Drug Addict. (A7X) I need my fix..Drug Addict. (A7X)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I have to get it..
I'm an addict..
I can't help it..
I paced back and fourth, needing the heroin that I always got from the dealer down the street. Ever since he got caught by the cops I've slowly been going insane.
I need it..
I ran into my kitchen, desperately searching for the jack that made me forget about the drugs. Jack.. it's like my holy water, but it wouldn't last as long as I needed it too.. Damn it.. someone help me..
Is that it..?
My Chemical RomanceNow that you're gone,My Chemical Romance3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't know what to do
Whether I'm happy or sad,
I still think of you
You saved so many people
You gave so much too
But now that I think of it
I've realized what I have to do
Carry on your memory
Never let anyone forget it
(Though i don't think forgetting is possible)
You helped so many
You gave some a reason to live
Even if you're gone
Things will always be the same
I love My Chemical Romance
And believe me, that will never change
But now it's our turn to do something for you
I have to say, "Thank you"
If it wasn't for you
I wouldn't be me
You taught so many it's okay to be you
No matter what anyone says
Or even what they do
All your fans know to be true
You are definatly my idols
And millons of other's too
But now that the kings are gone
I just need to say
There will always be room in my heart
Room for the Brutal,Beautiful,Innocent,Childish,Miserable,X Rated,Harlequin,Scandalous, Selfish,Watercooler,
And last but will never least
A lovely SuicideShe looks in the mirror and closes her eyes,A lovely Suicide3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
She tries to smile but it's just a disguise.
A tear rolls down her cheek,
She can barely take a peek.
She runs her hands gently over her face,
Her fingers touch her scars with grace.
She wipes her eyes and hides her inner,
She just wants to be thinner.
She collapses next to the toilet seat,
She throws up everything that's sweet.
The voice in her head,
Tells her she's better off dead.
It's time for her to go,
Nobody will ever know.
Another tear rolls,
Her head rests on the toilet bowl.
It's time for her to escape the pain,
She can take no more disdain.
Nothing will ever be the same,
Everything was just a game.
A knock on the door that isn't heard,
Her eyes are watery and blurred.
She gasps her last breath.
The next closest thing, death.
She thought she wanted to be saved,
But really an ending is all she craved.
She sat silently struggling to survive,
In the end, she didnt want to be alive.
Her phone rings, bring bring.
The razor makes her wri
Time OverTime and time over again,Time Over3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just when I'm about to reach the point of,
The version of reality that I think i can find peace in.
You come and take it away from me,
You take what's broken and break it again,
Eventually I'm going to be running out of glue,
You'll break the broken me.
Once you get to that point,
I suppose I wont care anymore,
So I suppose a congradulations will be in order,
You've managed to kill my free spirit.
I hope you're happy,
Now that my days are awashed in pain,
And I hope you know,
I dont think I'll forgive you again.
Aren't you supposed to be one of the few people in the world,
Who is supposed to care for me,
And look out for me no matter what?
So, why are you doing this to me?
Can't you tell,
I can't take this anymore,
So maybe I'll finally surrender,
And lose myself.
Perhaps once this happens,
I wont hurt anymore,
Maybe in a twisted way,
I'll find my peace.
But for now,
These tiny b
Forever And Always - Ch 6Forever And Always - Ch 63 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Seems much more money than from our last raid the year before, Jesse." Wood said as he placed the bag full of cash right infront of the on a cigar sucking outlaw.
Jesse looked at it, digging his right hand into the bag and feeling the bills touching his fingers.
Charley watched him closely, hoping he did a good job with emptying the safe. He was pretty eager doing so and haven't paid much attention what he was stuffing into it.
"What are we doing with currencies, Charley?" Jesse suddenly asked and seemed to stop moving for a moment. Looking to his friend who gazed at him with big and innocent eyes. Charley shrugged his shoulders while hearing the chuckle of Wood in the background and seeing Jesse smiling softly.
The outlaw looked at some bills which were worthless, but luckily Charley put more stuff worth the raid into the bag than things which were of no value.
Grinning a little unsure Charley scratched his neck, knowing it was a kind of embaressing situation. "I... Umm... Nothing."
The Blade.The blade, its a demon.The Blade.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With its sharp knife like edge.
One slash on my wrist, and then its done and over with.
Just let the blood seep out.
Then clean up the mess.
Get rid of the pain, is that what it'll do?
Maybe make you feel stronger?
But no, the blade is a demon.
It makes you feel weak, and dead from the start.
Though you are neither, the blade will tear you apart.
Stay away from the blade, for you see.
It inhabits your body, it takes over thee.
Though you feel its much needed think of it like this.
You are strong, and brave already.
There is no need for it.
You can make it through each day.
And it will all get brighter.
Fight that demon.
Burn it with fire.