GamKar FluffiesLooking for someone to chat with... (so, please wait)GamKar Fluffies4 years ago in Drama More Like This
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▼: FUCK EVERYTHING.
▲: bEsT fRiEnD?
▼: NO, FUCK YOU GAMZEE.
▼: I AM EXTRA FUCKING FRUSTRATED TODAY.
▼: I DON'T NEED YOUR SUGGESTIONS OF FAYGO AND PIES.
▲: wOaH mAn WhAt HaPpEnEd?
▼: I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
▼: JUST GIVE ME A HUG OR SOMETHING.
▲: YoU mOtHeRfUcKiNg GoT iT mAn Im AlWaYs WiLlInG tO gIvE tHe BeSt MoThErFuCkEr A hUg
▼: ......*hugs back*
▲: DoEs ThAt MaKe YoU fEeL aNy MoThErFuCkInG bEtTeR bRo?
▼: THANKS I GUESS.
▼: *blushes and scowls*
▲: No MoThErFuCkInG pRoBlEm MaN
▲: wOaH yOuRe AlL bLuShInG aNd ShIt
▼: SHUT UP NO I'M NOT.
▼: THIS IS FROM RAGE.
▲: SuRe It Is MoThErFuCkEr )
▼: YEAH I SHOULD PROBABLY GO NOW BEFORE THIS GETS MORE UNCOMFORTABLE.
▲: Oh ReAlLy MaN? (
▼: *folds his arms* I GUESS I COULD STAY
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Embers In The RainEmbers In The Rain2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Embers In The Rain
My blood contains the power of the sun
Instigation becomes dangerous
And when control is reduced to none
My rage is monstrous
There's no turning back when it begins
I will be searching for a source to blame
I will unleash a torrent of hell from within
For I am known as the bearer of the flame
I loath crossing that line
Being locked behind blind eyes
But I won't regret the ruins that I will create
As I leave supernova footprints in my wake
I destroy everything more than once! / My limits are undone!
Infinite ashes haunt darkening lungs! / My heart becomes numb!
Consuming infernos help me cope
As I bathe in the smothering smoke
Cleansing the vengeance
A cruel repentance
Searing the memories that I yearn
As soothing water puts out my roaring fire
My traumatized eyes sting and burn
I can never call myself a survivor
The aftermath is my salvation
For I am alone
Just take a momentSo I had a dream last nightJust take a moment3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It was really . . . nice
I had no scars
nothing but clean skin
I looked so happy
I had tons of friends
I was being rewarded for my grades
I didn't look ill
I was wearing shorts
I was doing stuff I hasn't in years
like swimming in the ocean
or at the pool
Walking around the house in short sleeves
I couldn't help but wonder
'is this how life would be
If I didn't make that first cut?
Would I not be addicted to smoking
Or not want to drink?'
I looked so happy
It was that kind of happiness
everyone wants to reach too
The kind I would die for
This is me saying this
A girl who at the age of 13
stop wearing shorts and short sleeves
A girl who lied to everyone
A girl who wanted love
Don't make that first cut
You wont be able to control it
no matter how strong you think you are
They will get deeper
To the point that this cut could kill you
They will become worst
That 10 will turn into 100
You can't keep it to just one spot
It will spreed
It will become someth
The Empty ChildThe Empty ChildThe Empty Child3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hear everything too loudly
I am falling apart
I grew up too fast
I am still a child
I cannot stand still
I see every detail
I cannot remember what I'm doing
I talk about dinosaurs and doctors and darkrooms
I cry for no reason
I do not have the ability to cry now
I see the world differently
I wish you saw it like me
I have a puzzle to put together
I wonder if you'll help me
I hear a song and must sing it
I see a picture and must take it
I see a world, a broken world
I want to fix that, too
I want to play
I need to work
I close my eyes and fall asleep
I remember everything
I forget my head
I stand in blue light
I see the world in shades of blue
I am lost
I have been waiting for you
I am the empty child
Are you my mommy?
the first poem i wrote since i told you i love youthe star-soaked stainsthe first poem i wrote since i told you i love you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that covered our nudity
gives way at last
to a tequila sunrise,
so low in the sky;
it's still bright enough
to sting my eyes,
and yet i can't bring myself
to hate it.
your body next to mine,
every effort is made
to move a heavy limb
because any space
is space i don't want.
i am sometimes humbled
by my feelings,
the way they swell
in my throat
just how the ocean
tastes the shore.
there is always something new
to find hidden in my heart,
summoned by my words,
or the salt of your skin
wearing like wind on shale
i don't think i can ever tell you
i love you enough.
if i could, i would never get dressed
so that you could never be sad-
a rewind every time
my clothes touch the floor,
never anything but nude, not naked
because with you i can be bare
i can let you see my entirety
and leave my arms uncrossed,
i can let you in
and not fear that you will break me,
or force my inner things out.
i can love you with open arms
and my lip
For Vincent Valentine's Lovers (Ch 2)For Vincent Valentine's Lovers (Ch 2)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
For Vincent Valentine’s Lovers
Vincent Valentine x Reader
The rain drops were heavily falling over your face, your hair was completely sodden and spread out across the wet ground, and the sky was crying bitterly over your body that was lying silently on the asphalt ground. The setting sun had already hidden its faint light behind the horizon, so the sky was then black and dark, not forgetting to mention the thick clouds that were invading the limitless firmament. It’s cold and clammy, you could feel it. You really needed a place in which you could seek warmth, but still, you just couldn’t move. You couldn’t even open your eyes, no matter how many times you have forced them to. You could not tell whether you were dead or alive. No, this couldn’t be Death! The chill of the heavenly tears that were soaking your body, the violent whistles of the icy blowing wind, and the killing pain that has struck every single
I'm sorryWhen you tore my heart outI'm sorry3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And threw it to the ground
That laughed at me
I reached out
To touch you
And you shattered
I know why too
It's because you were
And you thought that
If you accepted
Then everything would crash
But as it turns out
You were wrong
Because when I reached out
And you rejected me
All on your own
I pick up
Now I'll have to
Buy a new mirror
You Are The Only OneYou Are The Only One:You Are The Only One3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I Want To...
I Want To Let...
I Want To Let You...
I Want To Let You Know...
You Are Perfect
You Are Gorgeous
You Are Everything To Me
You Are Sweet
You Are Kind
You Are Everything To Me
You Are Stubborn
You Are Insecure
You Are Everything To Me
You Are Always There
You Are My Rock
You Are Everything To Me
You Are The...
You Are The Only...
You Are The Only One...
Key to my HeartYou're the only one.Key to my Heart3 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
The one who truly loves me.
'Til death do us part.
The Quietyou are the tears,The Quiet3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
in so many eyes,
you are the voice,
in so many cries,
the red in the faces,
of your sons and daughters,
as they weep,
they spent their last minutes
in your quarters,
the darkest of killers,
you'll lose your mind,
lose what's physical,
you mean so much,
although i never met you,
the link we do have,
won't let me forget you.
Given UpGiven UpGiven Up3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This paper has never been whiter.
This pencil has never been sharper.
This pen has never been so functional.
This garbage bin has never been emptier.
This garbage bin is as empty as my head.
But sure, I'll still try, right?
I've tried writing.
A thousand times I've tried!
And for what?
I'm done with the dissapointment,
My hopes, trashed.
My dreams, dead.
I give up.
I can't do this anymore,
Trying to write when I clearly can't.
I can't do this.
Naruto Broken Addict :1:Naruto Broken Addict :1:5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
You know, these so-called 'obvious' things in life, are called 'obvious' for a reason; because they aren't supposed to be obvious at all. Because, if it really were so obvious, then everything in life should be obvious! And nothing is!
...Or is this just an excuse for not foreseeing what was going on with somebody important to me? Should it have been obvious? I guess, if you think about it, it sort of was. But at that moment, I hadn't thought about it that much. I didn't make too much out of it. You know what, I just didn't make anything out of it at all. And I should have.
But could you blame me? I mean, the kid always smiles, doesn't he? How should I have known there had to be a reason for that! He's a weird twelve-year-old boy! How should I have known he was thirty in his head? How should I have known he just didn't want us to know anything about his true self just so that he could hide what we all had missed? What we all should have seen, even if he was hiding it so w
Akaito RPAkaito: -walksinto room happly-Akaito RP6 years ago in Humor More Like This
Nigaito: Akaito gots a happy smile!~
Akaito: It cuz I just got a brand new bottle of hot sauce! It makes me happy!
Nigaito: Oh~! Okai! Sure it wasnt for hurting Taito or Kaito?
Akaito: I never said it wasnt! (:<
Nigaito: o.o nou! bad Akaito!
Akaito: Hehhehheh C:<
Akaito: Hey just be thankfull its not you Nigaito! or would you like a nugie! (:<
Nigaito: N-no thank you, Akaito! 0.0 -hides-
-drags you out frome hiding plce in a bit of a choke hold-
-evil voice- Aw comon Nigaito i thought you just loved my games remember hit the Nigaito, Nigaito ball, and how could I forget the tie up and hide Nigaito game!!! Man dose it take kaito foever to find ya tho!
Nigaito: ... um, how chould I ever forget? -scared-
Akaito: Hehhehheh yea good time you wanna play agen!(:<
-pulls out rope-
Nigaito: n-no thanks Akaito! -runs away-
Suicide KillersHatred filtered through the hiss of steamSuicide Killers2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Ears deafened from the high-pitched scream
Agony streams liquid fire from the sky
A guided missile in a blood-stained eye
Death dances lightly with eerie grace
Tap-dancing over each upturned face
Fools impaled on blood-soaked rods
All in the name of their so-called Gods
And the devil laughs in endless glee
At the glorious stupidity of humanity
The Death of DreamsKneeling before the alter of painThe Death of Dreams2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She bows her head yet once again
Reaching out hands that tremble so
There is no choice but to let it go
No tears fall from her dark blue eyes
No sound is heard for she swallows her cries
Clenching her fists until her palms do bleed
The cold alter from these red raindrops feed
Unloved is all she has ever known
This alter of pain is her only home
Palms now held up to the uncaring sky
She releases her dreams and lets them fly
Empty and cold she turns and walks away
Her dreams have always been doomed anyway
Desperately, DesperatelyDeep enchanted breaths of dewy air I takeDesperately, Desperately2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
them all [blades of grass and petals break
my fall] I'm struggling to keep myself awake
NightmaresNightmares take over controlNightmares3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
feeling things that i never wanted to feel
Nightmares make me stay awake
never have a good rest, always voices inside my head
My mind takes over control
I break out crying, that nobody will hear my screams
What do these nightmares tell me?
why does it control every part of me?
Sleep is my worse fear
never being able to rest
but I let my mind take control
hearing all the voices around me...
Nightmares ruin my life
making everything turn to hate
The pain that is burden deep inside me
when will my Life fade away?
Human Nature.Human Nature.Human Nature.2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And the ambitious achievers.
Need the realists to stop them from flying too close to the sun.
The logical idealists
And the informed defeatists.
Need the dreamers to show them how some struggles can be won.
You see I am beginning to get the gist,
Of how we all unwittingly coexist.
Neither one can ever be dismissed,
As long as the reign of mankind persists.
As one tries, the other watches.
When one flies, the other dislodges
Stories aimed to defame, name, claim and shame.
Assuring and securing that the harsh reality still remains.
Make Unto the Lord a Joyful NoiseWe hid behind the hymnals.Make Unto the Lord a Joyful Noise2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When the organ chords clung
Like condensation on the gospel,
We’d wait for the same wavering keen,
Impossible to place as it
rose from the bowels of the pews.
Somewhere among the chrysanthemum bouquet
came the spiderweb thrum of pitchless joy
that broke through our Protestant stiffness.
We watched lips,
the wrinkled movement of apricot cheeks,
anything that could telegraph the howling undertow
accompanying “The Old Rugged Cross”
up to its crag on Calvary.
When hum was absent one Sunday,
we mourned the empty dullness
left by the absence of each wavering sharp,
hanging from the ceiling like a dun chandelier.
I imagine that Jesus has more patience than we,
and gently put down his pitch pipe
to welcome her.
Memory's PainCut my chest open,Memory's Pain3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
let me bleed.
Find my soul
and set it free.
Tears of red,
Leave me be,
life's a blur.
Alone she treads
mist in moonlight,
a mirror broken.
Find withered dreams
in torn up pages,
for death is gained
in memory's pain.
tell me things that are true.tell me thingstell me things that are true.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
that are true.
'fall comes soon,
your eyes are blue.
i love you.'
any of those will
the seizing of
my chest is making
up for all the years
that i thought i
i am trying my best.'
tell me things that
tell me things that
are true so when i lose
myself, i will
WonderI am passionlessWonder3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trying this for awhile
Before switching to that
Every time I am convinced
That it will be the one
I start out with passion
But it fades and dulls
I am not passionless
I am afraid
What if this is not right?
There is still so much more
I have passion
But not a passion