When I sleep I dreamYou wish to know what I dream of when i sleep.When I sleep I dream2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I sleep I dream of a world where its just you and I
Our kids and happiness and nobody ever disturbs us.
When I sleep I dream of what it will be like when our kids
When I sleep I dream of buying a house and living in it
with you for the rest of my life.
When I sleep I dream we are together for every night for the
rest of our lives
When I sleep I dream we never are apart, because being separated
breaks my heart.
When I sleep I dream of you in so many ways you are my dream
Just you in many many ways.
brokenI dream of the day I can be freebroken2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
free to dream of a world of no boundaries
where I can move freely
I am no longer chained down by everything,
that haunts me
everything that keeps me from you
I dream of the day I can be free
to dream of a world of no boundaries
where I can speak freely
I can whisper in your ear everything,
that I want to
because it was meant to be.
these chains have trapped me
held me down kept me captive,
no use for silly words
no need to dream
no need to fight
no need, no use in trying
my fights all gone.
My will is broke.
I have nothing left inside.
No dreams, no hopes no fear.
Just a heart, that still beats, and yet
my brain does not comprehend why.
Naturally.When she spoke she felt it was her own languageNaturally.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
no one ever understood
she walked through life like a ghost
no one ever really seeing her
for who she was and her struggles
until one day when she spoke
and he understood her
he spoke her language
for once she felt whole
in this lonely world
he calmed her pain
could see her brain
could see her clearly
he knew her heart
for once she felt something
something besides the feeling
of being lost
lost in a world so big to
swallow her whole.
He saved her just because
he understood her
and everyday from then on
he saved her.
and she, well she fell
in love with him. Naturally.
Love Story.When you look at me I wanna look at youLove Story.3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I wanna be the cow that jumps over the moon
I'll come crashing down into you
I'll be Lois Lane
You'll be Clarke Kent
If you were superman you could save all this.
You can be John Wayne
an I'll be some dame
The universe will see
we were meant to be
I want the Love Story
I want the Love Story
We'll walk in the sand
hand in hand
We can search the ocean
for the black pearl ship
When the tides roll in
We'll be home again
I want the world to see
I need the Love Story
I want our Love Story
You and Me.Somehow you leave this peace deep down inside of meYou and Me.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it puts my mind at ease
you take me from this place of pain.
insert love into my veins
for where would i be
if you weren't with me
In dire need
of someone to save my humanity
but you save me.
So i can breathe easily.
Your KissYour kiss is a sweet desire like the first bite of an apple.Your Kiss3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You kiss me with such passion that the warmth of body increases as each second goes on.
Our eyes are closed and see nothing but what each other want and our wants to go further.
I smell your sweet perfume and it tickles my nose and it makes me smile and my heart beat faster.
I beg in my mind for the kiss to last a lifetime.
When we are done I look into those deep green eyes and see only the rest of my life.
The rest of my life I spend with you.
Still here....What is alive cannot fade- Oh but it can, it can fade into the shadows. I know we are insignificant compared to the universe, but when a person is insignificant amongst others, strangers, even his friends, I can't help but question my existence.Still here....3 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
A younger, more naive me wanted to be rich and famous and most importantly noticed, these days I have no aspirations of being rich nor famous, I would settle for being noticed. I have created this world, environment, fake sense of security, call it what you will, but all it consists of are the four walls of m
How My Business WorksHow My Business Works1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
My business works because it's actually not a business. And by this I mean I hardly make any money with my pictures. For me photography is not a way to make money but to invest money, and I work several other jobs to be able to pay for my art. I'm a tour guide on waste to energy plants and wastewater treatment facilities, I'm a concierge at the house I'm living, I work as a Photoshop instructor and on weekends I take care of the library of the University.
Sometimes people say to me: I can hardly believe you're not making money with your photos because they are better than the work of many professional photographers.
Of course it's flattering when somebody says something like that even if I don't always agree. But here's the thing: the very reason why I'm able to work on this level is because I don't have to make money with my pictures. If you're a photographer who wants to make a living out of it you are forced to do things differently. You have to focus on what your customers like and
The Rise and Fall of an angelThe Rise and Fall of an angel3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The Rise and fall of an Angel
On the day of September 22,1996,A child of Sunday was born.The child's name was Rose Apolinar,with dark brown hair that looked like black,brown eyes and rosey cheeks.The day the church blessed her was the day God bless her,with powers to see the dead and the ablity to see "us".
Rose was born in the United States,in the state of Texas,raised in a mexican family by two loving parents and two older sisters.She was a happy child child,that always smiled and laughed.By age 9 she moved to a small town.Everything changed ,even rose changed .In the fifth grade,Rose's sister was pregnant in high school and many children in Rose's in class bullied her,not by teaseing and beatings but leaving her out purposely.Soon Rose was not a happy child anymore but,sad and alone.It pained me,to see her like that,yet she stayed strong though all that drama not once shedding a tear.I couldn't help but admire her,how strong she was for a child her age,also how she mature
I NV UΟΧΙ, δε θα σου πω ποτέ πως σ'ερωτεύτηκα,I NV U2 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
δε θα σου πω ποτέ πως σε θέλησα,
δε θα σου πω ποτέ πως σ'ονειρεύτηκα ,
δε θα σου πω ποτέ πως σε πόθησα
ΟΧΙ, δε θα σου πω πως για σέν
Agia GrafhAgia Grafh7 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Πήγα λοιπόν να πιω το καφέ μου, όπως συνηθίζω στο Σταυλο. Παρόλο που είχαν πιάσει οι πρώτες ψύχρες και θα μπορούσα να μην είχα πάει ή να είχα πάει κάπου αλλού. Προτίμησα να φορέσω ένα φούτερ και να απ
Loljournal 1Dear Mother,Loljournal 16 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
Today, I met God.
Now I don't mean I FOUND God or something. No, I actually met him, face to face.
Yes, he's a man. Y'know, I kinda find that strange, until he pointed out to me that gender really ISN'T a thing for him. He's been a woman, a transvestite, a cross-hybrid-gender, an itmale...he really doesn't care.
Now, yeah it sounds weird and all...but considering the way my life has been going, I do believe this is actually normal for me.
Anyway, I knew he was God because he held a cardboard sign that said I am God, ask me anything! A homeless man, rather bummish looking, quietly holding his cardboard sign and standing on the side of a busy walkway in the center of a city sidewalk.
Normally I don't stop to talk to the homeless, as I have a job and things to do. This guy though...something about the sincerity of his cardboard sign, or maybe because he looked so much like Santa Claus if he went crazy and snag
last timelast time7 years ago in General More Like This
No! We can't keep doing this!
What are you saying?
I want to break up.
No! No, we can make this better; we can make this right!
No we can't, we never have.
Yes! Yes we can! Just give us another a chance; give ME a chance!
So, what are you gonna do now?! Just walk away, like you've always done before?! Huh? Is that what you're gonna do?!
WHAT?! I've NEVER walked away from you, EVER! What the hell are you even thinking by even saying that?!
You heard me…GET OUT!
NO! I'm not leaving!
And why the hell not?!
Because I want another chance.
Flamingo"I often wore mascara while pole dancing."Flamingo7 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Why was she telling me this? Her past was provacative and I was nothing near it. Did I want to be? Did I want her to love me? I've never wanted that from anyone before.
She was pacing, and it drove me mad. All her little perks meant nothing to me. Every time her body went past mine, I caught her scent. She smelled like cigarettes and flowers.
I ran my fingers through my hair and watched her go. What was she doing? Why do I even ask myself this?
Soon she was running. I didn't realize it at first. Her long, straight brown hair seemed to glide behind her. I could hear her laugh from where I was standing. She turned to look at me. Her green eyes seemed to glow.
In one instant, I realized what she meant to me. I kicked off the ground and ran to catch up to her. When I did, I took her hand and led the way - something no one had ever done for her.
I have MoreI have more than this fear,I have More1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have more than this hate,
More than this inability to clean the damn slate.
I have more than what you see, on this page and beyond,
I have more than I should at this age, yet they still yawn.
I have more to give, but maybe it's too late.
I have more than this body,
I have more than this face,
I have more to show you than I can in this space.
I have more than I know,
More than you do too,
More than enough to right by you do.
I have more, so very much more,
So please oh please,
Don't close that door.
Don't slam it shut,
Don't walk away,
I have more
So, Much more to say.
This failed 'chuteThis failed chuteThis failed 'chute3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This failed chute was my design
I didn't give it enough time
To be tested
Instead I built it and ran off into the dawn.
Out and over that cliffs edge,
Tumbling straight over that damn ledge,
With a splat,
Now could be whose fault is that?
Don't blame the fabric,
It didn't tear,
Not even when it hit the air.
Don't blame the ropes,
They were all there,
Making sure support was there.
Don't blame the findings,
They were forged right,
Holding the ropes and fabric tight.
Don't blame the pack,
It did it's job,
It held the contents your leap tried to rob.
Don't blame the cliff,
It has always been there,
You took the leap, you took this dare.
Don't blame the ground,
You crashed on to it,
This is not it's fault that you are split.
Don't blame the air,
It held you well,
And your parachute it did help swell.
Blame the design that which you used,
And the holes in it that you bemuse.
Blame the design that you thought so well,
Even though you a
StayAt times I feel this great distanceStay2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that seems a hundred times greater than the ocean
and other i feel as though nothing could come between us.
Now I feel so alone, in this moment.
I feel something is wrong.
Something you're not telling me
Going on deep inside of you.
Then I become fearful
that I will lose you.
Just stay with me,
don't leave me.
I don't care what the problem is,
we can fix it.
Together we can rearrange the stars.
We can do anything.
Just talk to me, and promise
you won't ever leave.
historyI lay here in bed, and i close my eyeshistory2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i dream that i am in our bed
together we lay
I run my fingers through your hair
and smell your skin
I feel your body on me and around me
I dream your hands are on me
your lips on mine
your eyes looking into mine
thinking of everything
we've been through
and everything i wish
I had right now
and the nightmare part is,
waking up, Alone.
Closerevery day closer to where i once was where I startedCloser2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm starting over
Running around dreaming
falling in love all over again
wishing and waiting
spending all my time crying over you
i'm waiting because i will fix this
Because you fixed me
I was broken when you met me
someone broke me long ago
and someone broke you too
and together we pieced each other together
and then built a home
where we had everything we ever wanted
there was trust, and hope
and mostly Love.
I will wait, I will do
and spend and go
to the ends of the earth to get you back
to get that back.
To have Us back.
Be patient my dear.
We are closer today then yesterday
tomorrow we will be closer than today
Til the day.
Then we will spend the rest
of our lives together
making up for all the lost time
for all the tears.
For all those moments
that we missed and wished.
For all the lost kisses.
LosingI'm losing youLosing2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can feel you
slipping farther out of my reach
each day I lose you more
each day I feel lost a little more
I keep trying to find a way
I keep trying to make things right.
I'm trying to fix everything, perfectly
But I'm afraid If I don't act hastily
then it will be too late.
The more I feel you slipping away
the worse the pain in my chest gets
the worse it hurts
more and more my heart breaks
Everyone is against me anyway
no one wants me to have you.
I am angry, because each day more
they try to convince you
it was all something it wasnt
bad,horrible, wrong, stupid.
Even in the worst moments it was
wonderful, beautiful, and lovely.
Now there is nothing inside of me left.
Except this one last hope and chance and waiting.
Just wishing for when I can have that again.
redthe color redred2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it use to mean so little
it was just a word
just a color
just a crayon
but now i see it
and its memories
for what use to be
what should be
for what isnt
the walls were red
and id give anything
to be sitting there
in our apartment
staring at those pastel, ugly, clay made looking
Because those red walls
Icy chill.When the Icy chill run through your veins and floods into your brainIcy chill.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It starts to make you feel insane.
Its blinded me to see,
and now I can hardly breathe
and when I gasp for air
The more I choke the air in,
the more the ice stabs into my lungs.
But you,bring the heat.
You put fire in my veins, and lava in my heart.
When I breathe you in, my world is calm
My lungs are warm, I no longer choke for air.
I can see only you.