Tired - amusedtangerineTired - amusedtangerine12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm tired of saying "I'm sorry"
I'm tired of hearing "you owe me"
I'm tired of misunderstandings leading to
him being mad at me for stupid shit
I'm tired of feeling used
I'm tired of bringing it on myself
I'm tired of causing so much pain
I'm tired of not trying in things that ought to matter
And I'm sick of trying to heal people that don't want to get well
I'm sick of trying to fix people
That I secretly know I can't.
I'm tired of living my life day to day and not getting anywhere
I'm sick of the cycles my life follows
I'm tired of living within my restraints
And I'm sick of being too lazy to break free of them
I'm sick of being apathetic
I'm sick of not caring and I'm sick of caring
I don't want to be in this life
I want to be someone else
I'm tired of self-destructing
I want to live.