Inside my mindShould I try to talk to other people?Inside my mind7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Yes I should try it.
What could go wrong?
Ok just walk over there.
All I'm going to say is hello and introduce myself.
What is this feeling?
What is this feeling in my throat?
It feels like my voice is locked in a box.
I cannot speak.
I'm starting to get a little scared.
Why is this happening?
Where is the key to this box?
Oh no I'm starting to look scared!
They are all looking at me.
Their gazes are piercing right through me!
Making my heart beat faster.
I'm causing a scene.
Please look away!
My throat and chest feels tight.
I can't focus, all sounds are blurring away.
My mind is in panic!
I can't move!
All I can do is stare at the ground.
Someone is asking if something is wrong.
I can't speak.
Everyone is looking at me!
Their stares make it worse.
I'm trapped inside my mind.
I've got to find the key to the box.
But I cannot reach it, it is too far back in my mind.
About five minutes later I'm calm.
A friend as
Thousands of tears were shed that dayThousands of tears were shed that dayThousands of tears were shed that day8 months ago in Personal More Like This
Bombs fell from the sky
Tress smashed to bits like toothpicks
Fire raced across the valley
Then they came
Marching on with emotionless faces
Admiring what they had done
They only showed disappointment
None were in shock or fear
Just empty shells that souls were once inside
All the citizens wanted revenge
But their spirits were shattered to bits so small
It would be impossible for them to be glued back together
A quiz to see if you might be able to be a builderBE A BUILDER ON XYZ! Take this quiz and we may consider you for a minecraft server XYZ Craft 3.0! Now this quiz makes you have a better chance to be considerd to be a builder, if u get a 100 you will NOT get to automatically be a builder. Welp wanna take the quiz? here ya go: http://www.quizyourfriends.com/take-quiz.php?id=1304072028405782A quiz to see if you might be able to be a builder9 months ago in Personal More Like This
The Kanto StartersHave you ever wondered why gen 1 pokemon were so similar ?The Kanto Starters9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Well in fact that is because they are from 1 ancient pokemon,who went extinct.
Just like animals today this reptile pokemon lived in water,
But trough evolutions this reptile went out of water.
From the first reptile that came out of the sea to live on land, some of these reptiles till refereed to live sear the sea. So like they wished, they did. This kind of pokemon trough history became from a fully aquatic to an amphibian pokemon. This kind of pokemon lived near, and in, sees, rivers, lakes, oceans and similar lands with quite some water.
Trough history the ones that lived in lands near rivers and oceans got extinct. So the only ones that survived were the ones who could evolve rapidly and into better and stronger pokemon, but the majority did not succeed, therefore the remaining ones were forced to live in ship wrecks.
But Arceus rewarded them for their fighting spirit. Since they lived in ship wrecks there were ca
. . . Wierdest Conversation Ever. That I had with Cleverbot. This is copied and pasted, so it might look funny.. . . Wierdest Conversation Ever.3 months ago in Personal More Like This
User: I know where you sleep.
User: In the cosmo. XD.
Cleverbot: How it's there?
User: The cosmo has the universe in it. It's a sientific space term.
Cleverbot: That's a big context.
User: You don't say?
Cleverbot: I do say.
User: That was a meme.
Cleverbot: I don't understand.
User: You know? The 'You don.
User: You know? The 'You don.
Cleverbot: You're the one that thinks America is heaven, I can't help that.
User: I made a typo. I was going to type, 'You know? The 'You don't say' face from rage comics.' And I don't think America is heaven.
Cleverbot: Government is control, therefore whatever is in control is the government, how could the public not think so?
User: That has nothing to do with heaven.
Cleverbot: You asked about dinosaurs.
User: When did I ask that? And what do din
Devious Journal EntryTT: Yo i know i haven't been here in a few days but i will be expecting to be posting some pictures from when I went to cincy comic con. it was real fun, i went as troll caliborn and i met an equius, fem dave and bro, karkat, eridan, sollux, and more, but yeah, there were some great cosplays.Devious Journal Entry3 months ago in Personal More Like This
TT: If only a certain someone wouldnt have ditched on going to it with me.
TT: It would've been 10xs more fun.
I Sometimes Hate This...I hate it when someone calls off work and my manager asks me to stay for an extra few hours just for coverage... sure, I get some extra hours but at the same time, I just wanna come home... plus this coworker of mine has been calling off work a lot lately and she may end up getting fired. Oh well... at least I got my 40 hours in for this week and they can't ask me to cover again until next week because I'm not allowed to go over 40 Still... I just didn't feel like doing shit today and luckily I didn't really have to do much of anything...I Sometimes Hate This...3 months ago in Personal More Like This
That... and I still need to find another place to move to. It's ridiculous how much they charge a month for studio apartments. $500.00 a fucking month for a studio (not even a one bedroom). To me that's just ridiculous... lol. I can't really get into the low income apartments because there's such a long waiting list just to get into one to where it's a 6+ month waiting list just to get into a 2 bedroom (me and my bf aren't allowed into any ot
Rose's Weekly Rage: Mental DisordersTHIS IS A FUCKING RANT... AGAIN. THIS IS JUST PISSING ME OFF TO THE EXTREME AND I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT! AGAIN, IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEMS WITH MY PERSONAL OPINIONS, DON'T FUCKING COMMENT! THIS IS HOW I PERSONALLY FEEL AND I HAVE PERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH THIS SO JUST FUCKING DEAL WITH IT! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE.Rose's Weekly Rage: Mental Disorders3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I HAVE RIDDEN THE MIGHTY MOON WORM!
Lol good for you, Rose XD
Ok, back to the main subject... I fucking hate it when people say that they have a fucking mental disorder and they use it as an excuse to act the way they do. Let me tell you why this fucking pisses me off.
I FUCKING WORK AT AIRES, WHICH IS A SPECIAL PROGRAM IN THE STATE OF ARIZONA WHERE I GET TO WORK WITH, GUESS WHAT? PEOPLE WITH DISORDERS AND MENTAL DISABILITIES TO HELP THEM LIVE HEALTHIER AND HAPPIER LIVES!
GUESS WHAT??? I'VE SEEN AND WORKED WITH THESE PEOPLE WHO HAVE AUTISM, WHO ARE CONSIDERED MENTALLY CHALLENGED, AND OTHER S
Concerning then friends in my pageHello there my children l3Concerning then friends in my page3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Am sorry to say that from now on I will only be keeping my best friends in my page, the ones I really do know and trust and know coos honestly there are a lot of people I keep in my page that I almost never even talk to...
I don't want to hurt anyone and becomes you won't be there DOCENT mean your not my friend, pls I ask that you don't feel bad, and be understanding, coos lets be honest, do u consider someone you never even talk to anymore a best friend? Yes still considered a friend but... Pls don't feel bad, I just have way to many peeps there and I want a smaller box to... -sighs- sorry if I do make you feel bad tho it's really not my intention.
~ The Sorcerer's Dragon ~I'm still getting a lot of messages from other people with questions about my book, The Sorcerer's Dragon, Book 1: Fire in the Armageddon Series. I've gotten messages like, "Wow, you've written a book?", "Is this getting published?", "When did you write this?" And so on and so forth.~ The Sorcerer's Dragon ~3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I've been working on this book since I was fourteen years old. I originally wrote the entire novel in a month with about 336 pages to start with, but I've spent 8 years editing and trying to make it as perfect as I possibly can for publication. I just recently signed a contract with Whiskey Creek Press back in January of 2013 to have this book finally published as an ebook download for the kindle. I'm not sure what they're going to set it for as the price yet, but I at least know now that it will be published in February of 2014.
If anyone wants to read what I have so far for the book, you can find all the chapters here:
However, as soon as it starts g
Random Features :)I figured that since as of late I've been getting a lot of pageviews, which is really awesome, I thought I could do some random features for some people I think who deserve them and who should get a lot more attention for their artwork I'm thinking of featuring like maybe 3 people a week or so to share with you guys of 3 pieces from their gallery that I really likeRandom Features :)3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I was also thinking of creating a special widget customization box to where if you guys donated a certain number of points that you could be featured there for a certain amount of time (I'm thinking for at least a forever feature for 100 ). Let me know if you guys would like that or not
Commission Do's and Don'tsOk, so, I just recently commissioned somebody...and after seeing how they did everything (not the art) I uh...I'm just gonna post a list of Do's and don'ts.Commission Do's and Don'ts3 months ago in Personal More Like This
1. Do Be Polite to your client, Don't be rude/snippy to them (even if they get on your nerves)
2. Do send them wip's, so they know how it is going. Don't do the whole thing at once, then get mad when they ask you to change something.
3. Do link the commissioner to the finished piece. Don't expect them to search through your gallery everyday for it.
4. Do make sure to ask lots of questions about what they want. Don't just go off of vague information.
5. Do re-dos for them (small, not huge ones) Don't refuse to edit the work at all (they are nice enough to commission you for art)
6. Do work on the commission whenever you can, Don't procrastinate!
7. Do request a fraction of the payment, if the commissioner doesn't like the commission at all. Don't let them walk away scott-free!
8. Do try to do the art to the be
Speak, Mad Woman!First, I would like to say thank you to all of my new watchers for watching me I gained like 200+ watchers in the last few days, which is awesome! Even though it's through the :icondahub:, I still really do appreciate you guys sticking around and checking out my gallerySpeak, Mad Woman!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Second... I'm finally glad that my work week is over again and I get the next 3 days off (well, more like nights since I work at night XD), which is awesome and I plan to relax until I have to go back to work on Saturday evening XD I'll try and get some more artwork done, I know that I haven't done a lot. I kinda lost my creative streak that I had going on for a while... hopefully it'll come back I really do hate artist's block >.<'
Third, I've had many people ask me if I take requests. I do not accept requests anymore (there was once upon a time when I used to take art requests but that was a long time ago, like when I first started on DA and when I was more
Help with a new storyhey guys, i need help/suggestions for a new story idea i'm playing around withHelp with a new story3 months ago in Personal More Like This
it's a two-part genre that i've never written before (either genres really) and i was wondering if anyone could help me
the genres are steampunk and alien encounter/alien history
i'll be in my chatroom if anyone wants to talk to me further about my story, and for those of you who can't make it tonight i'll be in my chatroom again tomorrow (probably starting in the afternoon, and continuing until i have to fix supper, and then again in the evening)
here is the link to my chatroom, anyone can join
EDIT: forgot to mention that this is a somewhat post-apocalyptic world, though i'm still playing around with the concept (open for debate) and is told from the aliens perspective (mostly because it is sort of the history of this humanoid alien race)
EDIT #2: this story will be posted here on DA and will be multiple chapters
Halloween crapshmmmmHalloween craps3 months ago in Personal More Like This
I think I will go as kurloz makara for Halloween ; v;
yay I cant wait to get candy I am in desperate need of replenishing my stash
//you are never too old to go trick or treating
who is gonna go trick the treat this year?
and what're y'all going as?
Will Remove This. Very Soon.Please, if you don't like sad journals, just go away now. I'm not going to take hate about me being upset, I'll get over it, but right now it's kind of bothering me. So, like I said, GO AWAY if you don't like these kind of journals. I'm NOT asking for pity. I'm giving my opinion.Will Remove This. Very Soon.3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Okay. Here goes.
I just visited a page today, and the deviant joined 7 months ago. I looked at her watchers, and she has... *shudders* 720. -sighs- 720. It just... It really upsets me when someone has been on for a much shorter time than I have and they have hundreds of watchers. Those like *Apofiss I understand, Apofiss has been on 7 years and she has amazing art, but... 7 months and 720 watchers..? It makes me feel like my hard work isn't that good. It makes me feel like I'm not good enough to be on this website. Like no one but my friends care. Like there's no one out there to hear you if you need help...
I'll get over this... Probably tomorrow... Just ignore this, I'll delete it soon. I'm kind of in a
One Bullet"My legs are dangling off the edgeOne Bullet3 months ago in Personal More Like This
The bottom of a bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
Gone too far, yeah I'm gone again
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin
I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my mama found my letter, now she's calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my
5,000 Watchers and Some Stuff From My Rant :)First, thank you for the 5,000 watchers I appreciate it everyone5,000 Watchers and Some Stuff From My Rant :)3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Second, I have a couple of people wanting to discuss more of my rant from my previous entry, which I have no problem doing. I just apologize if it takes me a while to answer back because 1) I would like to think of a good way to answer you guys and 2) things are a little hectic on my end so I'm usually on and offline throughout the day, especially with the fact that I may be moving to another place soon (like in a few weeks or so), so again, my apologies if I don't answer right away
I'm hererererereSo I got grounded for some more extra days! Fucking perfect!I'm hererererere3 months ago in Personal More Like This
But I don't care anymore because it's over now.
Ugh I felt so lazy not being able to animate, but at least I got a lot of traditional work done that I might as well remaster and upload. I didn't work on the plots though, was too lazy/upset.
I'm so happy that I got my computer back now, so back to work I guess. But I gotta get used to my tablet calibrations again, since its been like a week since I used it. I have to doodle random things before I get going on my animation, you have to have perfect lines when you draw in flash or it's a really frustrating experience. Gonna take a break from animating my Na Na Na AMV for a few days, but don't fret. It won't take too long.
Shouting Out!Just gonna feature a few people in this journal, because they are awesome and if you haven't already, GO WATCH THEM >:VShouting Out!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
All six of these people are awesome in their own way, not just art, so go and check them out!
Or my Rainbow Light Dragon will blind you and have you as a snack *wink wonk*
In MourningIn MourningIn Mourning4 months ago in Personal More Like This
An Un expected Tragedy
Occured this Evening
The Youngest of my Family
Unicorn my White Guinea Pig
Died of unknown Causes
Since my Husband and I
Can not have Human Children
Our children are Furry and Scaley
MAY THE SWEET GODDESS BLESS HIS PASSING
I'm starting to lose interest in this siteI really am. Nothing new is happening.I'm starting to lose interest in this site4 months ago in Personal More Like This
I don't talk to a lot of people anymore, it's getting boring now.
I'm not leaving, but I'll just be away.
And some of you guys are really unoriginal with your profiles, just sayin. Make something that is your own, make it yours, not the same like everybody elses. Be different.
Mini contest winner!And the winner of the 24 hour mni contest is....Mini contest winner!4 months ago in Personal More Like This
*drumrolls across the floor*
:iconkittenplushies: with this entry:
What I look like:
Bangs over my left eye
Picture that looks most like me (this one)
congratulations, and thanks to everybody else who participated!
First day 'o collegeUh...not much to say...got up at five, took the train...got there at 7, waited around for an hour...went to English class. My English teacher was really cool, after that I ha art history, and she was really nice as well. As for my 6 hour design class.... uhFirst day 'o college4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Ok, the teacher guy is REALLY nice, and insanely laid back ( and pretty cute too) but the first project we got was to make a pattern. Patterns.
You guys don't understand
I can't do patterns well at all, at least not just making up one off the top of my head! For 3 hours I sat there frenetically trying to make SOMETHING but I got so frustrated and started crying RIGHT WHEN HE DECIDED T COME OVER TO WHERE I WAS SITTING. I felt so awkward/bad because it's college, I mean I shouldn't be blubbering like a baby! I mean, he was really nice and helped me out but I still feel really bad about it...Don't get me wrong I wasn't like "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I CANT DO THIS I WANNA GO HOME FUCK THIS CLASS" it was more of a "I'm so sorry, its just, everyt