One day...I don't understand...
Why do I live?
The only thing I'm good at is to make people sad or angry..
I hate everything...
I am always crying, I hate it!
I would do anything to just be normal...
I want to be normal..
But, I'm not normal.
I cut in myself so all the pain from inside is gone.
It feels good to have the pain on my skin instead in my heart.
Is that normal?
No, it's not normal to cut on myself so I can feel good.
It's not normal to make my father angry and my mother sad..
Sometimes just want to leave this place.
I just want to take a knife and end my and other's suffering.
But, I just can't..
I can't leave my family.