Dear anorexiaWhat have you done to her?Dear anorexia3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
How did you make her act
Make her do these things to herself
Made her skip her meals
Made her throw
What little she'd eaten
Denying her hunger
Living in it
Living with it
Excusing her way out of eating
Feigning being sick
Not to eat
Not to get fat
Weighing herself all the time
Yearning for the lesser pounds
Making herself loose them
One by one
Lying to others
Hiding her illness
Being too sick already
To see it herself
But it's too late now
She's too lost in it
Not wanting help
Not knowing she needs it
She's ending up
Where she never expected to be
Where she somehow already knew
She's lying in the hospital bed
At the border of starvation
Not denying it
But at the same time
More depressed that ever
Lost in her emotions
Not wanting to break free
Not allowed to
By her mind
Loosing every single
How did this happen?
What have you done?
Where is this happ
NorwayxReader B103 Ch. 1You were followed through the door by your parents and a nurse. Why were you even here? Did they ever listen to you? No. You send your mom a death glare, she just smiled at you like you were some little kid.NorwayxReader B103 Ch. 14 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Parents, you thought.
The nurse was talking but you really didn't pay attention, because you didn't care, you weren't going to be here for long anyway. You let your eyes wander and soon met the most beautiful blue eyes you'd even seen. They seemed sad, but there was something else, hope? You didn't get more time to think, because the nurse went in the way and broke your moment with this mysterious person. You were led to your room, and when you were left alone, because the nurse needed to talk with your parents in private, it was first then you realized that you'd only seen the person's eyes, nothing else. Now how where you going to find this interesting person again? Just go around and look everyone in the eyes? No, what were you thinking? This was ridiculous, you couldn't do that
Why anorexiaWhy must IWhy anorexia3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Throw up at any given chance?
Why must I
Skip every meal I can?
Why must you
Be such a dominant part of me?
Why must you
Do this to me?
Why must they
Think something is wrong?
Why must they
Assume I'm sick?
Why must you
Grand me this power
Why must you
Make me loose reality
Why must I
Always wish for the lower pounds?
Why must I
Always reach them and want less
Why anorexia, why?
Aren't I good enough for you?
What is it you with for?
What is it you are trying to achieve?
Dear anorexia, please leave me alone.
Color rapeYellowColor rape3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As the shirt she was previously wearing,
Which was now on the floor
Forced from her body
As the burning blush on her face
Spreading like a contagious disease
Over her pretty little face
Full of embarresment
As the color of the hicky
forming at her neck
And the bruises
Cover her little body
As her innocent eyes
Filled with horror
Dreaming away from the pain
As the shirt of the man
Doing this to her
And as the ocean
She can glimpse
As the blood
Floating from her body
Gathering in a pool
Green as the hope
NorwayxReader B103 Ch. 2Do you know it when everything is just being odd? Out of order? That how things are now. Right now. They'll probably soon go back to normal, but right now they are just plain odd. This was probably the reason why you were even sent here in the first place. Something had to be wrong, it was just so hard to see.NorwayxReader B103 Ch. 24 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
It always were. So nobody asked, not even the once supposed to, -the nurses. They couldn't see anything. So many years working with kids like this and they couldn't even see it. Pathetic. But I guess it was to be expected, it always was.
But right now you needed to concentrate on something else, to get you on other thoughts. Why was the clock suddenly so loud? When did it even start making a sound? You hadn't heard it before. How odd.
But then again, things were odd.
You couldn't leave your room. No way that was going to happen. Never in your life. Not right now anyway. Or some other time when your thoughts were racing somewhere far ahead. Not caring enough to stop up and wait.
I'm fightingI'm fightingI'm fighting3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
my own rules
to stay i touch
to be me
love as light as a featherNorway turned his tired gaze upwards to the sky, not at all bothered but the snow lightly falling on his face and in his half-closed eyes.love as light as a feather4 years ago in Romance More Like This
The sky was awefully gray, he noted, the sun not shining, or even seen. Not that it was often this time at the year. This was standard weather. Nothing more, nothing less.
Denmark sat looking into the see, seeing the gray sky reflecled by the still glassy water, watching the clouds that currently let water fall, nonstop. He was drenched to the bone, not that he even cared, only one thing, one person was on his mind. The person he loved more than everyone else. The one.
But the one had left him, apparently he wasn't good enough, not for 'him'. But he understood it perfectly well, no one was as perfect as him, he didn't deserve him. But he just couldn't imagine a life without his light, his only real sorce of happyness.
But he loved him enough to let him go. He was a wild bird, not tame. He couldn't be held in a cage, or in a relationship for that mat
The little girlI see her stand there in the sunThe little girl3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
radiating everything but happiness
the rain would have suited her better
though right now the sun is shining
She's just standing there
All by herself
A scar that'll never fade
Is running down her neck
Others are there
Though you can't see them
Most are in her soul
On her little body
But what is she waiting for?
Who is going to pick her up?
Who wants the little girl next?
A car is driving by the corner
You just stand there
Wanting to run over
And grab the girl
But she's taken from your sight
Forever alone in her soul
Single player of her children's games
Toy in the adult's games
Will she ever break free?
Iceland X Reader - SnowIceland X Reader - Snow4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Iceland X Reader
One day, you decided to hang out with your Scandinavian friends: Mathias, Lukas, Tino, and Berwald.
''Ah, _________ you came! I'd like you to meet someone~'' exclaimed Mathias as you walked through the doors. He pulled someone aside. ''This is Emil~ Hope you two can get familiar~'' this guy had white-blondish hair and his eyes were a cute purple. He has such an innocent look on his face, you just couldn't resist blushing.
''H-hello!'' you said quickly averting your eyes from his. '' hi ''
''My name's ________, it's nice to meet you!'' you talked very quickly as you gave out your hand. He took your hand slowly and shook hands with you. Your heart dropped and as soon as you felt it, you knew you liked him. You averted your eyes and stared right at his hair. ''I-I like your hair '' you said softly. ''T-thank you .''
Norwayxreader B103 chapter 3You woke up, not knowing where you were, something was off, this wasn't your room, the windows wasn't supposed to be there. Where were you?Norwayxreader B103 chapter 34 years ago in Romance More Like This
Oh yeah, right. You remembered. Falling back onto the bed you let out a sigh. You really couldn't sleep, but they didn't need to know that, you'd rather be left alone. So when the door opened when they night nurse came to check on you, you just pretended to be asleep.
After about half an hour you were pretty bored, and tired of not being able to sleep. You decided to get up and out and look at Lukas's door. You really didn't have anything else to do, or so you told yourself.
The door was to the right of the door opposite yours. The sign on the door was written by Lukas himself in dark and light blue fine lines. Wow, you though, it was really pretty. When you were done observing the sign you discovered that the door wasn't even closed, it was ajar, with a towel on the handle, so it couldn't close all the way. Were you allowed to do that? Huh, you di
NorwayxReader B103 Ch. 6The rest of the meal went on in silence. Either nobody dared to say anything, or they had nothing to share. You assumed it might very well be the latter. Nobody seemed interested in commenting on your little stunt earlier. And you were thankful for that. The last thing you wanted right now was to be humiliated in front of the boy. You had just met him, and not even formally, and he already meant the world to you.NorwayxReader B103 Ch. 63 years ago in Romance More Like This
You didn't want to break the silence, but you had to talk to the guy at some point. You couldn't just go around looking at him continuously. You had to say something. But what? You hadn't even though about that yet. What and idiot you were. You couldn't just go up to the boy and have nothing to say, that'd just be awkward.
You sighed, acquiring a look from the nurse. You just shook your head. There was absolutely nothing wrong. And you had no idea whether you were being sarcastic or not, because you had acquired some serious problems with this boy in the picture. Problems you
Catatonia.Time stopsCatatonia.3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Wanting you to stay
Like this forever.
Touch is felt
Is still there
Like nothing happened
Sound is there
You can hear them
But do nothing.
Voice is frozen
in an inner scream
not to answer
forever like this.
in all eternity.
As long as it lasts.
DenNor Fanfiction part 1I was in my high school's music room playing my violin when I heard the door behind me open.I stopped playing and turned around to see who it was. "Oh,it's just you Matthias." I said as I put my violin away.He gave me his signature grin and approached me. "You didn't have to put your violin away you know." He said.I turned around to look at him,my face was hiding emotions as usual. "I was done playing.What are you doing here anyways?" I asked.Things were silent for a moment,then Matthias smirked. "Hey Lukas,do me a favor and go on a date with me." He said/asked without hesitation.I stared at him for a few seconds before hitting the top of his head with my fist (but not too hard). "Don't say stupid things like that." I said.He was oblivious to what had happened,but he understood that he was turned down (I could tell).He then grabbed my wrists and backed me up against the wall with my hands on either side of my head. "Lukas,I was being serious.Please go on a date with me." He asks again.DenNor Fanfiction part 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
DenNor - Behind the blue blindsThis is a songfic, but I don't expect you to know the song, since it's Danish. Norway is the narrator, Denmark is the mysterious guy.DenNor - Behind the blue blinds3 years ago in Romance More Like This
He stood there again, looking at me with those deep blue interested eyes, that'd never leave me, when I drove by on my bike, almost every day. He was just around the corner, waiting for me, watching me. I see him from behind the blue blinds, with my big blue eyes. Watching him.
Why is he standing there? Why is he looking up here, I wonder? Why is it I'm standing here looking down? What is so special about this mysterious person?
I cycle by him often. Pretending I'm not seeing him. Smiling to friends and acquaintances. Continuing my life, without him. But never forgetting him, because he's always there. Never misses a day. Where is his life? Am I it?
Also back in April, when I was picked up, he'd stand there. Like he didn't care that I even saw him. He just stood there. Stood there and observed me. I wonder what he was even doing there? Maybe he was a
Norway - Reader - Two BirdsNorway X Reader Two BirdsNorway - Reader - Two Birds4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Even as a small talk man, you knew Lukas more than others would have. You had a feel for him; you had become fond of him. From his eyes, to his slick hair you loved everything about him. One day, you took his hand and told him the truth. You released your feelings to his ears. When you stopped he finally grinned at you. ''I love you too '' his voice was low and your face, red hot.
One day, he took you by the hand and asked you to go out with him. You smiled with your face hot red and accepted. You both hugged and he gave you a small kiss on your forehead. By that time, you knew love before your eyes. Soon you both got married.
Throughout the days, your relationship with him has been collapsing and you felt as if he didn't really mean what he says. ''Oh, would you like to come with me?'' you gave him a weak smile turn
NorwayxReader - Sparkles Chapter 2Sparkles Chapter 2NorwayxReader - Sparkles Chapter 24 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You sighed, wiping the tears away with your sleeve. If only you looked at it when you were younger, everything would be different. At least you still kept in touch with Denmark and Sweden.
Getting out of your seat, you walked over to your home phone. You picked it up and automatically dialed Denmark's cell phone number.
You waited for him to pick up the phone while tapping your foot impatiently.
"Hello? ________, is that you?" Denmark's voice filled your ears. He sounded just like he did in school, but more mature.
"Um, yeah. It's me. You still keep in touch with the other Nordics, right?"
"Of course. I'll get Norway for you" he said, knowing what you wanted. You could tell that he still used that signature smirk like at school.
"No, no, no! Could I come over to see you or something? Please?" you pleaded.
"Sure! I invited everyone to come for a reunion, so you get to see everyone! I'll see you there. Bye" And with that, the Dane turned off his phone.