This Goes Out To Everyone Who Is Giving UpThis is for the ones who want to end their life.This Goes Out To Everyone Who Is Giving Up1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
To finally see peace without a strife.
To find the light at the end of the dark pain.
And finally have it not be a train.
To finally face their fear and stare it in the eyes.
To tell everyone their darkest lies.
This is for everyone who wants to make friends that will never betray.
To be able to trust everyone once again.
To be able to feel as if your family has your back.
And not feel as if someone's always hunting you down, on your tracks.
To actually be able to be who and what they want to be.
Not to fail at everything they do and try.
This is for everyone who wants to actually want to live and not to die.
Who want to actually see success in their future.
Not suicide, pain, or torture.
This is for everyone who wants to get away,
Who want to get away from the pain.
This goes out to everyone who actually may be;
Feeling the same way as me.
The DetailThey say first impressions count.The Detail10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
All the same, it undeniably takes time
To fit every piece of the intricate puzzle together
To uncover the true picture
In order to understand someone entirely.
You look at me, guarded.
Shock fear panic
You’re sifting through to find emotions to replace it.
You sense I’m one to collect every facet
Veracity in the forefront of my mind
A private eye.
You give others the impression of content
Though you’re far from it.
An exhilaration overdose expels the exterior of a young individual,
Irrepressible yet placid, your movements fluid
Yet inside, your limbs ache from the eternal charade of cheer.
But you hide behind your smile
Your own Great Wall of China
Sealing the truth in four inescapable walls.
Security wardens shoot down anyone who
Hints at recognition.
The fear of betrayal ingrained in your subconscious.
Traces of the ancient haunt your nightmares
Your shattered mind a muted prison.
You can’t hide forever.
Each minor detail will
Husky and SmokeyHusky and SmokeyHusky and Smokey2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My puppy Husky
And my cat Smokey
Are the most lovely
Friends to ever be.
When Smokey fell ill,
The vet said "He will
Have to stay, lie still,
Be treated, until
He's no longer ill
And you pay his bill."
The vet then asked me:
"Would you like, maybe,
To stay with Smokey,
Keep him company?"
But I didn't have much
Time to stay in touch,
So Husky kept watch
At the hospital;
A friend so loyal,
He's a role model.
Husky loves Smokey
Who loves back Husky;
They're the most lovely
Friends to ever be.
Mental IllnessMental illnessMental Illness9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Cast aside by the government
Missunderstood by the doctors
Controlled by the guardians
Becomming the outcast
Seeing things that are not there
Many are left homeless
Dealing with side effects
Living with a disorder
Feels like no one cares
Serenity be my heartIn the silence of the night.Serenity be my heart10 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Dressed In darkness, I approach my love.
I Whisper to soothe her heart:
"Long have I waited...Alone...For you"
In this secret place, We stand together.
In silence, We need nothing.
In this secret place, I want nothing.
Serenity be my heart, In the presence of my goddess.
Resignation PoemThe words they failResignation Poem10 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The tongue is weak
The thoughts derail
The eyes are bleak
The body shakes
The hands are numb
The spirit breaks
My time has come.
Furious AngerOnce more I’m filled with hateFurious Anger11 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That bloody urge to kill
That thirst I must sate
If I want to be fulfilled
I warned you
Didn't I tell you that would happen
He broke through
And now I won’t be held accountable for my actions
I’m going to break him
And make him scream
His fate will be grim
And death his dream
But I will not let it come
No I cannot do that
His fate will be undone
But I’ll decide when his line goes flat
I am not nice
I told you in the beginning
When he touched you he rolled the dice
And I have found him guilty of sinning
He will stare into the eyes of the devil
And I will make him regret
For his death will be special
He must repay his blood debt.
I feel the fire burning with iI feel the fire burning with in,I feel the fire burning with i1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
raging on till there is nothing,
I am losing my own mind
till there is nothing left behind,
I feel the fire burning on,
its consuming my heart and soul,
complete and utter destruction,
its final goal.
I'm fighting a battle within,
but the fire soon will win,
when I finally lose the fight,
you all better run in fright.
I'm sorry but I cant be saved,
I fight on till I will cave,
I'm fighting a fire within,
we are all doomed if I let it win
so I continue to fight the fire within
Weather (haiku) ~GothicWhoovianWeather (haiku)Weather (haiku) ~GothicWhoovian9 months ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Snow falling in march
Wind swirling, blizzard coming
Fuck you Washington
Here With YouYou're right on the edge,Here With You4 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
But you don't want to fall.
You're grasping in the air,
For anything at all.
Finally you find,
A place in my hand.
I begin to pull,
Bring you onto land.
Don't you worry.
You're safe here.
You'll be okay.
There's nothing to fear.
I see you crying.
You think of the end.
You feel so alone,
But I will be your friend.
Just talk with me.
You can even cry.
Just tell me everything.
Please don't be shy.
I just want you to smile.
I know it's tough to do.
Please just remember,
That I am here with you.
WolvesSick of the pack,The wolves,Wolves10 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Running and seeking while staying together,
Singularity Is none existent to you,
Strength in numbers,weakness In singles.
Throw your morals at my face,
When you're the one who forgot them,
I never swore loyalty to you,
And you have never shown me such a thing,
And yet I'm meant to be,
When I left you didn't even notice,
If I did stay would you know?
You can scream betrayal from your tower,
You can tell a story of my deeds,
Words are words and actions are real,
Saying something doesn't make It so.
With my actions I only grow,
With your words you'll have nothing to show,
When they forget their love for you,
You'll realize It was only pity.
Screw Perfection!I don't want to be perfect,Screw Perfection!9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
If it means I can't be me.
I don't want to be beautiful,
If it means I have to wear a mask.
I don't want to be noticed,
If it means I have to hide.
I don't want to popular,
If it means wearing a costume.
All ways of saying "fake."
Why can't it mean "original."
Why can't it be doing things for yourself,
Reading and writing things that make you happy.
I don't want to be perfect.
I'm allergic to expensive clothes and mounds of make-up.
Offended by to much cleavage and a peroxide blond hair.
Appalled at the sight of another girl's bra through her shirt.
Horrified at poor grinding skills.
Why can't being beautiful mean being you?
Does Anyone Even Care?I thought life was supposed to be greatDoes Anyone Even Care?2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Not an entire world of hate
I've always wanted someone to be there for me when I'm alone
But instead there's nobody home.
So then I sit back on my bed
So many thoughts roam in my head
Some of the ones I wish I didn't have
But there they stay...
No one's there
I've searched everywhere
No one else around
There's no one that I've found
People have told me I'm going to Hell
Don't know if it's true or not
I've tried to find somewhere I belong
With every chance I got
So what if I'm an agnostic?
So what if I'm bi?
So what if I like metal,
And sometimes dress like a guy?
Don't know what's out there
Don't know what's waiting for me
But all that I'm wondering is
Does anyone even care?
I Am MeI may not be pretty.I Am Me7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I may not be popular.
I may not be interested in fashion.
But I'm ok with that.
I know that I am me,
and me I shall forever be.
I will not be a robot.
I will not be your marionette.
I will not be fake.
Why bother judging me?
How does the way I look effect you?
Why do you judge me if I'm not you?
Well here's a news flash.
I am not you...
but just Simply me.
Best Friend Trouble? You know how you can talk and talk to someone but they don't hear you? You know how it feels when it's your best friend? It's every once in a while, right? No, wrong. It's every damn day. Day in and day out. "Hey, how's it going?" "I'm sorry, what'd you say?"Best Friend Trouble?7 months ago in Emotional More Like This
Having a conversation with yourself isn't as fun as everyone's makes it out to be. Especially when you're trying to make one with someone else. It's like talking to a stranger you don't like. It's like listening to wind but hearing nothing but silence. It's like drinking Coke but tasting Pepsi. It's wrong, all wrong, lumped in with your favorite food. It's being surrounded by the ones you love, but being all alone. And for me, it's normal.
unrequited_3Would you sleep with me?unrequited_38 months ago in Emotional More Like This
Hold my hand?
I should want to say these things to you.
But I keep quiet. Keep it inside.
Because I'm afraid. Terrified. If you know, you'll look at me different. Think I'm strange.
I couldn't take that. So I keep it in. Maybe forever. Even longer.
We grow up. I dream of you. Wake up sweating at the thought of you.
Take a shower. Greet your wife and daughter. Smile. Am I jealous? No. Because you're happy. And I'm happy.
Sometimes unrequited is the most beautiful of love.
Would you kiss me?
Such silly things. The want of the moment. A temporary lust.
We are stronger still.
Maybe you dream of me? Maybe, I might dream of you.
But we don't cross the bridge. We're just standing. Either side.
And maybe we could get together. Maybe we could be honest. Maybe you would kiss me.
Maybe you would love me. Maybe.
It would be too sad to part. Perhaps what I felt was real to me, was a one night stand to you.
If you love me, tell me. So that I can be sure.
Perhaps a walk in th
I wish...I wish this was a world without pain.I wish...8 months ago in Personal More Like This
I wish we didn't have to cry.
I wish we could think of ourselves as beautiful.
I wish we were accepted. Loved. Cherished.
I wish we weren't judged. Hated. Called names. Driven to the point of suicide, and our life's end.
I wish that there was no normal. That we could just be who we are, without worrying about people's remarks.
I wish there was a heaven, or some place like it. Where we didn't have to be afraid of losing what we love.
I wish there were no hungry people, or homeless people.
I wish we were all loved.
I wish we didn't have to die at some point.
I wish everything could be better.
No more shouting, hatred, fear or oppression.
I wish I didn't have to be angry to hide my sadness.
I wish we cared about each other.
I wish for a better place. Somewhere, happy..
But these are only wishes..
Which I hope will one day come true.
Take care everyone.
I love you.
The WitchHer eyes are fractured blades of iceThe Witch8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Formed by hatred and vengeance’s slice
No frailness beats within her savage heart
Only the dark desire to tear you apart
“Come,” she says through blood red lips
And motions with steel clawed fingertips
She smiles a promise of bloody lust
Daring you to enter her webs and dust
This witch is here to seduce and entertain
However be warned you shall leave insane
Not a ChildI've heard them all beforeNot a Child8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
"We just want to know you're okay"
Their voices sweet as sugar
"We really care about you"
As though I'm an emotional bomb ready to go off
"So... how are you?"
Yeah. I've heard them all before.
They think I'm insane... I can tell.
They treat me so gingerly, like a child.
You make one mistake, just one, and they don't trust you anymore.
They wonder what you hide and why...
Don't be so surprised I know.
I can tell...
The tone in your voice,
The look in your eye,
It's like I'm a young child who's injured
And here you are, ready to comfort me.
I'm tired of never being trusted,
I'm tired of being a child.
I'm almost and adult now...
I can drive, I get good grades, I follow rules...
Can't you trust me?
So I sit there and listen to your soft voice
All the while thinking:
This is all bullshit.
Fallen Angels...(Never Surrender)Do you know what it's like whenFallen Angels...(Never Surrender)9 months ago in Personal More Like This
You're scared to see yourself?
Do you know what it's like when
You wish you were someone else
Who didn't need your help to get by?
Do you know what it's like
To wanna surrender?
I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better
I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now
And never surrender
Do you now what it's like when
You're not who you wanna be?
Do you know what it's like to
Be your own worst enemy
Who sees the things in me I can't hide?
Do you know what it's like
to wanna surrender?
Put me back together,
Make me feel better.
You make me feel better,
Stay with me here now,
And never surrender.
I've been reading quite a lot of Journals about people who are going through a rough patch. Some just end up drinking, others are completely lost, some want to cut, but one thing they all have in common is they want to give up. I wouldn't really bother with this if I haven't felt that way myself: I've sm
Promise LandDon't cry.Promise Land9 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It'll be alright.
I'll see you in your dreams tonite.
Look in the bright side.
Give 'em hell.
I know you can
Cuz I trained you well.
When I'm gone,
And my days are done,
Even if you can't feel me,
I'm still here.
I'll always walk with you
Through the sand.
And I will lead you to
Our promised land.
If OnlyI wish I could forget youIf Only9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your name is burned into my memory
It can't be erased
Now I walk
With these scars
In my mind
On my heart
And nothing can take it away now
If only I knew
This would happen
I would have stayed away
And kept my heart
And my memory
What I miss about you....What I miss about you….What I miss about you....9 months ago in Emotional More Like This
I miss you causing trouble so dad can yell at you and chase you around the house.
I miss the way you lay in that oh so awkward position on your back.
I miss the sound of your collar jingling as you run through the house at mock ten only to wrap your paws around door frames or the stair post and make yourself look oh so adorable and high on cat nip.
I miss you running to the fridge when the meat drawer opens…hoping you will get a morsel of what is in there into your awaiting bottomless pit of a stomach.
I miss you running to the fridge at the sound of the ice flowing from the dispenser, hoping to bat the small wet solid object about the floor or water bowl.
I miss you carrying stuffed animals no bigger than you around the house as you meow around the mouthful, before dropping it where ever you saw fit.
I miss you snuggling close in our laps when you were cold and could not find a suitable place to keep yourself warm so you could sle
Don't WorryThey all tell you to not worry.Don't Worry9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
They all expect you to not care.
They're probably used to it by now...
But you know what?
No matter what, I will always worry...
No matter what, I will always care...
Some would call it a curse,
Others would call it a blessing...
Me? I don't know what to call it...
It's just a part of me.
I want you to know what no matter what,
No matter what it is you're going through,
No matter if I have the guts to say something or not,
I will always care...
I will always be here worrying about you...
All of you...
I know you probably feel like you don't deserve someone to care,
But you do.
You really do.
You're not used to people caring this much...
But no matter what, you've touched my heart,
And when you touch my heart, there's no going back.
I don't mean to call myself special...