there was a cashier's check waiting at her office for him. He was a little stunned when he walked into the building and the usual happy-go-lucky receptionist had been replaced with a girl he had never seen before and wished he'd never seen in the first place, if he was honest.
"Good afternoon, Mr. Haner," the buxom red head said in a near purr.
Brian cringed internally at the voice that was like nails on a chalkboard for him but put on a smile. "Good afternoon. Deborah asked me to stop by."
The information seemed to go in one ear and out the other as she just sat there and stared at him like some ravenous dog eying down a t-bone. "So, where's your girlfriend?"
Brian arched his eyebrow. "Is she seriously trying to flirt with me? Do I
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 57The next few days involved lots of running around and Sherlock pacing or thinking while you and John unsuccessfully tried to convince him to eat and sleep. It got to the point that you and John left him to work on his own out of both frustration and exhaustion- John going out with Sarah or holing up in his room, you escaping to your flat to paint or catch up on some reading, and both of you visiting Mrs. Hudson.Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 572 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Today was a relatively quiet one. Sherlock was sitting in the middle of the couch cross-legged with his hands folded over his lips as if in prayer, the case papers spread out on the coffee table in front of him, John was in his chair with a mug of coffee and his laptop, and you were in Sherlock’s chair with your back against the seat and your legs draped over the back of it, your head hanging upside down over the edge as you stared off into space. That was how all three of you remained for hours until Sherlock stirred and came out of his thoughts, needing a couple o
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 58The next morning, you were doing your pre-travel routine, checking that everything was packed, when there was a knock on your door followed by some muffled arguing before Sherlock slowly swung it open. You met them in the doorway, bouncing to press a kiss for being kind to your door like he'd promised to an impatiently fidgeting Sherlock’s cheek, “Much better. Thank you, Sherly.”Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 582 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He pulled a face, rubbing at his cheek as if he was displeased, but as usual couldn’t hide the small smile over your little act of affection and John cleared his throat in disapproval, “We’ve caught a break in the case. I just wanted to say goodbye before we left.”
“Quickly, John.” Sherlock whined, tapping his foot impatiently as he looked toward the front door, and John shot him a glare before looking back to you.
“That’s fantastic!” you grinned and gave him a huge hug, “Be safe. I’ll see you on Saturday.”
Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 55You jumped when as usual the door to your flat was flung open but this time you’d taken preventative action and the door hit the bumper you’d installed and bounced back to hit Sherlock’s shoulder and side with almost as much force as he’d used to fling it open. You tried really hard to stifle a giggle as he stumbled back, giving the door a death glare before turning to you to accuse, “You installed a bumper.”Observers- BBC Sherlock x Reader Chpt. 552 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You shrugged going back the painting you were working on as you articulated, “If you would stop throwing my door open like a crazed maniac things like that wouldn’t happen.”
He huffed in annoyance but turned his attention to your flat, taking in all the sketches and drawings of various sizes that covered every flat surface and wall of your living room. It had been nearly a month since he’d seen it with a series of back-to-back cases keeping both him and John busy and you working two jobs in addition to painting. You occas