Anything.We waited in silence,Anything.3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
For a sound.
But nothing ever happened,
And no one ever came.
We waited for him.
But he never came.
A long plane ride in bitter silence,
Left alone with a crushing reality.
He was never coming home.
And we realize that no amount of wishin will bring him back to us.
But still we wait.
Wondering if he watches us or turns away in shame?
Wondering if he's proud of who we became?
Wondering if he will visit our dreams anymore?
And we wait in silence.
For a sound.
Before I saw The SunReading things I've already read to pass the time,Before I saw The Sun3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
bringing back the feelings of hard times that leave bile in my mouth and weight on my chest.
Some one I used to know and thought the world of,
And even though much has passed,
And I am happiest now with my sunshine.
I some times wonder what ever happend to this friend of mine.
Where the times have taken him.
Then there's the story of the monster before I saw the sun.
I regret everything to do with him,
Wish we had never met or that I had ever learned his name.
Left me broken and bleeding with the trail of other broken hearts,
I was only another card to tuck under his belt.
A silver tongued devil with nothing to loose and time to spare.
But after him.. I saw the sun.
The one who loves me for all that I am,
and cares for me.
He is the best thing to happen to me..
and before him I never really believed in the whole.. " the one "
or the soulmate kinda thing..
but now I do..
Thank you sunshine <3
Please don't ever..Please don't ever think that I would leave,Please don't ever..3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
No one catches my attention like you.
How your voice cuts my attention,
Or how I get lost in your eyes each time I gaze into them.
No one will ever hold my heart the way you do,
It cracks a little each time you think I would ever leave.
You're the best thing in my life.
You are my sunshine
Black Rabbit - Part sevenThe late October breeze shifted leaves across the sidewalks and roadways, which were usually empty. But tonight, they were filled with children in colorful costumes and teenagers looking to make some trouble. It was Halloween. And every dressed up child that Casey passed made him regret where he was driving even more. Shiloh had somehow pulled him into going trick or treating today, which was nearly impossible for someone to do. The raven absolutely hated trick or treating and hadn't done it since he was around the age of ten. But, Casey just couldn't say no to Shiloh. Maybe it was his baby blue eyes, staring into whatever goodness was left in his soul. Or perhaps it was the simple fact that Casey was growing very fond of the boy. Their agreement was that they he would go trick or treating with Shiloh just as long as he didn't wear a costume.Black Rabbit - Part seven3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
But as Casey pulled up to the quaint second story house on the hill, he couldn't help have a hunch that he would actually be in a costume sometim
After All..I am a flightless bird,After All..2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
And that's alright.
It can't be helped,
My wings have been clipped.
But not out of love.
My wings were clipped out of fear,
A fear that there are things I cannot do.
So I watch you fly,
Fly fly fly.
You beautiful bird.
You're so colourful and bright,
I'm nothing but a background dull grey.
Go and fly,
No need to wait up.
I keep clipping my feathers because I don't think I'm ready to fly.
You can sing all your songs to me when you come home,
You keep learning new ones every time you fly.
And each time you fly,
You fly farther and higher.
And your at a point right now that when you fly,
I can't watch anymore.
And when you come home,
I'm happy your back.
But I'm also sad,
Because deep down I want to fly away with you.
And be with you all the time.
So from my cage I'll sing my songs to my self,
The same ones I've known since I was young.
I'm too scared to fly.
WinterThe damp light thrown by overcast skiesWinter5 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
The musty smell of old books, and peppermint tea
remind me of the way the snow would soften
the noise resonating from the houses and the city nearby
and drape me in beautiful white silence
oh how I long for the winter months.
Black Rabbit - Part tenAfter a little while of talking with the angsty and peculiar teenager, Annie just shrugged it off and let him be. She could tell that he was nervous around her, though she'd keep a close eye on them anyways; she was like a bear watching over her baby. In this case, Shiloh was her baby.Black Rabbit - Part ten3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Shiloh was still hanging onto Casey's waist like a koala, face nuzzled into his shirt. He was still out like a light.
Casey immediately calmed down once Annie walked off. His heart was racing and his palms were sweating badly. It was a wonder the sound of his heart didn't wake Shiloh up. This was far from the first time Casey ran into parents though, and definitely not the most awkward. Once, when he was trying to escape from a house after a night of fun, he was forced to sit and have a cup of coffee by his partner's dad while they went on and on about the "beauty of mars". He just pulled Shiloh a little closer after she left and tried to calm down. The boy probably wasn't going to wake up for a while, a
Black Rabbit - Part eightThe morning light filtered through the soft baby blue curtains and cast a warm light across the cozy bedroom and onto the bed that usually just had one pink topped boy curled up innit. But this morning, a snake bitten rabbit held him close as they both slept ever so soundly. Unlike every other time that Casey woke up with a boy in the same bed, this was a pure, sweet kind of cuddle. As they lay there sleeping, Shiloh had his face pressed into Casey's chest, and the raven's face was submerged in Shiloh's soft, candy hair. Eventually, the taller of the two slowly came to. He looked up to the window, and then back down to what he had just brought his face up from. When he saw it was Shiloh though, his emerald eyes widened slowly and in one swift movement, he rolled out of the bed.Black Rabbit - Part eight3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"No... no no no no no. Fuck... why did I..." he whispered, slowly crawling away from the bed.
Of course, the whore thought he had sex with Shiloh the previous night, but didn't notice that he was still dressed i
Reaching For A MirrorReaching For A Mirror3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Reaching For A Mirror
Listen, sooner or later you're going to have to look me in the eyes, it's unavoidable
It's going to be that time when you let your guard down, your reaction will be recognizable
I don't know if you're able to face me yet, but you need an intervention, because this is personal
You're not going to like what I have to say to you, I know you're going to resist, you're so predictable
What exactly do you know? You know NOTHING! Because left you a long time ago
We don't need to talk, you don't even really exist to me, you don't have power anymore
There's nothing you can say to me that might help, not even by a little, so just leave me alone
Don't even speak to me, don't try and "get through" to me, it's useless now, so please, just go
I don't know where I went wrong, I've already told you that I've only ever tried my very best
You need to quit being stubborn, stop this foolishness, remember who you are, and never forget
Before you took
Black Rabbit - Part twelveA pale light poured into the dark apartment from a kitchen window, and covered the angsty resident. Casey sat in the grungy kitchen, looking at the rust covered refrigeration and inhaling death from his third cigarette of the morning. The air in the small space was a little bit foggy from this method of stress relief, but there was no way Casey was going to open a window. Since he barely made enough money from being a whore and stealing from his now four boyfriends to pay rent, he never turned the heat on and always wore several layers of clothing. He was barely ever home anyway, so it didn't matter. This was simply a place to keep his belongings in and bring the occasional client home.Black Rabbit - Part twelve3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Cigarette number three was soon diminished to the butt and once it was, the whore rubbed it on the bottom of his plain sage green ceramic ash tray. It was a housewarming gift from boyfriend #2; probably purchased at a garage sale for a dollar. The ash tray honestly looked like something you'd see in the
Black Rabbit - Part nineLater that night, Casey had left Shiloh's house, saying he had to go home. But sure enough, his car pulled up into the boy's driveway the next morning to give the pinky a ride to school. The whole way there though, he couldn't help thinking about that sweet morning they spent together and the kiss they shared at the park. The scenes just replayed in his head over and over again, and every time, his stomach felt fluttery. As he sat there in Shiloh's driveway, waiting for him to come out, he just let his head fall back on the headrest of his seat and smiled warmly. Even though the chill of autumn slowly crept into the car and through his thin sweater, those memories just made him feel oh so warm.Black Rabbit - Part nine3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The pinky soon came out of his house and ran up to the car; his thick pink hair bouncing with his steps as he got in and sat beside Casey in the passenger's seat.
"Hi Casey~ How're you?" Shi asked with his lips curled into a sweet smile as he buckled himself in and pulled his hands into his bunn
Blazing Temptation 7Blazing Temptation 73 years ago in Romance More Like This
"CC, please tell me, C'mon" I opened the door of my room and I saw that he took the bottle from the floor, I just gave to him a gaze, but he didn't care.
We were in my room, I put the bottle away from him. "Alright... so, what happens CC?" He was in front of me. His gaze of anger was there.
"You know why? Because someone is here!" He gave a hit to his chest, trying to point his heart. "Someone is here, bothering me everyday. Saying me that loves me, but just like a friend. Saying me that I'm just a brother. Someone is here making my heart and my brain a fucking salad of my thoughts and my feelings. And honestly. I think I can't more. It's something that it's killing me slowly. You know? It's something I want to scream, but I need to shut. Because I know it will give me problems with someone that I have here" He gave another hit to his chest "HERE! AND HERE!" He started to hit his chest and his head.
I stopped him and saw that he had tears on his eyes. I was scared, this i
:Forbidden- Ch 10::Forbidden- Ch 10:3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I hesitated a moment before turning and running back into the house. AJ was already trying to push his way between the quarreling brothers.
"Cain!" The blue-haired teen screamed, his fist tightening around the man's shirt. "You need to calm down!"
Cain ignored AJ, pushing him aside to swing his fist toward Talen's face. Cain's sibling dodged it and retaliated with a right hook of his own but instead of his brother, Talen's knuckles struck AJ's face, the dark-eyed boy staggering backwards and lifting his hands to his eye. He whimpered for a moment before shaking off the pain and re-centering himself between the two, turning towards Cain.
"Cain, please stop!"
His hands wrapped around the man's waist as he burrowed his already bruised face into his slightly blood-stained shirt. Cain stilled, staring down at AJ, his eyes widening. Talen stumbled backwards, a wall catching him before he could lose his footing altogether as he lifted his arm, wipin
Black Rabbit - Part twoBlack Rabbit - Part two3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The raven haired teen awoke to the light pitter patter of rain on the rooftop and windows. It was now the third morning since he and Shiloh met, and the two of them had become quite good friends in that time; despite the time being so short. But Casey made sure to keep his distance, as he always did. In his mind, no one could be fully trusted. Not even little boys that wore fluffy bunny hoodies, glittery converse, let alone pink hair.
To the beat of the light rain; Casey lifted his head from the foreign pillow and looked around. The first thing he saw, of course, was the strange gentleman lying next to him. Guessing from his own nudity, Casey could tell that his company was without clothing as well. Being as silent as possible, the teen slipped out of bed, quickly got dressed, and searched around for the man's wallet. Of course the fool had left it on the nightstand, out in plain sight. With that sly grin of his, Casey picked it up and plucked out whatever bills were inside, then slid
Black Rabbit - Part oneBlack Rabbit - Part one3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The rain had stopped sometime that morning, leaving everything reflective and crystal clear. Water crystals sliding down the countless trees at the foot of a grassy hill on the edge of town. At the peak of the hill stood a two story house however; white paneling and green trimming decorating the architecture. A balcony which had two sliding doors which led into the well kept house- but I'll get into that in a minute. Overall, The property felt so tranquil and was just plain gorgeous with the lake further down past the orchard. But as peaceful as it was looking out to the house, Looks can be deceiving.
"I can't believe you'd go on and do that without telling me!" Shiloh cried to his auntie as he dropped his face into a white and lacy pillow on the couch.
His parents had passed away years back, Making him have to leave Russia and live with his godmother Annie- And his only remaining memory from his past; was his Silver Marten bunny named Frodo. Frodo as in Frodo Baggins, from Lord of the
:EnGarde- Ch 9::EnGarde- Ch 9:3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Caleb grabbed his mask back from the receptionist after she had checked the mesh and bib, running his thumb along the new blue stamp on its side amidst the many other, older, ones.
"Are you all checked?" Delacruz asked him when he found the boy stretching in the men's locker room.
"Yep," The fencer replied, switching legs.
"Alright then get your stuff on. I'll help you warm up."
"m'kay." The brunette nodded, looking over at Delacruz knowingly, "Gonna show off for all the sponsors, eh?"
The Asian man smirked before leaving Caleb to suit up.
Alec sat up from where he'd been lying on the bed and stalked out of his room to get some food in his stomach. He hadn't eaten since yesterday, his head too clouded from constantly thinking about Caleb to worry about food.
As he walked out into the hallway, the sound of the TV in Danni's room made him freeze mid-step. Glancing over from where he stood, he saw the brunette that had been invading his
Hunny Bee Flew AwayWe used to be so different you and I,Hunny Bee Flew Away3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Always having a good time.
When you came home I used to run outside to meet you,
Now I retreat away and hide.
Before you can even come inside,
yelling and screeching sounds and a door slammed.
My body shakes from heaving sobs after you "greet" me,
My eyes swell up from trying to hide the tears.
You know right away what I've tried to hide.
Awe, why do you cry my little hunny bee?
Is what you used to say.
Now you yell and question my tears.
See what you've done?
Do you even care?
Black Rabbit - Part fiveThe school courtyard only had about a dozen other students. Just mucking about; talking about their general idiotic things that went right over Shiloh's head as he wandered over to one of the few trees and sat in the grass beneath it. Blades of grass folding awkwardly and brushing against his puffy checkered pants. He hadn't seen his friend much today and it was already lunch hour. The boy never really realized just how lonely school was till today since they'd normally spent nearly all of their time together. Though there were some times that Casey would go off without saying why or where Shiloh never really questioned it though.Black Rabbit - Part five3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It's not like Casey had no friends before him anyways.. But Shi had just grown so
attached to him and couldn't fight the often sense of jealousy that'd developed towards said friends.
Leaves rustled above him due to a light but chilled breeze that swept along the school's roof. The thing that caught a nearby pair of hazel eyes was Shiloh's hair. T
TECH SUPPORT (KARKAT X SOLLUX) PART 1TECH SUPPORT (KARKAT X SOLLUX) PART 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
Karkat: DAMN IT GAMZEE AGAIN WITH BRINGING OVER YOUR BOYFRIEND? WHY DON'T YOU STAY AT HIS PLACE FOR ONCE! JESUS!
Gamzee: BeCaUsE ThAt mOtHeRfUcKeR VrIsKa sAiD ThAt tAvBrO WaS OuTtA MoThErFuCkInG OvEr nIgHt pAsSeS.
Tav: I-I'm sorry Karkat
Karkat: *looks at Tavros* JESUS I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. WHATEVER. *puts on his headset* OKAY SOLLUX I'M BACK.
Sollux: god kk. what the fuck ii2 goiing on over there?
Tavros: wELL- I- ,
Karkat: MY STUPID FUCKING ROOMMATE BROUGHT HIS BOYFRIEND OVER AGAIN.
Gamzee: JuSt iGnOrE HiM TaVbRo
Tav: oKAY gAMZEE,
Sollux: 2omeone ii2 a liittle jealou2
Karkat: SHUT UP YOU ASS. AND DAMMIT YOU SHOT MY CHARACTER AGAIN.
Gamzee: CmOn tAvBrO We cAn cHiLl iN My rOoM MoThErFuCkEr.
Sollux: that wa2nt fuckiin me
Tav: okAY gAMZ, *STARTS WHEELING TO gAMZEE'S ROOM*
Karkat: DUDE IT WAS SO FUCKING YOU I DON'T SEE ANY OTHER LISPY DOUCHEBAGS AROUND HERE.
Gamzee: *follows and shuts the door behind them* So YeAh ThIs Is My TrIpPy RoOm AnD sHiT.
Sollux: 2hiit kk ii swear
warriors fanfic: A cure for frostbite part: 1warriors fanfic: A cure for frostbite part: 14 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
A Cure For Frostbite.
Frostbitten let out an involuntary yelp as his paw hit against a sharp stone. Frustrated, he kicked at it- sending it spinning across the cold floor and hitting the left hand wall. Hollowed-out holes lined the wall and the clatter of the rock caused several berries to cascade out of various ones.
"Oh, fox dung," he mumbled and stopped his insistent pacing to recollect the scattered ingredients: ingredients for important use in his work. After all, Frostbitten was the medicine cat of Thunder Clan. "Grr, if I have to wait any longer, I'll go crazy!" the pale tabby growled, but it was a worried growl, almost desperate. "If that Ratpaw doesn't hurry up, these kits aren't going to make it."
Finally, there was the sound of heavy breathing and paw steps at the entrance as a small bedraggled looking she-cat stumbled in: her fur was tatted and matted, her paws scarred with what looked like the bite marks of cat teeth. She held a sprig with several flowers and leaves attach
:Forbidden- AJxCain [Part 1]::Forbidden- AJxCain [Part 1]:3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
AJ and Cain [Part 1]
An idiot! That's all he is.
AJ grimaced to himself, pulling his hood over his head to keep the icy wind from stinging his pale skin and checked his phone.
He didn't even apologize! What the hell is wrong with him? Kissing me and then saying he didn't mean it. That makes absolutely no sense!
The blue-haired teen walked along the sidewalk, turning and ducking into the music store Gage always went to, to escape the crisp air. His eyes perused the room, it consisting of many rows and tables of soundtracks, DVD's, and even some vinyl records. The walls were heavily adorned in posters of famous rock bands like Three Days Grace, Papa Roach, Seether, etc… and AJ loved it. A store never spoke to him like this one did. He wandered to the back of the room, examining the CDs in awe before a voice spoke to him, making him jump.
"Let me know if you need help finding anything," It said, carelessly, the voice low and gruff. Familiar.
TECH SUPPORT (KARKAT X SOLLUX) PART 3TECH SUPPORT (KARKAT X SOLLUX) PART 33 years ago in Romance More Like This
Sollux: 2hiit...fuck ii me22ed up agaiin....*runs hands through hair and sighs*
Karkat: *pulls his knees up to his chest and sighs* -FUCK. FUCK THIS WHOLE SITUATION. IF I
HADN'T LOOKED UP AT THE WRONG TIME, THINGS WOULD BE JUST FINE. I COULD STILL ACT LIKE
NOTHING WAS WRONG. AND WE COULDV'E STILL BEEN FRIENDS. AND IT WOULDN'T HAVE TURNED OUT
LIKE THIS. AWKWARD AS FUCK. I HATE THIS... I HATE THIS SO MUCH..-
Sollux: -what do ii do now?-
Karkat: -AND I'VE BEEN STAYING UP EVERY NIGHT JUST TO TALK TO HIM AND NOW I'M FAILING MY
CLASSES. GOD DAMMIT WHY DO I EVEN FUCKING BOTHER?-
Feferi: ((her quirk is annoying as hell so I'm not gonna use it )) is everything okay
Sollux: haviing 2ome....problem2 wiiith kk
Karkat: WHAT DO I EVEN SEE IN HIM. *halfheartedly laughs a little* OH YEAH. HIS "SOLLUX
Ferferi: OH. well I'm sorry. Do you want to talk about it?
Sollux: not really. iit2 2omthiing kiinda per2onal
Karkat: *after the movies over, gets on the comupter to look through depressin