are my words poetic enough for you?maybe not.are my words poetic enough for you?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
because i will never be the fire-hearted girl with remedial stardust lips,
dancing with the astral wolves that hunt beneath her moon-kissed skin,
with the courage to plant wilting lilacs into every crippled soul she finds.
but what if they were?
then i would be the ink blots coating the archives of humankind,
the fractured jewel tucked away in a catastrophic dragon's chest,
and the lyric every mismatched bone engraves into their marrow.
The voice called himI feel so cold,The voice called him2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
As she lashes out again,
A sharpness in her tone.
Why won't someone help?
My ears begin to ring.
I can't cry anymore.
The words lose their sting.
I know I am nothing.
I don't need her to say so.
I already want to leave.
I'm fighting the urge to go.
She can't hurt me.
The strongest hate is within.
The voice that loves to torture.
The voice I call "him"
He tells me to die,
that no one wants me here.
I know that he's right.
I shed another tear.
I'd leave but I'm afraid.
Afraid to go to hell.
So I listen to him,
and curl up in my shell.
About HateWhen hate is a fire, then it's burning cold.About Hate2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
All consuming, raging uncontrolled.
Hot tears are burning in eyes and on skin,
Unable to calm the storm within.
The consumptive flame turns from red to white.
Burns down borders between wrong and right,
Disoriented reason leads astray.
Lined with ash and debris is the way.
Beneath the heat of raging fire is ice,
For firstly the cold did heat entice.
When freezing the heart in its icy grip.
The shell won't melt, won't break or rip.
To Die Without A NameDon't you think it's awfulTo Die Without A Name2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
To die without a name?
To have no one remember you
Because we're all the same?
You're just another dead body
In a large mass grave
Thousands upon thousands
And nobody was saved
You're nothing now
Just skin and bones
With a story
That no one knows
You're dust on the wind
Ash in the air
No one can see you
Not one person cares
Now you're gone
And no one can say
That you loathed and you loved
And you lived everyday
Never Bow Down. (Failure In Denial)Your poisoned words are your weapon of choice,Never Bow Down. (Failure In Denial)2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Paralyzing me with just the sound of your voice.
Whispering your lies and getting under my skin,
But I can see right through you 'cause you're so paper thin!
Are you really so heartless?
Behind your lies is there any truth?
Can you tell I don't want this!?
I will never bow down to you!
You say across my skin is where my short comings compile,
And that my scars remind you I'm a failure in denial!
No matter what you've always had the upper hand,
Holding me under for reasons none understand!
Are you really so heartless?
Behind your lies is there any truth?
Can you tell I don't want this!?
And that I'll never
My Problem Is...I've always been a friend of darkness..My Problem Is...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Darkness have found me.. Found me pieces
Gazed into me with big cloudy black holes..
Embraced me with cold thorny shadows..
Unclothed me from my virginity..
Wrapped me with shabby layer of shame..
Took away all the pulse..
Wiped off what I thought I owned..
Sucked out all the sanity..
Licked me and numbed me..
Injected me with a rough touch of evil..
Flooded me with sickness..
Shaped me with hate..
Adorned me with sharp spikes..
Broke me down in deep silence..
Smothered me into the unknown..
Sunken in endless emptiness..
No escape no salvation..
No resort no hope..
Regret and remorse..
Grief and agony..
Pain and suffer..
Tears and scars..
Is what darkness gave to me...
insanityI’m hollow, I’m brokeninsanity2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I’m bleeding, I’m dead.
My mind keeps on spinning
Something’s wrong with my head
Insanity maybe? Or maybe it’s more
I’m hurting, I’m dying
My heart’s become sore
I’m laughing, I’m pleading
I’m asking for help
I’m screaming, I’m yelling
I’m starting to yelp
Can you hear me? Am I here?
Am I still alive?
Am I scared? Am I in fear?
Will I somehow survive?
Is there something inside me?
Ripping me apart?
Is there something wrong?
Something wrong with my heart?
Is it beating? Is it even there?
Is my mind running off?
Do you even care?
Am I alone? Or can you see?
Can see my misery?
Why am I grinning,
When I am in pain?
Am I still me?
Am I still sane?
Do I know you? Do I not?
Who am I? Cause I forgot
Am I a loser? A nothing? Or even a zero?
Am I your friend? Your lover? Your hero?
Am I shadow? A figment? Or your imagination?
Am I the cause of all your frustration?
Do you hate me? Do
Rise of the wish - Chapter 1Rise of the wish - Chapter 12 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
This life began with a wish.
The first breath into my lungs was like stardust, weaving its way through my lungs, and exhaling a shimmering power. My eyes snapped open and I sat up, blue hair falling in front of my vision as I gasped, my breath ragged as I took in my first initial breaths. After my heart as stopped pounding in my chest from the shook, I felt moonbeams hit my face and I looked up. The moon captured my gaze, and for a moment, I was lost in its light. It is strange thing, the moon. Shinning so brightly in the sky, it acted as the sun in the night. Although I could not remember the last time I had looked at the moon, I recognized it immediately.
A voice whispered a name, and I looked around, wondering if the voice was merely the wind, calling from one wisp to another. I stood up, suddenly noticing that there was light on my hands. Tiny stars danced across my arms and shoulders, emanating a pale glow on
Heartbrokensilent tears cascade down my faceHeartbroken5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I breathe your name
A whisper, a sigh, i cry
How was i to know that kiss would be my last
How was i to know i would never again find sanctuary in your arms
I long for sleep but it never comes, no relief
The grasping, aching pain in my chest never subsides
I turn away
Closing my eyes to remember
then die a little inside
i thought we were meant to be together,
against all the odds
How wrong was i?
A pang of jealousy, a twisted smile
The trigger takes on many forms
All i really want to say is,
i love you.
Life of a fallen angelI am a fallen angel,Life of a fallen angel2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I fell from the skies of
and landed on Hell.
I was lost,
until I met you,
you were a perfect weapon
You and I were unbroken,
we even decided to
set the world on fire.....
Until the day betrayed
I was so upset that
I even lost my wings,
In the end I realised
that you were using me,
and for that I will never
let you seal my coffin.
I hope you remember
my last goodbye,
because that is the last
good memory you will
I hope you burn in your home,
in the fires of Hell.
DrowningDrowningDrowning7 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Im not drowning in water. Im drowning in the taunts and torments of my inner demon. My mind, my very refuge, no longer belongs to me. But no one notices. I just put on a fake smile and pretend to listen or watch or whatever it is they want me to do this time. Everyone thinks Im just fine. Maybe a little strange, but fine.
Innocence is something I barely remember. Im not normal, Im not okay. And no one can tell. Dont they ever see me leaving? Day in and day out, Ive been able to leave at any hour, and return at any hour. But nobody asks me where I was or what I was doing. I could just walk out and never return, just throw myself off some goddamn skyscraper and I dont think that theyll ever notice, until someone finds my cold, bloody body and tells them, "Hey did you know about that freak? He kicked the bucket." Yeah, I can already hear it.
Maybe I look fine on the outsi
HeartbrokenI lent you my heartHeartbroken4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
and you let it fall
It didnt bounce
like it was a ball
Sometimes I wonder:
how is it able to beat at all?
from so many times that I have
heard it fall
I hope you know
What you have done
That most of my love
is forever gone
Pure pt.3 (Demon PrussiaXReader)“Und zhis is zhe front room!” Gilbert exclaimed, taking you through the umpteenth room. His enthusiasm didn’t ever dwindle, in fact he seemed to get more and more excited with every step he took.Pure pt.3 (Demon PrussiaXReader)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Your home really is big....” you murmured in appreciation, your gaze raking over the many paintings on the walls, the plush carpets cushioning your bare feet nicely. Gilbert bit his tongue, holding back the suggestive innuendo that ran across his mind. Something about the way you said ‘HIS home’ bothered him a bit though.
“It’s your home too you know.” He said softly, taking your hand in his and looking you earnestly in the eye. “Ri-right!”
He grinned and leaned in for a chaste kiss, but froze. Hold it Gilbo! His mind screamed, you don’t even know if she’d like something like that!.... Even if she is adorable, hold yourself back!
Gulping, he turned away with a red face. You tilted your head in question, not kn
Cerberus and SiriusIn the nighttime I were glancing,Cerberus and Sirius1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
to the heavens, softly dancing,
where the starlight lay entrancing
thoughts within my mind.
Sirius, I spied in wonder,
the brightest light we live here under;
the Dog Star clad in wildest splendor.
Then there came again to enter,
another thought within my mind.
All the ground below is hiding,
shadow depths so filled with dying.
All those realms so secret sighing;
Hades' hound stirs with his crying:
Cerberus, that beast of thunder,
with three heads to tear asunder
any who might seek to wander
to that starless hidden realm.
Dwelling on these myths, I question'd
if in fable they were lessen'd,
in their act of giving lessons?
For, in truth, there is but this:
a choice betwix two canine myths.
Each journeys as inclines his pith,
to Cerberus or Sirius.
Shall we, our daylight seek to squander,
to succor Cerberus whole lies there under?
Or shall we forsake our fears to clamber;
surmount Sirius, and heavens plunder?
In which hard task shall we persist?