Sweet Moment -Solkat.-YOU ARE NOW TALKING TO A RANDOM FUCKASS. SAY SOMETHING, ASSHOLE!Sweet Moment -Solkat.-3 years ago in Sketches More Like This
▼: OF ALL THE FUCKERS I COULD BE STUCK TALKING TO . . .
▼: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT CAPTOR?
▲: oh, kk, fiinally.
▲: hahaha, nii2e two 2ee your horriibly unplea2ant dii2po2iitiion fiinally.
▼: WAIT WHAT THE FUCK?
▼: YOU SOUND HAPPY
▲: quiite the oppo2iite, kk.
▼: WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SO HAPPY GOGDAMMIT
▲: ii've been 2earchiing thii2 gog-damned 2iite for you.
▼: WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU JUST TROLL ME ON TROLLIAN YOU DICKWAD?
▲: ii 2eem two have iincapa2iitated my2elf, ii dropped one of my throwiing 2tar2 on my arm and...well, iit'2 2tiill there.
▲: iit'2 bleediing pretty fuckiing badly two.
▼: FUCKING IDIOT
▲: ii would have trolled you on trolliian iif my fuckiing arm wa2n't bleediing everywhere.
▼: YOU CAN HANDLE A LITTLE BLOOD
▼: TOUGHEN THE FUCK UP
▲: a liittle, ye2.
▲: thii2 ii2 liike, the mother of
It doesnt matter nowHe sits right next to you and you can feel the warmth radiating from his body. He hasn't said anything and neither did you. You have nothing to say. Nothing that could possibly make up for anything you did. You cautiously glance over at him. The brown silk of his Hood is stained with red blotches of his own blood. You wonder what happned. You wonder how he managed to die after ascending to god tier. The thought of him dying twice makes your heart ache.It doesnt matter now3 years ago in Romance More Like This
The last thing you remember of him from your life is the shocked expression after you killed 2 of your best friends and blinded a third one. You can't say you're sorry for blinding Sollux. Because you are not. But you wouldn't mention it. It doesn't matter anyway.
You glance at his face. You can't tell what he is thinking nor what kind of expression that is. You hate seeing these white eyes. He used to be so expressive. His eyes. They could betray each and everyone of his emotions even if he was trying to actually hide them. Y
Silent BoyThere once was a child,Silent Boy2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Who never spoke a word.
He never changed his face,
Never cried when he got hurt.
Those dearest to him stood away,
They didn't know what to do.
And since they treated him in silence,
Silence became the only thing he knew.
As the years passed and he grew
He still remained the same,
Never speaking to anyone
And for that, no one ever came.
He was always picked on,
Someone always had something to say;
Either 'you are dead inside',
Or 'your life is wasted away'.
Through all the insults, the words,
The bruises, and the pain,
He tolerated it all, turned away,
He remained silent, he never changed.
His life kept getting worse.
He was no longer shown love,
He was just another silent boy
Who only deserved another shove.
No one ever showed sympathy.
No one saw that he was torn.
No one ever saw him as a person.
To them, he wasn't even born.
But he did learn how to feel,
The dormant feelings finally awoke.
The agony he felt towards their words,
The pain from the hits and words
the last poem i write about my depressioni want you to know that it took me yearsthe last poem i write about my depression1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
to figure out the worst part. cause, sure, there’s
so many bad parts, there’s so many moments
when dragging air through your mouth feels
like letting in all the water. your body becomes
your own battlefield, your mind—the most
ruthless enemy. it does not cut corners.
it will not spare you. it will leave
no summer-tinted memory untouched.
every exit sign looks like a suggestion.
if you ask someone if they are happy they will say yes
but they will not look you in the eyes.
you will never learn how to feel permanent.
you will drink grape juice and try to remember how it felt
to be holy. you will not think of yourself as wholly,
you are not complete. something vital is missing.
some dark monster has been feasting on you
when you lay down for sleep.
these are bad moments. these are scars that mar your skin
like tattoos that have too much meaning, like a map
of all the dirt roads you’ve walked down.
some days i can
That Taste On My Lips - AUstuck, EriKarIt wasn't the smell of the room that he disliked, or the humid air or the wet slick floors that just felt sort of slimy under his bare free as he walked along. When he leapt into the pool it wasn't the warmth of the water or the chemicals that sometimes burned his eyes if he didn't wear his goggles.That Taste On My Lips - AUstuck, EriKar3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It was the taste. You weren't supposed to drink the pool water, naturally, but sometimes it happened and you just couldn't help that. But it stayed on your lips, a salty residue that simply soaked into your skin, and he found himself spending a lot more time in the shower rooms sometimes than most probably needed to.
Eridan Ampora was a name synonymous with the swim team. He was the son of a man who had trained for Olympic swimming and now coached the high school swimming team. Swimming was his life, and he was determined to impress his own dream on Eridan, who, while good at swimming, preferred to read fantasy stories and write poetry (though he would never admit to either).
What could he
Solkat-movie snugglesSollux Captor sighed softly as he watched one of Karkat's dumb human romance movies with him. He huddled in the blanket and yawned; he was beyond bored by now, and wanted nothing more than to turn on a slasher flick and watch some dumbass humans get slaughtered like animals. He smirked at the thought, then looked over at Karkat. He was smiling a little and watching intently. Sollux had no idea whatsoever how the hell he was enjoying staring at people make out. "Hey, Karkle'th," He asked curiously, "Why do you like these 'thupid chick flick'th anyway?"Solkat-movie snuggles3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Karkat immediately glared daggers at him. "They are not stupid! They're amazing! And they're not chick flicks, they're for men and women!" He hugged his knees to his chest. "I don't know why I like them. I just do."
"'I don't know' i'th not an an'thwer." Sol responded cheekily. Karkat sighed. "You're a huge fuckass, you know that?"
Sollux grinned. "You remind me every day."
Karkat just glared at him. Then he sighed again and t
EriKar one-shotYour name is Karkat Vantas, and you can't breathe.EriKar one-shot3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
You don't remember how this happened, and at the moment you can't bring yourself to care. All you know is that your lungs are clenching in need of oxygen, that your arms and legs are useless in aiding you to the surface of the roiling water you're now submerged in. You don't even know which way is up.
You're drowning, and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it.
The river, lake, whirlpool, whatever it is, has got you caged and bound at the same time; the invisible currents in the dark water are preventing your limbs from moving the way you want them to, and bubbles are starting to force their way out of your nostrils and your mouth. You reach for those small pockets of air, desperately, but when your hand finally clenches around one it disperses into a million tiny bubbles, and they all skitter away from you faster than the rate you're being pulled down.
You grit your teeth in despair, the water around your eyes turning
Solkat--▲: what the fuck are you doiing? 2houldn't you be down on your knee2 wiith your mouth on my bulge2?Solkat--3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
▼: WHAT THE FUCK
▼: ARE YOU ON GAMZEE'S PIES OR SOMETHING?
▲: no, ii'm beiing completely 2eriiou2.
▲: perfectly 2ober.
▲: but ii need two be paiiled.
▼: YOU WANT TO BE PAILED BY SOMEONE RANDOM? WHY DON'T YOU HAVE YOUR MATESPRIT PAIL WITH YOU?
▲: ii don't have a fuckiing mate2priit dumba22.
▼: I THOUGHT YOU DID..
▲: really? and who the fuck would that be?
▼: ARADIA? OR FEFERI?
▲: who the fuck would be de2perate enough two be mate2priit wiith a freak liike me?
▲: hahaha, funny.
▲: why would eiither of them liike me liike that?
▼: ...WHY WOULD ANYONE BE DESPERATE TO BE MATESPRITS WITH YOU?
▼: I MEAN
▼: IT'S NOT LIKE I FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU
▲: becau2e ii'm a fuckiing freak.
▲: ii'm dii2gu2tiing.
▲: ii'm no where clo2e two
Eridan x Reader: Journal You slammed your journal shut and threw the pen across the room.Eridan x Reader: Journal2 years ago in Humor More Like This
No-one could ever know what you put in there. That pen could be some sort of clue. You chucked the journal behind the headboard of your bed. Only you could reach back there. You had the most wonderful invention ever, the dinosaur head-pick up-trigger-thing that you had no idea what its official name was. You stored that in hiding in your closet too. Once you filled that thing up, you'd throw it in a fire and watch it burn. Burn, you say. If anyone did see it, you'd stick a knife through their mouth so they could tell no-one.
You were very protective of your Journal. It held all your secrets and it was your best friend. Well, second best friend. Close second to Eridan. Oh yeah, Eridan. That guy. He was royalty compared to you, but then again he was nice enough to be buddies with a lower such as you. Your faithful journal told many wonderful tales about the se
To Grasp InfinityThere is a place that is known only to those who inhabit it and in the imagination of those who have read the tales, a mysterious and intriguing other world lying right underneath our noses. Though it is vast and without compare, there is but one place that our kind might be able to enter it. Those who have, have never been seen or heard from again.To Grasp Infinity2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
At the final moment of the sunset, when that great, red disk falls beneath the ocean for its nightly slumber, when the last sliver vanishes, it becomes possible to cross the line between sky and sea, into this other frame of space and time.
This other plane of being is divided into four parts, called Points, as in the four compass points. The one to the south lies beneath the surface of the Earth. In the north, there is the Point of the heavens and all celestial bodies that lie for beyond the star system that we are nestled within. To the east there is the Point known as the Point of the sun, the time cycles of day and Earthly sky patterns.
Roses Are Red -EriSol--caligulasAquarium [CA] began trolling twinArmageddons [TA]-Roses Are Red -EriSol-3 years ago in Romance More Like This
cA: Hey Sol
cA: Wwhats up?
Sollux's heart skipped a beat as soon as Eridan began trolling him. As much as he hated to admit it, he had a fondness for the highblood.
It was more than a fondness but he had never admitted the truth out loud and the truth was: Sollux Captor was truly madly deeply flushed for Eridan Ampora.
Never once had Eridan asked him to fill a quadrent and the mustard blood didn't know whether to be relieved or upset about this. Considering he has asked just about every other troll to do so he was completly crushed. Eridan considered them close enough to be morials but seeing as Sollux already had one, this wasn't official.
The Gemini knew he had to hide his feelings somehow and the easiest way to do this was to pretend he hated the troll. He had to pretend too often for his liking and it crushed him everytime he did so. Oh how he hated to pretend but did he have a choice? He certainly didn't think so.
Rejected [Solkat fluff]You sit at your desk, husktop placed in front of you. Seconds earlier, you sent Terezi a message over Trollian confessing EVERYTHING. And she shot you down like the sucker you are.Rejected [Solkat fluff]2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Your head is on your desk, hands placed on top, digging your fingers into your hair in frustration. GOD YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT! You've tried as hard as you can not to cry, but you couldn't. You had to let it out. You explode, crying your heart out. You were serious about Terezi... and she rejected you without even thinking about your feelings! You lean up and cover your eyes with your shaky hands, hoping to keep the tears from flowing. It's futile. They just keep coming and coming.
You hear a "bleep" from your husktop. You part your hands, wiping away the annoying tears so you could see what the hell he or she wants.
twinArmageddons [TA] began trolling carcinoGeneticist [CG]
TA: hey kk
TA: what2 up
You groan. You're not in the mood to deal with Sollux right now.
CG: SOLLUX LEAVE ME ALONE...
ERIKAR▲: hey thereERIKAR3 years ago in Drama More Like This
▼: WHAT IS IT AMPORA, I'M BUSY.
▲: oh wwell sorry kar i just wwanted to talk to the only person wwho actually talks to me but guess youre busy
▼: TALK ABOUT WHAT? IT ISN'T REALLY IMPORTANT, I'M JUST KINDA PISSED AT IT TOO. SORRY.
▼: THE THING, I MEAN.
▲: wwell i havve been havvin bad dreams
▼: OH.. THAT SUCKS. WHAT ABOUT, IF IT'S OKAY THAT I'M ASKING?
▲: wwell it scares me there is usually twwo guys standin ovver the guy that my perspectivve is in an its just figures a guys one is tall an has a greyish tint the other is shorter an has a yelloww tint an they beat me up sayin i wwont rise an they are about to hit my wwith some type a bat an i jolt awwake
▼: THAT'S TERRIBLE!
▲: it terrifies me kar
▼: IT'D TERRIFY ME IF I WERE HAVING THEM.
▼: AND IT'S RECURRING?
▲: yeah an it gets wworse evverytime
▲: an its wweird its like i wwake up sore from wwhere they hit me
▼: THAT'S DISTURBING.
Taking Scarlet Strides Part 1 (Humanstuck Davekat)WARNING: CHAPTER CONTAINS LARGE AMOUNT OF SWEARING.Taking Scarlet Strides Part 1 (Humanstuck Davekat)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Dave Strider was definitely not friendly. It was an obvious fact that just about all of his classmates understood about immediately. Despite having transferred to his school three weeks into junior year, he quickly settled into a standard routine of going through his monotonous day with little more than a few seconds worth of speech. But that all changed when he happened to bump into somebody, quite literally in fact, on his second week there.
An alarm rang, the digitally blinking face reading 5:15. A hand wormed its way out of the nest of blankets it’d been in, smacking blindly at the clock until it fell off of the nightstand.
“Fuck....” mumbled a bleary voice. The teenager sat up in his bed, rubbing at his eyes and leaning down, cracking open one ruby eye to search for the blaring electronic clock. His thin fingers brushed its wire, and he grabbed it quickly, yanking it up by the cord. He mashe
Shimeji!Japan x ReaderShimeji!Japan x Reader3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You are home alone with nothing to do. You sigh of complete and utter boredom. You rested a hand upon your cheek as you were searching for something to do on the Internet. You listened to one of your favorite *type of music* song as you were chatting with an online friend. You two were just talking about one of your favorite animes called Hetalia Axis Power/World Series. Your ultimate favorite character is the one called Japan or his human name, Kiku Honda. You have almost everything with him, posters, pictures, some drawings you made, and even as your wallpaper for your computer. Your friend has told you about this program that can put chibi versions of characters on your desktop called shimejis. Once you heard that there was a Japan shimeji, you got awfully excited and looked everywhere you could on the Internet. Your friend send you the things that you needed first to even have them working. You downloaded everthing that you needed and was all set to get your shimeji Japan. Once you
Taking Scarlet Strides Part 5 (Humanstuck Davekat)WARNING: CHAPTER CONTAINS MILD SWEARINGTaking Scarlet Strides Part 5 (Humanstuck Davekat)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Dave exited the noisy cafeteria, sighing in relief as he beat most of the noisy masses to the quiet hallways. Wait, what was that? He turned, looking up and down the hallway. That sounded like someone just got punched...
He snuck down the darker half of the hall, peering around the corner to see a group of taller boys surrounding someone else. He couldn’t make out the other person, but he knew it wasn’t a pretty sight. Fuck, what’d the nerd do to deserve that, huh assholes? Dave thought angrily, stepping around the corner and cracking his knuckles loudly. “Did your mommas never teach you not to pick on someone weaker than you? Oh, wait, I bet they dumped your sorry asses and went into prostitution. When I’ve finished with you, you’re gonna wish that you had, too,” he growled, glaring between the other three boys menacingly.
The largest one laughed. “Yeah, because
Taking Scarlet Strides Part 6 (Humanstuck Davekat)WARNING: CHAPTER CONTAINS MILD SWEARINGTaking Scarlet Strides Part 6 (Humanstuck Davekat)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“Dave?” The voice was familiar. John... Dave looked up, realizing he had been missing class. He stayed silent.
“Mr. Moore sent me to find you. What happened? I passed Karkat on the way down here--he looked kinda upset... and where are your shades?”
“John...” Dave said quietly, “I really screwed up....”
John looked down at the blonde solemnly. “What did you do, Dave.”
Karkat pressed his back against the wall, hugging his knees to his chest. There was only one flickering bulb in his supply closet, and it looked ready to burn out. His thoughts wandered to those familiar scarlet eyes, and his rapid breath caught in his throat. He swallowed, closing his own eyes and pushing his face to his knees. “I’m so fucking stupid.... why did I....” he muttered quietly, trailing off as the bulb finally died out. He lifted his head and looked around anxiously
ThinkingFrom this sky falls only rain,Thinking2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hidding all the shedded tears,
Yet, no matter my immense pain,
My world is covered in fears.
Even if I weep,
From my eyes so hollow,
I will forever keep,
My sadness, my sorrow.
Those people only know to mock,
Though the ground on which I had lain,
I bounded by a lock,
Tied to my tight, tight chain.
Beyond the stormy seas,
A hope that will perhaps mend,
The reason for my pleas,
As I am tired to pretend.
Things I don't understand,
Haunting my thoughts with confusion,
Thing hanging by a strand,
Always so fragile, a mere delusion.
Taking Scarlet Strides Part 4 (Humanstuck Davekat)WARNING: CHAPTER CONTAINS A MINIMAL AMOUNT OF SWEARINGTaking Scarlet Strides Part 4 (Humanstuck Davekat)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Karkat stared up at Dave, eyes wide. The blonde had him pinned against the wall, an arm casually thrown up just above the brunette’s head. He looked down at the shorter boy, impassive and expressionless. “Karkitty,” Dave said, obviously waiting for an answer.
Karkat blinked, panic flaring in his brown eyes. “I... I just--”
“No, it didn’t bother me. I actually thought it was kind of cute. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have classes to attend.” Dave clenched his jaw and backed off, walking stiffly to his next class.
The brown-haired boy watched the blonde walk away. His shoulder tingled where Dave’s fingers had grasped it, and he reached up slowly to brush the feeling away.
Still somewhat shell-shocked, Karkat turned and walked the opposite direction, off to his own class.
Dave sat down in his seat well before the bell rang. A blonde girl was seated next to
REINCARNATED (SOLKAT FANFIC OF BOREDOM)REINCARNATED (SOLKAT FANFIC OF BOREDOM)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You feel your heart skip a beat at the sight of your best friend, just across the street from you. Without thinking, you start walking towards him, forgetting that cars existed. You saw his normally grumpy expression turn into one of horror as the sound of a car horn blared. You turned your head towards the sound and saw a car coming full speed towards you. You froze in fear. Suddenly, you saw a black blur and felt something knock into you and knock you across the street and into the sidewalk. "What jutht happened-" You stopped mid sentence when, out of the corner of your heterochromatic eyes, you saw red. And not just like a little. There was a lot. And it was all over the body of your friend. "KK!!!" you shouted and ran over to where he was sprawled out on the road. "KK are you okay?! KK!!" you said hurriedly and moved his hair off his blood stained face. He was struggling to keep his eyes open and he moved his head to face you, but he wasn't looking at you. He was lo