Anything.We waited in silence,Anything.2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
For a sound.
But nothing ever happened,
And no one ever came.
We waited for him.
But he never came.
A long plane ride in bitter silence,
Left alone with a crushing reality.
He was never coming home.
And we realize that no amount of wishin will bring him back to us.
But still we wait.
Wondering if he watches us or turns away in shame?
Wondering if he's proud of who we became?
Wondering if he will visit our dreams anymore?
And we wait in silence.
For a sound.
Before I saw The SunReading things I've already read to pass the time,Before I saw The Sun1 year ago in Emotional More Like This
bringing back the feelings of hard times that leave bile in my mouth and weight on my chest.
Some one I used to know and thought the world of,
And even though much has passed,
And I am happiest now with my sunshine.
I some times wonder what ever happend to this friend of mine.
Where the times have taken him.
Then there's the story of the monster before I saw the sun.
I regret everything to do with him,
Wish we had never met or that I had ever learned his name.
Left me broken and bleeding with the trail of other broken hearts,
I was only another card to tuck under his belt.
A silver tongued devil with nothing to loose and time to spare.
But after him.. I saw the sun.
The one who loves me for all that I am,
and cares for me.
He is the best thing to happen to me..
and before him I never really believed in the whole.. " the one "
or the soulmate kinda thing..
but now I do..
Thank you sunshine <3
Black Rabbit - Part eightThe morning light filtered through the soft baby blue curtains and cast a warm light across the cozy bedroom and onto the bed that usually just had one pink topped boy curled up innit. But this morning, a snake bitten rabbit held him close as they both slept ever so soundly. Unlike every other time that Casey woke up with a boy in the same bed, this was a pure, sweet kind of cuddle. As they lay there sleeping, Shiloh had his face pressed into Casey's chest, and the raven's face was submerged in Shiloh's soft, candy hair. Eventually, the taller of the two slowly came to. He looked up to the window, and then back down to what he had just brought his face up from. When he saw it was Shiloh though, his emerald eyes widened slowly and in one swift movement, he rolled out of the bed.Black Rabbit - Part eight2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"No... no no no no no. Fuck... why did I..." he whispered, slowly crawling away from the bed.
Of course, the whore thought he had sex with Shiloh the previous night, but didn't notice that he was still dressed i
Black Rabbit - Part tenAfter a little while of talking with the angsty and peculiar teenager, Annie just shrugged it off and let him be. She could tell that he was nervous around her, though she'd keep a close eye on them anyways; she was like a bear watching over her baby. In this case, Shiloh was her baby.Black Rabbit - Part ten2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Shiloh was still hanging onto Casey's waist like a koala, face nuzzled into his shirt. He was still out like a light.
Casey immediately calmed down once Annie walked off. His heart was racing and his palms were sweating badly. It was a wonder the sound of his heart didn't wake Shiloh up. This was far from the first time Casey ran into parents though, and definitely not the most awkward. Once, when he was trying to escape from a house after a night of fun, he was forced to sit and have a cup of coffee by his partner's dad while they went on and on about the "beauty of mars". He just pulled Shiloh a little closer after she left and tried to calm down. The boy probably wasn't going to wake up for a while, a
Black Rabbit - Part twelveA pale light poured into the dark apartment from a kitchen window, and covered the angsty resident. Casey sat in the grungy kitchen, looking at the rust covered refrigeration and inhaling death from his third cigarette of the morning. The air in the small space was a little bit foggy from this method of stress relief, but there was no way Casey was going to open a window. Since he barely made enough money from being a whore and stealing from his now four boyfriends to pay rent, he never turned the heat on and always wore several layers of clothing. He was barely ever home anyway, so it didn't matter. This was simply a place to keep his belongings in and bring the occasional client home.Black Rabbit - Part twelve2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Cigarette number three was soon diminished to the butt and once it was, the whore rubbed it on the bottom of his plain sage green ceramic ash tray. It was a housewarming gift from boyfriend #2; probably purchased at a garage sale for a dollar. The ash tray honestly looked like something you'd see in the
Black Rabbit - Part four"Out! Everyone out!" Casey yelled from the top of the stairs. He was absolutely pissed at himself. This whole thing was a stupid idea. Not only did he jeopardize his best and only friendship, but Shiloh's house was absolutely trashed. Of course, no one could really hear him over the music, so the teen had to use force. He roughly pushed people out of the way of the stereo, and abruptly turned it off. "I SAID EVERYONE FUCKING OUT. NOW." he screamed.Black Rabbit - Part four2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
With grunts and complaints, most of the teenagers left, but Casey then had to go upstairs and chase some kids out of bedrooms and bathrooms. Once the house was completely empty except for Shiloh and himself, Casey let himself fall on the couch. He was riddled with regret and guilt, and the dark thoughts began to creep back into his mind. He wanted to die for what he did to Shiloh, even though he had done much worse before. "I can't believe I did that to Shiloh. MY Shiloh." Casey muttered to himself, rubbing his eyes. But it took him a second
Black Rabbit - Part fiveThe school courtyard only had about a dozen other students. Just mucking about; talking about their general idiotic things that went right over Shiloh's head as he wandered over to one of the few trees and sat in the grass beneath it. Blades of grass folding awkwardly and brushing against his puffy checkered pants. He hadn't seen his friend much today and it was already lunch hour. The boy never really realized just how lonely school was till today since they'd normally spent nearly all of their time together. Though there were some times that Casey would go off without saying why or where Shiloh never really questioned it though.Black Rabbit - Part five2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It's not like Casey had no friends before him anyways.. But Shi had just grown so
attached to him and couldn't fight the often sense of jealousy that'd developed towards said friends.
Leaves rustled above him due to a light but chilled breeze that swept along the school's roof. The thing that caught a nearby pair of hazel eyes was Shiloh's hair. T
BloodClan's Wrath - Chp 10BloodClan's Wrath - Chp 103 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Sunlight was just slanting over the rooftops when I woke the next morning. It was the second sunrise, but I knew my answer. I couldn't deny the feeling. Ever since that dream, I could feel the wind tugging at my fur and the gentle whisper of the breeze murmuring for me to go into the forest.
I sat up and saw Misty still sleeping soundly beside me, her pale gray tail curved up and around her nose. I managed a smile and watched her sleep for a moment longer before rising to my paws. I padded out of the box and out into the alley. The rank of humans and their machines that rode along the roads seemed almost alien-like to me after the dream. I could feel that I no longer belonged here.
A faint snoring sound came from Misty and my whiskers twitched in amusement but I didn't turn. My ears flicked and rotated casually around my head in different directions taking in the noises around me. I could hear some two-leg voices from one of the apartments that were in the brick buildin
Fish Legs - 2Rupert had spent most of the day wondering up and down the ship, curiosity filling his seasalt brain. He'd only really seen the Captains' cabin, and doubted that anything that was really meant to be hidden away would ideally be there. Everything struck interest to him, and when he found that Daniel wasn't too busy with the others on board, he'd scurry over and ask him questions eagerly. Everything was just so new and interesting to him. They'd be in port around late evening, and the crew was eager to feel soil beneath their boots and whores in their arms. Well.. all but Daniel; he was far too interested in seeing Rupert's reaction to land and civilization. It's not that the cheeky captain had anything against land or whores or even plant life, but he was a man of the sea and would never dream of residing inland for more than a few days.Fish Legs - 22 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Rupert scurried over to Daniel yet again, his ventures around the ship having finished long ago; though it didn't stop him to take another look. As he
The Girl on the BusToday I saw a girl on the bus,The Girl on the Bus2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
who had the deepest sorrow glazed across her eyes,
she sat three rows in front of me and took the window seat,
She stared out through the glass,
sun rays peaking through the trees as the bus was moving,
the way the light hit her face, beautiful.
She traced an outline of a figure on the window,
then quickly looked around and rubbed it out.
I wondered what's on her mind?
her face expression showed a flicker between emotions,
from sadness and sorrow to quick bursts of happiest and joy.
She got up, the bus stop, she walked past and looked at me.
For a brief moment I felt her pain and her hurt,
every time shes been knocked down and every time her trusts been misused,
the way people cursed at her and the way people beat her,
all the times she tried to hide and all the times she sat alone and cried,
everything she wanted to be and everything she wanted to let go of,
the battle scars she reflected on her skin,
and the battle scars which were ref
:Forbidden- Ch 10::Forbidden- Ch 10:2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I hesitated a moment before turning and running back into the house. AJ was already trying to push his way between the quarreling brothers.
"Cain!" The blue-haired teen screamed, his fist tightening around the man's shirt. "You need to calm down!"
Cain ignored AJ, pushing him aside to swing his fist toward Talen's face. Cain's sibling dodged it and retaliated with a right hook of his own but instead of his brother, Talen's knuckles struck AJ's face, the dark-eyed boy staggering backwards and lifting his hands to his eye. He whimpered for a moment before shaking off the pain and re-centering himself between the two, turning towards Cain.
"Cain, please stop!"
His hands wrapped around the man's waist as he burrowed his already bruised face into his slightly blood-stained shirt. Cain stilled, staring down at AJ, his eyes widening. Talen stumbled backwards, a wall catching him before he could lose his footing altogether as he lifted his arm, wipin
Fish Legs - 3It had been a complete hassle to get a room in a decent inn that night, though somehow the devious captain had his ways much to his oceanic companion's oblivious nature; Rupert didn't even catch the innkeeper's shocked expression at point blank range, let alone anything else. Then again, he was still trying to get accustomed to walking on his own two feet let alone anything else. He sat on the small but cozy bed and looked about the room, idly kicking his legs.Fish Legs - 31 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"There's so many interesting things here," he hummed merrily, "it's so lively, heh"
The high statured captain pulled his gaze from the shabby old window with a view of the horizon; the silver orb leaving surreal brush strokes of light on the ribbed waves. A dazed look cloaked the captain's shadowed face, his hat only providing light on his lips as a smug little grin pulled at his lips. "Very lively indeed, I'm glad to see that you're so merry~"
The little blue merboy grinned himself and giggled. "Of course I am!" he beamed happi
OffendermanOffenderman2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
In the day or in the night,
You may find him round a corner.
He may be in plain sight,
Or hidden and waiting.
Under a light in the middle of the night,
You may see him in his coat so black,
Contrasting with his skin of white.
No eyes you'll see upon his face,
Though a grin or a sly smirk.
Approach him and offer a rose will he.
Deny the rose thee should.
Even though there is nothing you can do.
Take the rose and it'll end the same,
He'll take you,
He'll rape you.
You could try to resist his touch,
though this won't do much.
He'll just grin,
And invasive he'll be.
Depending his mood,
Depends your fate.
Good or bad,
Don't feel sad,
Don't you fret.
Just remember that if you see a man,
Be wary for he could be the Sexual Offenderman.
SilenceSilence2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Silence is something that everyone speaks.
But we cannot hear.
A place where you stagger in misfortune?
Where pain meets emotion. Where thoughts meet actions.
Silence is golden?
Silence is deadly.
Silence is a absence of words.
Doctor Whooves: Trouble at the Gala Pt. 1The day was nice and warm, everypony was working in the town, the the young fillies were leaving school. Derpy Hooves was at the school waiting to meet Dinky, so they can walk home. “How was your day Dinky?” asked Derpy. “Terrible, Miss Cheerilee gave us more homework, and I still don’t get it!” replied Dinky. Derpy looked at Dinky, “Well maybe the Doctor can help” suggested Derpy. Dinky looked at her mother with surprise “Really? Do you think the Doctor will have time?” asked Dinky. “Sure, why not?” said Derpy. As they walked through the town, they bought food and drinks for the house. They arrived home, “Doctor! We’re home!” announced Derpy. “Oh Derpy, you’re home! How great! I’ve got great news!” said the Doctor. “What is it?” asked Derpy and Dinky. “I’ve fixed the TARDIS, to where I can go anywhere in time, but only in this universe!” said the DoDoctor Whooves: Trouble at the Gala Pt. 11 year ago in Sci-Fi More Like This
Last night,I broke every bone in my bodyLast night,1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
so I could have a reason to drown
in the isolated ocean inside me.
when my dilapidated lungs finally caved in,
I swam ashore and crawled across the polluted sand.
Only glass-edged skin
and salt-licked eyelashes
can help me now.
Can't Find JoyI stole the smiles from both of my parent’s facesCan't Find Joy1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The very same one I was responsible for
On the day I was delivered into their arms
In a cloth, from the beak of a black feathered stork
From the very first day with my very first breath
Though I was not able to speak a single word
It was evident as the nurses bowed their heads
That this boy with the dilated pupils was cursed
Everything I’ve ever grown to love and desire
In one way or another I have now destroyed
Yet still I have the temerity to question
Why it is that I can never seem to find joy
I stole the smiles from both of my parent’s faces
I would do anything at all to give them back
But some wicked actions can never be undone
And some statements I have made I cannot retract
Regardless of the depths that I sank or swam to
Whether I was responsible for what was wrong
My lugubrious mood could always be soothed
With memories of the black feathered stork’s bird song
Every page my trembling hand has ever turned
S.T.E.P.S. O.F. S.U.I.C.I.D.E.DOUBT.S.T.E.P.S. O.F. S.U.I.C.I.D.E.10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
De t a ched.
B r e a t h e
All Falling in the EndYou start with yourself.All Falling in the End2 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Before anything grand can happen, you have to make a decision. A vow of dedication to your cause. Your ideals. Your path to reforming the world. The one that won’t forget you to the last seconds of your life and far beyond in neither heaven nor hell. Now that you have picked your door in the corridor of choices, you walk in, and the door locks itself behind you. The exhilarating click of devout commitment.
You start with a person.
It’s surprisingly hard to wield a knife properly, but your palms aren’t sweating. Cool and clenched and excited. Confident, too, that you can achieve what you set out to gain. You finish, and the curtains are raised on the show you’re about to steal. The things you do are nothing short of theatrical and grand, just like a musical with marionettes as actors. You are the planet’s new puppeteer.
You work with the world.
They’re afraid. They’re amazed. They’re in love. Their cries of pain an
America x Reader: Your HeroYou're a new country, and you just returned from going to a long World Summit meeting, keeping England and France from murdering each other, doing a few favors for your other fellow countries, and helping improve the conditions of your own country. 'I'm finally done! Now I can relax...' However, right before you could plop on the couch, your phone rang. 'Seriously?!' You had done so much today, yet you had to be interrupted! You sluggishly reached for the phone. 'America...why am I not surprised?' You shrugged and held it up to your ear. "What do you want?"America x Reader: Your Hero2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Hey, ___!! Dude, we haven't done anything together for a long time!!!"
"Well, I wanted to---" you tried to explain, but America cut you off.
"Come on," the loud country whined, "I really want to hang out with you today!!"
"But I need to---!!" you were frustrated when he butted in again.
"I'm on my way right now! See ya!!" he hung up, very excited about seeing you again. You sighed and looke
Black Rabbit - Part elevenNearly a month had passed and not many visits were made really.Black Rabbit - Part eleven2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was early December now and Shiloh had been at the library daily. Going there in the early morning and leaving in the late evening; studying had become a crucial thing for him ever since his auntie had come home for November and left a few days before now. She's always been so stern and concrete when it came to the boy's schooling and education. It took about fifteen minutes to get at least halfway home from the now closed library, which was cozy and an old white building, at least in daylight. Now, it would have looked more like a ghost house.
Shiloh said goodbye to the librarian before he left, his caution sign messenger bag shouldered and his mittens pulled over his dainty little fingers as he began walking home, hesitantly. It was soon too dark for him to see the ground anymore, and he could feel little droplets of water sprinkling down onto him. But he didn't take too much heed to it, just water.
Casey, of course, w
brother!england x sister!reader part 3brother!england x sister!reader part 32 years ago in Romance More Like This
'she been up there for a while is she alright?, mabye something
bad happened to her at school?, i should go check up on her' i
started walking up the stairs to _____'s bedroom
"______ are you alri- huh!?! she's not in here" started
checking the rooms but couldnt find her 'dammit where the bloody
hell has she gone?' i had finally made it to the last room at the
end of the hall i opened the door only to reveal ______ dripping wet
'oh shit' "ARTHUR!?!?!" you yelled as you quickly wrapped the
towel around your body "u-uh sorry" he said before quickly
shuting the door 'oh no this is gonna be sooooo akward stupid lock!'
you quickly dried off threw on your pj's and walked down stairs
"hahaha!!! hey artie whats got you so riled up?" you heard alfreds voice
in the living room you peeked your head out just far enough
to see your two brothers 'well at least i