Love AgainHear my worries, fear my criesLove Again2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dread the whispered lullabies
Drown beneath the spinning skies
Feel the truth you can't deny
Taste the blood upon your tongue
Feel the poison fill your lungs
I am she who lies among
Those who know where things belong
Feel the weapons kiss your skin
Listen to the screeching wind
See my power, watch me win…
And never fall in love again…
Dark PatternsDark and hidden,Dark Patterns1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Behind a face,
Of hapless grace.
Feel the wind...
All are ashes
Tossed in the ground
Scenes of laughter,
Images of joy,
Contorts into nothing.
Buried time capsules
...over empty fields.
Books are devoured
By ever hungry worms
Beyond the barriers,
Waiting to show,
The lurking shadow,
Of darkest woe.
But no one writes it
Flowers fade away...
Just an act
On a lonely stage
Shades and hues,
Of every color,
All fade to black.
Storm clouds billow
With no silver lining
...into the dust.
A feather in the breeze
Blows off the wo
The ArrangementThe woman steps out onto the earth of the new countryThe Arrangement3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A life already of wear and tear, but seeking a beginning
To find a soulmate, a passionate love, her only desire
Now an organized meeting, arranged opportunity made
A man chosen presents himself, his perchance to hope
She turns aside, unable to countenance the connection
Dreams so held, but another steps from the shadows
Tender words shared, her heart melts, cares forgotten
Their desire for each other, to love, to have and to hold
Then intrusions, interventions, and interference befall
Rupture, a breach forced upon them drives them apart
So in this moment her heart breaks, once again forsaken
Then she gathers herself, to fight for her new found love
And throwing off the shackles that hold, against her will
Reaches out to the one she loves, has discovered so late
Gathers him to herself yet again, to give of everything
Fear and doubt cast aside, her heart, her soul, for him
But the golden thread binding had slipped from reach
Unexplainable FearsYesterday night I was watching a movie where a girl had claustrophobia and the reason she had that fear was because she was held prisoner in a tiny closed room for two days when she was a child.Unexplainable Fears5 years ago in Emotional More Like This
That made me think about my two phobias: heights and tiny closed rooms. I don't know why I have them. All I know is I didn't have acrophobia and claustrophobia before. When I was child I could take an elevator, I could stay in tiny places full of people, I could climb high places, etc. Now I can't even climb a chair without my legs start to shake or stare at some place really high like buildings or mountains without getting a vertigo and the idea of getting in to a elevator or any place like that freaks me out and I can't breath, like there was someone stealing my air.
The question is: Why I have these phobias? As far as I can remember I didn't have any incident - light, mild or severe - involving heights and closed rooms (my memory isn't that good and trustable).
For years I had phobia of dogs
Beautiful Today, you are beautiful.Beautiful2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Your parents tell you that you’re beautiful on every other day, too, but no one else ever does. The only time you matter to the world is at your shows. When you’re not beautiful, you’re nothing.
Today, though, you are shining. At least, you think you are, but you’re not feeling great. Your stomach hurts, just like it does before every pageant. Your dress is brand new, and you haven’t gotten used to the way it itches yet. You’re sure your wig is gorgeous, even though the hairspray smells bad.
Your teeth, though, are hurting the most. You know your flipper is a good one, but it doesn’t fit anymore.
The other girls are all beautiful too, crammed here in this
FallenThe heavy weight of the wooden planks made his arms tremble.Fallen3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
He wasn't sure how long he had been in this position; on his knees, hands pressed firmly to the cold, rough concrete floor. It felt like mere seconds, but he was sure the shock, the adrenaline, had only just begun to wear off.
He was breathing heavily. He was afraid to look, because there was a damn good reason he was holding up the heavy weight.
Michelangelo opened his eyes.
Donatello laid beneath him. Still out cold, and Mikey still wasn't sure what had happened. His brother had just suddenly fallen down, frozen, reminding him a little of a robot whose batteries just went out. Which was freaky, because it was way too easy to think Donnie as a robot.
Donatello wasn't moving. Not even a little.
"Donnie?" he asked, voice hoarse. "Donnie, dude, you awake? Alright?"
Donatello continued to simply breath.
There wasn't even a twitch, not even the rolling of eyes or a twitch of his fingers.
It made Mikey scared.
Experiment Chapter OneWARNING TURTLECEST, DON'T LIKE DON'T READExperiment Chapter One5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Eventual OT4
Summary: Mikey is captured and it is up to his brother's to save him. But can they do it before it's too late?
Mikey flipped easily on to the guardrail and over the Dragon's head. He used the Dragon's surprise against him, delivering a swift and painful blow to the back of his head. The Dragon dropped like a rock, and Mikey took the time to mentally pat himself for a job well done. It was rare that his brother's weren't with him while he was on the surface.
After Leo had come back from his journey, they all preferred to stay together, wanting to know where the other was. He'd just gone to grab some groceries as they'd been running low, and had just happened to come across the Dragons.
They had been gathered in the alley, pulling money out of an obviously stolen truck. He'd watched them for a bit before he had actually interfered.
He sat on the edge of the railing, his trademark grin on his face. "I am so telling
The Forward MovementThe Forward Movement3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Tragedy, abrupt to my very soul,
that left me far from whole.
The withered memory born unto my dreams again,
refreshed and once more binding me by chain.
The reopening scars I once upon a time, thought healed,
gape wide to open for the flood gates, red and revealed.
My witnessing eyes bleed out old tears from a rusted well,
Attempting again to put back out the fires of this age old Hell.
The rising waters find my feet and climb,
the two floods meet, where their cause is rhymed.
My heart from which the blood and tears flow,
now at where the pain does ever grow.
Close these outpouring wounds, build back up the walls...
Make for my feet, the forward movement from where my future calls.
Once again I will shed my skin,
leaving behind the marks of where I've been.
Our first dateOur first date4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Ashley and her friends got back from their time at the farmhouse. They had all decided to relax. Ashley sat on the couch in her pajamas cuddling with her boyfriend watching one of her favorite anime shows: Baka and Test." When it was over, she went to her room, and then Leo stepped inside.
"Che che. Um. I was wondering if you wanted to go out for a date with me tonight. If you just wanna relax it's fine. we can go another night."Leo said blushing slightly. Ashley blushed a little. Then she hugged him tight.
"I'd love to! Want to just go out for a night on the town?" She asked. Leo nodded happily and kissed her head, then rushed out of her room to go get ready. Amy came into Ashley's room and squealed with delight when her sister told her what happened.
"You have to let me help you get ready! No buts about it!"Amy cried hugging her 16 year old sister tight. Ashley nodded happily and hugged her sister back. Amy went into her sister's closet, and took out a little blue strapless dress and
Sharing secretsPart 1Sharing secrets5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Michelangelo: Hey Donnie, I've been meaning to ask you
Donatello: *Typing on his computer* Yes, Mikey?
Michelangelo: *Fidgeting* Uhm, you know, I want to do something, but it not easy.
Donatello: Why not?
Michelangelo: Well, I don't know if it's okay or not. Well, actually, I know it may be wrong
Donatello: *Stops typing* I'm not sure I'm following, Mikey.
Michelangelo: What would you do if you wanted to do something that came to your mind, thinking is an awesome idea but knowing it may doom you somehow?
Donatello: *Tilts head* Well depends on the magnitude of the catastrophe.
Michelangelo: *Looking down* That doesn't help
Donatello: Can I know about this 'great idea' of yours?
Michelangelo: *Thinking* Only if you promise not to tell Raph.
Donatello: *Confused* Why would I tell Raph?
Michelangelo: Just promise me!!
Donatello: *Raising his hands* Ok, ok, I promise.
Michelangelo: I-It's not easy to say this thi
Tmnt DNA is thicker then waterCody, Raph, Don and Mikey were training blindfolded. Master Splinter was making them expand their senses. Ashley sat a ways away listening to her music and meditating. Leo came out and said boo right in Cody's ear making them all start fighting Raph and Mikey as well as Don all in a pile. Ashley giggled at the sight of it, looking at her blue-banded brother with loving eyes. Then all of a sudden they heard a crash. They went up to the roof to see what was wrong and saw the Dark Turtles as well as their sister coming down. Dark Ashley as well as Dark Raph, Leo and Mikey jumped down.Tmnt DNA is thicker then water4 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Knock knock! Wanna play?" Dark Mikey laughed.
"For once you morons, just try to stick with the plan got it?" Dark Leo chided. Dark Ashley nodded unsheathing her double katanas.
"A daylight assault? Come on guys. Even you cant be that dumb."Leo said.
"Wanna bet Leo?" Ashley asked.
"We got a message for you from Darius. Rest in pieces!" Dark Raph yelled running at them. Ashley fought Dark Ashley. Meanwhile, L
Tmnt datingEveryone was surprised at how close Leo and Ashley had gotten. The two were insperable, doing everything together, like meditating and training. Everyone was wondering how they had become so close.Tmnt dating4 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Man. How the shell did Ashley and Leo become so close?" Mikey asked. Then Derek had come over.
"Leo had asked my little sis out. And ya wanna know what? I dont mind it at all." Derek said laughing. He thought Leo was a great boyfriend for Ashley. He wouldn't want another boy for Ashley to date anyway. He liked Leo, for he happened to be his favorite character from the show. Only Ashley knew this though.
"Leo has a girlfriend?" Raph asked laughing. Then everyone except Derek was laughing.
Leo and Ashley came out of the room at that instant, feeling humiliated.
"Raph, I dont find that funny." Leo said angrily. Ashley just stared at them, feeling grateful that her brother was not laughing at her. She still clung to Leo's hand. Leo grip on her hand tightened, and then he looked down at her. He
Maybe We're InsaneClouded heads full of negative thoughts.Maybe We're Insane7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Bashing every vile name at ourselves on the inside.
We call ourselves pathetic.
A disappointment at life.
Long nights thinking about whether we want to live.
Or rather just die already.
When everyday is the same.
We sleep for countless hours.
Only to wake back up to everything we've already encountered.
Everything we've already seen.
Everything we've already done.
Watching others enjoy life happy.
Through your own depressed eyes.
You want the happiness.
But that's just something we've tried.
Something that only seems temporary.
An emotion that just doesn't stick with us. As we do nothing but have continuous thoughts of our past.
People say walk forward and don't look back.
When we're just laying on the ground stuck in the past.
Wondering where things went wrong and how so fast.
Self diagnosed as depressed.
Though slowly starting to feel insane.
Good enoughAm i not good enough for you?Good enough4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What can i do to make me good enough
How deep must i cut tell i'm good enough
Who must i kill to be good enough
Why i'm i never good enough
Someone please take this knife and plunge it into my flesh over and over and over again
Carve me up tell someone will find me attractive
Cut me tell my blood drowns the world
Look at all the pretty red drops that fall from the sky
Look closely and you'll see all the faces of all the people who self harm inj the droplets
See the droplets feed the earth and grow the all the plants
Look, our pain, does help
Our daughterAshley and everyone else were excited. She was going to be having a baby soon and evryone was trying to bustle about, getting everything she was going to need. Ashley calmly rested on her bed, Leo next to her rubbing her back, and feeling their baby kicking lightly around in her stomach. Then one day, they all went to April's for a while to relax. Ashley sat on the couch relaxing. Then, Ashley felt wicked bad pains in her stomach and suddenly realized what was happening. She was two days due, and she started whimpering cinging in pain.Our daughter4 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Che che, are you ok?"Leo asked concerened, watching her whimper.
" No.I think the baby's coming. Oww."She lightly groaned out.
Amy and April quickly took her into a seperate room and shut everyone of the boys out except Leo. It wasnt unatural for the father to be with the mom during labor. Ashley groaned in pain, and Leo took one of her hands into his and clasped it, feeling her grip tighten around his hand. It was natural. She was trying to squeeze his
My Sudden DefeatMy Sudden Defeat4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Can you hear that?
The sound of my heart?
The sound of it breaking,
My heart, the one that turned to stone
Breaking my ribs,
Cutting into my lungs
Can you hear that?
The sound of my sobs?
Streaming down my cheeks
You broke me,
You finally broke me.
After all these years
Visions of us together
We made plans,
After all these years
You being so sweet
What brought on
My sudden defeat?
PainWhy do you take me in,Pain5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Show me warmth
And expect me not to burn?
In all my selfishness
I run eagerly to your exposed flame,
Watch as it dances happily; content,
Hiding your own distress behind a thick skin-
A beautiful mask.
Why, why, why
A repetitive drilling in my head,
Driving me insane at it's every sadistic knell.
I deserve not your warmth,
I warrant not your friendship,
I am fit for your hate; your scorn; your passion.
I, who adore you for yourself:
Your incandescent, unique nature-
The sparkle of your eyes at the mere mention of a thing you love-
Your excited mannerisms.
I, who would you take my life a thousand different ways had I the opportunity to offer it.
I, who would feel any emotion from you- so long as it were for selfish, old me.
TMNT Secret Santa 2011"Raphie~!"TMNT Secret Santa 20114 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The voice carried on through the lair, echoing into the dojo. The older turtle looked up as his baby brother came barrelling into the room, small candies falling from his arms. A tray was balanced in one arm, and a pile of sweets was carried in the other.
"Mike what're ya doin' in 'ere?" Raphael pulled back from the punching bag, the towel around his neck damp from sweat. He raised an eye ridge in question.
Mikey's grin split his face as he held the tray out to his brother. "Dude! You gotta try these, I just made them, and they are delish!"
Raph gave his brother a skeptical look, but moved forward at the delicious aroma that wafted from the offered tray. He looked over the freshly baked gingerbread cookies, carefully shaped into that of turtles. He glanced up at Mikey, an amused smirk pulling at his lips. "Really Mike?"
The grin on the younger's face just grew. "What? I think it's perfect. I already made ones of Casey, April and the others. Leatherhead's was hard, with
TrustI trusted youTrust4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You trusted me
We trusted them
You lied to many times,
To many that I don't know what to believe anymore
I can trust them
They can trust me
We trusted you
Now none of us can trust you
If we could all start off clean,
Maybe we could still be friends,
Maybe we could all trust each other,
And just be that crazy group of weirdos that no one likes
Never AgainNever again will i trust so willinglyNever Again4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Never again will allow someone to break me again
To bind me with chains to them
To let vines with thick thorns grow around my heart
To love so much
To be crushed again like another bug on the wall
My heart was long ago broken
There are so many pieces
I cant put it back together
Somebody help me
Somebody help me pick up the pieces
But nobody will
All that helps is the razor on my skin
The blood that drips drips drips
The drops turning to flower pedals floating in the wind
Why are they fading away?
Death comes on skeleton wings spread high
Freddy Says No : Cheer-Up Gift"What the fuck are you making?"Freddy Says No : Cheer-Up Gift5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"What kind of gift?"
I sigh and hang my head over my keyboard, before cracking my neck and glaring out the corner of my right eye. "The kind you give a sad friend! Now leave me alone, Krueger," I growl as I turn back to my small, but important, project, mumbling. "annoying pizza faced asshole."
The sound of something similar to metal nails across concrete was heard, followed by the sent of fire sparks. "Knock it off before ya burn down my dorm, asshole!" Slamming my hands on my desk, I turn and growl at the stripped sweater wearing asshole on my bed.
Freddy Krueger, standing on my bed and leaning against the wall in boredom, puffed his third cigarette of the evening as he grunted. "I'm fucking bored, kid," he jumped down from my bed and waltz around my small, but still a decent size, dorm room, poking through my roommates fridge, before slamming the door and jumping on the small fridge to throw himself up on her lofted bed, stomping all over it